When the letter was written here, it seemed that I couldn’t write any more. It turned out to be tears, and then there was a large blank space.
The next thing to talk about is that the child has Ming to take care of her. She is very assured that Ming will be a good mother. As for the rest, she entrusts another person to take care of Ming and this child. History is always moving forward, and the replacement of dynasties is inevitable.
What is sad is only their husband and wife, mother and daughter are separated forever.
The reason why I left the letter was because I couldn't help it. Originally, it was best not to say anything, and the child didn't know anything, but she couldn't help it, so she handed the letter to the person who took care of Ming's In the future, if Ning Ziying's identity is revealed to the world in the future, this letter should also be handed over to Ning Xueyan.
In order to prevent the two sisters from missing the opportunity to recognize each other.
As for the marriage with my cousin’s family, it’s up to Ning Ziying and Ning Xueyan whether to admit it or not. The two people involved in the marriage should both be dead, and it doesn't matter if they don't admit it.
And in the end, the former Empress Han even said that the so-called marriage contract is a good relationship between the two families, but now that the family and the country are gone, it doesn't matter that the two families are good. I just hope that my daughters can live forever. It is enough to be happy, grow up to be an adult without any worries, and live a happy life.
Neither she nor the emperor needs her daughters to take revenge, and then force herself to be overwhelmed by the whole hatred, to push her life to a dead end, and to be eternally unhappy...
This should be the last word of the former queen, full of sadness, sadness, distress, and reluctance, but there is no resentment, but there is a kind of extraordinaryness everywhere, almost not speaking from the perspective of a queen, but rather A bystander's attitude, between the lines, there is a touch of helplessness.
But after reading this letter, Ning Xueyan cried more and more violently.
If you didn't really feel sorry for your daughter, how could you talk about the change of the dynasty so casually, as if you really didn't take it seriously? Yan Yeshan felt that he left all the happiness to his daughter, but left all the unhappiness to himself.
So the queen of the former dynasty committed suicide to sacrifice her husband, but left behind two daughters, and they were two daughters who didn't know anything.
When Ao Chenyi came back, Ning Xueyan was still sitting quietly by the front window, holding the letter tightly in her hand, her eyes were red and swollen.
"It's a letter from the former queen!" Ao Chenyi had asked Qingyu before she came in, and she knew that since Ning Xueyan received such a letter today, she has been sitting quietly in the room all day long. Meals were useless, and Lan Ning tried to come in, but she kicked them out.
Later, in a hurry, Xinmei went to find Ao Chenyi.
"Does she love me?" Hearing Ao Chenyi's voice, Ning Xueyan turned her head, big and big teardrops rolled down her face, her voice was unprecedentedly uncertain, Looking at Ao Chenyi pitifully, he asked with expectation in his eyes.
"She loves you, and she can't do it. On the one hand, it's the relationship between mother and child, and on the other hand, it's the bond between husband and wife. When she can't have both, she can only choose this way. Besides, she feels that leaving you will make you live It's more like a normal life, no one will find out your identities."
Ao Chenyi sighed softly, stretched out his hand to hold Ning Xueyan, who was as fragile as a porcelain doll, in his arms, and gently comforted her.
"She also thinks about us?" Ning Xueyan was embraced in Ao Chenyi's arms, closed her eyes, and asked again uncertainly. Even though she had a decision in her heart, she still wanted to know from other people's mouths. Want to get approval from others.
"She is thinking of you. With her identity, she has brought so many palace maids, so it is easy to be traced, so even if she gave birth to you, it is a mistake for you to bring you by her side." I can't live a normal life, so I can only follow her to escape, wandering and wandering."
Ao Chenyi stretched out his hand, stroked her hair gently, and felt that she was slowly relaxing under his comfort, no longer the stiff hugging look just now.
Ning Xueyan stopped talking, and just sobbed quietly. At first, it was silent, but later, there were a few more low-pitched cries, and finally, she became quiet again, snuggling up to Ao Chenyi quietly. in the arms.
Ao Chenyi hugged her all the time, patted her on the back lightly, and when she was completely calm in his arms, he gently picked her up, put her on the bed, unfolded the quilt on one side, and covered her A quilt came over.
She had fallen asleep crying.
Gently kissed the tears on her face dry, then looked at her quietly for a long time before turning and leaving.
Outside the hall, Xinmei, Lan Ning and Qingyu stood guard at the entrance of the hall.
"Wait for the queen to wake up before having lunch." Ao Chenyi ordered, the three of them nodded together, and they finally breathed a sigh of relief. The situation of the queen just now really doesn't look good, and it has never been so lonely However, no one is allowed to go in to accompany her.
But now it’s better, the three of them heard clearly just now, Ning Xueyan cried a lot before, but now she should be asleep, it’s a good thing to be able to cry, if you hold it in your heart, something big will happen .
Ning Xueyan slept for a long time this time, and she didn't wake up until dinner time. Hearing the voice inside, Lan Ning hurried in to help Ning Xueyan freshen up, leaving Qingyu and Xinmei aside, and asked someone to serve the dishes again .
Ao Chenyi usually doesn't come to accompany her for dinner, and even if he does come, he won't come until very late.
