Ever since Xu Yifan said that his tattoo was to cover up the birthmark, during the following interview time, Lu Shijin has been out of his mind.
He didn't respond when the host asked him questions, and reminded him two or three times before Lu Shijin came back to his senses.
Fortunately, the interview didn't take long, and it ended after more than half an hour.
Everyone left the studio one after another, and Lu Shijin followed Xu Yifan far away, staring at his back thoughtfully.
After he saw the tattoo on Xu Yifan's shoulder before, he had dispelled the guess that Xu Yifan might be Pei Yin.
But now, the conjecture about what the birthmark on Xu Yifan's shoulder looked like once again lingered in Lu Shijin's mind like a cloud of doubt for a long time.
Although he knew that the probability that Xu Yifan happened to be Pei Yin was extremely slim, Lu Shijin couldn't help but have the last sliver of luck.
What if Xu Yifan is
Then all the problems are not solved
Hope is like a kindling that, given a chance to burn, will spread wildly.
Lu Shijin couldn't wait to know the truth.
When getting back in the car, Lu Shijin deliberately squeezed to sit next to Xu Yifan.
Xu Yifan frowned and glanced at him, didn't say anything, turned his head out of the window expressionlessly, and didn't intend to have any other communication with Lu Shijin.
The car started, and the car became quiet.
After everyone else fell asleep, Lu Shijin carefully tugged at the corner of Xu Yifan's clothes, and called out "Brother Fan" in a low voice.
Xu Yifan turned his head to the side and closed his eyes to rest his mind, but he obviously didn't fall asleep, because Lu Shijin noticed that his eyelids moved.
So he poked Xu Yifan's arm more boldly, leaned against him, and said in a flattering tone, "Brother Fan? Didn't you fall asleep?"
Xu Yifan frowned and still didn't open his eyes, his arms retracted a little, as if he resisted Lu Shijin's touch.
Small size, still ignore people.
Lu Shijin gave full play to his shameless rogue spirit, and pushed back the armrest between the two, his entire upper body was almost lying on Xu Yifan's body.
"Brother Fan, I know you haven't slept," Lu Shijin lowered his voice and said triumphantly in Xu Yifan's ear, "I saw your eyelashes move, don't ignore me, I have a question to ask you."
Xu Yifan finally opened his eyes, and pushed Lu Shijin back with his arms, his voice was low and impatient, "Just ask, don't get so close."
Lu Shijin didn't mind Xu Yifan's cold attitude towards him, he glanced at Xu Yifan's shoulder, "Brother Fan, you said in the interview just now that you have a birthmark on your shoulder, right?"
Xu Yifan closed his eyes again, and let out a "hmm" from his nose.
Lu Shijin quietly wrinkled his nose at the face of the big ice cube, "Can you tell me, what shape is your birthmark?"
"No." Xu Yifan refused without hesitation for half a second.
Lu Shijin couldn't figure it out, "Why not?"
Xu Yifan replied flatly: "Personal privacy."
Lu Shijin: "..."
"How can this be considered personal privacy?" Lu Shijin didn't give up, and grabbed Xu Yifan's arm. If there were no other people in the car, he would have taken off Xu Yifan's clothes directly, "Don't we often go naked during training? Shoulder? Besides, we have taken a shower together, which part of your body have I not seen?"
Xu Yifan opened his eyes suddenly, staring at Lu Shijin with a cold gaze, without moving or saying a word.
Lu Shijin felt a little terrified by Xu Yifan's stare as if he was looking at a stranger. He unconsciously let go of Xu Yifan's arm, and sat down resentfully in his seat.
"Why do you look at me like this, if you don't show me, don't show me."
"Lu Shijin," Xu Yifan called his name, and said softly, "Since some things have been made clear, don't do any more misleading actions."
Xu Yifan seldom called Lu Shijin's full name, and suddenly pulled the distance between the two of them very far.
Lu Shijin muffled "Oh".
Xu Yifan's indifferent attitude pierced into Lu Shijin's heart like a thorn, causing a sharp pain in his heart.
He also turned his head angrily, and didn't plan to talk to Ivan any more.
Now that Xu Yifan was having trouble with him and refused to tell him what the birthmark looked like, Lu Shijin could only think of other ways.
