"Aunt Li, I've helped you move everything. If you need anything else, just come and find me."
Yun Jinshu put down a few boxes of apples and raised his arms to wipe the sweat from his forehead. His light-colored shirt was stained a lot, but he didn't mean to. He opened his mouth and smiled.
Aunt Li who lives next door was so happy that she took a plastic bag and stuffed five or six kilograms of apples into it, "Jin, you are so hardworking, thank you this time, otherwise these apples would have rotted in the cellar." , I’ll take these back to eat, no need to be polite to my aunt.”
Yun Jinshu smiled and waved his hand, "No, no, you can't do much with just a little effort. What's more, we only have two sons at home, so we can't eat so many apples. If you take these and sell them, you can make a few more dollars." "
Aunt Li really liked this hard-working and good-looking young man more and more. Since he came to their town, he has been helping everyone with work. He is very talkative and will help anyone who has a disease or disaster. Handle, everyone in town likes him.
In addition, he is good-looking and has fascinated many girls. Thinking of the matter that Tian Wang Er asked her to introduce a partner a few days ago, Aunt Li became interested again. To tell the truth, it is always inconvenient for a man to have a son. Wang Er next door has a very good-looking daughter. She is soft-hearted and likes children. Can I introduce you to her someday?"
When Yun Jinshu heard this, he immediately shook his head and said with a smile, "Aunt Li, I haven't made any plans yet. Don't worry about me in the future. You know it well and can't delay my girl."
Aunt Li glanced at Yun Jinshu with sympathy, thinking that the child's mother must have disliked him for being poor, so she abandoned the father and son and ran away. This kind of woman is really blind. Don't be too evil by letting such a good guy go. .
This child must be too deeply hurt, so he is unwilling to find another one. What a pity for this rare infatuated species.
"Okay, okay, I won't force you, but if you have any plans in the future, please remember to tell me."
Aunt Li rambled on, making Yun Jinshu dumbfounded. After a few words, he was about to go home, but Aunt Li stopped him again behind his back, "By the way, Jin, the lady who rented out the empty house next door has rented it out. It's probably the past few days." Will move there."
Yun Jinshu was very surprised. The house next door had been vacant for more than half a year. The rental advertisement had been posted but never came. How could it be rented out so quickly in the blink of an eye
"Really? Male or female?"
"She is a female college student who came to the town for research. The girls in the city are beautiful. Jin must seize the opportunity."
Yun Jinshu rubbed his forehead helplessly and was speechless at Aunt Li's habit of introducing people to him anytime and anywhere. He smiled and agreed. He raised his hand to look at his watch and rode a second-hand bicycle to the town. kindergarten.
After leaving City S, Yun Jinshu did not go to the resort according to Cai Yan's address. Instead, he found a remote but quiet town and settled down under the identity of Jinbo.
The people in this town are simple and simple. Because they are located in the mountains, most of them, except those who go to work in the city, are fellow villagers who have never left the mountains since they were born.
Due to poverty, there were less than five TV sets in this town, so everyone would get together to watch the Spring Festival Gala on New Year's Eve. Normally, they didn't even know who the celebrities were, so Yun Jinshu settled down with peace of mind.
The scenery of the town is beautiful, and there is not much industrial pollution. When spring comes, large peach blossoms bloom on the branches, coupled with the spring water flowing from the mountains, it really feels like a paradise.
This kind of scenery made Yun Jinshu find a rare inner peace. He no longer wanted to care about what the outside world was like. The memories of the past had nothing to do with him anymore. Although he had only lived there for more than half a year, he felt like this It seems like a century has passed since the days of peace and tranquility.
"Dad!" Kiddou ran out of the kindergarten quickly with a yellow duck schoolbag on his back, and jumped when he saw Yun Jinshu.
Yun Jinshu hugged his son, smiled and rubbed his head and asked, "What did the teacher teach today?"
"Well... there are arithmetic and singing. Oh, dad, I was really awesome today. I was the first one in the class to calculate +=5!"
Kiddou puffed up his chest in a particularly proud manner, with big and round dimples at the corners of his mouth, a flushed face, and his big eyes looking at Yun Jinshu clearly asking for praise.
Yun Jinshu burst into laughter, put the kidney beans on the back seat of the bicycle, held on to the handle and pushed it aside, "Okay, okay, beans are the best. Can daddy make braised chicken legs tonight?"
"Yeah!" Kiddou nodded vigorously, holding on to the schoolbag and swinging it in the air, "Niuniu's mother brought fried Chinese toon to Niuniu today. It's delicious. I want to eat it too!"
