Lin Yan just finished talking on the phone, and seemed to notice his sight, and looked up.
Jing Yuanzhou vaguely guessed something from the unhappy expression on his face: "Rejected?"
Lin Yan glanced at Jing Yuanzhou a little strangely, and quickly understood: "You also know the origin of this kid?"
Jing Yuanzhou didn't hide it: "We met the anchor when we were in the fifth row just now. After seeing it, Ku Tianlu called me and learned a little bit."
Lin Yan sighed helplessly, and pinched his brows with a rare headache: "After all, that incident was quite a big deal back then, although the league finally just removed Abyss from the youth training camp in order to settle things down, but it also cut off other professions. The club's intention to recruit. In recent years, even the platform has been unable to do live broadcasts, and can only play with this kind of unpopular APP, and even a little bit of anger will indeed be unbearable. "
Jing Yuanzhou smiled: "I think he can stand it. It's been two years since Ku Tianlu said that he hasn't even changed his ID?"
"It hasn't changed! All of his companion accounts are called this name, except for the changes in some symbols, they are exactly the same!" Lin Yan also sincerely admired this, "Young people, probably from the heart. I feel that I did nothing wrong in the past, and I insisted on protesting against the world in this way. This style looks cool, but it is really stubborn. If you change the name of the game and then block your face , who knows who he is across the Internet? After all, he was recognized as a talented rookie at the beginning. With his strength, it is better to find a platform to be an anchor than to play with him now."
Jing Yuanzhou glanced at Lin Yan: "You really feel sorry for him."
"It hurts, but it's not that I'm dying." Lin Yan calmly said, "Is there any way? I'm just a shameless person to be spoiled."
Jing Yuanzhou had just listened to Ku Tianlu's "warning". He was a little skeptical about this talented jungler, but looking at Lin Yan's attitude at this time, he thought there was something hidden, and he immediately put all his considerations aside. down.
He asked with great interest: "But haven't they rejected you? So what are you going to do next?"
Lin Yan's own cognition has always been in place: "What else can I do? Of course, I'm taking advantage of my stalker."
Jing Yuanzhou gave a low laugh: "It's true, stalking you is the best."
After speaking, he took another deep look at Lin Yan: "It's just a pity."
Lin Yan: "What a pity?"
Jing Yuanzhou: "Unfortunately, I'm not the only man you're stalking."
Lin Yan couldn't help but coughed twice: "It doesn't need to be said as if I was abandoned by me. I am indeed a bit 'flowery', but I am definitely not 'scumbag'."
"It will take time to prove this." Jing Yuanzhou gave him a meaningful look, and turned the subject back lightly, "Then how do you plan to use this advantage?"
Referring to this, Lin Yan's eyes stayed on Jing Yuanzhou for a moment, and suddenly he showed an extremely pure smile: "Home visit, are you interested?"
Jing Yuanzhou knew when he saw his expression: "Is this ready to let me make the most of it?"
Lin Yan was noncommittal, looked at him like this, and asked again: "So... Are you interested?"
Jing Yuanzhou was silent for a moment, then replied, "Yes."
The original name of Accompanying Play was Chen Yushen. When he was in the youth training camp, his ID was Abyss. Because of his super strong jungler strength, he attracted much attention and was praised as a rare talent newcomer in the past few years.
But obviously, the previous experience did have a great impact on him, so that when Lin Yan saw the decadent young man at the door, it was difficult for Lin Yan to connect him with the high-spirited rookie jungler in the video data. Together.
As for Chen Yushen, he didn't expect that after he had already expressed a clear rejection, the other party actually came all the way to find him because of his perfunctory words.
When he saw Jing Yuanzhou next to him clearly, something faintly flickered at the bottom of his numb eyes.
With a little attention to the Hot Pro League, no one doesn't know the Titans.
What's more, there has been a lot of buzz on the Internet recently about the Titans' transfer to the GH club, and it's really difficult to ignore this unforgettable face.
But even if it was transferred from a tyrannical club to such a third-rate team, the name Titans is still full of glory.
Unlike him, he has been low and dusty since two years ago.
The depths of the dilapidated warehouse were filled with all kinds of sundries, and the rest of the space was very narrow. Just a bed and a desk for placing a computer took up most of it.
Chen Yushen stood at the door without moving, hesitating whether to invite the two in.
Lin Yan noticed the boy's crampedness, smiled indifferently, and probed inside very naturally: "Ah, do you live here? It's really an unexpected e-sports atmosphere!"
Chen Yu raised his eyes and glanced at him, then stepped aside and said, "Go in and talk."
The warehouse that carried the three people was extremely crowded.
Chen Yushen usually lived alone, so naturally he didn't prepare anything to entertain guests.
At this time, let Lin Yan and Jing Yuanzhou sit on the edge of the bed, and he was sitting on the gaming chair, and fell into a strange silence with big eyes and small eyes.
He obviously didn't like the feeling of being spied on in his private space, so he frowned slightly, and finally opened his mouth: "I already said it on the phone, I have no interest in playing a career now, so if there is no other If we do, we don't have to waste each other's time."
"I said it on the phone, no, haven't we talked face-to-face alone?" Lin Yan looked at Chen Yushen's demeanor while talking. Seeing that it was not as repulsive as he imagined, he lowered his head slightly. Eyelashes, a smile appeared, "After all, there are so many duplicitous people in this world, just talking on the phone, who knows if they really don't want to be a professional?"
Chen Yu took a deep look at him, his eyes drooping slightly: "There's nothing real or fake, I'm just..."
The words paused for a moment, then took a breath before continuing: "I'm not going to play professional anymore."
Logically speaking, the attitude here is very clear, and normal people should leave wisely, but Lin Yan is more wear-resistant than anyone else.