When he returned to the dormitory at night, Lu Shijin tossed and turned on the bed unable to sleep, his mind was still thinking about Xu Yifan's tattoo.
Finally, he had an idea, and he sneaked to the bathroom to get a full glass of water.
After returning to the room, he poured the whole glass of water on the bed without hesitation, then pulled on his slippers and knocked on Xu Yifan's door.
Xu Yifan opened the door, saw Lu Shijin again, and asked coldly, "What do you want to do?"
"I didn't think about what to do," Lu Shijin curled his lips aggrievedly, "I just woke up at night and wanted to drink water, but I accidentally poured the water on the bed, and now the bed is wet and I have no place to sleep, so Brother Fan, I am going to sleep today. Can I squeeze with you at night? Don't worry! I sleep well! I promise not to grab the quilt or snore!"
Xu Yifan was indifferent to Lu Shijin's pitiful appearance, "If the bed is wet, you can go to the living room to sleep on the sofa."
Lu Shijin was so angry that he choked, hey, this heartless man!
Lu Shijin secretly told himself that a small indifference would lead to great conspiracy, and raised a pure and harmless smile to Xu Yifan, "The quilt is also wet, I can sleep on the sofa, but I don't have a quilt to cover it. Brother Fan, please take pity on your teammate, Just take me in for one night!"
Xu Yifan stood at the door, Ren Lu Shijin's face froze with laughter and was unmoved, and said coldly, "You can find other people and squeeze with them."
Lu Shijin had a bitter face: "The others are two people in one room, and they are all small beds, how crowded! And there are people snoring in those two rooms, so I won't be able to sleep at night!"
Xu Yifan: "Then don't sleep."
It seemed that Xu Yifan was determined to draw a clear line with him, but Lu Shijin rolled his eyes and thought about it.
He was just about to stretch his feet out and squeeze into the room, but Xu Yifan saw his intention first, and the door closed with a "bang", and Lu Shijin's nose almost hit the door panel!
"Xu Yifan! You are ruthless, unreasonable and unreasonable!" Lu Shijin slapped the door twice angrily, and almost burst into tears to complain, "You have no sympathy for you! Are you just doing this to your teammates? You can't bear to watch your teammates feel helpless!" Homeless and no bed to sleep in?!"
Xu Yifan's voice sounded from far behind the door: "It's up to you to make a fuss, and go back to your own room when you're done making a fuss."
"I still won't leave, I'll sleep outside your door tonight!" Lu Shijin was heartbroken, and simply sat down with his back against the door, "If you have the heart to watch me freeze all night, leave me alone!"
The four teammates in the next room heard Lu Shijin's commotion at the door of Xu Yifan's room, and they all opened the door to ask about the situation.
He Yang: "Xiao Lu, why are you sitting on the ground? Why don't you go back to bed so late?"
Lu Shijin waved his hand, "It's okay, it's okay, you all go back, I have something to do with Brother Fan, wait for him to open the door for me."
Li Xiao: "Is there anything we can't talk about tomorrow? And... I don't think Brother Fan is going to open the door for you."
Lu Shijin smiled casually, and purposely raised his voice to tell Xu Yifan inside, "He will definitely drive, if he doesn't, I'll just sit here and wait until he does!"
After Lu Shijin finished speaking, he listened attentively to the movement in the room. After listening for a while, there was no sound, and his heart began to beat. Did Xu Yifan really throw him outside to sleep by himself
Are you really so cruel? !
Damn it, I will spend it with you, and see who can spend it better than whom!
"Are you two really okay?" He Xin also scratched the back of his head, "Didn't you have a conflict with Brother Fan?"
Lu Shijin: "No, no, you all go back to sleep, really don't worry about me, Brother Fan and I are joking, he will definitely open the door for me soon."
Zhao Yue looked suspiciously at Xu Yifan's tightly closed door, and spread his hands helplessly, "Then be careful yourself, it's so late, you'd better go to bed early, don't sit on the floor and catch a cold."
Lu Shijin casually gestured "OK", and the four teammates retreated to their room.
Lu Shijin sat and waited for a while, and tentatively knocked twice on Xu Yifan's door, but there was no response from inside.
Lu Shijin sneered, okay, ignore people, right? Let's see who can spend more than whom!