This guy is very fat as a baby. He actually doesn’t have much flesh on his body, but his face is very round. He looks like he has a big head and a big body, so there is always something behind him. He is a fat man, but it is obvious that Kidney Bean Friend I don’t care, I am not ashamed but proud. I would rather be fat and well-fed.
Yun Jinshu was amused by his son's silly and cute expression and couldn't help laughing, "Since you like eating the food brought by Niuniu so much, why don't you go find your mother at home?"
"Well..." Kidney Bean's face suddenly became deflated, and after a while she twisted her clothes, "I don't want another mother, Douzi... Douzi wants his own mother."
Yun Jinshu fell silent for a while. After a while, he forced a smile and asked him, "Follow dad, wouldn't it be better for the two of us to go together?"
"But my friends in the kindergarten all have mothers, and I have seen their parents take them home together several times. Why don't they have one, but not Douzi?"
Children's thinking is very simple, and they always feel that they should have other things, so they express their thoughts unabashedly, but it is precisely because of such a simple idea that it particularly touches the heart.
Yun Jinshu feels guilty for his son. His relationship with Han Jiang is already a mess. The past life has not been sorted out and it is involved in this life. Now that there is a child named Kidney, it has become more complicated.
He can give Kidney the best and love him with all his efforts, but he cannot give his child a complete family with the power of one person.
After a long time, Yun Jinshu clenched his fists and made up his mind. He felt that this problem could not be avoided and must be made clear to Kidney. Otherwise, it would be even more troublesome when the child becomes fully sensible when he is a freshman.
Stopping the car, Yun Jinshu turned around and looked at his son seriously, "Douzi, I never had a mother, so I'm sorry that I can't have another one to love me. If you really want a mother... you can try to find one."
Kidou seemed to think this was a very profound question, and the difficulty was completely beyond his young logic. After a while, he blinked and looked at Yun Jinshu: "Why are you looking for another one? The uncle lying on the bed is obviously Douzi. Mom?"
Yun Jinshu took a breath and had a headache. He didn't know what to do, "That's different. He is not my mother. He is a man. A man cannot be my mother, let alone..."
You can't put your own hopes and your children's future on the line.
The words were not finished yet. Kidney Dou's big eyes were still looking at him curiously. Yun Jinshu took a deep breath and patted his head, "Forget it, it's too late. Let's wait until my freshman dad tells me."
There is no mother, but the other father is Han Jiang. This kind of words makes it difficult for him to say it no matter what.
"Obviously he is three years old, he is already a big child..."
Kidney muttered and lowered her head, thinking about why she didn't have a mother. After thinking about it, she found it very complicated, even more complicated than addition and subtraction within ten.
***
In the evening, Yun Jinshu made braised chicken legs and fried Chinese toon for Kidney Bean, and also specially cooked a large pot of chicken soup.
After all, Kidney Bean was still young and had long forgotten to think about the profound question of why she didn't have a mother. She buried her face in the rice bowl and ate with a spoon, her face full of rice grains, almost as if she had eaten the whole bowl.
"Slow down, don't follow me."
Yun Jinshu took a large porcelain spoon, served him a bowl of chicken soup, skimmed off the oil on it, sprinkled it with chives and brought it to his son.
Kidney Bean's hands were full of oil. While drinking chicken soup, she kept mumbling, "Niuniu and Shaer are waiting. Grandma Li will teach them how to make bamboo dragonflies."
The Grandma Li in Kidney Bean's mouth is Aunt Li, the landlord of Yunjin Bookstore. There are no TVs or computers in the village at night. In order to save electricity, they all go to play under the street lights at the entrance of the village. Kidney Bean has been playing with this group of friends since she went to kindergarten. He is particularly crazy. Niuniu and Shaer are both his best friends, and Aunt Li loves her children, so Yun Jinshu has nothing to worry about.
"Remember not to play too late, Ba will be picked up at the entrance of the village."
"Hmm... It's auspicious (I know, I know)."
Kidney Bean picked up the spoon and stuffed a few more mouthfuls of rice into his mouth. He patted his bulging belly and burped. He took three oranges and ran out the door to join a group of friends.
Yun Jinshu raised the corner of his mouth and walked into the kitchen with a plate and chopsticks. He happened to see a few movers coming out. It seemed that they had just finished their work.
Has the neighbor moved here
When I heard that a female college student from Aunt Li was moving here, Yun Jinshu was ready to help. After all, it would always be inconvenient for a girl to live in a place like this. Unexpectedly, before he heard anything, there was already someone next door. All packed up.
