When Yun Jinshu got up, Han Jiang was already gone. He leaned on the bedside, looked at the ceiling, and remembered the dream he had before.
The world in the dream was very quiet, surrounded by darkness and silence. Han Jiang sat beside his bed and held his hand tightly without saying a word.
Yun Jinshu felt that he was awake, but he could not open his eyes. After a long time, when time seemed to freeze, Han Jiang suddenly smiled, lowered his head and kissed his lips.
He said, "Jinshu, I have to leave. I probably won't be able to see you for a long time without you this time. What should I do? I feel a little reluctant to leave you now."
Yun Jinshu wanted to open his eyes and ask him, where are you going? But no sound came out of his throat.
Han Jiang smiled lowly, as if something warm hit the back of Yun Jinshu's hand, and then rolled to the ground, "I'll come back to you when I've cleaned myself up."
His palm let go of him, taking away the last bit of warmth. Yun Jinshu tried hard to open his mouth and ask him what he meant, but he suddenly woke up while struggling, and when he looked around, there was no sign of Han Jiang around him.
At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Zhang Ma walked in with Kidney Bean in her arms. When she saw him, she smiled and said, "Shu, are you awake? I saw you were sleeping soundly and didn't bother you."
Yun Jinshu opened his mouth and smiled. At this moment, he felt a little cold all over his body. He picked up the coat next to him and put it on his body. He asked as if unintentionally, "Han Jiang is gone?"
Zhang Ma's face was a little weird, she hesitated to speak, then smiled broadly and said, "Hey, the young master left early in the morning, and he made breakfast for you. To be honest, I haven't seen him since I saw him grow up. Who have you cooked for? Shu, are you hungry now? I'll heat it up for you."
Her eyes were wandering, and she quickly turned around and left, as if she was trying to avoid some problem.
A strange feeling arose in Yun Jinshu's heart, and he quickly stopped her, "Mother Zhang, wait a minute, what's going on? You were hesitating so early in the morning, what happened?"
Zhang's mother quickly shook her head, "No, no, what's the matter? Shu, you get dressed first, and I'll warm up the milk for Kidney Bean." Then she closed the door and left, almost as if she was running away.
Yun Jinshu was stunned on the spot, not understanding what Zhang Ma meant. Why did she react like this when Han Jiang was mentioned
Puzzled, he blamed his paranoia on the strange dream last night. Without thinking too much, he put on his clothes and walked out of the bedroom.
The rich aroma of rice porridge wafted in the living room. Kidney Bean sat on the baby table and ate happily. Seeing that her father was awake, she kept waving her hands and feet happily.
Yun Jinshu leaned over to kiss his cheek, and was about to turn on the TV. At this time, Zhang Ma, who came out with rice porridge, suddenly shouted and ran out quickly to stop him.
"Hey, why are you watching TV so early in the morning? Let's drink porridge first. The young master has cooked a lot. You can try his handiwork. It won't taste good after a while when it gets cold."
Yun Jinshu was dumbfounded by Zhang Ma's surprise. He spread his hands and said helplessly, "Zhang Ma, I just want to watch the news. Eating and watching TV are not related."
"No, you can't watch it. You young people just don't know how to develop good living habits. Watching TV and eating at the same time is the worst thing for your stomach. Today, I, an old lady, are here and you can't watch it."
Zhang Ma showed her elders' seniority, and Yun Jinshu became even more helpless. He quickly raised his hands and surrendered, "Okay, okay, I'll eat first. Zhang Ma, you are really more nagging than my mother."
Yun Jinshu put down the remote control and sat down with his son. He drank porridge and his son drank milk. The father and son were enjoying themselves, but Zhang Ma was sighing and booing on the side, and she didn't know what she was worried about.
After eating, Yun Jinshu asked Zhang's mother again calmly, "Did Han Jiang leave a message when he left?"
He knows Han Jiang so well that he knows that once this man becomes good to you, he will definitely be flawless. Even if he really has something urgent to leave, he will leave a note to warn you, and he will never leave without saying goodbye like this.
Zhang Ma shook her head quickly, "The young master is busy and has to leave in a hurry. There is nothing."
Yun Jinshu raised his eyebrows, feeling that something was strange, but he didn't ask any more questions. After putting on his coat, he walked to the entrance to put on his shoes, when Zhang Ma suddenly stopped him again.
"Shu, where are you going?"
"Of course I'm going to work. Today's "Pompous" premieres. I still have a lot to do."
