On what will happen in the third year of high school, the exercise book plus the test paper plus the test. With the deepening of the difficulty of the coursework, Li Erqin became more and more difficult to study, and every time he took the exam, he was too worried to eat. In fact, no one's senior year is easy. Including Rong Si.
The activity class of Senior Three was canceled halfway through the first half of the first semester of Senior Three, and replaced by thick test papers under the teacher's arm.
There were people complaining at first, but gradually no one complained.
Since the countdown was written in bold font on the blackboard at the back of the classroom, even the occasional chat during the lunch break was replaced by the dull sound of flipping books. Everyone is nervous, and they are trying their best to fight for the last time. At this time, no one has given up, because it is not yet time to give up. Maybe, maybe. There are always so many possibilities, maybe if you work hard, you can too.
During the last winter vacation of senior year, Li Erqin met several classmates in the cram school, and unexpectedly met Su Zi. After class, the two went to the bus station together.
Li Erqin wore a thick woolen hat, holding the Oden he just bought from the convenience store in his palm, and poked the round meatballs with a bamboo stick.
"Why are you here too?" she asked out of nowhere.
Su Zi didn't understand: "What?"
"Your grades are so good, why do you still come to the cram school?" Li Erqin symbolically blows the meatballs poked with bamboo sticks, which are too hot to bite into your mouth: "I think you should know all these things."
Su Zi shook his head carelessly: "I always feel that everyone is learning, and I have to learn something." Li Erqin didn't understand. The two walked quietly for a while.
Su Zi asked, "Rong Si disappeared again?"
"Um."
"What is he doing every time he is on vacation?"
Li Erqin shook his head: "I didn't ask."
Su Zijing: "You didn't ask that?"
Li Erqin finally waited until the meatballs became cold, and took a bite. His left cheek was bulging, and his speech was a little vague: "He said everything, but he didn't mention anything about his family." He swallowed and continued: "So probably he didn't want to. Say it."
"Could it be because of his complicated background?"
"do not know."
"Don't you care?"
Li Erqin stopped and looked at her: "Does it matter?"
"But… "
The passing vehicles speeded past Li Erqin. In the cold winter air, even the trunks of the fallen leaves seemed to be dyed with a layer of lead ash, which was pale gray. "When it's time to tell me, Rong Si will tell me. If he doesn't want to say it, he will only embarrass him if he asks." Su Zi also looked at Li Erqin: "Don't you want to keep walking with Rong Si?" "Think. " answered without hesitation.
"In this case, there will always be a day of marriage."
"Yes. Then what?"
Su Zi was at a loss for words. After thinking for a moment, she smiled at Li Erqin: "Actually, it's good for you and Rong Si to be like this." Li Erqin waited for her to speak.
"Your relationship with Rong Si should be weaker and more independent." Su Zi worked hard to organize the language: "If we are separated because we don't go to college in the same city, I won't feel sad. People are independent individuals. It doesn't matter if you leave anyone."
Li Erqin smiled.
The bus that belonged to her stopped, Li Erqin threw the finished box into the trash can, said "goodbye" to Su Zi, and then got on the bus and left.
The final sprint before the college entrance examination.
Countdown to a day with only two digits left.
Li Erqin got a full red light in the mock test. She had quit her job in the radio studio long ago and traded all her lunch breaks for studying. And at noon on the day when she got all the grades, she went to the river behind the playground alone.
The weather became humid and muggy again, and the midday wind began to mix with the heat. Li Erqin looked at the other side of the low wall and felt that it was only yesterday that he was secretly drinking here and was arrested by Rong Si. But in the blink of an eye, Peng Zige had already left for a whole year. At this time last year, I felt that the college entrance examination was so far away, but I always felt that the word college entrance examination was just in front of me while I was lying on the table and sleeping.
A red light...
Li Erqin knew what had happened to him.
Because of nervousness and fear.
She never thought she would be affected to this extent.
While thinking about it, someone sat down next to her. There was a refreshing smell in the sultry, slow-moving air. He still did the same, habitually gave a low smile before speaking, then turned his head and asked her, "What's wrong?" Li Erqin was speechless.
Rong Si followed Li Erqin to look at the side of the low wall: "It's okay."
Li Erqin looked at him.
"If it's too difficult for you to follow in my footsteps, it's fine for me to follow you." Li Erqin's heart moved, he just felt a little stuffy at first, but at this moment he felt like there was something in his throat.
"I've come a long way. It's really hard for you to keep up. Let me go to you, Li Erqin."
Li Erqin held back his strength, but his voice was still a little trembling: "No one is going backwards."
Rong Si walked in front of her and looked at her flatly: "How do you know that you are walking backwards."
Quiet.
Rong Si asked again, "Well, keep working hard, and I'll wait for you as I walk."
The corner of Li Erqin's mouth twitched down: "How do you know what I'm thinking."
Rong Si smiled: "Because I worry about the same thing every day."
Li Erqin was still speechless.
Rong Si said again, "Where are you going, I'm going."
Su Zi came back from the teacher's office after analyzing the exam papers before the start of the afternoon self-study, and saw that Li Erqin, who had been working hard since the second half of the semester and became a little obsessed, was lying on the table and sleeping. She subconsciously looked at Rong Si, who was writing the exercises with his eyebrows down as usual. Feeling Su Zi's eyes, he raised his head.
