Su Yuyang sat on the edge of the bed, with his elbows on his thighs and his chin interlocked with his fingers. His lowered eyes were rippling in circles.
A gust of wind blew and the curtains were raised high. Su Yuyang felt cool. He raised his head and looked out the window, but after the wind passed, the curtains returned to their original positions. All Su Yuyang could see was the dim corner.
Su Yuyang walked to the window and opened the curtains. The evening breeze blew over his cheeks with a hint of coolness, and his chaotic brain seemed to wake up a little. Looking up at the ink-stained sky, you can vaguely see a few tiny spots of light. Su Yuyang had the illusion that those sparkling silvers seemed to be laughing at him. As for why they were laughing at him, he was confused.
Recalling Ling Miao's words, "Su Yuyang, your attitude towards me changed so suddenly that I can't adapt to it" echoed in Su Yuyang's mind like a mantra.
Regarding Ling Miao's change of attitude, Su Yuyang did not feel that his attitude towards Ling Miao had changed. If there was, it was probably because he wanted something from Ling Miao, but in Ling Miao's opinion, the whole thing was not like that.
Fear, confusion, and a trace of a feeling that Su Yuyang couldn't understand lingered around Su Yuyang. He was surrounded by an inexplicable emotion, as if a sticky body was wrapped around his body, making his breathing difficult. Without completely suffocating.
Su Yuyang was confused again, and suddenly he wanted to find someone to ask him what was wrong.
Action and thinking are synchronized. As soon as Su Yuyang thought of this, he put on a coat and went out.
"Brother Su?"
Su Yuyang flashed in front of Ling Miao like the wind. Ling Miao stood there with his mouth open. As he watched Su Yuyang go out, he touched his head and whispered: "Where is he going so late?"
Su Yuyang drove the car to a certain place as fast as possible.
W&S, Su Yuyang looked up at the golden signboard, took a breath and walked in slowly.
Business at night is better than during the day, and the store is packed.
Su Yuyang saw Feng Ji as soon as he entered the door.
"Why are you here free today, big boss?" Feng Ji joked.
Su Yuyang gasped and said with pain, "I have something to ask you."
In less than ten minutes, Su Yuyang came out of W&S. It's just that Feng Ji didn't solve Su Yuyang's problem, but made Su Yuyang even more confused.
"You must have fallen in love with him, right?" Feng Ji's joking voice echoed repeatedly in his ears. Su Yuyang waved his hands in his ears distractedly, as if he wanted to use this method to disperse Feng Ji's voice, but it didn't work. Not big.
Feng Ji leaned against the door of W&S with his arms folded. He looked at Su Yuyang's back and said nothing, with a touch of bitterness on the slightly raised corners of his lips.
It was he who proposed breaking up with Su Yuyang, and Su Yuyang said "Okay" almost as soon as he finished speaking.
Su Yuyang didn't ask the reason, nor did he make a fuss. He just smiled and said "Okay" calmly. At that time Feng Ji knew that Su Yuyang never took him seriously.
Because they lived in the same dormitory, Su Yuyang and Feng Ji still didn't see each other after they broke up. At first, Feng Ji avoided Su Yuyang, but Su Yuyang's attitude towards Feng Ji did not change at all. Only then did Feng Ji realize one thing: No matter whether they were in love before, during or after they broke up, Su Yuyang's way of treating him had never been the same. Changed.
If Feng Ji still had a trace of nostalgia for Su Yuyang after the breakup, he completely gave up on Su Yuyang at that time - he couldn't get into Su Yuyang's heart.
Memories flooded into his mind, occupying every brain cell of Feng Ji. The smile at the corner of Feng Ji's mouth suddenly became sweet, and there was expectation in the smile.
Ling Miao seemed to have successfully occupied a corner of Su Yuyang's heart, but Su Yuyang didn't realize what it meant.
Just now, Su Yuyang told Feng Ji all his troubles. Feng Ji was stunned for a few seconds and then laughed. Then he patted Su Yuyang on the shoulder and said in a joking tone: "You must have fallen in love with him, right?"
Su Yuyang's answer was only four words: "I don't know."
Feng Ji knew very well that outsiders should not interfere in matters of love, so he did not continue and invited Su Yuyang out.
"Fengji, I'll leave the car with you. I'll pick it up tomorrow." Su Yuyang handed the car keys to Fengji, then tightened his coat and walked in a random direction.
Before meeting Ling Miao, Su Yuyang had four boyfriends. It seemed that he was not completely blank in terms of relationships, but only Su Yuyang knew clearly that he did not like any of the four boyfriends. When they proposed to break up, Su Yuyang agreed without much thought. To be sad, it's not that I haven't experienced it before. When his first love broke up, Su Yuyang was still sad for a while, uh, I guess it didn't last more than three days.
Su Yuyang's first love was his senior in high school, one year older than Su Yuyang. The two met when they hosted the New Year's Day party, and they collaborated many times later. After getting along several times, the senior developed a secret affection for Su Yuyang. Then he showed all kinds of attentiveness to Su Yuyang, and with the senior's initiative, Su Yuyang finally got together with the senior.