But I don't know how long I waited, but there was still movement inside. Lu Shijin sat outside and dozed off boredly, and gradually felt a little cold again.
He could only wrap his arms around himself distressedly, regretting that he should have at least brought a blanket with him.
In the morning, Xu Yifan got up and opened the door to go to the bathroom to wash up.
As soon as the door was opened, Lu Shijin walked along the door and fell to the ground, his eyes were closed and he fell on the ground without any sign of waking up, which shocked Xu Yifan.
Xu Yifan was in a complicated mood. Did this idiot really wait outside his room all night
"Wake up." Xu Yifan squatted down and patted Lu Shijin's face, "It's dawn, go back to your own room."
Lu Shijin sat outside all night and was also frozen all night. He didn't know when he started to have a fever, his head was hot and dizzy, and it was a mess.
"Open the door... let me in," Lu Shijin's face was flushed abnormally, his lips were white and chapped because of the fever, but he was still thinking about asking Xu Yifan to open the door for him, cursing and talking nonsense, "Bastard, you have no conscience." Oh... open the door for me... it's so cold, you don't feel sorry for me at all... hum..."
Xu Yifan rubbed his eyebrows, looked at Lu Shijin who was unconscious on the ground, wanted to wake him up, and then asked him what he wanted to do
You are the one who clearly wants to draw a line with me, and even wants to quit the group.
And I have kept a distance from you as you wished, and I no longer have unrealistic fantasies, but why are you pestering me now
Xu Yifan felt powerless in his heart, and really didn't know what to do with Lu Shijin.
In the end, Xu Yifan carried Lu Shijin back to his bed. He touched Lu Shijin's forehead, it was scorching hot, and the fever was not low.
"What should I do with you?" Xu Yifan withdrew his hand and asked in a low voice, not sure if he was asking Lu Shijin or himself.
Lu Shijin fell into a deep sleep all morning, sweating all over under the quilt, and only woke up at noon.
Feeling that a cold object was placed on his forehead, Lu Shijin slowly opened his eyes. It was Xu Yifan who was changing the ice patch for him.
He just knew that men are duplicity guys, they ignored people coldly last night, and now they hug him to bed.
But the price he paid this time was a bit high, he made himself sick, so Xu Yifan was willing to look him in the eye.
Lu Shijin secretly wrote down this account, wait, wait until I confirm whether you are the person I am looking for, and then settle the account with you!
"Brother Fan..." Lu Shijin's voice was a little hoarse due to the high fever, he blinked aggrievedly, and whispered, "I want to drink water."
Xu Yifan glanced at him silently with lowered eyes, and just when Lu Shijin thought Xu Yifan was going to walk away, Xu Yifan turned around to pour water.
Looking at Xu Yifan's back, Lu Shijin secretly patted his heart and heaved a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he didn't turn his back.
Xu Yifan poured water over, and Lu Shijin didn't expect Xu Yifan to feed him with his own hands after pouring the water, so he sat up by himself, took the cup and drank half of it in small sips, and finally his throat felt better.
"Do I have a fever?" Lu Shijin returned the cup to Xu Yifan, "What time is it?"
"It's twelve noon." Xu Yifan said.
Lu Shijin was startled, "What? It's already twelve o'clock? What about the others?"
Xu Yifan: "I've gone to training, I asked you for leave."
"You didn't go to training..." Lu Shijin looked up at Xu Yifan uncertainly, "Did you stay here to take care of me?"
Xu Yifan didn't speak, and Lu Shijin took him as the acquiescence. The grievances of last night were instantly wiped away, and he felt happy again.
Lu Shijin sat on the bed and put his palms together to express his gratitude to Xu Yifan, "Thank you, Brother Fan, I knew you were the best, Brother Fan."
"Lu Shijin, do you think this is interesting?" It's a pity that Xu Yifan didn't appreciate it, and asked him with a cold face, "You are torturing me so much, what do you want to do?"
"What don't I want to do... No, what do I want to do!" Lu Shijin looked at Xu Yifan's face and asked tentatively, "Can I see your tattoo?"
Xu Yifan's face darkened, and the corners of his mouth were tense, as if he could bear it no longer.
