The atmosphere in the carriage gradually became awkward.
Liu Wei wanted to smooth things over, but didn't know how to speak.
So, everyone remained silent and returned to the courtyard.
Zhong Ziyu went to the room and changed back to the usual scholarly face. When he came out, he found that Yue Dansheng was gone.
Liu Wei was writing something in the living room, Zhong Ziyu sat down and asked her, "Where's Brother Yue?"
Without raising her head, Liu Wei said, "Going out."
Zhong Ziyu was silent for a moment, then asked again: "Where did you go?"
Liu Wei finally looked up at him this time, she took a deep breath, and asked solemnly: "Zhong Ziyu, you really don't like Yue Dansheng?"
Zhong Ziyu was stunned for a moment, and said, "I like it, I like Brother Yue very much."
Liu Wei smacked her lips: "It's not the kind of liking, it's the kind between men and women..."
Zhong Ziyu frowned, looking at Liu Wei as if he was watching a psychopath: "What are you talking about?"
Seeing that he might be lying, Liu Wei couldn't be sure for a moment. She put down the pen and talked face to face with Zhong Ziyu: "What did you do in the room yesterday?"
Zhong Ziyu felt guilty: "You don't need to know."
Liu Wei snorted: "It's a mess."
Zhong Ziyu found it ridiculous: "It's not what you think."
Liu Wei raised her eyebrows: "Then explain clearly, what is the situation, to be honest, since Yue Dansheng let you wear his clothes yesterday, I feel something is wrong. He seems to be treating you suddenly.
Then get better? "
"I know." Zhong Ziyu only had his brother Yue in his mind. He could tell whether Yue Dansheng's attitude towards him was better or worse. From yesterday to today, the number of times Yue Ge talked to him
, more than they combined in the past year, as the person involved, he knew it clearly.
Liu Wei didn't understand: "Why is that?"
Zhong Ziyu exhaled, closed his eyes, and had a self-deprecating expression on his face: "Why else, because of my face."
Liu Wei frowned: "What do you mean?"
Zhong Ziyu lowered his eyebrows and said slowly: "I grew up with him. Chongming is our sister. Before the tragedy happened, the three of us were a family. That face is my own.
He has seen my face countless times. He has seen it when I laugh, when I am angry, when I get angry, and when I cry. He still has deep feelings for that face.
He used to be an older brother, and Chongming and I were younger siblings. As much as he liked Chongming, he liked me as much. I ruined everything. I have no reason to use that face to confuse him.
, Forcibly let him maintain the past feelings for me, so after Zhong Ming died, I never showed my true face to others. This time, it was an accident, but I will wear a mask in the future, I will not
To confuse him, he should hate me, even I hate myself. "
These words were a bit upside down, but Liu Wei understood, and she also understood.
Zhong Ziyu's original face was a memory, a memory of Yue Dansheng's fond memories of the past. If he still used that face, Yue Dansheng would have forgiven him probably a long time ago.
Because the younger brother and younger sister have the same weight in his heart, these two people are his relatives, the closest and dearest people.
But Zhong Ziyu chose to seal his face. While he hoped that Yue Dansheng would forgive him, he was unwilling to use his greatest weapon to confuse him.
Liu Wei understands this kind of mentality, which is self-redemption.
As Zhong Ziyu said, he hated himself.
Of course Wei Chou would again and again find excuses for Zhong Ziyu for what happened back then.
But Zhong Ziyu himself had never forgiven himself for a moment.
This situation is somewhat contradictory. In the past, everyone thought it was Yue Shansheng who refused to let Zhong Ziyu go, so he was torturing him in every possible way, but now they realized that it was Zhong Ziyu who
Zi Yu never thought of letting himself go from the very beginning, and it was always himself who tortured him.
Liu Wei couldn't tell right from wrong.
In an orderly society where people exist, it is only right and proper to make mistakes and be punished.
