Han Jiang always has the same dream, over and over again, without end.
In his dreams, he could always go back to that evening, holding Yun Jinshu's hand and leading him into the black Bentley, and then watching helplessly as he walked out of the car again, and then the dream ended abruptly.
Repeating it over and over again, he wanted to continue every time to prevent the next tragedy, but it was like an alarm clock was installed in his head, and he would suddenly wake up at this time, as if reality was telling him that no matter how real the dream was, it would not be possible. It's all fake. What happened happened, and it can't be undone even if you regret it for the rest of your life.
That night, he dreamed of Yun Jinshu again.
He emerged from the clear lake water. His black hair was messy and stuck to his forehead, making his face even paler. He just took the towel handed over by his assistant and smiled, with a pair of bright eyes smiling slightly. He squinted, revealing a dimple on his cheek.
I have always liked his appearance. Maybe I fell in love with him from the first sight because the dimples on his cheeks when he smiled looked so much like Wen Zeyun, and what’s more, he even had the word “cloud” in his name, but after five years After getting along with him, he realized that he was completely wrong.
There is no similarity between Yun Jinshu and Wen Zeyun. If Wen Zeyun is a Persian cat who was pampered by his family and has a temper and possessive desire, then Yun Jinshu is a free-ranging smiling tiger.
He can smile at everyone, his expression is always natural and quiet, his mouth is very cute, and he can make very endearing witticisms. But as long as you observe carefully, you will find that his smile to all strangers is always the same, even the corners of his mouth. The arcs are as precise as measured by a ruler.
And only when dealing with something he really likes, his expression will become lively, like a beast that is ready to scratch people's hearts.
Fortune tellers are not trustworthy to people who make everyone laugh, because they seem to be easy to get along with, but in fact they have the same heart. Once they have identified something, they will not let go, and they will not look back even if they hit a wall. , Han Jiang felt that this was very reasonable, because Yun Jinshu was indeed a person who was too stubborn to die.
So this often scares him, because he is afraid that if one day Yun Jinshu finds out the truth about being with him, he will leave without hesitation.
The call was dialed, and Yun Jinshu picked up the call soon. He couldn't help but tease him a few words. The moment he turned around, he smiled so softly. Han Jiang's heart suddenly choked. At that time, he thought that he should I love Yun Jinshu.
Sitting in the car, Yun Jinshu was tired and slept on his lap. Han Jiang touched his soft hair and suddenly thought about going to the supermarket and cooking together. He looked at the rearview mirror behind him. He took a quick look, and sure enough, a black bodyguard car was following him from a distance.
After reaching out to cover Yun Jinshu's ears, he dialed the phone, "I'm going to have dinner with Jinshu tonight. You go back. Remember to tell my father that I will not participate in the political commissar election and tell him not to leave the 4 o'clock faction." People are following me.”
After a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, a voice came: "Master, I have reported your name to the central government, and now the candidate list has been announced. Even if you don't participate, the Dong family will cause trouble for you, and we can't leave. "
"That's enough, no more. If the Dong family had already understood, why can't you wait until now? You have been staring at me for more than half a year. You are not only harassing me but also Jinshu. I order you to leave now. Don't be like followers. It seems like they stick together every day.”
Han Jiang tried his best to lower his voice so as not to wake Yun Jinshu, who was sleeping soundly. The other end of the phone could hear his anger and had to obey: "Yes, young master, we understand, but the master has sent a copy to your office. It’s an important document that you must read and sign tonight.”
"I know, let's go."
Han Jiang plugged in the phone. After seeing the bodyguard car behind him disappear, he rubbed his brow tiredly and said to the driver: "Turn around and go back to the company. I'll get some documents and then go to the supermarket."
The car drove smoothly to the door of the company. Yun Jinshu was still asleep. Han Jiang lowered his head and kissed his cheeks. After covering him with a layer of blanket, he said softly: "Jinshu, I suddenly thought of the company. There is an important document that I haven’t taken, please wait for me here, I’ll be back in a moment.”
Yun Jinshu nodded his head in confusion, smiled and stepped out of the car...
Don't get off the car!