Lu Shijin quickly waved his hands, "You, don't look at me like this, don't get me wrong, I don't want to do something to you, I just want to take a look..." Xu Yifan's face became darker and darker, and Lu Shijin became more and more confident, "I have a fever, can you just treat it as a patient's wish?"
After a while, Xu Yifan's chest heaved violently, and his tone was helpless: "I showed you, can you calm down in the future?"
Lu Shijin looked at him, nodded again and again, with a sincere expression on his face.
"I promise! After reading it, I won't bother again!"
Xu Yifan is a man of action, so he directly lifted the hem of the sweater and pulled it up.
Lu Shijin stared intently at the man's undressing movements, first the mermaid line, then the tight abdominal muscles to the firm chest muscles, and finally the upper body was completely exposed to the air.
A yellow phoenix was tattooed on Xu Yifan's shoulder, soaring with wings as if reborn from ashes, it immediately attracted all of Lu Shijin's attention.
Xu Yifan sat down on the bed with his back turned so that Lu Shijin could see his tattoo clearly.
Lu Shijin was not polite, and knelt directly behind him, stretched out his hand trembling slightly, and stroked the phoenix tattoo.
Although it was covered with paint, Lu Shijin still felt two rows of parallel marks, one up and one down, crescent-shaped, deep on the top and shallow on the bottom, and one place was particularly deep!
In an instant, all kinds of ups and downs flooded my heart.
Lu Shijin was so excited that he wanted to stand up immediately, but because he hadn't eaten for a day and was dizzy due to hypoglycemia, he fell back on the bed weakly.
He stared at Xu Yifan's tattoo, wanting to laugh and cry.
It turned out to be him, my feeling was right, it was really him!
Destiny really loves to play tricks, it's right in front of you, but you almost miss it when you go around!
God, what kind of joke are you playing with me
"What's wrong?" Xu Yifan noticed that Lu Shijin behind him suddenly became silent, and turned around to see what was going on.
Unexpectedly, before he moved, Lu Shijin suddenly hugged him from behind, noticing that Lu Shijin's body seemed to be shaking, Xu Yifan's body froze immediately.
"You? What's the matter?" Xu Yifan tried to remain calm and asked with difficulty.
Lu Shijin didn't speak, just lowered his head, and pressed his hot lips on the mark that made him dream.
Xu Yifan felt the soft touch, his eyes widened suddenly, and he immediately struggled to avoid Lu Shijin's kiss.
"What happened to you?!"
But Lu Shijin just hugged him tightly and didn't let go, the strength of the kiss suddenly became stronger, and changed to biting, as if he was planning to bite another tooth mark on Xu Yifan's shoulder...
"What kind of tattoo are you doing well?" Lu Shijin bit Xu Yifan's shoulder without letting go, and cursed vaguely, "I almost didn't recognize you, do you know?! I almost missed you, do you know? Bastard Egg! How dare you show me a face! I hate you to death!"
"Hiss—" Xu Yifan gasped after being bitten by Lu Shijin, and warned in a deep voice, "What's wrong with you? Let go!"
"Not loose!" Lu Shijin hugged the man's waist tightly, biting one shoulder and then changing the other, and said viciously, "You like tattoos, don't you? I'll bite another one on this side for you to tattoo! Bastard! "
Xu Yifan was baffled by Lu Shijin's sudden violence.
And depending on the situation, Lu Shijin was likely to bite off a piece of flesh from him, Xu Yifan quickly grabbed Lu Shijin's hand around his waist and pulled hard, breaking away from Lu Shijin's control.
Xu Yifan just turned around and wanted to throw Lu Shijin out of his room, but unexpectedly, Lu Shijin hugged his neck again, sealed his lips with a kiss, and took away his breath.
Lu Shijin kissed Xu Yifan's face indiscriminately, from nose to cheek, then from cheek to chin, as if he was describing this face with his lips.
Xu Yifan didn't respond at first, trying to lean back to avoid Lu Shijin's attack.
But Lu Shijin was like a piece of brown sugar, he couldn't get rid of it no matter how hard he tried, kissing Xu Yifan's face was drooling, and he couldn't find the point.
In the end, Xu Yifan couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed Lu Shijin's waist and put him down on the bed, only then did he completely get rid of Lu Shijin.
