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In September, Shi Changan dragged his luggage and an admission letter to a key university in the city. Lu Shenxing turned down his official duties and drove him to the school.
The dormitory is for four people. Two bunk beds are placed on the left side of the entrance. Opposite are four rows of desks and cabinets. There is a water dispenser on the balcony and the toilet takes up part of the space. Overall, it is very good.
Shi Changan did not choose the Conservatory of Music in the end, and Lu Shenxing admitted that his method was a bit despicable.
He was used to looking at the results. As for the process, he could only put it behind him for the time being.
The pimple-faced boy who was specially cared for by youth stared at Lu Shenxing who rolled up his shirt sleeves to make the bed. He approached Shi Changan who was sorting out the wardrobe and said, "Hey, is that your brother? He's so stylish."
Shi Changan turned to look at his roommate, and saw a look of pure curiosity on his face, nothing else. The corners of his lips curved slightly, revealing a shallow smile, and he spoke directly to Lu Shenxing, "Daddy. "
The boy widened his eyes and said, "Is he your dad?"
Shi Changan raised his chin, "Yeah."
"Your dad is so young." After a few silent glances at his father, who looked like a man of trouble, the boy held back this sentence for a long time.
When the middle-aged man heard the envious voice behind him, he turned around and slapped him, "Wang Shinan, you brat, you dare to despise your father. Even dogs don't think the family is poor. You are not as good as our Dahei."
Wang Shinan rubbed his head and rolled his eyes, "I told you not to hit me on the head. Don't hit me on the head. If you still hit me, can my dream of reaching 170 come true?"
Everyone laughed when they saw it. Several people from all over the world gathered together. The awkward atmosphere changed with the father and son.
Shi Changan sent Lu Shenxing back. When he was closing the car door, he suddenly paused, bent down and got in.
After getting out of the car, Shi Changan's lips were red and swollen, and he was breathing lightly. He straightened his messy collar, suppressed the aroused desire, and turned to leave.
He basically lived at home, and his dormitory was just a formality. One night during self-study, Shi Changan received a call from Huang Kuo, "Chang'an, I have no mother."
The suppressed sobs on the other end made Shi Changan stunned. He stood up and left his seat with a worried look. A voice came from behind. It was the boy sleeping opposite him, "Chang'an, if the counselor calls your name after class, I will help you."
Shi Changan kept walking and quickly disappeared from the door of the classroom.
Wang Shinan poked at the table with a pen, "Qiao Han, I just don't understand. Aren't you ashamed of you for sticking it to Chang An so shamelessly?"
Qiao Han held his head and twisted his head, lazily responding.
Wang Shinan, who was ignored, twitched the corner of his mouth, "Don't think that I don't know what you have in mind!"
"Really?" Qiao Han turned his head back, "Then tell me?"
"You've taken a liking to the set of comic books that Shi Changan put on his desk, haven't you?" Wang Shinan gritted his teeth. He also took a liking to it. He wanted to borrow it but felt bad about it. They weren't very familiar with it yet.
"..." Qiao Han patted Wang Shinan on the shoulder, "You are so smart."
Shi Changan found Huang Kuo at the playground where they often went. On summer nights, the sounds of grasshoppers came from all directions, destroying the tranquility.
"Chang'an, it's you, I thought you were the garbage collector." Huang Kuo was lying on the ground, smelling of alcohol, with a dozen wine bottles lying around.
Shi Changan walked over, kicked away a wine bottle and sat down. He had never had a mother since he could remember, and he didn't know how to comfort her.
"When did this happen?"
"I wasn't around when she left. I only found out after receiving a notice from the Public Security Bureau that she was gone." Huang Kuo's eyes were red and he sniffed, "It was gas poisoning. , she didn’t want to drag me down.”
Shi Changan pursed his lips, "Is your father back?"
"He said he didn't have time." Huang Kuo's eyes showed hatred that was not for his age.
Shi Changan put his hand into his pants pocket, took out a tissue and handed it to him, "Forget it, you can discuss anything with me in the future."
Huang Kuo put the tissue on his nose and twisted it, looking embarrassed and pitiful, "Do you want to drink?"
"Don't drink." Shi Changan shook his head.
"Chang'an, do you want to drink?" Huang Kuo opened a bottle of beer and put it in front of him.
Shi Changan twitched his forehead and drank. He crushed the can in his hand and his breath was full of the smell of alcohol.
There was a moment of silence. The two young men who had known each other since childhood were silent. They drank the fragrant beer one mouthful at a time. The crisp sound of the cans being opened and thrown to the ground continued for a long time.
Huang Kuo looked at the stars in the sky, his tongue tied, "Chang'an, I heard that when people die, they turn into stars in the sky. Please help me find out which one is my mother."
Shi Changan took off his glasses to clean them and put them on again. His mind was groggy and he stared at them for a while, "That one."
"Huh? Where?" Huang Kuo kept his head raised. After an unknown amount of time, he raised his arms, buried his face in them, and let out a choked cry, and then cried loudly in sadness.
Shi Changan sighed and hugged him sideways, "Teacher taught us that life, old age, illness and death are inevitable for no one. Huang Kuo, everyone around us will leave one by one, including you and me."
