The past was so vivid and vivid, Zhong Ziyu only felt that it was difficult for him to breathe. The death of Yue Chongming was a knot in everyone's heart. Not only was Yue Dansheng sad, it was also a kind of pain for him.
torment.
Back then, he was young, naive, and always self-centered.
He is not as mature as Yue Dansheng, and he is not even as transparent as Yue Chongming. He is just purely jealous and disgusted, and his heart is full of negative emotions. He knows that Yue Dansheng goes out all the year round.
In order to find medicine for Yue Chongming, he clearly knew that Yue Dansheng had only one younger sister. All he suffered, suffered, and did was just to hope that his younger sister would be healthy.
Yue Dansheng has no relatives and no reason, so it is impossible for him to wander around with his weak and sick sister. He entrusted his sister to him because he trusted him. He was obviously very happy to have this trust.
Why did it end up like that
When Yue Zhongming died, he was less than twenty years old.
This obviously shouldn't be her end.
Zhong Ziyu covered his eyes, not wanting to show his crying appearance too conspicuously.
Does he not regret it? He is so sorry. Not only because he was sorry for Yue Dansheng, but also because he also liked Yue Chongming very much. He liked that little sister, and liked her growing up in the cold winter months.
On a snowy day, standing outside the house, surrounded by Mrs. Tang, looking at his eyes from a distance, I like that little girl who can be happy all day because he picked a wild flower and put it in her hair
The three of them made up a family, but because of his selfishness, the family was ruined and everything was ruined.
The clenched fist trembled uncontrollably, Zhong Ziyu gritted his teeth and raised his eyes, staring at Yue Dansheng with a particularly sharp gaze: "You'd better kill me, anyway, most people want to kill me, it's not bad
you one. "
Yue Dansheng grabbed his collar, pulled him up halfway, and said through grinding his teeth, "Do you think I don't want to?"
but…
but…
How many times, but he couldn't do it at all.
No matter how decisively he spoke, no matter how sharp his attitude was, how could he not soften his heart when the moment came to strike
Yue Chongming is his younger sister, but a long, long, long time ago, he also regarded Zhong Ziyu as a younger brother, a younger brother who was closer than his own brother.
That home belonged to the three of them. They warmed each other and relied on each other. It was very good at the beginning. When did it start to deteriorate
Heavy tea is a burden. He still can't believe this sentence. It came from Zhong Ziyu's mouth. That is their most precious sister. Didn't he say it himself
Yes, Zhong Ziyu said, on a New Year's Eve a long, long time ago.
That night, the two elder brothers who were exhausted from working all day finally came home before midnight. Yue Zhongming was standing outside the house with Mrs. Tang in his hands, and saw him from a distance.
When they came back, they rushed up to meet them, covering their hands and rubbing their faces again, so distressed that they almost cried.
New Year's Eve, who is still working? It was only their family, too poor, and she had to drink medicine, so that the two elder brothers could only go out diligently even on this special day
make money.
Zhong Ziyu was careless at that time, he hugged his sister behind his back, and said with a smile: "What is this little wind and frost, your brother and I are a man!"
Yue Zhongming made him laugh, but he still took off his cloak and insisted on putting it on Zhong Ziyu's thin clothes.
Zhong Ziyu didn't refuse, wrapped it up casually, and dragged his sister into the house quickly.
The room is simple, but warm, and the table is full of dishes. Today is New Year's Eve, and after the New Year, they are all one year older.
Yue Dansheng was young and mature, and when he entered the room, he stared at the dishes on the table and frowned: "Didn't you just say that you can cook something casually, such a table of dishes is too tiring."
Yue Zhongming blushed, shook his head and said: "Not tired, not tired, once a year, I'm not tired at all."
Yue Dansheng wanted to say something more, Zhong Ziyu had already picked up a chopstick of eggplant, ate it in his mouth, and said exaggeratedly: "It's so delicious, our family's craftsmanship is better than those of the chefs in big restaurants.
