Chang Le shook his head. They had only heard Yu Qingze talk about his grandfather once, and he just said it casually, and never heard him talk about other people in the family.
However, Chang Le can think that such a situation is usually something that makes people sad, so he never mentions it to anyone.
Yu Qingze took Chang Le's hand, leaned against the wall, sorted out his thoughts, and said slowly in a way that Chang Le could understand: "My father and I have known each other since we were young, and we are childhood sweethearts when we grow up. It was natural to get married. At that time, the family was very poor, but they were very loving and diligent. They worked hard to do business together, and the family situation gradually improved. "
"In the first few years, they were busy with business, so they didn't have children. Later, when the family had money, they gave birth to me. I took me at home for a year, and then went back to business. The money earned by the family became more and more Many, bought a big house and hired helpers. It stands to reason that the family should be happy, right?"
Chang Le nodded. With a husband, a son, a rich family, and a house, there is no need to worry about making a living. This is already a very good and happy life.
He thought so, but apparently there was a 'but' after it.
"According to my grandfather, when I was two years old, my father and I suddenly quarreled all day long. Not only did we quarrel, but sometimes the two of them even started fighting, and the family quarreled all day long. It was a year of quarrelling. , My father gradually stopped coming home, and my Ame stopped doing business, and washed my face in tears all day long. Later I found out that there was a problem in the relationship between my father and my Ame, and my father went outside to find him. Others, that man gave him a son, only half a year younger than me."
Chang Le's eyes widened, how could Big Brother Yu's father be so...
"You think my father is scum too, don't you?" Yu Qingze asked sideways.
Chang Le nodded, the word 'scum' is really too apt to describe it.
Yu Qingze looked at the angry eyes on Chang Le's face, his heart was slightly warm, he clenched his hand tightly, and then continued: "I quarreled with him just because I knew about this. She was not willing to let the outside People bring their children into the house and become a member of the Yu family, so even if she has given up on my father, she is still unwilling to divorce my father."
"Later, my Ami became depressed and became ill, suffered from a serious illness, and passed away when I was five years old. And less than half a year after my death, my father married the man outside. So, I have a new A-Me and a younger brother. But Xin A-Mei doesn't like me, and my younger brother doesn't like me either. I lived with them for more than two years and had a hard time. When I was eight years old, my grandfather knew about me. I was not doing well, so I took me back to my hometown to live with him."
Yu Qingze looked into the distance and fell into memory.
In fact, it is the bloody story of the scumbag who cheated on the original wife after getting rich, and then straightened the mistress, who then forced the son of the mistress to leave the house.
When Yu Qingze thinks back on his family now, he thinks it's like a third-rate soap opera.
Yu Qingze didn't remember much about his mother's impressions when he was a child. At that time, he was too young, and he only remembered that his mother cried all day and was hospitalized all the time. As for the mother and son, Yu Qingze told Chang Le very lightly. In fact, the woman pretended to be a loving mother in front of his father, and as soon as his father left, he beat and scolded him.
In fact, in his opinion, there was no need for the woman to act like this, because his father didn't care about him at all. Otherwise, if he walked in front of him every day, how could he not find his son's abnormality
Because I don't care.
In the early years, because of his parents' affairs, Grandpa Chang had a cold heart for his father, and he had been living in his hometown. Later, when I saw my grandson by chance, I found out that he was being abused. He didn't listen to his father when he scolded him, so he took the grandson back to live with him.
When Yu Qingze was 16 years old, his grandfather passed away. And his scumbag didn't go back a few times until his grandfather passed away. At his grandfather's funeral, because of the woman's provocation, the two father and son had a big fight. Haven't met much.
Yu Qingze also had no feelings for that scumbag. Later, when he was a freshman, when he encountered conscription, he enlisted directly. In the army, he completed the school's courses through correspondence, and after returning from the army, he directly completed the credits one year and graduated one year ahead of schedule.
After graduation, through a comrade-in-arms relationship, he became a teacher with a famous chef and began to learn cooking. The master had a strong relationship with his comrades-in-arms, and he didn't hide his secrets, so he taught Yu Qingze all his skills.
But it's not easy to tell Brother Le, he simply said that his grandfather passed away, and then he didn't communicate with his scumbag anymore, and he stopped living alone there.
Chang Le looked at Yu Qingze's profile, and felt sore in his heart. It turned out that Big Brother Yu had such a bad life when he was a child. I didn't have a good time when I was young, but my father loved me very much, but Big Brother Yu didn't look like his father. Fortunately, he also had a grandfather who loved him.