Yun Jinshu picked up the scarf on the hook and put it around his neck. When he looked down, he realized that the scarf was left by Han Jiang last night and was not his own.
He took off the scarf nonchalantly, and Zhang Ma's face changed at this time. She kept rubbing her fingers back and forth anxiously, seeming very anxious.
"Mama Zhang, I'm sorry to trouble you today. I have to leave. If you need anything, please call me."
Yun Jinshu said goodbye to her with a smile. At this time, Zhang Ma couldn't bear it anymore and blocked the door. "Shu, listen to Zhang Ma, we won't go out today, okay? You ask the crew for leave and stay here to take care of yourself." Spend the day playing with Kidney Bean, he will be reluctant to leave you every day."
At this point, Yun Jinshu, no matter how stupid he was, understood. He took a deep breath and looked at her seriously, "Mother Zhang, tell me the truth. Did something happen to Han Jiang that you don't want to tell me? From today on You looked flustered in the morning, is there something you can't tell me?"
Zhang Ma's chubby face wrinkled up in worry. She opened her mouth and tried to make up a reason, but in the end she just dropped her arms in frustration, "... the young master didn't let me tell you."
"What did he do?" Yun Jinshu listened carefully. He didn't know what happened overnight. It was worthy of Han Jiang to ask Zhang Ma to do everything possible to keep him at home and prevent him from having contact with the outside world.
Zhang Ma was silent for a while, then her eyes turned red, and she pointed at the TV, dejectedly, "I... I don't know what I'm stupid about. You can read the book yourself, but the young master is really good to you, and so are you." If you know the current media, you will know nonsense, so don’t be angry and don’t take it seriously.”
Yun Jinshu's heart trembled slightly, and he always had the illusion that a storm was coming. He didn't have time to take off his coat, so he went straight to the living room and turned on the TV. The moment he saw the photos of Han Jiang and several other male celebrities entangled, he There was a moment of dizziness, and the past came rushing back to me again.
*****
Yun Jinshu finally went to the premiere. Even when the entire S city was bombarded by Han Jiang's scandal, work still had to continue.
Before the premiere, all the staff were making final preparations backstage, because they only needed to go on stage to talk about their feelings and thoughts about the filming process, so most of the actors had nothing to do and gathered together. Chatting about the gossip between Han Jiang and those male celebrities.
"Well, I really can't see that Shen Nian is actually related to Han Jiang. Why haven't you and I met a rich and handsome man who made me a movie queen?"
A young girl was sitting on a stool with a smile on her face, pointing at the various photos in the magazine with excitement.
An actor next to her raised his hand and gave her a shudder, smiling, "Master Han likes men, okay? If you chop off your D-cup breasts, it might still be enough to fill the scene."
"Shit! You're a man, why don't you hook up with him? Men like him, who come from a good family, are rich and handsome, are the worst. Maybe they will fall in love with you when they get horny that day."
The man laughed and pointed at Shen Nian's photo, "Hey sister, if I really sacrifice my integrity to find Master Han, I won't end up as miserable as Shen Nian. Please forgive me!"
The two of them are newbies and haven't really experienced the darkness of the entertainment industry yet, so they can joke around like this. The relationship between the crew is very harmonious, and everyone doesn't mind being together. Instead, they laugh out loud when they hear the conversation between the two. Followed by heckling.
During the fight, the girl picked up a magazine and threw it at it. The man dodged and the magazine fell to the ground, revealing Han Jiang's handsome photo. At this time, a staff member came over with a shelf and stepped on it. On top of the photo, a huge shoe print was left.
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Yun Jinshu couldn't listen anymore, so he quietly took a detour to the single dressing room at the back, turned on the faucet and poured a few handfuls of cold water on his face, and then calmed down his increasingly disturbed mind.
He was not unaware of the evil things Han Jiang had done in the past. In his previous life, he had heard countless people talk about Han Jiang's romantic poems, openly or secretly. At that time, he was the only one who could live in Jade Villa. , so some inexplicable men came to her door and used some unsavory methods to provoke her.
He has seen all these things before. He was angry before, but later became numb. He knew from the beginning to the end that Han Jiang was not a peaceful man, otherwise he would not come to him.
He once thought about exposing all these things about Han Jiang and ruining his reputation. He even thought about that feeling happily, but when it really happened, he didn't feel any pleasure in revenge.