Su Zi pointed at Li Erqin and asked in a low voice, "Is Erqin alright?"
"fine."
Su Zi thought that Rong Si didn't know yet, so she whispered, "Er Qin did not do well in the exam this time."
Rong Si calmly said, "I know."
Su Zi blinked in confusion: "Have you comforted her?"
Rong Si nodded.
"It worked?"
"do not know."
"… "
**
After the two mock test results came out, Li Erqin's score was still so bad that Su Zi was worried. She tried to communicate with Li Erqin, but every time she felt that Li Erqin was still the same Li Erqin. Su Zi couldn't understand why, on the surface, it seemed like nothing was happening. It made her even more confused about Rong Si. If Li Erqin's affected performance could be seen from his grades, Rong Si just couldn't see it at all.
Or not at all affected.
After all, they are a model couple who are tolerant of their teachers. Why do they feel like they don't care at all when it's time to part ways.
As a result, she was an outsider worried here.
Also anxious is Peng Zige, who is far away on the other side of the ocean. After getting the news from Su Zi that Li Erqin failed the exam three times in a row, he had trouble sleeping and eating. Telephone.
Rong Si was ready to go to bed after washing, when a strange caller number suddenly appeared on his phone, and he pinched it without thinking. Did not expect to call again. pinch off. Still calling. Rong Si simply turned off the phone.
When I woke up the next day and just turned on my phone, the number appeared on the phone screen again. Rong Si raised his eyebrows, connected the phone and put it in his ear without speaking.
From the other end came a weak and resentful voice: "A Si..."
"Zi Ge?" The voice was too hoarse, so I couldn't confirm it for a while.
"Yes." Peng Zige seemed to grit his teeth this time: "Why! Yes! Hang me up! Call!"
Rong Si yawned: "I thought it was a harassing call."
"Which harassing caller have you seen torture diligently and diligently? Don't sleep until dawn?"
Could it be that Rong Si smiled in a good mood.
Hearing Rong Si laugh, Peng Zige lost his anger after betting all night, and cut to the point: "I heard Su Zi say that Erqin has been very bad in the exam these times."
Rong Si: "Yeah."
"Aren't you in a hurry?" Peng Zige couldn't help worrying: "Er Qin definitely won't be able to get into a good school if you continue like this!"
Rong Si walked to the balcony.
On the early summer morning after seven o'clock, the morning dew on the treetops on the tip of the leaves was refracted by the sunlight, and the glaze glowed. The cool dampness seeped into every pore, as if there were thousands of new elves dancing.
He sighed comfortably, "It's okay."
Peng Zige was puzzled: "What did you say? Do you really think it doesn't matter?"
Rong Si laughed again.
"What the hell are you still unpredictable at this time?" Peng Zige only hated that he was not by Rong Si's side, otherwise he could pull his face and ask directly: "Do you really just like Li Erqin just plainly? Are you okay with it?"
"no."
Peng Zige was startled: "What is that?"
"I believe in Li Erqin."
Peng Zige changed from being stunned to being stupid, and there was not much difference emotionally: "A Si, have you also been tortured and stupid by the college entrance examination?"
Rong Si changed the subject: "Will you come back this summer?"
"Yes!" Peng Zige replied, "I told you last week that I bought a flight ticket, and the flight time has been sent to your mobile phone." After a pause, he raised the volume: "Have you forgotten?"
Rong Si touched his nose: "Too busy."
"A Si, don't you care about me anymore?"
Rong Si: "..."
The last week before the college entrance examination.
Most of the candidates are still sprinting at full strength, but some have begun to relax.
Such as Li Erqin.
Another example is Rong Si.
There are no teachers who continue to teach, and most of the time is left to the candidates to review and consolidate. So after completing the daily tasks that Rong Si assigned to Li Erqin, she sat down with Rong Si to play puzzle games.
While Su Zi was worried about herself, Li Erqin was more worried.
Instead, Li Erqin licked the ice candy popsicle to comfort her: "Don't worry about me anymore, too much anxiety will affect her performance."
Su Zi's violent temper has been out of control recently, and it took a lot of effort to control herself not to shoot off Li Erqin's popsicles.
eat! eat! eat! Exams are coming next week! Still eating popsicles!
But didn't say it.
She knew it was abnormal emotions that were controlling her.
"You," she took a deep breath, "you really stop looking at those unfamiliar knowledge points?"
Rong Si came back after paying and said lightly, "Don't worry, Erqin has me."
Su Zi gave Rong Si a roll of eyes. The person who upset her the most recently was Rong Si.
it's him! What decompression plan was made for Li Erqin, so that Li Erqin spent most of his time idle!
"Of course you don't have to worry about your grades!" She tried to be euphemistic: "Li Erqin's grades are not yours."
Li Erqin smiled and said, "Su Zi, you are too nervous! You should also relax."
Su Zi was annoyed: "My grades aren't much of a problem."
Everyone knows what it means.
Li Erqin stuck out his tongue and made a face at Rong Si, who was lying innocently with a gun. The latter smiled and touched the top of her head.
Evening study.
Li Erqin and Rong Si put their heads together to play Sudoku.
Su Zi harassed Peng Zige with righteous indignation in the front seat and "accused" Rong Si for his crimes.