Looking at the remaining half of the chicken soup in the pot, Yun Jinshu thought that the father and son would not be able to finish it anyway. This kind of food would be stale after being left overnight, so he simply took out a stainless steel lunch box and filled a bucket with it. next door.
Standing at the door next door, Yun Jinshu carefully checked the lunch box to make sure it was clean and would not be considered unhygienic before knocking on the door.
He knocked several times in succession, but there was no movement in the house. Just when he suspected that the new neighbor had gone out, the door opened, and the person who opened the door was...
I haven’t seen him for more than half a year. He doesn’t look like he has been seriously injured. He is wearing a light gray casual shirt, showing a strong and strong arm. His deep facial features are still handsome, and his slightly thick lips draw an arc, " … haven't seen you for a long time."
For a moment, Yun Jinshu was in a trance. He felt that he should still be dreaming, otherwise how could he see Han Jiang, who was supposed to be a plant, standing in front of him intact.
His head suddenly buzzed, and he turned around and left without thinking. Han Jiang grabbed him from behind and saw the stainless steel lunch box in his arms. His brows softened instantly, "Is this for you?" "
"This is for the new neighbor, not for you." Yun Jinshu held the lunch box in his hand, his face showed no signs of movement, but his pupils flickered fiercely.
Han Jiang laughed and leaned against the door frame, "I will live here from now on, who else do you want to give it to?"
The first meeting between the two after more than half a year turned out to be such a meaningless and unsentimental conversation. It seemed a bit disgraceful, but Yun Jinshu had no time to care about it at this time. Han Jiang's expression in front of him was so relaxed, without any trace of emotion. He once turned into a sign of a plant. What happened to him in the past half a year that could make him come back to life
He felt a little dizzy and took a few deep breaths before speaking slowly, "Shouldn't there be a female college student living here? And why here?"
Han Jiang said "Ah" clearly, "Maybe he was temporarily absent because of something, so he sublet the house to me."
If you believe this, you will be a ghost.
"Young master, if you don't live in a villa or a high-end ward, what are you doing here in this valley?"
"Come and find me."
Han Jiang directly made his purpose clear without any twists and turns. If it were before, he would never be so straightforward. Therefore, Yun Jinshu, who knew his character well, was choked and didn't know how to continue. The atmosphere suddenly became stagnant.
Han Jiang smiled, took a few steps closer and walked around him, "Jinshu, come inside and sit down. Even if you haven't seen him for so long, you still have to be polite, right?"
Yun Jinshu closed his eyes and said nothing.
Han Jiang stopped not far away from him and put his hands in his pockets, "Do you remember what you said? No matter if you have forgotten it or not, you still remember it clearly. Do you want to break your promise when I give you an explanation?"
Yun Jinshu looked up at him, and their eyes met in the air. The chicken soup in his arms gradually became cold, and it took a long time before he nodded.
Both sides really need a chance to sit down and have a good talk. No matter what happened in the past, only by letting each other go can we both be relieved.
He turned around and walked into Han Jiang's current house. The layout here was the same as where he lived now, with one bedroom and one living room. It was very narrow and did not face the sun. It was incomparable with the Jade Villa where Han Jiang lived before.
Because we just moved, the things in the house haven't been completely returned to their places, so it looks a little messy.
Han Jiang took out a few newspapers and wiped the chair, asked Yun Jinshu to sit down, and took out two teacups and poured some cold drinks for him.
"I moved here in a hurry, and I haven't figured out where the market is here, so I didn't prepare anything else but boiled water, so I just drank it."
Yun Jinshu put the lunch box on the coffee table and raised his head to look at him after a while. He opened his mouth and said in a hoarse voice, "Is your head... okay?"
Han Jiang guessed that Yun Jinshu would ask him this question, so he couldn't help laughing and shook his head, "I don't know."
"What do you mean you don't know?" Yun Jinshu frowned instantly, "Why are you running around now if you don't even know if you are okay? Do you think you can't die, so you can go to a place like this to experience life? "
Han Jiang's smile gradually widened, and he couldn't control the raised corners of his mouth at all, "Jinshu, what are you in a hurry for?"
Only then did Yun Jinshu realize that he had lost his composure and turned his head and said nothing.
Han Jiang sat next to him with a very gentle look on his face, "If you really didn't expect it, you could just let him fend for himself in the hospital instead of looking for you every day. You could even treat him as if you didn't know him just now, instead of doing this as soon as he heard that your head was not well." in a hurry."
"I'm just scared to death that I won't be able to pay back the debt I owe."
