I don't remember when it started a few years ago, but Rong Ye found that many people around him had changed. First of all, his brother would not carry her around and play everywhere, and he would not immediately buy her whatever she wanted. elder brother
Brother was very busy at the beginning, he wanted to continue his medical studies with his mother, and at the same time he had to complete the tasks assigned by his father. Sometimes, he stayed outside for three or four months, and he didn't even come back home during the period.
Then there are parents, and parents have also changed. When I was a child, my parents would take her everywhere. If I couldn't see her in a blink of an eye, I would be very anxious and look for her everywhere.
But now, father and mother avoid her in everything, go to escape the summer heat, two people go secretly, go for an outing, two people secretly go, even at home, father and mother are often locked in the room without knowing what to do, every time she looks for , Dad said to let her play by herself, they don't have time.
Great-grandfather and great-grandmother have long since settled in southern Xinjiang, and grandmother is often away from the capital. Uncle Mo Yi and Yue Biao come back once a year at most, and Grandpa Wei is not there either. Uncle Zhong left in Jingzhaoyin's dungeon. because
Because of her status as the little princess of the Three Princes' Mansion, she can come and go freely in many places in the capital, especially Jingzhaoyin's yamen. There was a murder case in Kyoto before, and Master Jingzhaoyin invited his mother for an autopsy. During that time, Rong Ye often followed her there The yamen ran away, and the people in the yamen recognized her, and they wouldn't kick her out when they saw her come to visit on weekdays.
Uncle Zhong is a felon and lives in a single cell. Every time Rong Ye comes over, he will bring a jug of good wine and some delicious snacks, and bribe the head of the prison to open the door for her. she
Will go into the prison, sit with Uncle Zhong, chat with him, and gossip.
The last time she went there was before she ran away from home. She asked Uncle Zhong, "Why has it changed so much even though it hasn't been long?"
Uncle told her "because you grew up."
Can't you spend time with your family when you grow up?"
"When I grow up, I need my own social circle." Rong
Ye didn't quite understand "I have my own friends, Yanqiu, Brother Qing, Miss Da Niu and Miss Niu, and the emperor, the emperor loves me very much, every time I enter the palace, he will reward me with many things."
Uncle Zhong was silent for a while, and then asked, "Did your parents arrange a marriage for you?"
Rong Ye nodded, "I'm looking at each other."
After you get married, you will be farther away from your family. "Allow
night"""
reluctant"
Rong Yekang nodded "Of course"
Because you don't have an independent life of your own. "Uncle Zhong said bitterly, "Everything about you is based on your family. You are a girl. From your mother's family to your husband's family, from one house to another house, is your life's destiny. When you are at home, All you have is your parents, your elder brother, after you get married, all you have is your husband, your in-laws, you don’t have yourself, only them. "Allow
Night took a deep breath.
Uncle Zhong asked again, "Do you know why your mother is special?"
Ye shook his head.
"Because she is independent enough. I heard that there was an unsolved case in Kyoto before. Jing Zhaoyin asked her for an autopsy. She solved the case in less than two days."
Rong Ye nodded. "
That's it, she is different from other women, all she has is not just the chatter in the back house, she has the capital to be able to stand on her own, to put it bluntly, without your father, she can live a good life , It is precisely because you know this that your father regards your mother so closely, especially when you grow up, you don't need your elders to worry about it, and he is even more clingy to your mother. "
Rong Ye lowered his head, "I can't do this, can I?"
Uncle shook his head, "Do you have the courage to dominate your own life? If you have, you can do it too. If you don't, you can't."
"What It Takes to Take Control of Your Life"
"You need to make your own decisions. You can listen to other people's opinions, but others cannot make decisions for you. You are not a puppet, not a puppet. Everything you do is because you want to do it, and after you really do it, You can also bear the consequences of what you do, which is to dominate your own life.” Rong
Ye was silent for a moment, "My father and mother never told me this."
Because they don't want you to suffer. ""
it's suffering"
"Yes." Uncle Zhong sighed, "It's very difficult for a girl to abandon her dependence and stand up for herself. When you were young, your mother always made you recite medical books. Those medical books are very thick. No, I heard that just one article needs tens of thousands of words. You can’t memorize it, but your mother can not only memorize it, but also use it flexibly. Even now, she still reads different medical books and miscellaneous books, constantly enriching herself, so that She has become better, and she has reaped sweet fruits, but the sweat and hard work before that are also real. Chou Chou, your family loves you very much, they don't want you to suffer, So a road has been paved for you, this road may be plain and ordinary, but you only need to lift your feet, and you can walk smoothly and comfortably all the way.”
After the day's chat, Rong Ye bored himself in the room for three days. three
Days later, she ran away from home.
A month later, she met the people from Zhengemen in Kunzhou Mansion, but she was calm and sent a letter to her father, telling him her decision. Of
Afterwards, Dad didn't interfere with her anymore, but General Qiao in the barracks had already regarded her as an exquisite vase, and he didn't dare to touch her, let alone order her to do anything. this
In this case, Rong Ye went to the Northern Frontier Army. As she expected, her father never sent a letter to Marshal Gu. she
I am very happy in the Northern Xinjiang Army, seeing Marshal Gu was purely an accident.
Facing her brother who was utterly refusing to give in and was firmly suppressing her, Rong Ye knew that what made her brother more angry than running away from home was her pretense of being smart.
She made a mistake and tried to cover up her plans for Marshal Gu by changing the subject, but her brother saw through.
After that, she pointed the finger at Brother Qing again, but his brother drove Rong Qing away calmly and did not give her the slightest chance to make excuses.
My brother has always been very smart, but now, he grabbed her sore foot and threatened her with the marshal's safety.
It seems that there is no possibility of turning defeat into victory. Allow
Ye took a deep breath and said, "I'm back to camp." She
After saying that, she turned and left. When she walked to the door, she could still feel her brother watching her from behind.
Rong Ye knew that his brother would not accept that she liked Marshal.
Because if she marries the Marshal, it means that she needs to stay in Kongzhou with the Marshal. Even if it is not Kunzhou, it will be another war zone. total
In other words, parents may respect her decision and let her choose her own life, just to have no complaints or regrets. but
Brother will never.
Brother, he would not agree that she spent the rest of her life in the crisis of being killed at any time. military
Humans are the fastest dying line. Whether she is a soldier or married to a soldier, her brother will not agree.