Don't leave Yun Jinshu alone in the car!
Han Jiang screamed desperately and opened his eyes suddenly, but only saw a dark ceiling and an empty room.
He sat up after holding back his swollen head. His forehead was already covered with sweat. He knew that he was having that dream again.
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At this time, there was a knock on the door, and the butler's voice came from outside the door: "Master, Mr. Yun's funeral is today. It's time for you to get up and wash up."
The word "funeral" made him tremble suddenly, and he pretended to be calm. It took him a long time to find his voice, "...I understand, you go prepare the car."
The old housekeeper still seemed worried, but he still nodded respectfully, "Yes, Master."
After the housekeeper walked away, Han Jiang covered half of his face, feeling as if a piece of his heart had been severely dug out, and blood was flowing crazily, endlessly.
If he hadn't dismissed the bodyguards at that time, if he hadn't gone back to the company to get that damn document, Yun Jinshu might not have been targeted so easily...
But after making excuses for himself again and again, in the end he couldn't help but laugh at himself: Han Jiang, why did you wash yourself so cleanly!
He admitted that his purpose in finding Yun Jinshu was to make him serve as Wen Zeyun's shield, but he never thought of letting him die on behalf of anyone else!
Five years ago, he had not come out as gay. If he told his family that the person he liked was Wen Zeyun without authorization, the relationship between the Han and Wen families would definitely not lead to good results.
So he approached Yun Jinshu, whose family was broken up and whose rules were unwritten by the director. At that time, he thought that if his family knew that he had found such a bad star, and he was still a man, they would be furious, and all the fire would be concentrated. With Yun Jinshu, he and Wen Zeyun were also safe.
He even thought darkly, if his parents were able to accept such a miserable Yun Jinshu in the end, how could they not accept Wen Zeyun who he had grown up with? When the storm is over, he only needs to give Yun Jinshu a breakup fee, and all three parties will be happy, and all problems will be solved.
But no matter how loud the abacus was, he never expected that he would fall in love with Yun Jinshu, who would always be by his side no matter where he was.
But Jin Shu... was already dead. He was killed by him, but he was still alive.
Living in an endless dream, not knowing when I will wake up.
***
On the day of Yun Jinshu's funeral, it was pouring with rain. The Han family's car drove all the way to the funeral parlor. There were already many people at the scene, most of them colleagues in the entertainment industry.
They were all wearing black clothes with sad expressions, but how many of them were really sad for Yun Jinshu's death, and how many of them pretended to be crying on the outside, but in their hearts they were mourning that they had lost a competitor. It's hard to tell if you can celebrate with a crown.
Han Jiang stepped out of the car when his cell phone rang suddenly. He hesitated for a moment before picking it up. Wen Zeyun's cheerful voice came from the other end, "Jiang Zi, I found a black and white movie from the 1930s. It is said to be a Comedy, will you come and watch it with me now?"
Han Jiang closed his eyes and pondered for a while before saying, "I can't go there today, Yun, please find someone else."
"What... I asked you to come here before, and you were always on call. What are you doing today? Is there anything more important than being with me?"
Han Jiang's brows furrowed and his voice became a little cold, "Not today, not anything."
Wen Zeyun sneered at the other end and said impatiently: "Why are you doing this? Is someone dead?"
Han Jiang hung up the phone before he finished listening. He knew that Wen Zeyun had this kind of temper, but his words still made him harsh and uncomfortable, and he felt more and more strange to him.
After simply turning off his phone, he walked in.
This is a spacious hall, with solemn black veils everywhere, and a huge black and white photo of Yun Jinshu in the middle.
This is a still photo from a costume drama that Yun Jinshu rarely stars in. In the photo, he is dressed in white, with his black hair pulled up high, holding a sword in his hand, with a handsome face and a heroic appearance.
Han Jiang still remembered that when the last scene of the movie was being shot, he went to visit the crew. At that time, Yun Jinshu was dressed like this, walking through the green bamboo forest, carefree and graceful. The moment the sword was swung, the corners of his mouth were raised, The smile is playful and full of life.
And it was this scene that not only moved countless female viewers, but also broke Han Jiang's heart.
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