The side hall of Kunning Palace was so quiet that Emperor Shang thought that the child had already fallen asleep.
"Why should my son hate the father and emperor?" Shang Wuxin was lying on the soft couch with his eyes closed, and the sound of his voice made Shang Huang feel sad, "Should I hate my father for letting my son go to protect my son, or should I hate my father? In order to divert the murderous intention of the gangster, the emperor deliberately neglected his son, or should he hate his father and emperor for sending someone to protect his son?"
Yes, Shang Wuxin knew from the beginning, maybe the former Shang Wuxin didn't know the good intentions of Emperor Shang, but now Shang Wuxin understands.
If Emperor Shang didn't really love this child, how could Shang Wuxin survive for so many years? Although it is true that Director Hai protects him, Director Hai teaches himself martial arts and literacy. If Shang Huang wants to stop such a thing, it will be easy. What's more important is that those princes have not killed Shang Wuxin for so many years. Although Shang Wuxin has suffered hardships, most of them escaped by chance, but is it really good for a person without ability? No, many of them were secretly protected by Emperor Shang.
More importantly, Shang Wuxin started to doubt when he woke up and walked out of the forest that day and felt that there was someone behind him but there was no malicious intent. Later, she confirmed that these people were here to find her, not to kill her, and who else in this kingdom of Shang would care about her so much except for a sea chief? Shang Wuxin was suspicious of Emperor Shang at that time.
After the first meeting with Emperor Shang, even though Emperor Shang disguised well, Shang Wuxin still saw a father's concern for his daughter. Although there are still many things that I don't understand, I also know Shang Guo's love for him, which makes Shang Wuxin feel more at ease. After all, it is very troublesome to fight against an emperor.
Emperor Shang asked in surprise, "You all know?"
Shang Wuxin closed his eyes and let out a "um" from his nose.
Emperor Shang looked at his child in a complicated way, and after a long time he closed his eyes and opened it before slowly saying, "I met your mother in the fall, and that day I took a few guards and walked down the street and met you in a small town. Standing there, the extremely beautiful Qiu'er, at that moment, I knew that I fell in love with this woman who was as peaceful as autumn. It was also in that autumn that I knew what love at first sight was. Er, even though I encountered Qiu'er's cold eyes during those days, it was a very happy time!"
Shang Huang said that his eyes were filled with reminiscences, "Later I finally moved Qiu'er and informed me of my identity. I know that Qiu'er is an unrestrained woman, so I assure Qiu'er that I will spoil her alone in the future, and I won't accept it again. Concubine will never dote on other concubines! If I knew that I would meet Qiu'er in this life, I would wait for Qiu'er obediently, where would there be so many concubines and children! This is my debt, and I feel wronged It's Qiu'er!"
From Shang Huang's slow narration, Shang Wuxin knew the process and reasons of many things.
Emperor Shang was not the most powerful prince of the previous emperor. At that time, Emperor Shang had no intention of winning the heirloom, but because he had no such intention, he was favored by some people and pushed him to the throne, making him a puppet emperor. Emperor Shang has been struggling for so many years, until he met the queen, he fell in love and wanted to give Queen Qiu a firm and simple environment, so he fought back to eliminate those villains in the court.
But Empress Qiu, a woman without any maternal influence, was already criticized when she ascended the throne. More importantly, Empress Qiu was never pregnant after she entered Kunning Palace. Emperor Shang didn't care because he already had heirs, but Emperor Shang had little control over the court, but at this time Queen Qiu was poisoned. Emperor Shang searched for famous doctors all over the world to save Queen Qiu, but the remaining poison was not clear. .
Afterwards, the ministers tried to submit documents. If the queen could not give birth to the prince, she would be put into the cold palace. At that time, Emperor Shang was angry and killed the ministers, but it was of no avail. Fortunately, the gods had mercy on the queen that she was really pregnant. After Empress Qiu was pregnant, Emperor Shang was even more careful. After all, Empress Qiu's body was very weak. And Shang Huang is indeed an infatuated man. Ever since he married Queen Qiu, he has met other women, even after the death of Queen Qiu, otherwise Shang Wuxin would not have become the last child.
After everyone's envy, jealousy and hatred, the Mid-Autumn Queen finally gave birth, and the one born was not a prince but a princess. Even Princess Qiu and Emperor Shang are very fond of them, but this child's gender brings endless troubles. Therefore, Emperor Shang ordered the silent execution of everyone who delivered the birth, and announced the news that the queen had given birth to a prince. And Shang Wuxin also changed from a princess to a prince, and became the heir of Shang Kingdom.
