Originally, Chang Le's focus was still in the excitement of finding Yu Qingze, but after hearing what Yu Qingze said, he realized that he was holding his hand, and his face suddenly became hot, and his left hand subconsciously wanted to pull back.
Yu Qingze had anticipated his reaction, he held it tightly, and quickly added: "I almost couldn't find you just now, there are too many people, let's not get separated, I don't know how long it will take to find you next time. "
Speaking of getting separated, Chang Le remembered his panic when he couldn't find Yu Qingze just now. With so many people, it was really easy to get separated. If the two held hands, there was no need to worry.
Looking at holding his hand, Chang Le's heart thumped in a hopeless manner. Brother Yu's palm is very wide, a lot bigger than his own, and the temperature is higher than his own. It feels very warm and reassuring to be held by him.
The little sprout in my heart, who had a head start but was brutally suppressed, seized the opportunity and struggled to stretch it up. The sprout that was originally dazed instantly straightened its waist and broke the two petals of the seed kernel. A pair of tender little leaves grew.
Chang Le was very moved. He could feel the excited reaction of his heart to holding hands. The obvious joy and expectation were not deceiving and could not be ignored by him.
But then I think about it... If two unmarried men and brother hold hands like this, what should they do if they are seen and misunderstood by others? It will affect Brother Yu's ability to find a husband.
Pursing his lips, Chang Le pressed down the eagerness in his heart, and quietly observed the people around him. Seeing that no one noticed them, he quickly gestured with his right hand, meaning to let Yu Qingze let go, for fear that others would see a misunderstanding.
Yu Qingze took Chang Le to a secluded corner behind a small stall, let go of Chang Le's hand, held his shoulders with both hands, looked at him with burning eyes, and asked, "What's the misunderstanding? We're getting better?"
The big palm holding his left hand suddenly withdrew, causing Chang Le to feel lost for a while. The fingers of his left hand curled up a little, then pulled it back into a light fist and wrapped it in his right hand.
Hearing Yu Qingze's words again, he nodded lightly.
"I hope this misunderstanding is true." Yu Qingze said quietly.
Chang Le raised his head suddenly, looking at Yu Qingze in confusion and shock.
Yu Qingze glanced at this small corner and sighed. He originally wanted to find a beautiful and atmospheric place, pick a good time, and then make a good confession, but he didn't want the plan to be disrupted.
He stretched out his hand and pulled the hair on Chang Le's cheek back, then looked into Chang Le's eyes and said, "Brother Le, I didn't hold your hand just now because I was really afraid of getting separated, do you know why? "
Chang Le's heart skipped a beat, his eyes looking at Yu Qingze were a bit complicated, and he always felt that Big Brother Yu was going to say something serious.
Yu Qingze stared at Chang Le's eyes and said profoundly: "Because, I want to hold hands. I want to hold hands with you to watch lanterns, watch juggling, and go shopping for snacks together. Go to play small games, and then go to the pier together to set up lotus lanterns. Also, hold hands together for the rest of your life."
Chang Le's heart was thumping, the sound gradually changed from a baby rattle to a big drum that the two hugged together!
What is Big Brother Yu saying? What is he, what does he mean? Yes, is that what you think it means? No, no, no, how could he have that meaning, he must be thinking too much! definitely is!
However, what he said was nice, and the content of what he said made people yearn...
There was a buzzing buzzing in his mind like thousands of little bees were flying at the same time. Chang Le couldn't find the correct expression and reaction, so he could only stare blankly at Yu Qingze's mouth, and he had lost his normal thinking. ability.
After speaking, Yu Qingze waited for Chang Le to respond, but found that Chang Le had a blank expression, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Brother Le?" He stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, and asked, "Do you hear what I'm saying?"
Chang Le woke up suddenly, and found that he was embarrassed again. With a flushed face, he stretched out his hand and gestured, and asked Yu Qingze why he thought so.
This guy, it's so obvious, why haven't you figured it out yet!
Yu Qingze slapped Chang Le's nose with a smile, looked at his fluttering eyes, and said bluntly, "Because, I like you. Brother Le, I like you!"
Chang Le was stunned again.
Brother Yu said he liked him? Did you say it twice
Brother Yu said he liked him!
The heartbeat instantly changed from a folk drum to a war drum!
Boom! Boom! dong dong dong dong...
As if thousands of troops were galloping, Chang Le inexplicably softened his legs and staggered a step.
Seeing this, Yu Qingze quickly picked him up and asked, "What's wrong?"
Holding Yu Qingze's arm upright, Chang Le took a step back, almost leaning against the wall. He was very complicated in his heart, shocked and apprehensive. He didn't know what expression to use to face Yu Qingze.
Big Brother Yu likes him, he is very surprised and happy, he must be mad with joy, it turns out Big Brother Yu also likes him; however, the inferiority complex accumulated over the years makes him subconsciously deny and doubt himself, how could Big Brother Yu like him? I don't deserve him at all.