Su Yuyang and his senior had been renting a house outside the school, so they naturally lived together. After living together, the senior finally discovered Su Yuyang's various shortcomings. The most unbearable thing for him was Su Yuyang's obsession with novels.
Whether the two of them are eating, shopping, or lying on the bed, Su Yuyang's hands can't be separated from the phone, and most of his eyes are looking at the novel reading interface.
The senior felt that Su Yuyang was contemptuous of him, and because someone was pursuing him at the time, the two broke up peacefully, and the senior also moved out of the house Su Yuyang rented.
Looking back now, Su Yuyang didn't know why he agreed to his senior's confession in the first place. Could it be that it's too hard to watch the seniors chasing after me all day long
Su Yuyang's second relationship was during his freshman year.
Su Yuyang and her second boyfriend met during military training. Although they were not in the same class, they were assigned to the same company. In addition, they both had a common hobby - reading novels - so they naturally became friends. After the military training ended, the relationship between the two gradually changed.
The two broke up also because of novels, because Su Yuyang was too obsessed with novels. His enthusiasm for eating novels made it difficult for his second boyfriend to resist, so the second boyfriend proposed breaking up, and Su Yuyang agreed readily. .
In fact, Su Yuyang and his second boyfriend co-wrote a novel, but they broke up after writing 100,000 words. Su Yuyang's famous novel "Heavenly Domain" was born out of this eunuch novel.
Su Yuyang's third boyfriend is Feng Ji.
Like the previous two characters, Feng Ji took the initiative to pursue Su Yuyang. After confessing his love, the two got together, and then broke up peacefully because of the novel.
As for her fourth boyfriend, Su Yuyang could hardly remember his appearance, but the development process of their relationship was exactly the same as before.
"Like it?" Su Yuyang walked under the streetlight, and the light lengthened his shadow, making him look lonely and lonely.
Does that feel like you like it
Su Yuyang tried hard to recall the behavior of her previous boyfriends, but none of them seemed to match her current situation.
For a moment, Su Yuyang regretted going to Feng Ji. What the hell, the problem was not solved and new troubles arose.
Su Yuyang rubbed his face with his hands, feeling even more irritated.
A gust of wind passed by, and Su Yuyang couldn't help shivering. He sniffed and quickly found the right direction and walked home.
When Su Yuyang returned home, Ling Miao was staring at the computer intently. Su Yuyang stood behind Ling Miao and watched Ling Miao's movements.
Ling Miao was watching "Destroy the Nine Heavens" - Su Yuyang thought so when he saw the computer screen at first sight, but later he discovered that Ling Miao was correcting his mistakes!
"Xiao Miao." Su Yuyang put his hands on Ling Miao's shoulders and called softly. He didn't realize that his tone was full of love.
Ling Miao was so frightened by the sudden shout that his heart beat violently. He covered his heart and said with lingering fear: "Brother Su, you scared me to death."
Su Yuyang sat down next to Ling Miao. He looked at the computer and said, "There are a lot of mistakes in the front, right?"
"Yeah." Ling Miao sighed depressedly, "Brother Su, didn't you ever check before uploading chapters?"
Su Yuyang smiled and said, "People are lazy."
"That's right." Ling Miao suddenly remembered something. He turned to look at Su Yuyang and asked word for word: "How did you find out about the problem in Chapter 850?"
"Um..." Su Yuyang pondered for a while. He didn't want to say it at first, but since Ling Miao asked this, it meant that he had already guessed that the problem in the chapter was not discovered by himself. In order to prevent Ling Miao from leaving in anger, Su Yuyang had no choice but to tell the truth: "My editor told me."
Su Yuyang didn't say that he discovered it by himself. Ling Miao felt happy, at least Su Yuyang believed him.
Su Yuyang caught a glimpse of the joy in Ling Miao's eyes. He raised his hand and stroked Ling Miao's hair, showing an endearing smile: "What makes you so happy?"
Ling Miao smiled and said nothing, and Su Yuyang sighed, feeling a little disappointed.
"Do I like Ling Miao?" Feng Ji's words came out to torture Su Yuyang again. Su Yuyang cursed lowly, and Ling Miao made a "hmm" sound in confusion. Su Yuyang didn't answer Ling Miao's question. He smiled stiffly, then got up and walked to the bedroom.
Ling Miao looked at Su Yuyang's back and frowned unconsciously.
After a period of time, Su Yuyang put Feng Ji's words behind him, and his attitude towards Ling Miao also changed - for Ling Miao, it was a return to the past.
The discomfort that suppressed Ling Miao finally disappeared, although Su Yuyang's changing attitude puzzled him.
"Hey Ling Miao." Suddenly, Su Yuyang's shout came from the bedroom, and Ling Miao put down his work and ran over.
I don't know when Su Yuyang started to imitate Ling Miao. Whenever he was very angry, he would not only call Ling Miao by his first name, but also add the word "hello" before "Ling Miao".
At first, Su Yuyang called Ling Miao like this, but Ling Miao didn't feel anything. After a few times, Ling Miao also figured out the pattern, so as soon as Su Yuyang shouted "Hey Ling Miao", he rushed to Su Yuyang's room without caring about anything.