The Daily Record of Secretly Loving the Male Idol

Chapter 28

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The end of a night self-study with a different conception.

Several people walked down the stairs together, then separated at the entrance of the building. Li Erqin and Su Zi turned a corner and were stopped by a voice: "Li Erqin."

Two words immediately popped out of Li Erqin's heart: Sure enough.

She made a helpless expression to Su Zi: "Go back first."

Su Zi was worried: "Is it okay for you to be alone?"

"Unless he can swallow me in one bite, it doesn't matter."

Su Zi: "..."

Ruan Mingxian rarely stood on the spot seriously, with a serious expression.

Li Erqin: "Is there anything else?"

"I want to explain to you."

Li Erqin tilted his head: "Explain what?"

"About the host..."

"This matter," Li Erqin interrupted her, so cold that she wanted to stamp her feet, and held back: "I don't care, so I don't need to explain."

Ruan Ming was dumbfounded.

He was nervous and annoyed by the incident all night. In order to better explain it to Li Erqin, he even thought of more than a dozen plans. In the end, it was very unpleasant with the teacher in charge and Ju Xiaoyu.

However, the girl in front of her now said to herself with her most ordinary expression: She doesn't care.

like a joke.

He tilted his head and smiled hilariously.

"Alright." He walked under the streetlight, feeling that he couldn't laugh anymore: "It's better than being angry."

Li Erqin did not speak.

"It's best not to be angry." He added, "Then I can rest assured."

"Don't think about it anymore."

Ruan Ming went to see her first.

I can't say how outstanding a face is, but he can always see her at the first glance in the crowd, and he wants to attract her attention, make her laugh, and see her unexpected expression on her "paralyzed face".

"Li Erqin." He spoke again, this time involuntarily, his tone was dyed with a heavy smell like the dark night. He knew that once those words were spoken, there was no way to undo them.

And he knew that the answer he could get was almost impossible for the second possibility.

Li Erqin also looked at him and saw his eyes: "Do you want to confess?"

Ruan Mingxian: "..."

Why did it go in a strange direction again

Ruan Ming smiled bitterly: "You know what?"

Li Erqin shook his head: "Your expression is particularly like that of a confession."

Ruan Ming felt that his head was big at first, and he couldn't think of what to say to continue the topic.

"So not?" Li Erqin's expression was unexpectedly relaxed.

"Yes."

"Oh." His expression immediately became heavy.

Ruan Mingxian: …

The first love in my life, the first confession... It's hard to say...

"You shouldn't promise me, right?" Ruan Ming asked first.

Li Erqin nodded honestly.

"..." Ruan Ming looked up to the sky first: "Forget it, it's fine, you can go back to the bedroom."

"Goodbye then."

Sure enough, someone left without any hesitation, took two steps, stopped, turned around, and walked back under Ruan Mingxian's strange eyes.

Q: "Do I need to act like nothing happened?"

Ruan Mingxian stared in disbelief as if a huge air cannon had been hit in his head, but this time he couldn't find any words.

At the same time, Li Erqin quietly waited for an answer as usual.

"No." Ruan Ming first regained a trace of reason: "This is my first confession, how can I take it back."

Li Erqin nodded: "Understood. Goodbye."

The helpless Ruan Mingxian could only stare at her as she trembled in the wind and walked away.

He could not laugh or cry.

He looked like he would freeze to death if he stayed for two more seconds, but he still pretended to be calm in front of him.

Back in the dormitory, Su Zi naturally put the warm baby in Li Erqin's hand: "Is it okay?"

"It's okay." She rubbed her frozen face with a free hand: "It's so cold!"

"Just now, the administrator aunt came over and said that the temperature will be cool again tomorrow."

Li Erqin was stunned unacceptably.

"Are you so afraid of the cold?"

"Um."

A roommate came over with a mouthwash cup, and they made way for her. Su Zi continued to ask, "What did Ruan Ming ask you to say first?"

Li Erqin took off his coat and hung it in the closet: "It's nothing. I apologize for the host."

Su Zi nodded.

The roommate who went in to wash came out, and Su Zi asked, "Is there any plumbing?"

She replied, "It's very warm, let's go and wash up."

Su Zi asked Li Erqin, "Wash up together?"

"OK."

The two huddled in front of a sink to brush their teeth. Only then did Li Erqin calm down from the shock of Ruan Mingxian's sudden confession, and remembered Su Zi's crying at night.

"Why are you crying at night?" she asked.

Su Zi rinsed the foam from his mouth: "Do you want to know?"

"Um."

Su Zi stopped all movements and looked at Li Erqin's expression, and looked at it seriously: "I found that Rong Si has someone he likes."

"Um… "

Su Zi surprised: "You know?"

"It doesn't count..."

Su Zi didn't understand.

"So you cried because Rong Si had someone he liked?" Li Erqin returned to the topic.

