"I watched Yue'er grow up, and I can see how deeply he feels for you." Grandma said with a hint of memory.
"I also come from your age, so I can also see that Ruo Ruo, you may not have such deep feelings for Yue'er, or you haven't realized that you do."
Song Nanruo's eyes changed slightly. Grandma was no longer the only one who said this to her. Recently, too many people talked to her about feelings, and it was her relationship with Qin Shiyue.
Is it really like what they said, that she really has deep feelings for Qin Shiyue
Grandma looked at Song Nanruo, who was slightly confused, and her thoughts about the relationship between the two were further confirmed.
"Ruo Ruo, grandma is not forcing you to figure it out now. I just want to trouble you. Can you spend more time with Yue'er? You are a good child. You should be able to see that Yue'er has been living alone these years. It’s not easy.”
Song Nanruo raised her head slightly and looked at her grandmother, "Then, grandma, why don't you let him come with you?"
Song Nanruo had a pretty good idea of what the entire Qin family was like during these days.
"Oh, it's not like I haven't thought about taking him with me. It's just that Yue'er has a stubborn temper." Grandma sighed, with sadness in her eyes. "He has been carrying hatred in the Qin family. He has to bear everything by himself. He lets go No less than his blood feud."
Song Nanruo's eyes dimmed. To a certain extent, Qin Shiyue was actually the same type of person as her. They both had things they had to bear.
Grandma looked at Song Nanruo, "You know, the reason why I value you so much and asked Yue'er to take you back as soon as I saw the news. I just want to tell you that I want you to be his concern."
Grandma's rough fingers tapped lightly on the table, and her tone couldn't help but sound a little sad, "Otherwise, I'm afraid that if he has nothing to worry about, after he gets his revenge, he will ask me, the old lady, to give away the white-haired person to the black-haired person."
Song Nanruo was shocked. She really couldn't imagine that Qin Shiyue would put hatred in such an important position in his heart.
So much so that apart from revenge, there was nothing else to worry about in his life.
"Let's not talk about this anymore. I think that with you Ruo Ruo, this bastard will no longer have no worries." Grandma wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "I sent Lin Han to Yue'er. He told me that Yue'er's health is getting better day by day, all thanks to the medicine you prescribed. Ruo Ruo, grandma is here to thank you."
There was a trace of hesitation in Grandma's eyes, as if she didn't dare to ask, for fear that the answer to the question would not be the one she wanted, but in the end she still couldn't live up to the hope in her heart, "Ruo Ruo, do you have any way to eradicate Yue'er's disease? Make him get well again?"
Song Nanruo looked at her grandma as if she was grasping at the last straw. She pondered for a moment and said, "Grandma, don't worry. I will help Qin Shiyue's illness be completely cured."
Grandma was completely relieved.
Qin Shiyue's illness has been a big stone that has weighed on her heart for many years. She never thought that this stone would one day be removed.
"Yue'er has done so many good things to find such a good wife."
Not only did he bring her a granddaughter-in-law, but she also had a way to solve the physical problems that had plagued her for many years.
Chapter 112.
"Yue'er looks indifferent, but he is actually a child who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside." Grandma's years of heartache were relieved and she felt happy from the bottom of her heart. "You will understand how soft a child he is at heart if you get along with him more. .”
Song Nanruo just stood aside and listened quietly to the old man's story.
One of them talks and the other listens, and the scene is so harmonious that one cannot bear to break it.
It wasn't until after dinner that Song Nanruo was led to the guest room by Qin Shiyue. This guest room was diagonally opposite Qin Shiyue's room.
Song Nanruo said goodbye to Qin Shiyue briefly and went into the room to sort out his belongings.
Before she could clean up, she heard the door locking outside. Qin Shiyue was the only one who came in and out of her room.
Song Nanruo frowned and unconsciously recalled the conversation she had with her grandmother in the afternoon. She had to admit that she did care too much about Qin Shiyue.
She randomly picked some clothes and put them on, walked to the door and looked out through the peephole.
As expected, it was Qin Shiyue who went out with a heavy look on his face.
Song Nanruo thought for a moment, then no longer hesitated, gently opened the door, and followed quietly.
But the further he walked, the more Song Nanruo felt that something was wrong with the surrounding environment. There were no homes around him as he walked, and even the lights were twinkling.
Qin Shiyue turned on the light, while Song Nanruo groped with the help of the road he had walked and the little bits of starlight.
Finally, Qin Shiyue stopped.
In front of him was a tombstone.
Song Nanruo's breath was stagnant.
"This is the tomb of my parents." Qin Shiyue said to the empty forest.
Song Nanruo lowered her eyelids, slowly walked to Qin Shiyue, and held his left hand.
"I just want to come back and see them." Qin Shiyue held Song Nanruo's hand back, his eyes were slightly red, and even his voice was trembling when he spoke.
She had never seen Qin Shiyue like this before. Qin Shiyue had always been calm, self-possessed and strategizing in front of her.
It was the first time that Song Nanruo saw such a fragile side of Qin Shiyue.
Qin Shiyue stared at the tombstone in front of him, tears falling from his eyes. He no longer restrained himself and let his emotions vent. "Isn't it ridiculous? I can only erect a tomb for them when I erect a tombstone for them."
Song Nanruo watched the man in front of her cry. She was at a loss for a moment and didn't know what to do. Then she stretched out her arms stiffly, stood on tiptoes and hugged Qin Shiyue, giving him a comforting hug.
She could clearly feel the man in her arms stiffen, and then he hugged her back sluggishly.
The two hugged each other and were speechless.
Qin Shiyue was still trembling, "This is the first time in so many years that someone has been by my side. It is the first time that I feel that I am no longer living alone and alone."
After finishing speaking, Qin Shiyue lowered his head and touched Song Nanruo's lips.
Song Nanruo stiffened for a moment, but did not push the person away.
Qin Shiyue got Song Nanruo's acquiescence, put one hand around Song Nanruo's waist, and deepened the kiss tremblingly.
It was as if he was using this intimate way to prove to himself, or to someone else, that he was finally no longer alone and no longer had to face everything alone.
Song Nanruo allowed him to deepen the kiss, and then silently hugged Qin Shiyue tightly.
She couldn't bear to see him like this. She wanted to be able to bring him a little warmth, even just a little.
After the kiss ended, the two were speechless, but they did not let go of their hands and walked home holding hands.
After returning home, Qin Shiyue naturally sent Song Nanruo back to her guest room, and like a gentleman, he used his free hand to push open the door.
The door didn't move at all.
Song Nanruo looked at the door and pushed it himself. There was no sign of the door opening for a long time.
(End of chapter)