The fan was humming overhead, and the sound of pages turning over was particularly noticeable in the quiet air. The familiar smell of books and ink, the rotating fan, the rustling sound of the pen tip rubbing against the paper, and the teacher on duty in front of the lectern desk with his head down to approve the test papers.
Su Zi turned back.
Seeing Li Erqin's beautiful profile, stubborn expression. There was also Rong Si, who held his chin and looked at Li Erqin quietly, with smiling eyes and raised lips.
She suddenly realized that all this, which she was accustomed to, was also counting down.
The resentment that filled his chest just now suddenly dissipated, replaced by an inexplicable sense of loss.
She deleted the three lines of characters that she had typed out one by one, and replaced them with two words:
sub song.
Peng Zige's reply was still quick: what's wrong?
Su Zi pursed her lips and asked: How did you feel when you left last year?
This time Peng Zige's reply took a while, but the reply came with only three words:
reluctant.
Sometimes there is such an emotion, there are thousands of words in the heart, but only a few words are spoken. If I say too little, I feel that I am not expressing enough, and if I say too much, I am afraid that it will be too hypocritical.
Peng Zige knew that when he left, he was not alone.
So she should know what he wants to say.
Su Zi put down the phone, turned around, and said to Rong Si and Li Erqin, "Can you bring me one?"
Li Erqin was surprised: "You want to play too?"
"Um."
Li Erqin said naturally, "Then let's start over."
Playing with more people will inevitably be more noticeable than before.
The teacher on duty looked up from the podium and saw three people who were obviously not studying. After watching silently for a while, he lowered his head and continued to mark the test paper.
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Li Erqin received a text message from Ruan Mingxian on the first day of the college entrance examination.
Ruan Ming would occasionally send messages during his first year in college. It's all mindless text messages, sometimes just a picture.
It was only during the days when Li Erqin was most anxious and helpless that he suddenly called her.
It was the only time he called her.
Ruan Mingxian, who was still arrogant when he spoke, said to her jokingly, "I dreamed that you were pulling my sleeve and crying, and I wondered if you had encountered something that Rong Si couldn't help you."
Come to think of it, even this happened half a year ago.
Li Erqin drank all the milk in the cup in one breath, and replied to Ruan Mingxian's message: Thank you.
Then, get out of the house.
The message sent by Ruan Ming first said:
it'of cake.
Li Erqin nibbled away this "cake" with a normal heart.
In the past two days, she and Rong Si had made an appointment not to meet or chat. Whether she admits it or not, Rong Si has too much influence on her. She was afraid that when she saw Rong Si, her strength would collapse and she would become weak and inferior.
The bell rang for the end of the last exam.
Li Erqin walked out of the exam room step by step with the flow of people, walked down the stairs, walked out of the teaching building, and immediately saw Rong Si standing quietly under the tree waiting for her.
There is a strange emotion in my heart, I can't tell what it is.
Behind the scenes are the candidates who are frantically venting and venting, some laughing, some yelling, and some crying.
Li Erqin only felt his eyes warm.
She walked straight to Rong Si.
Stand still.
Staring at him silently.
No one speaks.
a long time.
Li Erqin smiled and asked, "Which school are you going to apply for?"
Rong Si raised his eyebrows.
"Where are you going, I'm going." She said again, full of confidence.
Rong Si's originally expressionless face suddenly turned into layers of tenderness.
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From a distance, Su Zi saw Li Erqin and Li Erqin who were standing outside the crowd, looking at each other and smiling.
She walked over with red eyes, and when she was still wondering if it would disturb them, Li Erqin turned her head abruptly.
Su Zi paused: "I..."
Li Erqin: "Did you fail the exam?"
"..." Su Zi: "No."
Li Erqin smiled: "Neither do I."
Again no one spoke.
Li Erqin couldn't see her emotions from Su Zi's face, so he simply asked, "Is it relaxed?"
Su Zi knew what Li Erqin was referring to, and smiled embarrassedly: "I don't know. It always feels unreal and a little empty."
"Me too." Li Erqin muttered.
At this time, a boy from the same class ran over and stopped in front of them panting: "Do you have any plans for tonight?"
Su Zi: "No."
Li Erqin: "No."
Rong Si: "Then neither do I."
The boy bumped into Rong Si and smiled wickedly: "Are you coming for dinner tonight?"
Rong Si glanced at Li Erqin again.
Li Erqin asked Su Zi, "Are you going?"
Su Zi: "Go."
"Then we will go too." Li Erqin replied.
The boy's smile was bigger and worse: "In the future, will Rong Si's schedule follow yours? Classmate Li Erqin."
Li Erqin said seriously, "It should be."
Boy: "… "
The dinner in the evening was set at a small fry shop at the back door of the school.
In the evening of early June, the heat has not completely subsided, and the smell of the snack street is mixed. The door of the small stir-fry shop was wide open, and the sultry air mixed with the noisy voices of people and the whistle after get off work rushed into the shop, and was blown out by the large vertical fan. The afterimage of the setting sun hangs on the bluestone bricks in front of the store, and the dazzling lights under the store sign illuminate the stinky beach that was originally hidden in the dark.
Li Erqin's class was sitting in a slightly inner corner, surrounded by students from other classes gathered in front of the big round table. The small fry shop is more than three levels busier than usual.
