The miscarriage was already a few days ago, and he just arrived now, and Pengyue was already sitting on the bed with a pale face, and began to read the heart sutra to pray for the deceased child.
Why didn't anyone around tell him about it? Zhao Li was very angry, and asked the servants and eunuchs, but all of them were silent.
The maid beside Pengyue cried and knelt on the ground and said: "I have been going to Zichen Palace every day for half a month, but I have been stopped outside, saying that the emperor does not want to see people in the queen's palace."
How could he refuse to meet the people in her palace? Haven't I been waiting and looking forward to it for so many days, and I haven't seen anyone come. Who is lying
"It's all over." Pengyue smiled sadly: "Anyway, no one cares about this child. If it's gone, it's gone."
Zhao Linu: "No one cares about it? I care about it! Aren't you very powerful? Don't you have your long whip? Why didn't you keep the child?"
Pengyue raised her head and looked at him with a sneer: "Your Majesty is a majestic king, didn't you also fail to keep your own child?"
She is the only one in the palace who dares to contradict him like this. In front of so many palace people, Zhao Li couldn't get off the stage, and couldn't say a word to care about her, so he could only tell the palace people to take care of her with a cold face, and then left with the dignity of an emperor.
Kang Yuan brought over a painting by Mo Yuhou, which depicted the happiness of a family. That woman is clearly Nie Sangyu, but the child is the eldest son of Moyuhou Mansion.
Ning Yuxuan lived happier than him. Zhao Li looked at it with envy. However, in order to stabilize Mo Yuhou's big chess game, he took the prince into the palace.
That child is really smart. Seeing that he is not noisy or making trouble, his eyes are full of blankness.
"I want to see Daddy," he said.
Zhao Li watched him for a long time, and asked someone to take him to Pengyue.
"In the future, you will follow the queen and spend more time with her."
The child's eyes were full of reluctance, and he couldn't help crying even as soon as he left the hall. Zhao Li felt that his mind was a little distorted. Hearing the cry of the child, he felt relieved.
When Zhao Zhe entered Beijing, he was still eyeing the throne. Kang Yuan was by his side helping him, but he couldn't help but look back.
After the Wangyue Tower was repaired, Pengyue never came out again. She no longer pushed his wheelchair, no longer stood behind him to protect him. Now he doesn't need anyone to protect him, he is the biggest emperor in the world, but he feels that loneliness seems to come from all directions, making him even more lonely than when he was a child.
It was raining heavily, he drank the palace people away, and pushed the wheelchair to Moon Tower with difficulty alone.
Kang Yuan followed not far behind him, and he pushed the wheel forward with great effort. I don't know why, but I really want to see her today. The emperor wanted to put everything aside. If he was isolated and helpless again, would she still protect him with a whip
"It's raining so heavily, what are you doing here?" She came out to pick him up, her brows were full of anxiety, she used her sleeves to protect him from the rain, and pushed his wheelchair to Moon Moon Building.
Zhao Li smiled childishly, looking at this man, he always doesn't come to see him, but he still cares about him so much
He enjoyed her warm embrace, so he sat and let her brush his hair and change his clothes. Seeing her frowning and rushing in and out, the empty place in her heart seemed to be slowly being filled.
"Pengyue, do you still blame me?" He asked.
She paused, straightened up and snorted lightly: "I don't blame you, I was not careful."
He took the initiative to take a step forward, and the two of them settled their suspicions just like that. Zhao Li felt that he really liked her who was so gentle.
As a result, Kang Yuan was lingering with him in Zichen Palace and was bumped into by her.
Pengyue has been with him for so long, and she has become docile long ago. She never thought that she would be able to play with a whip and directly beat Kang Yuan out of the palace.
Zhao Li was surprised, but couldn't help laughing. Looking at Pengyue's akimbo and glaring look, he couldn't straighten up from laughing.
"Is it funny?" She didn't smile, standing in front of him, her body trembling slightly: "Look at me like this, I'm so embarrassed to snatch a man from others, is it funny?"
Zhao Li was taken aback for a moment, then frowned: "Pengyue, you are the queen."
No one can beat her.
"Yes, empress." Pengyue threw away the whip, and said with a sneer, "Under the empress, there are noble concubines, right?"
He was stunned, he had such a thought in his heart, but somehow she saw through it.
Pengyue turned around and left, the attendant beside said: "The empress is too arrogant, the emperor should not be too used to it."
You're right, he was really too used to her. Zhao Li sighed. It is just a legend that there are no concubines in the six palaces. How could it be possible for a real emperor to have no other concubines in his harem. Not to adjust life, but also to stabilize Chao Gang.
He is thinking of the kindness of holding the moon, so he still often visits her and stays with her. It's just that Marquis Yong'an wanted to let Kang Yuan enter the palace, so he acquiesced. When the emperor establishes a concubine, the empress should understand.