At this time, instead of being unhappy, he cast his gaze with interest: "Aren't you going to fight again? That is to say, you were going to fight before? So, why did you have a passion in the past, but now you suddenly give up? ?"
Chen Yushen frowned under such questioning.
I don't know what to think of, but the sullenness in the bottom of my eyes flashed, and I said in a low voice: "I feel disgusting."
Jing Yuanzhou has been beside him without speaking. Hearing this, he raised his head and glanced thoughtfully.
Lin Yan didn't seem to be surprised by such an answer, and said "Oh" clearly, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly without emotion: "So, are people disgusting, or... the dream of becoming a professional player?"
The expression on Chen Yushen's face froze slightly.
Lin Yan leaned down slowly and pressed his fingers against his chin, making the distance between the two of them a little bit closer.
He looked at Chen Yushen in such a fixed way: "If you really say let go, let it go, then why did you still stay in this dilapidated place in the two years after leaving the youth training camp, when there were so many paths to choose from? Where to play with the goddamn?"
After what happened that year, all the professional clubs avoided him, and Chen Yushen was used to this situation long ago.
Therefore, when Lin Yan invited him, he instinctively thought that the young owner of this club had no knowledge of his past to make such a ridiculous move.
When I heard this now, I couldn't help but be stunned: "You... Since you know about the youth training camp, why did you come to me?"
Lin Yan's tone was slow and calm: "Because those people are not worthy of ruining your future."
Such words fell into his ears, and Chen Yushen's body trembled uncontrollably, not knowing what to think of and feeling a little lost for a while.
Lin Yan looked at the drooping hair of the young man, his tone slowed down a bit: "I know that some things are really unfair in your opinion, but there has never been any fairness in this world. These injustices should not be The reason for giving up. Since you feel wronged and unwilling, you should hit those people back in the face. Compared with the self-abandonment now, shouldn't you stomp them on the field? It's called real joy."
Chen Yushen didn't speak, just blinked his eyes fiercely, trying to hold back the soreness in his eyes.
It had been two years since the events of that year, and he had locked himself up in such a small space for two years.
During this period, there was only countless infamy every time he showed his face, but no one ever asked him "why".
Why, he wanted to kill those beasts so hysterically back then!
Chen Yu's deep Adam's apple rolled with difficulty, and he said in a low voice, "You don't know anything..."
"Yes, I really don't know anything." Lin Yan's attitude was very calm, "Then let's put aside those past events and talk about other things."
He looked at Chen Yushen gently like this, "Does the ideal of a career really mean that you can give up if you give up? There are so many people in this world who want to embark on this path, but they are stuck because of lack of talent. Outside the door. There are still some people who clearly have the ability to stand on the field, but are forced to give up under various irreversible reasons. You know how much you are compared to their regrets Lucky!"
"So now, do you really want to completely block such a path with your own hands because of your anger?" After a pause, Lin Yan sighed softly, "The strongest rookie jungler, Abyss? "
Abyss.
Even Chen Yushen didn't remember, it had been a long time since no one called him by this name.
Such words are soft and gentle, but it seems like a heavy punch has hit the most vulnerable part of my heart.
Beside him, Jing Yuanzhou's fingertips while holding the phone trembled faintly.
He looked at Lin Yan subconsciously, and stared at the face that couldn't see much emotion for a long time.
He already has the ability to stand on the field, but he was forced to give up regretfully for various irreversible reasons.
Say, who is it
With the calmness restored around him, the corners of Chen Yushen's lips trembled slightly, and before he knew it, the whole eye socket could not help but turn red.
He lowered his head and buried the whole person between his arms, and the dull voice came intermittently: "Don't ask me... I, I don't know, I really don't know... "
Having been in a closed space for too long, every passing second has habitually made him even more disappointed in the field of e-sports.
After years and months of accumulation, I thought that the originally active heart had long since been completely numb amid the overwhelming scolding, but I didn't expect that the pain could still be so severe.
So, can the career dream that was once full of longing really be abandoned like this
In the narrow room, only the choked sound of the teenager was gradually left.
Lin Yan watched him calmly. After a long silence, he slowly stood up from the bedside: "Think about it, if you change your mind, you can call me anytime. Don't worry, I promise you in the name of Titans, Our GH will definitely be your best choice."
Jing Yuanzhou, the tool man who was about to get up: "?"
Coming out of the warehouse, the faintly mottled starlight could already be seen outside.
Until they left, the stubborn teenager still buried his head firmly in his arms in order not to expose his embarrassment.
Sitting in the driver's seat, Lin Yan recalled the last still picture he saw, and shook his head with emotion: "It's such a good age to be so embarrassed."
It had nothing to do with his tone of voice, as if he wasn't the one who talked about losing control of his emotions just now.
Lin Yan waited for a while before noticing that Jing Yuanzhou hadn't spoken since he came out of Chen Yushen's place, and couldn't help but look back suspiciously: "What's the matter, Jingshen, don't you think my ideological counseling also moved you? With your position, can't you?"
Jing Yuanzhou: "Some people already have the ability to stand on the field, but they are forced to give up due to various irreversible reasons."
Lin Yan's mocking expression froze slightly.
Jing Yuanzhou still looked at him, raised his eyebrows slightly: "I don't know why, but I always feel that Coach Lin seems to understand this kind of mood very well?"
The car fell silent for a moment.
Lin Yan's eyes flickered for a while, and after a while, he chuckled softly: "It seems that the emotions I gave in the speech just now were in place? Hi, thank you Titans for acknowledging my acting skills."
Jing Yuanzhou and him looked at each other for a moment, and finally lowered his eyes slightly, and withdrew his gaze: "You're welcome."
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