At the beginning, many people were still a little cautious. With such a large class, not everyone and everyone is familiar enough to wear a pair of pants. The ones who have been noisy all the time, and the ones that attract attention. Most of the classmates are still quiet, and they don't even make much noise in normal times. At this time, it was naturally the same, shyly watching the rambunctious embarrassing each other and telling unnutritious jokes.
Until some fierce boys in the class suddenly stood up, raised their wine glasses and said to the female classmate who was sitting in the corner silently, "Little ... Xiaomin."
Someone immediately booed: "Xiao Min? When did you guys get to know each other so well?"
The boy blushed and shouted, "Shut up! It's none of your business!"
You carried the hoarseness of the youthful voice. Although he was full of momentum at the moment, he didn't look fierce at all.
Guan Min is a timid boy, his eyes are not completely unfamiliar, but he hides a little thought that only the two of them can understand.
The boy raised the glass, his face was even redder than before, but his voice was still as loud: "I don't know what school you will be admitted to, and my grades are not as good as yours. But there are some things I won't say today, maybe I won't have the chance to say it in my life. already."
It should be the time for booing, but the entire space is quiet.
The boy's voice did not naturally become smaller, and became softer: "I like you."
Guan Min stood up, and the light in his eyes flowed with a particularly bright water light under the irradiation of the yellow tungsten light bulb. He raised his head and drank the beer in the cup in one go, and smiled at him: "Thank you."
Not everyone has time to say the words "I like you", and not everyone "I like you" has time.
The boy's Adam's apple turned up and down, his eyes seemed to be infected with the water vapor in the girl's eyes, and he drank the wine in the glass in one go. After bowing his head for a while, he looked up and smiled at her again: "My name is Ke Yuanhang, please remember this name."
Guan Min smiled.
The atmosphere became a little strange.
Su Zi fiddled with his chopsticks: "If Peng Zige was here, he would definitely not be cold."
Li Erqin gave Su Zi a strange look, and just as he was about to speak, Rong Si put a piece of spareribs on the plate.
Li Erqin's attention was diverted.
Rong Si and Li Erqin's little actions were noticed, and the man laughed and said loudly, "Hey! Should we respect the only classmate in our class!"
The boy next to him laughed.
He was inexplicable: "What are you laughing at?"
The boy next to him pointed at a few people: "This, this, and the one who usually looks very good are all underground parties."
The boy was shocked: "I don't know?"
Li Erqin pouted: "I know."
The boy was even more surprised: "Does Li Erqin know?!"
So Li Erqin knew how much he suffered.
The night is getting deeper and deeper.
No one wants to end it.
The dishes on the table had long since cooled, and the constantly changing beer bottles were still dripping with drops of water, sliding down the walls of the bottles.
Across the street, I don't know which late-night snack stall suddenly played music, mixed with the noisy voices in the small fry shop, gradually adding a layer of sadness.
Tao Zhe and Guan Shimin duet "Goodbye".
Finally someone started to cry.
When I graduated from junior high school, the class also had such a party. However, at that time, everyone happily finished eating and drinking, said goodbye to high school, and turned back to their own homes.
What is the difference in this time of senior year of high school?
The laughter chasing from the front door of the classroom to the back door of the classroom, and the barely audible sigh when turning from the front of the podium. See you tomorrow before going to bed, and the hesitation about whether to go to the big dining hall or the small dining hall after waking up, all disappeared as this night passed.
In the future, no one will urge the same desk to hurry up and copy while the wind is blowing, and no one will secretly cough to remind him that he is being noticed by the teacher when he falls asleep at the same desk. No more surreptitiously watching her every move in the back of the classroom, then pretending to inadvertently knock over her textbook at the end of class. There will never be another chance like this, when passing by his classroom under the guise of going to the toilet, peeping at his seat.
And you will no longer be depressed and unable to eat because of a C or D of a multiple-choice question, and you will no longer rush to the classroom in the early morning with breakfast in your mouth; you will no longer stand on the playground excitedly cheering for your classmates, just for the sake of Encourage him to finish the last lap; most importantly, these people and things that you don't even know you have become accustomed to, all told you this evening:
goodbye.
There are so many three years in life, but this unique three years will never come back.
Su Zi secretly swallowed the choked sob in her throat while she was drinking. Yu Guang found that Li Erqin and Rong Si were sitting like nothing else, as if they were completely unaffected by the infectious atmosphere.
But since it was Li Erqin and Rong Si, it didn't seem to be surprising.
Every time I look at the two of them, I always feel that even if they are full of enthusiasm, they will cool down. After all, they are such calm and rational people, it seems that feelings have never been their ties.
But Li Erqin, who was drinking for the first time in a strict sense, was actually dizzy, and the scene in front of him always spread and spread. But she still had one thing in her heart, so she couldn't go home early.
Rong Si rubbed Li Erqin's palm uneasy under the table, and asked in a low voice, "Are you alright?"
Li Erqin: "I can hold on for another ten minutes."
Rong Si laughed: "The timing is so precise?"
Li Erqin was a little unsure: "It could also be twenty minutes."
Seeing this, Su Zi got up: "I'll ask the boss for a cup of hot water for Erqin."
Rong Si thanked her: "It's troublesome."
"So polite." Su Zi muttered and left.