Han Jiang took a deep breath, squatted down and looked at him face to face, and held him tightly with both hands regardless of Yun Jinshu's objection, "Isn't it good to just lose one life if you die?"
Yun Jinshu's eyes widened suddenly, and his voice was a little shaky, "...what do you mean?"
Han Jiang's eyes were as deep and boundless as the sea. He looked at him intently without escaping, and then his legs actually knelt down like this.
"What are you doing!" Yun Jinshu panicked and stood up to pull him up.
"Jinshu, don't move, let it go." Han Jiang held him down and knelt in front of him without moving, his eyes filled with dark swirls, "I once swore before my grave that I would use all the time left to atone for my sins, but... I didn't give him any. There is no chance, not even the body can be found..."
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"I was once so stupid. In order to hurt Wen Zeyun, I believed Han Zhongtian's words and was driven to a dead end..."
Han Jiang's voice trembled at this time, his eyes were red and frightened, and the burning eyes on Luo Yun Jinshu's face made him feel severe pain.
"Sometimes I think, why do I have to think of these things? I would rather be a fool and endure unexplained revenge than face the fact that I am forced to death by my own hands. But... who has the right to bear everything?"
"It is too selfish to ask for love after forgetting everything..."
Han Jiang's voice was hoarse. He knew that they had missed each other from the beginning to the end. His wounds were on the outside, but Yun Jinshu's wounds were on the inside. When the past was torn apart bloody like a wound, the most tragic truth was revealed. When the two of them meet each other, they are destined to never look back.
Yun Jinshu's hands were shaking violently, and his head was dizzy. He once thought about asking Han Jiang to kneel in front of him and confess, but when it really happened, his heart was torn apart and hurt.
His lips trembled unsteadily for a few times, and he shook off Han Jiang's hand, trying to calm himself down, and raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, "It's such a light retribution to be reminded of these things after being injured once."
Han Jiang twitched the corners of his mouth sadly, with an ugly smile, "Yes, even God is not willing to accept this life."
The heat of the chicken soup has cooled down, and the oil has solidified on top, forming an ugly layer of white grease, which is very similar to the current anxious relationship between the two.
After a long time, Yun Jinshu stood up and blinked his red bloodshot eyes, "If this is what you want, then you have heard it, go back, this is what we are actually doing, we owe you one life in our last life, now It has been returned, and we no longer have any quarrels with each other, so... let's do it."
After he got up and walked out the door, Han Jiang wanted to hug him from behind, but his whole body ached, especially his heart ached, so he could only reach out and grab his arm.
"Jinshu, do you remember what you said before the hospital bed? As long as you can wake up, you are willing to start over."
Yun Jinshu was silent, his eyelashes trembling constantly. Han Jiang walked up to him, lowered his head and kissed his forehead gently, "I don't ask for love anymore. As long as I don't leave, I won't leave. Maybe I will look back, maybe I will never, but I will always be with you."
Yun Jinshu choked up instantly.
It’s been two lifetimes, aren’t you tired? Aren't you tired
Since you are also unable to start the next relationship, why not try to hug each other. Maybe the process is destined to prick each other black and blue, but at least it is better than a lonely and desperate person walking forward.
Yun Jinshu did not resist Han Jiang's kiss. The moment the two lips touched each other, it seemed that his heart was no longer far away.
The kiss became more and more unstructured. The two seemed to be afraid of each other, trying their best to squeeze warmth from each other. Han Jiang's kiss slid from the center of Yun Jinshu's eyebrows to his lips, and then from the corner of his mouth to his neck.
The feeling of lips and teeth touching each other was so wonderful. When the tongue gently penetrated, two lifetimes of memories were instantly triggered.
There is always one person in this world who is so suitable, no matter how much more or less he is, it is not him. Only this one can give the most ultimate feeling. When the familiar taste and the wonderful feeling of exchange on the tip of the tongue come up, can you start from A gentle sigh spread from the bottom of my heart, looking for him, there was only him, the only him.
Han Jiang's fingers were very eager. He held Yun Jinshu's face, not leaving any inch of his skin. The smooth touch made him a little confused and infatuated. He couldn't help but hug Yun Jinshu tightly, and then hug him tighter. , fingers all the way down the neck, passing through the straight back, outlining the beautiful curves.
Along with Han Jiang's mood, Yun Jinshu's breathing became a little unsteady. He knew that the two of them should not do such things at this time, but his mind was confused and he didn't want to continue to compete with him.
When Han Jiang's hand lifted up his shirt, their lips finally parted a little, and a silver thread was pulled out. It looked extravagant in the increasingly dark night, and Han Jiang's eyes gradually deepened...
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