When Yu Qingluo thought of this, her eyes couldn't help but heat up.
There was a deep sense of guilt buried in her heart. The guilt that had been there since she saw Ion Fan finally came out when she saw this jade pendant today.
She couldn't let him continue to help them in the court. He hoped that she would have a good ending and live her life well.
Instead, he should still focus on himself, who has nothing to do with him. Put it on her son, put it on her husband, and try her best to use up the last bit of her own value.
"Mother, what's wrong with you?" Nan Nan felt that something was wrong with her mother's face, so she immediately stepped forward nervously, "Mother, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"It's okay, mother, it's okay." Yu Qingluo quickly raised her head and smiled at Nannan.
She just felt that the situation should not be allowed to develop like this.
"Nan Nan." Yu Qingluo was silent for a moment, and finally raised her head, looking at Nan Nan with worried eyes, and said in a gentle voice, "This jade pendant is a very important thing for you to leave uncle. Let's go and return it to him."
Nan Nan nodded immediately. He also felt that Uncle Li's expression when he looked at the jade pendant was clearly very attached.
"Then mother, I'll just go and you can stay at home."
"Mom, let's go too. I'll feel his pulse. I don't know if he's finished taking the medicine I gave him last time. Uncle Li was in poor health some time ago, and he's been so busy these days. I'll go give him a follow-up checkup." I remember the last time they met, it was before going to the Mongols. At that time, Ion Fan was in really bad shape.
Although she gave him good medicine, he still needed to cultivate himself well.
"Okay, but I just saw Ion Sail and I think his face looks pretty good."
Yu Qingluo nodded and stood up while holding Nannan's hand.
The two went to the flower hall, had lunch first, and then asked someone to hitch up the carriage. Yu Qingluo and Nannan took Hongye to the Right Prime Minister's Mansion.
The Right Prime Minister's Mansion is clean and quiet, just like the feeling of Ion Sail, gentle and restrained.
When the servants saw them, they immediately went into the house to report to Li Fang.
Not long after Yu Qingluo and the others, they saw Ion Fan coming over in a hurry.
When he saw Yu Qingluo, Ion Fan's eyes suddenly lit up and a smile hung on his eyes.
"You, why are you here?"
Yu Qingluo smiled and said, "I heard from Nannan that your complexion was not very good, so I came here to give you a follow-up examination. You are also very busy these days. You are our prince's right-hand man now, so you can't just collapse like this. "
Nan Nan on the side has a bulging face. He is obviously Uncle Li with a good face and a bad mother.
Li Lifan was stunned for a moment, but calmly led the two of them into the study.
When there were only a few of them left in the study, Yu Qingluo said to Hongye, "Take Nannan out to play."
Nan Nan looked at his mother suspiciously, and seeing her serious expression, she obediently was led out by Hong Ye.
As soon as the door of the study room was closed, Yu Qingluo took out the jade pendant and placed it on the table in front of Li Lifan.
Ion Fan's face suddenly turned pale, and the smile at the corner of his mouth was a little far-fetched, "This is just for children to play with. Although it is not a valuable thing, it is still my heart. You, princess, don't need to think too much."
Yu Qingluo pursed her lips, but did not answer. She just asked Li Lifan to stretch out her hand and feel his pulse.
Fortunately, it seems that he listened to himself and took medicine properly.
But she just heard his voice, and her heart felt even more sour.
If Ion Fan never lets go, he will still be depressed sooner or later, and his health will still get worse and worse.
"Don't worry, I'm fine. I've taken the medicine you gave me on time. I have to be in good health to be able to do my job. The government is not yet stable, so I won't let myself collapse."
Yu Qingluo's heart ached. After all, it was still for her.
But even if he takes the medicine on time now, if he still works so hard, no matter how much good medicine he has, he will still collapse.
"Ion Fan... You, have you ever thought about not being the Right Chancellor? In fact, didn't you like things in the court before? You can actually let it go now. You don't have to work so hard and have a good rest. That’s good for your health.”
Ion Fan's pupils shrank suddenly, and his heart felt cold, "Yes, actually by now... I can retire with success, and I don't need it anymore."
Yu Qingluo hurriedly explained, "That's not what I meant. I didn't say I don't need you anymore. I just don't want you..." Don't let him spend all his energy for her.
"I know." Ion Fan interrupted her and laughed again, "Don't worry, I didn't want to be an official before because I didn't like the intrigue and intrigue in the court. Although, although I did become an official in the beginning for... But now I slowly realize that being an official also has its benefits. Now I can do a lot of practical things for the people. If they have grievances, I will try my best to help them. In fact, this is not a bad thing. I also like it. This is the atmosphere, so there is nothing else, so don’t have any psychological burden.”
This statement is mostly true. Although becoming the Right Prime Minister can indeed help Yu Qingluo, it can also solve the problems among the people.
He really doesn't want what happened to Yu Qingluo six years ago to happen again. He can save many persecuted women like Qingluo, right
Yu Qingluo was worried, how could she not have any psychological burden
Maybe what he said was true, but if that was the case, the best he could do was do what he had to do. There is no need to go to great lengths to plan and live for her.
Yu Qingluo's head was so big that Li Lifan looked gentle, but he was actually a very stubborn person.
"... Qingluo." Ion Fan sighed lowly, his voice getting lower and lower, "I'm fine. I feel that I am very fulfilled now and have something to do every day. You are also very happy now, so I feel relieved. Well, I also know what Prince Xiu is like, and he will not let you down."
Yu Qingluo suddenly stood up and stared at him fiercely, "Are you very fulfilled every day? What are you fulfilled for? You do so many things every day. Do you have so many things to do, or do you just find something to do? Do?"
How could Yu Qingluo not understand? This is obviously using work to numb yourself.
Emotions are frustrated. This is the only way to forget, right? He would face Ye Xiudu every day. As long as he saw him, he would think of her and everything in the past, right
This kind of emotion, as long as he is in the position of right prime minister, as long as he sees Ye Xiudu, he will be repeatedly brought out to torture him, even if he can't see him.
Yu Qingluo gritted her teeth, maybe it was right to prefer long-term pain to short-term pain.
"Lion Fan, have you ever thought that the person standing in front of you now is not Yu Qingluo from back then?"