When the boss poured the water, she heard a burst of cheers from her class. She looked back and saw a group of people gathered around, not knowing what was going on.
She smiled apologetically at the boss: "It's hard for you today."
The boss waved his hand: "It's understandable and understandable. There are so many days every year." Then he gave the cup to Su Zi: "Would you like me to send it to you? It's very hot."
Su Zi reached out to pick it up: "It's okay, just two steps, I'll take it myself."
The boss glanced behind Su Zi and said, "Just in time, a boy is here to help you."
Su Zi only carefully held the hot cup rim with her fingertips: "It doesn't matter, I can…"
She bumped into a boy who didn't know who was getting close, and almost threw the boiling water out. She turned back angrily and shouted, "You rely on this..."
A second pause.
Two calls sounded.
A scream and a scream.
After a minute.
Peng Zige didn't care that his hands were scalded red by the boiling water accidentally poured out by Su Zi, and he could only look at her who was suddenly crying.
Li Erqin leaned on Rong Si crookedly on the side, and silently handed the wet tissue in his bag to the two of them.
Rong Si rubbed Li Erqin's head, then took her head into his arms.
Su Zi cried so intermittently, "So you all... know that Peng Zige is coming back?"
Li Erqin explained honestly: "Peng Zige said he wanted to surprise you."
Peng Zige was also helpless: "If I knew you would be like this, I would have told you in advance."
Su Zi wiped away her tears and looked up at him. Peng Zige didn't seem to grow much taller after not seeing him for a year. His hairstyle was indeed a little messy, but his facial features seemed to be tougher than before, from a stinky boy to a big boy.
"Don't cry," Peng Zige said softly, "Okay?"
Su Zi tried hard, and the tears fell again.
Peng Zige begged for mercy: "I was wrong."
"you're not wrong."
"I was really wrong."
Rong Si shook his head, dragged Li Erqin out of the store, leaving space for the two who had met again after a long absence.
It was already late at night, and the night wind was finally no longer hot, and the cool breeze blew away some of Li Erqin's alcoholism.
But it didn't blow away completely.
Li Erqin raised his head and stared at Rong Si's chest with his chin.
Rong Si smiled: "What do you want to say?"
"I was really scared before," she said.
Rong Si nodded and let her continue.
"I'm afraid I won't do well in the exam, and I'm afraid I won't be able to get into the school you went to." She was a little shy, lowered her eyes, and quickly looked directly at Rong Si: "I'm also afraid that what I said in my father would be judged by myself. Overthrow. I'm afraid I can't prove that being with you is a good thing, and I'm afraid that I can't prove that we are progressing together instead of taking a detour."
Rong Si looked at her quietly: "I know."
"I have never disobeyed my parents, and I have never done anything against school rules and regulations."
She paused and added, "Can you not count the secret drinking that time?"
Rong Si smiled: "Yes."
"Then there's really no more." She laughed: "Being with you is the greatest thing I've ever done."
Rong Si took her into his arms and said, "Me too."
"And the best thing."
"Me too."
My young and frivolous, all love you.
(Finish)
Extra.
Su Zi & Peng Zi's songs.
In the second year of Su Zi's college education, she set foot on a foreign land for the first time as an international exchange student.
Can't say what I'm feeling.
After calculating the distance to a certain person, the difference from a few thousand kilometers has become a few hundred kilometers. Open Google Maps and pull a straight line, which seems to have suddenly shortened to within reach. But after the excitement calmed down, I found that it was still a long way off.
It was already three o'clock in the morning, and she had no sleepiness at all because of the jet lag, but she couldn't help but send a message to Peng Zige: Guess where I am.
After the message was sent out, I was a little annoyed. He clearly told himself to be normal, but he couldn't control his impatience at all.
Lying on the bed, she turned over and covered her head with a pillow.
Su Zi, ah Su Zi! When did you get so restless? It's three o'clock in the morning, who will reply to your message at three in the morning!
"It's really going to die!"
I couldn't help crying out.
The phone vibrates suddenly.
Su Zi paused and got out from under the pillow to look at the phone.
A few words clearly on the screen: Peng Zhishang sent a message
She opened the message blankly, and Peng Zige replied: Guess where I am.
What?
She replied in complete confusion: at home?
As soon as it was sent out, Peng Zige's reply followed: open the door.
what? What?
Su Zi didn't care that she was still wearing pajamas and immediately jumped out of bed, ran to the door in a few steps, and opened the door.
There was no one outside the pitch-black door.
Su Zi was startled again.
what the hell?
And then couldn't help laughing at myself.
Does this mean that even the IQ is beginning to be unsatisfactory? How could you believe the words of that mentally retarded person? How could he be here at a distance of several hundred kilometers? Even here, how could he possibly know where she is?
"I say."
A familiar voice sounded from outside the door.
Su Zi felt that her whole body suddenly began to heat up.
"I said Su Zi."
Peng Zige came out of the darkness, with obvious exhaustion on his smiling face.
Su Zi looked at him blankly, not knowing what he was going to say.
Seeing her stunned look, Peng Zige couldn't help lowering his head and laughing. When he looked up again, his eyes were bright: "I said, Su Zi, I miss you."
I can't say what it feels like, but I feel that my heart begins to vibrate violently, and the whole head is hot from the back of my head. Something was rolling up and down in his throat, and he couldn't speak.