He couldn't figure out why he was the one who was implicated in the photo at first, so why was it suddenly changed to Han Jiang? Could it be that because Wen Zeyun didn't take revenge on himself, he simply dragged Han Jiang into the water
If this was the case, wouldn't it mean that he owed Han Jiang from the beginning to the end? If it hadn't been to solve his crisis, he himself would not have lost his wife and lost his troops.
Thinking of this possibility, Yun Jinshu was upset and subconsciously took out his mobile phone to ask for details. He dialed Han Jiang's number again, but the phone still said it was shut down and there was no news.
At this time, the door to the dressing room opened, and Gu Yan walked in wearing a navy blue satin dress and holding two bottles of ice-cold soda in his hand.
"The premiere is about to start, why are you still here?"
He walked to the seat next to Yun Jinshu with a smile and put the soda water into his hand with a very gentle expression.
Yun Jinshu tugged at the corners of his lips and said "Thank you" and poured a few sips of ice water into his mouth to calm down his anxiety. "It's very chaotic outside. I'll rest here for a while and wait until I can withstand the bombardment of reporters."
Gu Yan laughed, pursed his lips and asked him tentatively, "You seem to be in a bad mood, is it because of... Han Jiang?"
Yun Jinshu paused for a moment, then shook his head, "No, I was just worried about those photos you gave me before."
"Don't worry, nothing happened that day, and nothing will happen again in the future." Gu Yan raised his hand and patted his shoulder, without revealing that Yun Jinshu was looking at the screen of his phone again and again.
Yun Jin finished his book, and Gu Yan thought for a while before deciding to speak, "Han Jiang's matter has made such a big fuss, you... don't be sad, it's not worth it."
Yun Jinshu laughed and drank the water in the bottle, "I'm not sad. In fact, I have known these things for a long time. If he hadn't bothered, he and I wouldn't have known each other. Ha, this is a bad fate."
Gu Yan was a little anxious after hearing this, and even subconsciously wanted to hold Yun Jinshu's wrist, "Jinshu, the circle he lives in is so complicated, and he has nothing to do with those male celebrities, not to mention Wen Zeyun, these people, you I can’t afford to offend him. If you get involved with him in such a mess now, you will get angry!"
Yun Jinshu's lowered eyes flashed, and when he heard these words, he suddenly felt as if Gu Yan was slapping him in the face.
He has done so many things that he no longer looks like himself. Why
If it was just for revenge, then the goal has been achieved. Regardless of whether he did it himself, the Wen family is destined to fall. Han Jiang has also been ruined by such photos. What else is he dissatisfied with
Is it really what he wants to destroy himself and other people's lives like this
Yun Jinshu asked himself over and over again, but in the end he couldn't get an answer and could only avoid Gu Yan's question. He twitched the corner of his mouth and patted Gu Yan on the shoulder, "Brother Gu, I understand what you said. I understand these things." I'll figure it out for myself, you don't have to worry about me, it's getting late, the premiere is about to start, we have to go out."
Gu Yan was speechless, he just felt that if he didn't seize this last chance, he and Yun Jinshu might be like this forever.
He suddenly grabbed his wrist, pursed his lips, and then smiled, "I'm not worried about you, I just saw that you were in a bad mood. I'll treat you to dinner after the premiere tonight. Eat big." Eat all your worries into your stomach in one meal, and then you will forget everything when you poop them out.”
Yun Jinshu couldn't help laughing. He looked at his cell phone, which still had no response, and finally nodded, "I'll give Zhang Ma a call. You can decide the time and place."
Gu Yan smiled, his eyes shining brightly, "Okay, it's decided."
***
The premiere was a long and protracted process, and "Beautiful" attracted too much attention in the early stage. Even though it was a low-budget film, in the end it became very popular because of the subject matter and the actor's participation.
The on-site host enthusiastically and humorously arranged one section after another, whether it was watching the trailer, asking questions on the spot, or leading the audience to ask Gu Yan and Yun Jinshu to play an apple-biting game together. , causing all the fujoshis in the audience to scream, and the atmosphere was pushed to a climax again and again.
The audience was happy, but the two leading actors suffered. After the premiere, Yun Jinshu had occupied nearly six hours and was exhausted, but Gu Yan was still full of energy. After changing his coat, he pulled Yun Jinshu went to the restaurant.