Lan Ning and the others saw that Ning Xueyan's cigarettes were about the same as usual, so they really relaxed one by one.
When it was all used up, Ning Xueyan wiped her mouth with a handkerchief, and left the sapphire behind: "What else did Mrs. Liu say?"
"Ms. Liu Tai said that although Miss Ziying's matter is not really in broad daylight now, at least her grievances have been revealed to the world. The empress and Miss Ziying have never met, always... so she thinks This letter must be delivered to the empress." Qingyu replied.
She didn't understand these words very well at the time, but she still transferred the original words to Ning Xueyan according to Madam Liu's words. When she was in Huguohou's Mansion, Madam Liu was the best one to her master, although She just lives in the Huguohou Mansion, but when she can help Mingshuangyuan, she usually reaches out.
"Okay, you go down." Ning Xueyan nodded, cried, and fell asleep again, and now her mood has calmed down again.
Sure enough, what my two adoptive mothers meant was what my biological mother meant.
In the days that followed, Ning Xueyan sent Princess Xianyun to the Dahuguo Temple outside the city. Those concubines who had not given birth to children before were all monks here, and Princess Xianyun also invited her to become a monk here , and the few people in the Yiwang Mansion who bear the title of "Auntie" all "died of illness" one after another.
Ning Xueyan is really the only queen in the harem.
Originally, the ministers would try their best to persuade the emperor to recruit beautiful women for this kind of thing, but when the state affairs are ostentatious, let alone being the emperor is not interested, even the ministers think that this kind of thing is not a big deal. In comparison, the war on Annan's side is the most important.
So the matter of drafting girls was pushed down infinitely.
The war on Annan's side has always been in a stalemate. Although Annan's side was fully prepared before, and in the name of the former prince, but after all, the new dynasty has been established for a long time and the people have lived and worked in peace and contentment for so long. Who would want to experience it again? In addition, Ao Chenyi's father also reserved a large number of soldiers and horses to deal with Annan's change.
As for Ao Chenyi, he never took Annan lightly, so although it was a sudden move on Annan's side, he couldn't get half of it.
Ming Feiyong fought very steadily. He already had more soldiers and horses than Annan's. There was no need for a surprise victory, and it was more expensive to advance one step at a time.
Next, Ning Ziyan was beheaded first, followed by the queen and Xia Yuhang, because Ao Mingyu and the assassin insisted that this was all done by Xia Yuhang's private schemes, and both Ao Mingyu and Concubine Yagui were demoted to common people. As for Grand Master Ya's residence, because both Grand Master Ya and his son were related to the widowed Wu Yao, a big scandal broke out, and because of this, Grand Master Ya's reputation was ruined, and he returned to his original place in desperation. Pay for it.
Hua Yueying was gifted to death, and the Hua family fell into ruin. Hua Jijiu returned home alone with her third daughter.
On the contrary, Ao Mingwan was still the King of Fu because he didn't have many things to do. After taking Concubine Shu out of the harem, he became an idle prince, and he was quite at ease.
On the day Xia Yuhang was beheaded, Ning Xueyan took a look in person. She, who hid in the crowd with her face covered, only took a look at the embarrassed Xia Yuhang before leaving. For Xia Yuhang, only "interests" "It's just two words.
The reason why Ning Ziying was settled was because of profit, killing Ning Ziying and marrying Ning Ziyan was also because of profit, and then wanting to harm herself was also for profit...
The so-called "true feelings" are under the circumstances that do not conflict with his "interests".
Everything in the previous life has passed, and now she is not Ning Ziying, but Ning Xueyan.
Taking Xinmei with her, she sat in the carriage and returned to the palace all the way, but saw Ao Chenyi sitting in the palace, waiting for her. At this time, he usually handles government affairs in the main hall.
"Where did you go?" Seeing Ning Xueyan coming in, Ao Chenyi asked lazily.
"I went to the execution ground." Ning Xueyan put down the cloak in her hand. The weather had turned cold. When she went out today, Lan Ning specially asked her to bring a cloak.
"Why didn't you watch the audience?" Ao Chenyi looked at the time, it was not the official time to behead, Ning Xueyan should just take a look and leave.
"It's not good-looking!" Ning Xueyan said sincerely, and sat down on the couch opposite Ao Chenyi, her watery eyes turned around, arousing a touch of charm.
"It's not pretty, let's go out and see it." Ao Chenyi raised his handsome eyes and put down the memorial in his hand, "Did Yan'er forget an important day?"
What important day did you forget? Ning Xueyan thought for a while, but couldn't think of anything, couldn't help but shook her head, and said honestly: "I can't think of it!"
"One thing that is very important to you!" Ao Chenyi reminded.
Ning Xueyan blinked in confusion, she really couldn't remember, and seeing Ao Chenyi's handsome brows and bright water-colored eyes, no matter what, she felt that this matter looked like it was not important to her, it would not be It's more important to him!
Immediately, he shuddered, and hurriedly expressed that he was thinking seriously, this master is not a reasonable person, if that matter is really important to him, and he still can't remember it, he will definitely not simply let himself pass the door.
The long eyelashes flickered, and Ning Xueyan said solemnly that she was thinking...