Later he realized that he was wrong, but this time, no one forgave him, and no one gave him another chance.
Kang Yuan also helped him and would do things for him, but Zhao Li would always think of how the former Pengyue, the flamboyant princess, protected him behind her back.
After all, it is a common adversity, how can the rich and the honor forget each other
But the king of Changjun wanted to rebel, why didn't she want to borrow troops for him? Ben heard that she was sick and wanted to visit her. Speaking of this matter, he was angry again.
"I won't borrow troops from Yuzhen," she said.
Peng Yue, who used to protect him all the time, doesn't help him now? Why? Just accept Kang Yuan for him? She also knows his difficulties, why can't she understand
"The emperor loves you the most." Pengyue smiled sadly, looked at him and said, "I tried my best to get love from you, but in the end I found that I was wrong. You only love yourself."
Zhao Li was furious, he loves her! Doesn't she know? How can you say that he only loves himself? After being with him for so long, can't she still understand him
"It's ridiculous!" He left Pingyue Tower for the last time, and vowed never to take the initiative to see her again.
How could he...not love her
Her words were like a spell, binding him in one place and not being able to move. The rebels had already broken into the city, and he was reluctant to leave.
"I'm going to Moon Tower," he said.
Pengyue was dying, and there was only one maid beside her bed who was always with her. There was chaos outside, palace people were running to and fro, but she was very calm.
Because she knew she was dying.
"I made one mistake in my life, and it ruined my whole life." Pengyue looked at the weeping maid, and seemed to look elsewhere: "I chose the wrong person to love. If I had known it earlier, I would have married someone who had a wife. Alright, I don't need to protect him, let him protect me. He needs to be strong enough to beat me..."
The red whip hung quietly not far away, and the color seemed to have dimmed a lot.
"I regret."
Pengyue smiled: "I regret it."
What do you want without a concubine in the six palaces, what do you want to protect him for the rest of his life. She is just a woman who wants to get love, and it would be nice to get an ordinary love, it is better than waiting for half a lifetime, better than this boundless loneliness.
She was too greedy, so she got nothing.
All the bones in my body ached, excruciating pain. Pengyue gritted her teeth, and finally uttered a sentence: "In the next life, I don't want to see him again."
I hope that we will never see each other again from generation to generation. Less torture, less time wasted.
She didn't know what love was, but she learned it when she met him. However, he never kept his promise.
The maid was sobbing, and watched her go, before the voice from downstairs sounded.
"Come on! Come and help me up!"
The little servant girl packed her bags, bowed to the bed, and went downstairs slowly.
The palace people scattered, so naturally no one came to help him. Zhao Lihong stared, it was the first time that she hated herself for being a cripple so much that she couldn't even go up and bring Pengyue down.
A court lady came down from upstairs, his eyes lit up: "Help me up to see the queen!"
The maid gave him a sympathetic look: "The empress do not want to see the king, if the emperor wants to go up, then he can climb up by himself."
Will
Zhao Li smiled, this court lady is also stupid, she is still alive, what is the will called: "Don't talk nonsense..."
The maid had already turned around and ran away, Zhao Li called out a few times, but she didn't look back.
The upstairs was quiet, Zhao Li groped to get out of the wheelchair, dragged his heavy legs and climbed up, cursing as he climbed: "The maids in the palace will talk nonsense if they don't understand anything. Yizhi is about the same. You are so stupid."
His unconscious legs were scratched by the stairs, and he felt very strenuous, step by step, step by step with his hands.
"Watching the Moon Tower is really high enough. I don't know if you can really see the Yuzhen Kingdom if you are on the roof."
When he couldn't climb anymore, he leaned against the handrail to rest for a while, Zhao Li looked at the top, and shouted in a muffled voice: "Yue'er—"
That person has always loved him dearly, so why is he willing to make him so tired
Well, go ahead, she's probably angry, she insists on watching him climb up in person. Zhao Li couldn't help but laugh, it's really scary for a woman to get angry.
The pavilion was quiet, and when she finally climbed to the door of her room, Zhao Li smiled heartily, but then said with a straight face: "Aren't you coming to help me? My leg is already broken, and I don't want to break my hand again! "
No one in the room answered him, so Zhao Li leaned against the door and smiled: "Brother Dahuang's people are about to enter the palace, if you don't come with me, it will be too late."
There was someone on the bed, but she didn't answer him. Zhao Li sighed, continued to crawl inside with a straight face, scolding her angrily as he crawled. Peng Yue's temper is very impatient, if he scolds him like this, he will jump out to refute him later!
But this time he waited for so long, why, she refused to refute him again
Zhao Li smiled with his eyes open: "It's really awkward for a woman to lose her temper."
He is willing to coax her this time, really, he can give her whatever she wants, as long as, as long as she wakes up to see him again, as long as she...wipes the blood off his face.
I haven't come yet, why did you leave first