Su Zi nodded, found that Li Erqin was still staring at him, and sighed: "The person I like is another person, so I feel sad."

"Oh."

Li Erqin lowered his head.

It seems that he is also a little sad.

Li Erqin had a dream. In the dream, there are flowers, trees, and a piece of sea water. Red flowers and green trees all grow on this piece of blue water.

In the very center of this strange world, there is a towering tree that shades the sky. And under the tree stood a familiar figure, wearing a pure white shirt. The wind blew from his side and blew the corners of his clothes.

Li Erqin couldn't see his face, but she just knew who he was.

It's Rong Si.

She couldn't wait to run to his side, but she found herself standing on a strange mass of cotton, unable to move her feet.

She worked hard and tried hard, sweating all over, but to no avail.

When he looked up in Rong Si's direction again, he saw a long-haired girl jumping out from behind the tree and jumping on Rong Si's back. Rong Si was pressed down slightly by the sudden weight, and quickly stabilized his body, then smiled and turned back to talk to the girl on his back.

Li Erqin felt that the blood on his body seemed to be cooling inch by inch, and he wanted to cry, but a single tear could not flow out. Sad emotions surged up and down in my heart, but I couldn't find an outlet to vent, not even shouting.

The sun was shining brightly over there, but her side quickly turned dark and dark, and above her head was the same sky as before the moon came out last night.

It's so painful, it's so painful!

Opening her eyes suddenly, she found herself lying on the bed. The other roommates were sleeping quietly, she rolled over and took out her phone from under the pillow to check the time: 5:40

I can sleep for a while, but I can't sleep at all. He simply got up to take a shower, then left a note for Su Zi lightly, and took it to the door to leave.

It rained last night, and the playground was still foggy, and every time I took a breath, I felt that my nose was full of water vapor.

Quiet. It seems the whole world is still sleeping.

Li Erqin felt that he was about to hear the echo of his own walking.

She took off her coat, found a relatively dry corner and put it away. After a little warm-up exercise, she trotted into the track from the side and started jogging.

The fog was so thick that the field of vision was only a dozen meters away. Li Erqin ran aimlessly, and after a while the broken hair on his forehead, eyebrows, and eyelashes were all wet with mist.

If you want to choose the weakest Li Erqin in the moral, intellectual, physical, and aesthetic labor, there is no suspense that it is sports. Li Erqin scored 5 minutes and 52 seconds in the 800-meter long-distance running test on the first day of junior high school. The other students had already finished two rounds of rest before she reached the finish line out of breath.

The physical education teacher put down the stopwatch and asked her with a smile, "Why don't you just give up?"

Li Erqin couldn't make up his mind, and his eyes were still cold when he looked at the teacher: "What is giving up?"

For a long time after that, she ran alone in the silent morning. In the last sports test of the third year of junior high school, Li Erqin crossed the finish line at the last second of the passing line, and gave the PE teacher a winning look by the way.

This physical education teacher is no longer a first-year physical education teacher, but it does not affect Li Erqin's pride in enjoying the passing grade.

- How many laps have you run

Li Erqin asked himself in his heart.

-do not know.

Answered quickly.

- I'm so tired, are you going to die

-Maybe…

- Don't run away

- Let's run for a while...

- No way... I can't run...

Li Erqin's footsteps gradually slowed down, and when he was about to stop, a figure suddenly passed by him.

At the same time, a nice voice flashed past my ears: "Come on!"

Li Erqin retracted his distracted gaze and saw the figure in the dream running in front of him.

So close, you can reach out and grab it.

The air that was in his chest this morning dissipated when he saw his back. It was replaced by throbbing joy, or unbearable throbbing.

Inexplicably followed Rong Si around again, she stopped panting.

Once again only one figure remained on the runway.

In the morning near zero, Li Erqin only wore two not-so-thick clothes. At this time, he did not feel cold at all, but felt that his back was densely packed with fine sweat.

Rong Si quickly ran a lap twice as fast as before, and continued on to the next lap.

She stared.

So just running so slow just to take care of her

Thinking about it this way, the feeling of honey in my heart is even more obvious.

After Rong Si ran the prescribed number of laps every day, he found that a fool was still standing there watching him.

He was helpless: "Why are you still here?"

Li Erqin has always been direct: "Wait for you."

Rong Si laughed: "What are you waiting for?"

"Have breakfast together."

"Go and put your coat on." He lifted his chin toward where she put it.

Li Erqin obediently went over to get dressed.

Rong Si followed behind her, and after she had fastened every button, he said, "I'll take you back to the dormitory."

"Don't eat breakfast?"

Rong Si lowered his eyes to look at her, her eyes were dazzling in the light of the rising sun.

It took a little effort to refuse her: "I have to go back and take a shower."

Li Erqin suddenly realized that he was also sweating: "Then have breakfast together after taking a shower."

"it is good."

She looked up and smiled.