When I watched the video before, I never understood why the girl would cover her mouth and cry when she was proposed.
But now Su Zi didn't cover her mouth, but her eyes quickly filled with hot liquid.
Peng Zige said again, "Oh my eldest lady, I didn't come to make you cry!"
Then Su Zi cried out happily.
Peng Zige, who had a complete plan and deployment, suddenly became confused, scrambling to wipe her tears, and was afraid that the girl in front of her would slap him without saying a word. I can only bend down innocently and whisper softly, "Don't cry, can I call you?"
Su Zi cried even more.
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The pace of the next two people together is somewhat logical. Peng Zige thought that it was a bit late to realize that he liked Su Zi, but it was too late to realize that he liked Su Zi after going abroad. But I didn't expect the relationship between the two people to become closer because of the distance.
What Peng Zige did not expect was that his love for Li Erqin could disappear without a trace. Missing Su Zi is increasing day by day, gradually unable to suppress, often rolling at night and unable to fall asleep.
Rong Si told him that Su Zi was going to come to the country where he was an exchange student to take classes. On the contrary, Su Zi himself didn't know what he was holding back, and he never said a word.
He also once wondered if Su Zi didn't want him to know and didn't want to meet him. College life is so colorful, it is not impossible for her to meet other people. Although he always felt that he and Su Zi had tacit understanding, it was only a matter of time before someone brought it up. But what if she really fell in love with other people and wanted to distance herself from herself.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but make a direct call to Li Erqin.
Li Erqin's voice was confused: "Peng Zige?"
Peng Zige was stunned for a moment, and then realized that it was daytime here, but it was already night in China. He was thinking about whether to wait for Li Erqin to wake up before he heard a rustling movement, and then the door was opened and closed. Li Erqin sounded a little more sober this time: "What's wrong?"
"That..." Peng Zige felt a little hard to explain.
Li Erqin's voice was a little hoarse before waking up: "What do you want to ask Su Zi about?"
"Um."
"She's going to be an exchange student."
"I know."
"Leaving next month."
"...I know that too."
Li Erqin was inexplicable: "You all know?"
"Yes." Peng Zige subconsciously scratched the back of his head: "A Si has already told me."
Li Erqin did not speak.
Peng Zige took a deep breath and asked, "Er Qin, does Su Zi have someone he likes?"
Li Erqin was stunned for a moment, and asked, "You don't know?"
Peng Zige was embarrassed: "Well..."
I heard Li Erqin say, "Yes."
Peng Zige only felt that his heart suddenly became cold and cold, and repeated stupidly: "Does she have someone she likes?"
"Um."
"male?"
Li Erqin did not answer.
Peng Zige couldn't laugh, and continued to ask, "When did it happen?"
Li Erqin: "Peng Zige, ask yourself."
Peng Zige just felt speechless.
Li Erqin sighed: "I thought you both knew each other's feelings."
Peng Zige felt that he had taken a reassurance.
After Su Zi's two-year exchange student ended, she returned to China. Peng Zige kept up with him without a word, and didn't want any good job opportunities.
On the other hand, Su Zi felt sorry for him: "What a great opportunity, no one else can ask for it."
Peng Zige said: "It's gold that will shine wherever it goes!"
Su Zi couldn't help giving him a roll of eyes, feeling that all her previous worries were a waste of emotion.
"Su Zi."
"what?"
"Have you ever heard a word?"
Su Zi looked up at him inexplicably: "What?"
Peng Zige took Su Zi into his arms, preventing her from seeing his expression: "There are thousands of opportunities for work..."
Su Zi pushed him away and continued, "But there is only one Su Zi."
Peng Zige looked at her unacceptably.
Su Zi disgusted her face: "Peng Zige, do you have any creativity?"
"Hey?" Peng Zige said, and his dissatisfaction rose immediately: "Then tell me something creative?"
Su Zi sneered: "No."
"Then why do you despise me?"
"I hate that after we kept in touch every day for three years, you still called Erqin in the middle of the night to ask if I had someone I liked."
Peng Zige was shocked: "How do you know?"
"I was with Li Erqin that night."
Peng Zige: "..."
"Peng Zige, aren't you too confident?" Su Zi asked again.
Peng Zige was funny: "I'm not confident? Go and ask, how many little girls are chasing me after me!"
Su Zi snorted coldly.
"You do not believe?"
Su Zi looked at him intently.
Peng Zige said weakly, "What are you doing..."
"I like you."
Peng Zige blushed.
Su Zi continued: "I like you, how insecure do you have to be to doubt yourself?"
Peng Zige felt that his tongue was starting to stiffen.
"I like you. So from the day you left, I made up my mind that one day I will go abroad to find you. I will go wherever you are. Squeeze every admirer around you, so that you can only see me in your eyes. one person."
Peng Zige was stunned.
Su Zi threw off her bangs beautifully: "I just have this confidence."
Peng Zige paused for a few seconds, then turned his head and laughed.
Extra - Rong Si & Li Erqin
Rong Si and Li Erqin proposed three marriages.
People say that there are only three things, but Li Erqin rejected them three times.
Once people who don't usually do it do it, it's just like heaven and earth, and there is no reason at all.
This weekend afternoon, Su Zi and Peng Zige both came to Li Erqin's residence as lobbyists.