I was so happy that I wanted to laugh, but I was so tangled that I wanted to cry, and I couldn't understand it at all. After struggling so many times these days, he never thought about the possibility that Yu Qingze liked him even a little bit.
Maybe I once fantasized about the life of the two, but that was also based on my fantasy about the current life, not because Yu Qingze liked him.
How could he believe it? Yu Qingze, who was so good in his heart, would like this... incomplete self
But Yu Qingze didn't give him much time.
Seeing that he was habitually bowing his head again, Yu Qingze simply pushed him against the wall, reached out to hold Chang Le's face, and held up his face, so that he could no longer escape.
"Brother Le, what do you think? Can you accept me? Do you like me too?"
The surrounding is obviously a noisy and lively lantern festival, but at this time, it has been turned into a prosperous background board, and a quiet world of two people is separated in this small corner.
Chang Le raised his eyes, his eyes were a little red, he looked at Yu Qingze, his eyes were a little pitiful in the hazy water.
"Why are your eyes still red? Did I scare you?" Yu Qingze stretched out his thumb and stroked the corner of Chang Le's eyes.
Chang Le shook his head vigorously, raised his hands, and gestured twice with a slight trembling.
Chang Le: Didn't you say that you have someone you like
Yu Qingze said softly, "The person I like is in front of me now."
Chang Le's heart trembled. It turned out that the person Yu said he liked was himself
Filled with joy and nowhere to hide, it escaped from the corner of his mouth gently, drawing a moving arc.
After a while, Chang Le regained his clarity and pursed his lips and gestured: But I can't speak.
Yu Qingze smiled: "I can understand most of your gestures, and there are a few more. Give me a few more days, and I will understand all of them. Don't worry, this will not become an obstacle to our communication."
Chang Le worriedly touched his forehead again, where the protruding scar was so obvious.
Chang Le's eyes dimmed, and he lowered his head and gestured: I'm ugly.
Yu Qingze took his hand lightly, and reached out to lift Chang Le's bangs. Chang Le ducked his head sideways, but was blocked by Yu Qingze's other hand, unable to dodge.
Yu Qingze touched the scar lightly and looked at it carefully. His thumb followed his eyes and stroked the scar from the middle of his eyebrows to the hairline.
Chang Le's eyes flickered, the scar on his forehead was the first time anyone of the opposite sex looked at it like this, which made him very embarrassed and embarrassed. He couldn't help but want to bow his head, but Yu Qingze lifted it up again.
Yu Qingze knew the knot in his heart, and said seriously: "Brother Le, the beauty and ugliness of a person is not only about appearance, but also about heart and character. What I like is to be able to love each other with me, and build up together through joys and sorrows. A husband with a harmonious family is not an empty shell with only appearance. This scar may not be good-looking, but you shouldn't deny yourself because of the scar. Brother Le, you are not ugly, you are still beautiful, you know? "
Chang Le's heart was a little touched, but this was a heart disease he had suffered for many years, how could it be so easily relieved.
When Yu Qingze saw it, he asked him, "Do you think the scar on my shoulder is ugly?" The wound on his shoulder had just healed, and the scar was ten centimeters long, and it looked quite hideous.
Chang Le heard the words and shook his head decisively. He didn't think Big Brother Yu's scar was ugly, it just made him feel bad.
Yu Qingze said: "So you see, I don't think your scars are ugly, I only feel sorry for the injuries you have suffered."
The dim eyes lightened slightly, Chang Le twisted his fingers, summoned up his courage and gestured: I, I may not be able to have children.
After Yu Qingze understood this gesture, he couldn't help laughing out loud.
Chang Le saw him laugh, and felt even more embarrassed and sad, bowing his head silently. There is no father of any man or family who would not care about this problem.
Seeing this, Yu Qingze quickly stopped laughing and explained, "Brother Le, I'm sorry, I'm not laughing at you. But, Brother Le, I'm very happy, you have already thought about having a baby in the future before we get married. Now, does this mean that you also like me, you want to have a baby with me, and you want to live with me for the rest of your life, eh?"
Hearing this, Chang Le reacted at once, his eyes widened, his face blushed, and he shook his hand vigorously. He, he didn't think so far, he was just talking about his body! How did Brother Yu think of going there!
Just ashamed!
Seeing Chang Le's hurry to explain in a hurry, Yu Qingze chuckled, reached out and grabbed the hand that was constantly gesturing in front of him, thought about it, and said seriously, "Brother Le, I never thought about becoming a biological child before, I always thought that it would be impossible for me to get married and have children in my life. It was not until I met you that I had the idea of getting married."
For a pure gay, it is indeed impossible for him to have children in his previous life. As for marriage, it is still not legal in China. Same-sex couples who want to get married can only go abroad to get their licenses. However, Yu Qingze couldn't even find a lover, and there was no such thing as marriage.
Hearing what Yu Qingze said, Chang Le looked at him curiously, and hesitantly asked why.
Yu Qingze paused and said, "Brother Le, I haven't told you about my family, have I? My father... my father."