Yue Zhongming's death was a mistake, Zhong Ziyu's biggest mistake, the one he regretted most in his life, but he couldn't be punished, did he kill Yue Zhongming? No, if it's him
If he was murdered, he might have surrendered himself a long time ago. He was willing to go to jail, accept punishment, and make atonement.
But he can't even do it from the capital, because he didn't kill the person, so what can he do
He can only close himself and punish himself in his own way.
He became crazy, he became twisted, he became evil, he became terrifying.
Liu Wei now believes that the most painful thing about Yue Chongming is really not Yue Dansheng, because Zhong Ziyu, for Yue Chongming, has thrown himself into the abyss of hell,
He is the one who suffers the most.
Liu Wei looked at Zhong Ziyu who was sitting opposite, and didn't know what to say.
Zhong Ziyu didn't seem to feel much.
"Do you remember how many people you killed before?" After a long time, Liu Wei suddenly asked.
Zhong Ziyu glanced at her and said casually, "I don't remember."
"Should they all die?" Liu Wei asked again.
Zhong Ziyu sneered, "Almost."
"Where's Big Girl and Little Girl's sister?"
"She." Zhong Ziyu really remembered this person, and a mocking smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Forcing her into prostitution."
Liu Wei frowned.
Zhong Ziyu smiled: "She was sold to a brothel by her parents. She hated the old bustard and her parents, but in the end, she also became the kind of person she hated the most. After redeeming herself, she ran a small house."
The restaurant is different from the brothels outside. In her restaurant, adult women are not sold, only young children are sold. They are all seven or eight years old. She thinks that children earn more money than adult women and play with children.
The price given by a customer is ten times that of an adult woman. You say big girl and little girl, right? Let me tell you Liu Wei frankly, if I hadn't killed her, your two little girls would have died sooner or later.
her goods. "
Liu Wei's expression became ugly. About the big girl and the little girl's sister, she only heard what the two girls said. According to them, parents are bad people, and sister is a good person.
Zhong Ziyu changed his sitting position, and had a rare talk with Liu Wei about the past: "I definitely didn't wrong her in this matter. If you don't believe me, you can find out now. Dan Erniang of Guyong Mansion, she
This is the flower name. "
Liu Wei was silent for a while, then looked at Zhong Ziyu again: "So you think you are right?"
Zhong Ziyu shrugged: "It's not me who is right or wrong, it's you who have the final say, isn't it? If you think it's wrong, it's wrong, and if you think it's right, it's right. Anyway, I can't beat you. You suddenly asked me this?"
Well, I already guessed what you mean, you want to send me to prison, don't you? The situation has stabilized, and you will be the first to send me to jail, won't you? "
"Yes." Liu Wei was not afraid to admit it, she said bluntly: "If you kill someone, you must pay with your life."
Zhong Ziyu sneered, disdainfully.
Liu Wei continued: "But if those people you mentioned were indeed in trouble, and death is not a pity, then after the investigation is true, I will intercede for you and ask for a lighter sentence, maybe ten years.
Maybe twenty years, at least in your lifetime, you can still come out. "
Zhong Ziyu didn't care and didn't say anything.
"Actually, when I tell you this today, I don't want to talk about the past. Instead, I sympathize with you." Liu Wei said suddenly.
Zhong Ziyu looked at her: "Oh?"
Liu Wei leaned over and said to him seriously: "You need to go to jail, you need an outsider to punish you, whether it's because you killed other people, or because Yue Chongming died because of you
, Your self-punishment is ineffective, it will only make you sink deeper and deeper, but I will be this help, I can give you a punishment and give you a relief. "
Zhong Ziyu looked at her in astonishment, a little dazed.
Liu Wei sighed: "Don't escape from prison when the time comes, you will have a chance only if you finish those years of prison in a down-to-earth manner..."
There is a chance to forgive myself, and there is a chance for Yue Dansheng to forgive you.
"If you have a chance, start over."