Peng Zige was the one who couldn't understand Li Erqin the most. At this moment, he was not sitting properly on the plastic round stool in Li Erqin's living room, fighting for Rong Si: "So Erqin, when are you going to make trouble? Ah Si has proposed three times, why don't you agree?"
Li Erqin was washing the glass, when he heard the words, he gave him a light look: "What should I drink?"
Peng Zige angered her: "Don't drink!"
Li Erqin ignored him and went to ask Su Zi who was sitting on the sofa reading a magazine: "What are you drinking?"
"pomelo tea."
Li Erqin turned around to boil water, isolating Peng Zige's angry gaze behind his head.
Peng Zige rolled his eyes, "I want grapefruit tea too!"
Li Erqin turned back and smiled coldly: "Hot and cold?"
"Like my Azi!"
Li Erqin: "Oh."
Peng Zige watched Li Erqin put the light blue kettle on the induction cooker and turned on the cooker with a click. Then he tiptoed slightly and raised his hand to get the grapefruit honey from the cupboard above. Wearing light gray home clothes, she looked thinner than usual. The only thing that hasn't changed over the years is her expressionless face. Looking closely, she always looks stubborn.
Who said not to be stubborn?
Because her boyfriend didn't recover his memory and refused to get married, she was the only one in the world.
"Er Qin." Peng Zige lowered his voice: "Don't torture Ah Si."
Li Erqin poured grapefruit honey into the glass spoonful by spoonfuls. The metal spoon collided with the glass and made a crisp ding ding sound. She replied, "Who made him forget it himself."
"He didn't mean to forget."
Li Erqin turned around, and the white sunlight came in from behind her: "What should I do then?"
"What should I do?" Peng Zige felt amused, "Would it be better if you agreed to Ah Si's proposal?"
Li Erqin lowered his head and was silent for a moment, then raised his head: "No."
Peng Zige finally rolled his eyes: "Why?"
The water on the stove boiled, making a high-pitched chirping sound.
Li Erqin turned off the fire, lifted the kettle, poured water into the glass, and then gently stirred the grapefruit honey in the glass with a spoon.
Peng Zige felt that he would have to wait for her answer until he ignited spontaneously.
But she heard her say in a low voice, "I always feel that Rong Si, who is forgotten by Rong Si, will be very sorry."
Peng Zige was startled, unable to understand.
Li Erqin put the grapefruit tea in front of him and smiled at him: "Although it's the same person, I don't think it's the same."
After a while, there was the sound of unlocking the door, and then Rong Si's face with the same expression as Li Erqin appeared from behind the door. He was slightly surprised when he saw the shoes at the entrance, and then he looked up at the living room and saw a faint Su Zi smiled at him.
He finally showed a little smile: "When did you come?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Peng Zige shouting and sticking out his face from the kitchen: "A Si! You are here!"
Rong Si changed his slippers and walked to the kitchen, his slender figure was wrapped in a deep winter color, but after seeing Li Erqin, he gradually exuded a warm atmosphere.
Peng Zige mechanically stirred the grapefruit honey with a long-handled iron spoon and complained, "Your Erqin hasn't given me a smile since I entered the door until now."
When he spoke, his index finger pointed directly at Li Erqin who was smirking at Rong Si.
"Is Erlan a joke?" Rong Si joked, the back of his hand on the table touched a cold object. He turned his hand to take it, put the glass Li Erqin handed him to his mouth, and took a sip of ice water.
The two move in one go, and the tacit understanding is perfect.
One didn't speak, the other didn't look back.
He already knew what she would give him.
Peng Zige watched silently, since he had Su Zi from their family anyway, so he wasn't afraid of them abusing dogs. But what he couldn't figure out was why Li Erqin refused to agree to the proposal because they were both so familiar with each other.
Rong Si, who was "tortured" by Peng Zige, is now slowly wiping Li Erqin's hands with a napkin. After wiping, he took out a small box of hand cream from the cabinet next to him and put it in Li Erqin's palm: "Wipe some hand cream and go play with Su Zi. I'll wash the rest."
Li Erqin obediently wiped the hand cream.
Rong Si had already rolled up his sleeves and took over for Li Erqin to complete the unfinished cleaning work.
Peng Zige looked back at the two women who were chatting about the handsome uncle Xiao Xianrou, and his disdain was evident: "They've all had plastic surgery. I don't know what these stupid women like about them? Am I handsome?"
Rong Si chose to remain silent.
Peng Zige was rarely quiet for a while, and when he spoke again, there was no joke on his face, and he asked solemnly, "A Si, you really haven't remembered?"
Rong Si's hands kept moving: "No."
"Then if you can't remember it all the time, won't you be able to marry Erqin in your life?"
This sentence made Rong Si couldn't help laughing: "Probably."
Peng Zige was shocked and didn't know what was funny: "Are you still in the mood to laugh?"
Rong Si still laughed, and in the sound of rushing water, his smile seemed even quieter.
"I said," Peng Zige continued to ask, "Aren't you in a hurry?"
"Not urgent."
"Not urgent?"
After Rong Si washed the last cup, he took out a clean cloth from the cabinet and began to wipe each cup.
Peng Zige felt that he had to wait for his answer until he ignited spontaneously.
"Nothing to worry about." Rong Si replied.
"why?"