Xu Yifan knelt on the bed with one foot, looking down at Lu Shijin condescendingly. The two men's breathing was very rapid, and their chests rose and fell at the same frequency at the same time.
"What on earth do you want?" Xu Yifan's eyes were burning, and he almost asked through gritted teeth.
Lu Shijin looked at him and smiled, his eyes curled up, full of provocation, "I want to fuck you, okay?"
"court death."
The man's eyes were dangerous like a tiger seeing its prey.
After a short silence, Xu Yifan leaned over and grabbed Lu Shijin's lips with precision, biting and sucking on it without mercy, opening the floodgates to let out the flood of emotions that had long since been uncontrollable in his heart.
Lu Shijin also hooked Xu Yifan's neck again, and this time, without any scruples, he gave him a warm response...
"Don't, don't, don't... Brother, Brother Fan! Brother! Stop, stop, stop, we can't continue!"
Gradually, Lu Shijin felt that the fire seemed to be unextinguishable, so he quickly shrank back and begged for mercy.
Xu Yifan's eyes were bloodshot, and he seemed to be on the verge of patience.
His eyes became darker, and he sensed Lu Shijin's intention to escape, so he quickly grabbed Lu Shijin's ankle and dragged him back.
Lu Shijin kicked his legs anxiously, grabbed the bed sheet and tried to crawl forward, "Don't be impulsive, you don't have any tools here, if you do it directly for the first time, you will die! You don't want your bed to bleed like a river! Next time, get off the bed!" Can you come again when you are ready?"
Xu Yifan let go of his hands when he heard the words, and Lu Shijin got a chance to breathe, and quickly got into the quilt and rolled himself up tightly.
Although he has been abstinent for a long time and wants to relive his old dreams again, his body is still undeveloped, and Xu Yifan is not experienced. If he is allowed to act recklessly, he will never even think about getting out of bed tomorrow!
"First time?" Xu Yifan calmed down a bit, "You said it was your first time?"
Lu Shijin touched his butt, feeling terrified, and said angrily, "Nonsense."
Xu Yifan bent over and put his arms on the bed, "Didn't you say that you have had two boyfriends and have experienced many battles?"
Lu Shijin looked at him silently for a few seconds, and burst out laughing, "I was bragging to you, can't you hear it? You are too easy to deceive, right?"
Xu Yifan frowned and then relaxed, as if he was considering the truth of Lu Shijin's words.
"Why are you lying to me?"
Lu Shijin blinked, "Just... I was just trying to talk fast, bragging and pretending to be aggressive. I really have nothing to do with two boyfriends at the same time. Don't even think about it. We eat, sleep and train together almost every day. I How can you have time to make love with others?"
The corners of Xu Yifan's mouth became less tense, as if he believed Lu Shijin's words.
"Then what were you doing just now?" Xu Yifan glanced at his shoulder. Although he was not bitten to bleed, the teeth marks have not disappeared yet, "Why did you bite me?"
Lu Shijin stretched out his hand to help him rub his shoulders, and said with a smile, "Of course I like you by biting you."
Because Xu Yifan heard the word "like", his Adam's apple obviously rolled twice.
"What did you say?"
Lu Shijin looked directly into Xu Yifan's black eyes, and said seriously: "I said I like you, biting you means liking you, kissing you means liking you, no matter whether you have that mark on your shoulder, no matter who you are or what your name is, I will love you." I like you, I like you as a person, not some bloody tooth marks!"
Xu Yifan listened to Lu Shijin's endless love confession, and for a moment forgot to blink or breathe.
Although he half understood some words, he understood Lu Shijin's intentions.
"What about you? Do you like me?" Lu Shijin held Xu Yifan's face in both hands, looking at himself in his eyes, "Abandon those bullshit rules that don't allow dating, face up to your heart, and tell me, do you like me?"
Xu Yifan's eyes moved slightly, he pulled Lu Shijin's hand on his face, and leaned over to kiss Lu Shijin again.
The two kissed lingeringly for a long time, and when their lips finally parted, Lu Shijin heard Xu Yifan's deep "hmm" in his ear.
The author has something to say:
Originally I wanted to write about chasing husbands and crematoriums, but when I thought about it, I am a sweet writer, how can I abuse it? !
This world is coming to an end, the next world will probably be a mermaid background, do you like it