It's okay! "
Yue Chongming's face burst into laughter when he heard that, the family's livelihood was difficult, there were many dishes on the table, but only one dish was meat, she put a big piece of fat meat in Zhong Ziyu's bowl, holding a small
face, watching him eat.
Zhong Ziyu ate it right away, and thumbed up while eating, which made the little girl giggle.
Yue Dansheng also sat down, and he sat next to Zhong Ziyu, and before picking up the chopsticks, he knocked on the forehead of the person next to him: "Just let her get used to her, she is becoming more and more disobedient, just because
For you. "
Zhong Ziyu didn't feel any pain at all, he chewed the meat in his mouth, licked his lips and said, "I just love and spoil her, she is my baby sister, who am I not spoiled by?"
Yue Dansheng didn't bother to talk to him, took a bite of green vegetables and started to eat them too. They were all tired after a busy day.
Two and a half teenagers were talking about too much food, but in the end they ate everything. After eating, Yue Zhongming took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks. Zhong Ziyu hurriedly jumped up and stopped her.
Holding her small hand with icy fingertips in the palm, she asked, "Have you taken the medicine?"
Yue Zhongming nodded obediently.
Zhong Ziyu touched her forehead and found that her body temperature was normal, so he patted her on the back and said, "Go back to the house and warm up by the fire, I'll wash the dishes."
In winter, the well water is freezing to death, whoever washes the dishes will suffer the most, Yue Zhongming understands that the two elder brothers work hard to earn money outside, and when they return home, they always don't want them to do more housework, but the two elder brothers are more concerned.
It hurts her to be weak.
In the end, Yue Chongming was driven back to the house, and Yue Dansheng accompanied Zhong Ziyu to wash the dishes in the yard.
The two came in after washing, their hands were red from the cold, and after entering the house, they huddled by the stove and baked for a long time before they came back to life.
Yue Chongming sat by the side and watched them both laughing, smiling, took out two jackets from the closet, and stuffed them in their hands one by one.
It's a New Year's gift, which she made after a whole month of hard work.
Zhong Ziyu compared the size of the jacket, stood in front of the bronze mirror happily and asked, "Does it look good?"
Yue Zhongming nodded like a chicken pecking at rice: "It's so pretty, brother looks good in anything!"
Yue Dansheng is a more serious person, and he usually keeps quiet, but now holding the clothes made by his sister himself, he couldn't help it, and put them on himself without any trace.
Zhong Ziyu laughed at him when he saw it: "You are taller than me, so wear it small." Then he took the jacket over forcibly, held it in his arms and said, "Don't wear it if you are too small.
Give me everything! "
Yue Dansheng went to grab it, but Zhong Ziyu didn't give it to him, so he pushed him onto the kang.
Zhong Ziyu yelled "Ouch, Ouch", Yue Chongming rushed over to pull his elder brother, shouting: "Stop beating, stop beating."
Yue Dansheng pulled Zhong Ziyu up and said, "Just pretend, this silly girl will believe everything."
Yue Dansheng said it was a beating, but in fact he didn't exert any force at all, and Zhong Ziyu didn't feel any pain, but he knew how to make Yue Chongming feel bad, so he collapsed on the kang in an exaggerated manner, unable to live or die
, and even yelled at his sister: "Your brother bullied me, heavy Ming, don't recognize him, let's live together in the future."
Yue Zhongming also knew that she had been fooled at this moment, but she was not angry at all, and said softly: "There are three of us, we can't do without one."
Zhong Ziyu looked up at Yue Dansheng who was beside the kang. Yue Dansheng was smiling on his usual cold face, and his eyes were bent like the moon.
Zhong Ziyu also smiled, because he knew that in the future, he would never be alone again.
When Chou Shi came, the family of three huddled on the wide kang head, covering their bodies with thick quilts, and said to each other: "Happy New Year."
That was not the first year they spent together, nor the last, but the warmth that belonged to each other was still unforgettable after a long, long time.