I will definitely finish writing it well, that's right.
Please, help me write a masterpiece, so that my life won’t be so tiring, please!
In the closing remarks of my previous book, I wrote: I have encountered a lot of malice from others, and I have also felt a lot of kindness.
I am indeed a bit unlucky. I always meet the wrong people in life, so it can't be said that I have a good life.
But I am also lucky.
I have received help from so many people and have finally gotten to where I am today.
I am fortunate to be born in this country, grow up here, and meet everyone in my life.
There are many people who have helped me in my life.
There was help from the country, society, friends, and family... all the help, big and small, kept me from falling.
When I was a minor, I received the state’s minimum living allowance; when I was admitted to university, I accepted financial aid from caring people in the society; after university, I received financial aid scholarships.
My friends have helped me in the most difficult times. Believe me, I have not let any of them down.
I am especially grateful to my close friends. It is their presence that has kept me spirited at many critical moments.
Love you guys! Thank you~
Looking back now, perhaps, the help was big or small, and the money was more or less, but no matter what, it was all life-saving to me who was helpless at that time.
This favor is very important.
I know very clearly that I have come this far with the help of everyone.
I will not fall down easily until I repay these favors.
When I was younger, I was reluctant to talk about these things because of my so-called self-esteem, but now I will no longer hide them.
All of this has shaped me into the mentally healthy person I am today, and I will return the favor to those in need in the future.
Also, dear readers, you are my bread and butter, but you are more than just my financial backers.
They are friends, but also like dear relatives and brothers whom you have never met.
Although we are separated by the Internet, you know my story, have read my words, and understand my spirit.
We are just friends.
I try my best to take every comment from everyone into account. These are all to maintain my mental stability. If you don’t scold me, well.
Of course, if one day you really can't find me, I will definitely bow my head temporarily under the pressure of life, and work hard to make a living and support my family. Maybe I will go to Africa to live permanently.
Go and fight with life until I feel settled and then come back to pursue my dream.
However, I think that kind of situation is unlikely to happen.
The current status of this book seems to be pretty good, or rather, it far exceeded my expectations.
I never dared to imagine that I could have so many monthly tickets!
I am grateful for everyone's support and reading, every reward from every big shot, and every complaint and correction in the comments.
Finally, I was able to be recommended by Sanjiang. This was entirely due to everyone's preference and the trust of the editor, which gave a rookie like me the opportunity to obtain it. Thank you again and again.
If this book can be successfully completed and become a masterpiece, it will at least solve 80% to 90% of my current problems, and I will be able to create with greater peace of mind.
I have loved reading online literature since I was a child, and online literature has indeed changed many of my ideas. Like many people, I have always wanted to write a book to depict the world in my heart.
Later on, I actually did that. Although things didn’t go well, I still liked writing novels.
I really do like writing novels, otherwise I wouldn't be so bad at it and persisted on it for so long.
In this matter, I will rely on your support and help.
So!
No matter what, let us move forward with big strides!
Even if fate makes us bow down, even if life is always full of sadness.
But so what
As long as we are not completely defeated, we still have hope.
Walk with your heads held high, my friends.
Towards a brilliant victory, or towards a grand ending.
Don't turn, don't bow your head, stride forward!
charge!
charge!!
charge!!!
This time, I don’t want to end with “But I just don’t want to turn!”
I have used it too many times and have proven it too many times. I was a little excited and said a lot. Please bear with me.
Finally, I would like to end with a passage that I like and have been touched by recently.
"No matter your origin, education, or family background."
"As long as you dare to be yourself."
"There will always be someone who loves you!"
Thank you for liking my story.
Thank you for seeing me at this moment and at some point in the future.
I really, really can’t thank you enough for that.
Thank you for being willing to love me.
My dear friend, if no one loves you for a while, please don't worry.
After wading through the long river of malice, you will eventually be embraced by kindness.
As long as you don't give up.
There will always be someone to love you!
To put it another way, you at least still have a grateful love from me.
grateful!!!
Love you!!!
November 14, 2024 Bahren!
Having said so much, I almost forgot about the main thing.