"So, Brother Le, since I was a child, I have always wanted to have a warm and harmonious family, a family who loves each other, a loving father and a filial son, I must be very happy."
It was only later that he discovered his sexual orientation. He couldn't have children, but he still had the desire to find a lover to form a harmonious family. He even thought that he could adopt a child in the future, and the filial piety of father and son could still be realized.
Unfortunately, it didn't work out.
Yu Qingze turned his head, looked at Chang Le, held his hand, and asked, "Brother Le, what do you think? Would you like to build a home like this with me?"
Chang Le was stunned for a moment, would he like it, of course he would.
But…
The father is kind and the son is filial, can I realize the wish of Big Brother Yu
Chang Le struggled for a while, then pulled out his hand and gestured slowly and earnestly.
Chang Le: Brother Yu, you deserve a better brother.
Yu Qingze knew that he was thinking about what he had or not. He held his shoulders with both hands, and said solemnly and seriously, "Brother Le, in my heart, you are the best brother! There is no one else!"
'In my heart, you are the best brother! '
In a word, Chang Le felt that his heart had been slammed, and all that was gurgling inside was honey, and there were a lot of small flowers blooming, filling his heart with a sweet, strong, fragrant aroma.
This was the best love story he had ever heard. The huge happiness and emotion made him want to indulge in it.
Chang Le gestured: Really
Yu Qingze raised his hand to cover Chang Le's eyebrows, these eyes were shining with moving light, like the stars shining, so beautiful that he wanted to kiss him.
But now is not the time to scare him. Yu Qingze told himself not to be impatient, not to scare this timid little turtle away.
"Of course it's true. Brother Le, you don't know how good you are, so don't deny yourself arrogantly, okay?" Yu Qingze said softly.
Chang Le pursed his lips and didn't answer. He didn't know how to answer this question because he knew he couldn't do it.
Since reaching marriageable age, he has been beaten and denied too many times. Now, even if others don't remind him of his physical flaws, he knows he's not a suitable marriage partner at all.
Seeing this, Yu Qingze put on a serious face, pretended to be sad, and asked, "Don't you believe what I said? Don't you believe my vision?"
Chang Le immediately shook his head, of course he believed what Brother Yu said. He gestured: Believe.
Yu Qingze felt a little emotional, and said, "Then I said you are the best brother, why don't you believe it?"
Chang Le was stunned for a moment, feeling that he was taken into a pit by Big Brother Yu, and he didn't know how to answer, because any answer was wrong.
After a while, he gestured: I believe in your vision, but I don't believe in myself.
Yu Qingze sighed in his heart, knowing that this little turtle had been shrinking its head for a long time, and to make him stand up again, he had to take it slow.
He said: "It's okay, I'll let you believe it, let's not worry, take your time."
Chang Le looked at him suspiciously.
Yu Qingze continued, "Brother Le, you haven't answered my question just now."
what is the problem? Chang Le thought about it for a while, and then remembered that Yu Qingze asked him if he would like to build a happy and harmonious family with him.
Thinking of this, Chang Le fell silent. Although Big Brother Yu likes him, and he himself has secretly liked Big Brother Yu for a long time, can he make Big Brother Yu happy
He was very unsure of this question. Even if there is no problem in communication between the two, Brother Yu doesn't care about his scars anymore, but, about the child...
He touched the dark red mole between his eyebrows and lowered his head sadly.
He hopes that Brother Yu can have his own children, and he hopes that Brother Yu can realize his wish since he was a child, the wish of a happy and harmonious family with a loving father and son.
And this, you may not be able to achieve.
Seeing him bowing his head again, Yu Qingze couldn't bear to force him any more. Today's progress is enough. He raised Chang Le's head and said, "Brother Le, don't worry about this issue, you can think about it slowly, and tell me when you think about it, but don't make me wait too long, okay?"
Chang Le nodded and breathed a sigh of relief.
However…
"But now I'm asking you this question, please tell me today." Yu Qingze said again seriously.
Today's primary goal is to confess and know if Chang Le likes him too.
This goal has not yet been completed.
The previous question was really not in a hurry, it was just a question that came up naturally in that situation. At present, it is definitely impossible for Chang Le to overcome his inferiority complex and agree to his marriage proposal.
But it is still possible to let Chang Le face up to his feelings first.
Although through the previous communication, Yu Qingze already has a nine-tenths confidence that Chang Le likes himself, not Dahe, but he wants to see him admit it in person.
This is important.
what is the problem? Chang Le looked at Yu Qingze suspiciously.
Yu Qingze stared at Chang Le, and asked with some anticipation and some trepidation, "Brother Le, do you like me?"