Shi Changan suddenly stopped talking. He lowered his eyes. One day, his father would leave him and go to a place where he could not find him. What would he do then...
On the other side, Shi Changle stood under the tree with his bag on his back, his eyes looking straight at the lights not far away, his steps hesitant.
At that time, he refused to bow his head, thinking that if he lost the bet, he would not be able to come back, otherwise he would be laughed at. Now that he thinks about it, it feels ridiculous.
Shi Changle, on his eighteenth birthday, his father's assistant came to him and gave him a card and the words "You will make your own decisions in your life from now on."
That means giving up on him completely.
Shi Changle gave up on himself for a while, and accidentally learned that his father had already planned to make him and his brother independent when they grew up.
It's just that he doesn't understand, why can he still stay with his father
He started school today. Seeing that others were accompanied by their families, he was alone. Shi Changle tightened his grip on his bag.
As a beam of light and the sound of an engine approached, Shi Changle took a few steps back, hiding in the darkness and watching the man coming out of the car.
The man suddenly changed direction. Shi Changle wanted to escape, but there was still a glimmer of hope.
A pair of strong arms hugged him, and there was a wet and hot touch on the back of his neck. Shi Changle was so intimate that he didn't dare to breathe and was completely confused.
"Didn't you text me that you would be late?"
Shi Changle paused and thought in disappointment, it turns out that daddy recognized the wrong person. Who did daddy take him for
The next moment, Shi Changle heard a name so familiar that he wanted to tear it out of his life, "Chang'an."
His expression kept changing, he struggled to break free and staggered away.
Lu Shenxing, who already knew that he had made a mistake, pulled his hair hard and cursed, "Fuck!"
When Shi Changan came back in the evening, Lu Shenxing, who had the most trouble dealing with those silly misunderstandings, took the initiative to confess that it was dark.
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Shi Changan turned off the shower head switch, took a towel to wipe the water, and said calmly, "Daddy, please don't admit your mistake again, okay?"
He didn't mind, and couldn't help but think about the situation at that time.
Lu Shenxing uttered a syllable from his nose, carried Shi Changan to the sink, and used his mouth instead of a towel to get rid of the water droplets on his body.
After staying in the bathroom for more than two hours, Shi Changan and Lu Shenxing took a shower again before going to bed.
Shi Changan held the hand on his waist, "Daddy, if you want to leave me one day, can you take me with you?"
The atmosphere in the room became depressing. After a long time, Lu Shenxing put his lips to Shi Changan's forehead and said, "Okay."
A few days later, Shi Changan met Shi Changle at school. The first thing he said was, "I know everything!"
Shi Changan put his hands in his pockets, and the wind blew the collar of his clothes and the ends of his hair, and the exposed neck was covered with large and small kiss marks.
Shi Changle took a deep breath, his face looked ugly, "You and Daddy, you... have some kind of relationship?"
Shi Changan raised his eyebrows, "You came to me just to ask this?"
The non-serious tone angered Shi Changle, and he looked at his brother as if he were seeing something dirty, "You are so disgusting."
"Are you done?" Shi Changan said with a cold face, "I'm still waiting to eat, please give me some permission."
Shi Changle stood there, trembling with anger, "You actually got together with your biological father!"
Shi Changan reached out and pushed Shi Changle aside and walked away. From the moment he decided to admit his twisted feelings, he no longer cared about other people's eyes and attitudes.
Shi Changle squatted down slowly. He felt very sad. The two people he was closest to had a relationship that he couldn't get involved in, and he was abandoned.
After that time, the two brothers met occasionally in the university town, which resulted in nothing but good-natured jokes from the people around them, and those jokes ended with the indifference and alienation of the two parties involved.
Shi Changan met Huang Kuo at the Public Security Bureau. He was sitting among a group of people, with a bruised nose and swollen face, and blood stains on his tattered clothes.
After completing the procedures, Shi Changan took Huang Kuo to the hospital without asking any questions.
"Chang'an, please go back quickly." Huang Kuo grinned. Blood oozed from the broken skin. He seemed to feel no pain. "Thank you this time."
Shi Changan frowned, "Can't you find another job?"
"Hey, I don't want to leave there." Huang Kuo smoked a cigarette. In order to stay in the casino, he had used the fastest speed to adapt to the rapid heartbeat, heaven and hell. The atmosphere for a moment, and even the extreme desire to sit down at the gambling table and play, I really can't live without it now.
Shi Changan's eyebrows knitted even tighter. He saw a strong color in the eyes of the young man in front of him, which was the pursuit of fame and fortune.
"Chang'an, you don't understand." Huang Kuo took a few puffs, his movements were skillful, and he said with a smile, "It's easy to eat for a living, but it also depends on what you want to eat."
Shi Changan did not want to continue Huang Kuo's topic of "we are not the same world", "How much compensation will be required this time?"
"Not much, I have a way." Huang Kuo squinted his eyes, there was a bet ||The guest at the table lost a large amount of cash, he said ||It must have been stolen by him, and he teamed up with several people to punch and kick him Kick, monitor||control||record||taken out the video, but those people didn't even apologize. Just because he fought back at that time, they found someone to put him in trouble the next day.
A dog looks down on people, so Huang Kuo pinches off his cigarette butts, then he climbs up and tramples those people under his feet.