During dinner, Yun Jinshu was a little absent-minded. He took his mobile phone to read the news online. Han Jiang's ugly | smells had decreased a lot in the evening. It was obvious that the Han family had taken action to control the situation, but the Internet spread too fast, even if it was hired. Tens of thousands of hackers worked together to help delete it, but they couldn't resist its rapid spread.
Although it has calmed down a lot compared to the uproar that filled the city in the morning, a casual search can still see a lot of negative comments about Han Jiang.
Yun Jinshu took out his phone and looked at it again, but there was still no reply from Han Jiang. He threw the phone aside in frustration, picked up the cup and drank some water.
At this time, Gu Yan stopped the knife and fork in his hand, glanced at him, and tried to change the subject, "After you have been busy with this period of work, what do you want to do?"
"I don't plan to do anything else. Douzi is still too inseparable from people. After "Exaggerated" is released, I plan to slowly fade away. If there is a job, I will take it. If there is no job, I will stay at home with him."
"Have you ever thought about finding another person to take care of Doudou?" When Gu Yan asked this question, his voice was a little unnatural, and his fingers under the table curled up nervously.
Yun Jinshu was stunned for a moment, flashed slightly, then smiled and answered the question, "I really can't always use people from the Han family. Mother Zhang will have to leave sooner or later. It's time for me to find someone to take care of Douzi."
Gu Yan knew that he was escaping, but this time he didn't want to let go of the opportunity again. He stared at him with a stern look, his expression firmer than ever before.
Stretching out his hand, he held Yun Jinshu's wrist tightly, not allowing him to escape, "Jinshu, you know where I am."
"I like you, Jinshu."
He seemed to have made up his mind and was desperate for only one result. His fingers were clean and strong, as if he was afraid that Yun Jinshu would leave him and run away.
"I don't know when it started. Maybe when I realized it, I couldn't control it anymore. When you came back from Vancouver, I told myself that if you live a good life, I will always stay as a friend and not disturb you. You, but now I can't help it, I know you are not having a good life, you... "
He paused for a moment, his eyes as thick as the sea under the night, "Can you give me a chance? I know you may not love me, but I will use all my efforts to protect you. Maybe I don't have Han Jiang Being so powerful, I can't give you what you want, but at least I will be wholehearted. As long as you don't drive me away, I will always stay by your side, Jinshu... "
He almost choked when he said this, "Can you look back at me? I've been stopping here, and you only need to turn around slightly to hold my hand."
Yun Jinshu's heart was contracting violently, making him almost breathless. His head was spinning rapidly like crazy, and he couldn't hear any sound.
He understood what Gu Yan meant, and he understood it a long time ago, but he thought that as long as Gu Yan didn't, he could continue to act stupid, which would be good for everyone. But now that Gu Yan has taken the first step, he would rather choose to break away from each other now His relationship also requires understanding, but how can I respond to him
He didn't even understand his relationship with Han Jiang, so why would he drag another person into trouble? What's more, he knew very well that he had already given up. The destruction of love in his previous life was so unforgettable that he could not start a new relationship, not to mention that the person he had always regarded as his elder brother was Gu Yan.
He bit his lip tightly and was about to speak, but Gu Yan almost hurriedly held down his hand, "Don't tell me the answer now, please..."
"I won't force you, I just hope you can see your own heart clearly." He looked at him persistently, almost tearing out his own heart, "You have to understand that the life you live now is what you want. Do you want it? How does Han Jiang treat you? What would the Han family think of you if they knew Kiddou’s identity?"
Questions came one after another. Yun Jinshu's hands were shaking constantly. He was so confused that he seemed to want to pour out all the truth.
There was no doubt that Gu Yan's words stung him. He just wanted to find someone he loved and live a stable life, instead of being trapped in intrigues like now, thinking every day about how to get back all the people who hurt him.
But he has already taken action and can't look back. Even if he drops everything and starts over, relying on the things he has done before, he will die without a burial once he is found out. How can he involve Gu Yan to himself again? Burial.
Yun Jinshu was silent for a long time. When Gu Yan was about to despair, he withdrew his hand with a pale expression on his face.
"Brother Gu, let me think about it again, let me think about it again..."
His voice became weaker and weaker towards the end, and he didn't know whether it was meant for Gu Yan to hear or for himself.
Gu Yan tugged at the corner of his mouth bitterly, lowered his head for a long time before revealing a smile, "I won't force you, I can't bear to put you in trouble."
Yun Jinshu rolled his eyes, feeling so sour in his nose that he couldn't say a word.
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