It will be available on the shelves at 12 noon tomorrow, and I will still update it at 6 pm. The first chapter needs to be posted manually, so it will be a little later than 6 pm.
It will be on the shelves tomorrow, please place the first order, please place the follow-up order!!!
Hehehe, listen to me, ah, and by the way, if the first order can be three thousand, how about trying proper women's clothing after I lose weight
Chapter 123 You have her *smell! (Please order first!)
Deep Water Prison.
The charming siren sat on the reef, plucking the strings of the harp in her hands and singing softly, and the melodious song echoed throughout the space.
The white-haired boy leaned his back against the reef and rested his head on the soft fish tail. Most of his body was immersed in the water. He swayed gently with the music and the waves, humming a ballad and slapping the water to make rhythm with his palms.
Accompanied by the sound of waves hitting the rocks, the songs of the sirens, and the beats of mortals, the three blend together.
It all came together to form a wonderful song.
This long song lasted for several hours, and finally faded away after reaching its climax, and finally came to an end.
After Freme stopped singing, Herbert slowly opened his eyes and spoke softly: "Freme,
I'm going to be away for a while."
"Uh-huh."
The Siren opened her eyes, was stunned for a moment, and then nodded gently:
"After you sang with me for such a long time today, I already guessed that you were going to say goodbye to me."
After spending some time together, Freme had some understanding of Herbert's character and knew that this man would not do anything without a purpose.
I took the initiative to sing with her today, which means we won’t be able to sing together again for some time.
"It's not really a farewell, is it? I'm just letting you know that I'll be back sooner or later."
Herbert shook his head, stretched himself, then adjusted his posture and continued to rest his head comfortably on the fish's tail.
So comfortable!
He said this, but the mermaid did not believe it easily.
Freyme shook her head, leaned over and reached out to touch Herbert's hair, and said softly:
"Herbert, I have been saying goodbye to people all my life, and I have long regarded every separation as the final farewell. As a special body, Freme is relatively lucky.
As a member of the mermaid royal family, she was not persecuted by other members of the clan and grew up safely to adulthood.
But she is also lonely.
She was unable to communicate normally with other sirens. Although she was among the tribe, she seemed to be forever in a silent prison, and she was aware of her abnormality all the time.
Never fit in.
You can never really be one of them.
So she left.
Late in the calm night, he left quietly without leaving any message.
Freme began her journey, swimming in various seas and secretly learning other languages.
Use the current to send the crew members who fall into the water back to the shore, and give the treasures of the sunken ship to the adventurers who come to explore for treasure.
Guiding lost ships in the fog, separating warring beasts in the sea—"
During that long journey, she met many people and gave them a lot of help, but in the end they all left.
Because of the years, they passed away; because of greed, they fell into the sea; because of recklessness, they hit the reef; because of anger, they died together.
No matter who it was, in the end, they did not keep their promise to her.
So, Freme doesn't believe in goodbye.
Every separation is a farewell to her.
"Then you don't have to think like that anymore."
Herbert shook his head without opening his eyes. He just closed his eyes and whispered, "I don't know about others, but I won't break my promise to you."
"Don't worry, I will come back to see you - and it won't be long."
Although I'm going to go out for some fun, it won't take too long and I'll have to come back here eventually.
After all, this little box is his permanent home.
Unfortunately, Herbert did not open his eyes at this time and missed the look that Freme gave him.
That gaze is as gentle as lake water and as calm and deep as the sea.
She gently played with Herbert's hair with her fingertips and said slowly: "Then - can I really try to believe you?"
"You can always trust me. Come on, just like before, I'll make a promise with you."
He raised his right hand above his head and waved his little finger in front of Freme's eyes.
The Siren blinked hesitantly, then reluctantly stretched out her little finger, gently hooked it and shook it, "Okay, I believe you."
Although she had no idea where this unique ritual came from and had felt it was a bit childish, she ultimately chose to cooperate.
"Will it be dangerous if you leave this time?"
"There may be a little bit. Some people don't want to see me go back, and they will definitely attack me secretly. I'm sure it will cause quite a storm then, right?"
Herbert opened his eyes, raised his head and smiled: "But someone will be responsible for protecting my safety, so it's okay, you don't have to worry about me."