At half past nine in the evening, it was still raining heavily. This downpour has been falling from more than four o'clock in the afternoon to now, and there is no meaning to stop.
The sky was dark, and there was only the sound of rain, and nothing else.
Xu Ruo stood in the bus shelter of the bus station, staring blankly at the rain curtain in front of her. The space in the bus shelter was small, and the rain had already wet Xu Ruo's trouser legs. The wet trouser legs were clinging to her calf, but she didn't notice it. There was no one around for a long time, and the rain curtain seemed to connect the sky and the earth into a dark one.
like her heart.
She glanced at the advertisement on the bus stop. It seems to be an advertisement for skin care products, and the spokesperson is a beautiful woman with fair skin.
This beauty, she knew. Once was her roommate in college, or so to speak, this beauty is still her former friend.
It's just that now they are the difference between clouds and mud.
This beauty is called Liu Xiaowei. Liu Xiaowei was not so beautiful when she was in college, but she became more and more beautiful later. Later, by chance, he filmed an advertisement and entered the entertainment industry. She can be seen in major shopping malls, subway stations, bus stops, and on TV. She has acted in many TV dramas and movies, and has won many awards.
And Xu Ruo, she had rotted in the soil.
Because of the death of his father in a car accident, his mother was seriously ill in bed. In order to treat my mother's illness, the house was also sold. She worked a few jobs, but it was still a drop in the bucket. The relatives tried their best to help her family, but everyone has their own family, everyone has to live, and they can't help her regardless of their own family. On the way home late from work, she was hit by a battery car.
The owner of the battery car ran away, and there was no monitoring in that section. He was fine, but his face was cut by broken glass on the ground. Unfortunately, there was broken glass where she fell. Despite prompt medical attention, there are still a lot of scars on his face. To get rid of scars, plastic surgery. But she doesn't have the money. This made her feel even more inferior.
The originally beautiful girl had hideous scars on her face. Working is more difficult.
She originally wanted to drop out of school, but the kind tutor insisted on going through the formalities for her suspension, hoping that she could return to school one day.
The mother knew that she was dragging her down and wanted to commit suicide. She was found by her and sent to the hospital to save her.
At that moment, she burst into tears while hugging her mother who woke up.
"Mom, I'm your only relative in this world. If you leave me, I don't want to live anymore. If you still want to leave, can you take me with you?" Xu Ruo was very scared at that moment. I was left alone in this world, and I was afraid that I would be alone forever in the future.
But at that time, she was also afraid of death. No matter how difficult the day was, she never thought about death.
Does it hurt because of death
Dying by any means seems to be painful.
It's just that tonight, Xu Ruo is not afraid anymore.
Because she has reached her limit.
She just felt very tired, very tired, physically and mentally exhausted every day.
She couldn't take it anymore.
Opposite the bus station is a galloping river.
She walked into the rain curtain and let the torrential rain hit her, her heart was calm like a lake of stagnant water.
Standing by the railing, Xu Ruo quietly looked at the dark river surface, standing here, the roar of the galloping river overwhelmed the rain.
Xu Ruohu sneered, she was very happy originally, but why did it become like this
Why? She didn't want to think about it anymore.
(End of this chapter)