"Whether she gets married or not, she is mine."
"Oh."
"Furthermore," Rong Si lowered his eyes, and neatly arranged the clean and transparent cups on the cabinet: "This is probably my punishment for forgetting Erlao."
Peng Zige had no way of agreeing: "This is not of your own accord!"
"But she's really sad."
Peng Zige couldn't speak, he felt that both of them were strange and couldn't understand.
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After Peng Zige and Su Zi left, Li Erqin and Rong Si read their books quietly. Li Erqin likes the location by the window, so when the renovation was done, a small fan-shaped couch was installed beside the floor-to-ceiling window, with one side against the wall and the other against the window. There is a half-person-high bookshelf next to Xiaota, and there are a variety of books in it. At first glance, there is no systematic classification. At this moment, she grabbed a light novel and read it under the floor lamp.
Rong Si was sitting on a reclining chair not far away, and there was a glass coffee table beside the reclining chair. On the coffee table, the tea that Li Erqin brewed for him was still steaming. His right hand hangs on the side of the reclining chair, an original English book is covered on his chest, and his left thumb is still propped up on the page he was flipping through.
When the sun went down and the whole city was quiet, Li Erqin raised his head from the novel, and his first reaction was to go to Rong Si: "A Si. I'm hungry..."
Tai Yin disappeared into the quiet space because she found that Rong Si was asleep. She lightly went to the bedroom and took a thin blanket to cover Rong Si.
As soon as the thin blanket touched Rong Si's skin, he woke up.
Li Erqin stuck out his tongue: "I knew I wouldn't cover you."
"It's okay." Rong Si sat up and reached for the cooled tea. Just as he stretched out his hand, Li Erqin took the teacup first.
He smiled helplessly.
Li Erqin raised his index finger and swayed left and right at him: "No! Cold tea hurts the stomach. Wait, I'll make you a new one."
Rong Si let her busy, stood up and walked to the window to see the night view of the city. Stretching his fingers into his pocket, he touched a velvet box, he paused, lowered his head and laughed at himself.
I also brought a ring today.
Also didn't come in handy.
Peng Zige asked him if he was in a hurry. There is no hurry. For Li Erqin, he is sure that he has enough patience to spend a lifetime waiting slowly.
He didn't need the security and restraint that marriage gave them, but he wanted them to have a home.
The days with Li Erqin passed so quickly, no matter how I think about it, I feel that my life is so short.
Since he and Li Erqin first confirmed their relationship, they have always been more bland than passionate. The only thing that left both of them at a loss was probably his memory loss.
Li Erqin came over biting half of the orange, and carefully held a cup of tea that was about to overflow in his hand.
Rong Si smiled bitterly under the light: "Don't fill it up every time."
Li Erqin didn't care: "Drink more if you pour more."
Rong Si put his hand in his pocket, took out the velvet square box, and put it beside her tea.
Li Erqin looked at him quietly.
Rong Si's eyes were as plain as water, and he slowly took a sip of tea: "I'm not proposing, just to let you know that my heart has not changed."
"I love you too." Li Erqin said suddenly.
Rong Si lowered his eyes and smiled.
"I know."
"Today Peng Zige also asked me why I refused to agree to your proposal." Li Erqin had always felt that there was no need to explain. She and Rong Si didn't need to explain, but sometimes it was another matter to say it. She squatted down in front of him, raised her head and said to him, "A Si, I also want to promise you. But when I get married with you who lacks memory, I always feel that something is missing. At such an important moment in life, I hope It leaves no regrets."
Rong Si's eyes were dark and bright: "I know."
"The 18-year-old Ah Si has a very important meaning to me. I hope he can perceive such an important moment in life. Like me, he can understand the ignorance when he was young, and think about each other and attract each other. Remember us The feeling of holding hands for the first time, I remember the weather when we kissed for the first time... My expression was very confusing," Li Erqin said in frustration, "I'm sorry, Ah Si. I always feel that it is a pity that you have forgotten the young Ah Si."
Rong Si pulled her onto his lap and sat down: "I understand."
Li Erqin was a little shy to be seen by him. He lowered his head and planned to bury his face in the shoulder socket, but just happened to touch the lips that Rong Si greeted.
He and her fingers intertwined.
A hot and dry kiss.
Various images and feelings suddenly flashed through Rong Si's mind.
Cicadas in summer.
The smell of disinfectant.
The school uniform skirt swaying under the red maple tree.
The quiet yellow in the first snow.
There is also the confession of heavy breathing and the smell of blood permeating the entire respiratory tract in the afternoon of April.
"I like you."
"Li Erqin."
Rong Si hugged Li Erqin tightly and deepened the kiss.
Li Erqin didn't understand why Rong Si suddenly tried so hard, and pushed him painfully.
But he heard Rong Si say vaguely, "Li Erqin, don't push me."
Li Erqin's hand stopped.
It felt like Rong Si's kiss moved down her earlobe a little bit and moved to her neck.
"Rong Si..."
Rong Si paused there for a while, and asked in an air voice, "I will restore my memory, and you will immediately agree to marry me?"
Li Erqin nodded eagerly.
Rong Si hugged her body horizontally, and then he took her to the bedroom.
Li Erqin still didn't understand what was going on, but suddenly a ring was put on his finger.
He leaned down to kiss her again.