But when Queen Qiu passed away, Emperor Shang realized that the more love he gave to this daughter, the more damage her daughter suffered. He had already lost the woman he loved the most. If the daughter left again, Emperor Shang really Can't stand it anymore. Therefore, Emperor Shang deliberately alienated his daughter and sent his little daughter out of the palace to build the Prince's Mansion. He knew that Director Hai was loyal, so he let Director Hai serve him.
Gradually, as his daughter grew up, Shang Huang discovered that his daughter was not only weak, but also timid and incompetent. Shang Huang hated that iron would not become steel and was also sad. So he has been thinking about the way back for his daughter, thinking about how her daughter will live if he goes. At that time, Emperor Shang never thought that his daughter could inherit the throne, not because of her daughter's gender but because of her daughter's ability. After all, the throne is not a joke.
But since his daughter came back from the forest not long ago, Emperor Shang felt that everything was different. Only when Empress Shang came, she felt that perhaps her daughter was hiding her clumsiness, and she felt both distressed and proud. However, Emperor Shang didn't move and wanted to see how capable this daughter was. If it didn't work, he could only arrange a way out for his daughter in the future. However, the incident in Fengzhou City gave Emperor Shang hope. There is no shortage of talents, so he made a bold decision to really support his daughter, even if her daughter is only a woman.
"I didn't protect your mother, but now I want to protect you!" Emperor Shang came to the soft couch to look at his daughter, who still had her eyes closed, and stretched out his hand to stroke her face, "My daughter, I must protect you. Hello!"
Emperor Shang was tired after talking so much for so long, but his daughter and his little princess still slept there. If Emperor Shang knew very well that her daughter didn't sleep, he really thought he was telling the air so much. .
Emperor Shang patted Shang Wuxin's hands that were folded on his abdomen, and clearly felt that when he touched his daughter's hand, he could feel her daughter's stiffness and rejection. Emperor Shang's heart was complicated for a while, he knew that he owed his daughter, that he did not take good care of her daughter, and let the daughter who should enjoy all the good things take on the responsibility of a man, and it was his father who was not good.
"Xin'er, the royal father knows that you are capable. So from now on, do whatever you want, and the royal father will not interfere!" After saying that, Emperor Shang got up and left. Now that his daughter is smart, of course he is more relieved.
"What if he kills his brothers and sisters?" Shang Wuxin asked with a half-smile, even a weird smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Shang Wuxin didn't reject this father and emperor much, but Shang Wuxin also knew that those princes and princesses were also his biological children. Maybe Shang Huang has no feelings for those concubines, but it does not mean that he has no feelings for his children. Shang Wuxin does not deny his love for himself or his love for his mother, but this love is enough to make him turn a blind eye to his cruel methods
In the end, all the bones will be withered, Shang Wuxin never feels that he is a soft-hearted person, and if he wants to live, he must kill more people, including those half-brothers and sisters.
Shang Huangwei's back swayed, and even his footsteps were a little messy. He turned his back to Shang Wuxin, so Shang Wuxin didn't see the bitterness and sadness on the face of this country's lord. His brows were tightly furrowed, but he The mouth still said, "The father knows the price of living, the father only has you as a child!"
After saying that, Emperor Shang left Kunning Palace. Isn't Emperor Shang sad? No, he is sad. Even if those children are not his favorite, even if he does not devote a bit of fatherly love to those children, but those children who are indeed connected with his blood, he will suffer just as much.
Today's Shang Huang is no longer the kind-hearted man who first ascended the throne. After so many good and bad people beheaded, Shang Huang is used to the blood. He knew better what this position represented. If he let his daughter show mercy, the consequences would be to lose her daughter's life. He can lose those children but not the daughter he loves the most. He is no exception because everyone is biased, so if those children are smart, they should be a prince obediently, otherwise...
After listening to Shang Huang's answer, the smile on Shang Wuxin's mouth changed from a strangely warm one, and those eyes that had been closed all the time were filled with colorful light. If Shang Huang's answer just didn't satisfy Shang Wuxin at all, not only would she not change her original intention, but she would also severely separate this father emperor from her own life.
Shang Wuxin never needs the kindness and sensibleness of the people around her. What she needs is to always stand by her side, even if she is cruel, even if she is dark, even if she is a devil that everyone can get by, the people around her will also I will not persuade myself to only accompany myself to sink.
Maybe a piece of my heart was resolved, so Shang Wuxin really fell asleep. However, Shang Wuxin never thought that he would find Huan Moche who woke him up. When he saw Huan Moche just after waking up, Shang Wuxin was a little surprised.
Those eyes are very similar to the eyes of the man who once gave him warmth but locked himself into a deeper darkness.
Shang Wuxin suddenly got up and dragged Huan Moche over, threw it on the soft couch, leaned over and pressed it on...