The demon of the heart slapped me indifferently, and Su Youwei watched helplessly as the other self that she imagined with a lot of energy was smashed to pieces.
Chapter 26 Because someone is already protecting me
boom!
The violent explosion made Su Youwei cover her head subconsciously.
Done.
The other one in the sea of consciousness was so shattered that she didn't even leave any residue behind, and her visualization didn't work at all.
What made Su Youwei even more uncomfortable was that even though she had turned her eyes away, her eyes still reflected the terrifying figure of the demon.
It was a huge monster.
It consisted of exposed flesh and blood, and it was studded with red bone spurs.
The "wings" extending from the back looked like a bunch of broken blades.
Half as white as snow.
Half is pitch black.
Half is the hollow inside.
Half is used to fill the crazy killing intent.
It is difficult to describe its savage appearance with exact words, and even a high P cannot save its appearance.
Maybe this is the devil.
They are just what they want.
Su Youwei began to recall the past.
When exactly did you start encountering this terrifying monster
This goes back to a previous life.
Ever since she fled the Su family in the pain of losing her closest relatives, a vacancy appeared in her heart.
She would wake up suddenly from her sleep due to suffocation.
She woke up with tears in her eyes.
The first to fill that vacancy is boundless hatred.
She still clearly remembers the scene where she stabbed the first enemy with a machete.
Blood spurted out of the wound like a spring.
In an instant, the white clothes on the enemy's body were stained red with blood, and he fell to the ground trembling.
Knife after knife.
Flesh cracks.
More and more blood poured out.
Isn't that scene very similar to the huge monster in front of you
But at that time, when she looked at the sharp scimitar from which the blood beads were falling, she felt a strange peace of mind and peace. She felt that she finally had the power to protect herself.
Then…
As her strength increased, the enemies she encountered became stronger and stronger.
She has no time to think about the way out for the future.
All she knew was that the world she wanted to protect was mercilessly destroyed, and all she could do was to use the same means to make them feel the pain she had felt.
keep killing.
Use killing to expel hatred, and use blood to make up for the fear that once filled your heart.
But killing brings more hatred.
In order to expel these hatreds, she had to kill more people who stood in her way.
This is probably the so-called drinking poison to quench thirst.
If she in her previous life could successfully kill all those who had hatred with her before she died, this inner demon would not have become so hideous.
Su Youwei raised her head.
The inner demon did not continue to attack after smashing the self that she imagined.
One person and one demon stared at each other from the air.
In the world of Consciousness Sea.
They seem to be thousands of miles apart.
But in a trance, Su Youwei felt that this demon had always been in her body, and the monster she saw now was the real herself in the mirror.
A monster born to kill!
"That's right."
The voice rang out.
It was Su Youwei's own voice, as if it came from the depths of her heart.
"Whether you admit it or not, I am you, you are me, and we are the same person."
"No." Su Youwei shook her head, "You are not human at all!"
No one looks so scary!
"Here, what you see is your own heart."
"Heart?"
"Ugly heart."
"impossible!"
"nothing is impossible."
While speaking, the huge monster's body shrank rapidly, and those unsightly spikes completely disappeared after shrinking.
The one who finally appeared in front of Su Youwei was a petite girl with white hair and red eyes.
She was wearing a gorgeous dress that was as bright as blood.
This color deeply hurt Su Youwei's eyes.
"I know you would prefer to see me like this, but it's just a fake disguise after all. Look, this dress is still blood red no matter how it changes."
Su Youwei clenched her fists.
"Actually, you understand that even if you go back to the beginning where nothing happened, you can't deny everything that happened, otherwise I wouldn't be here."
"What if I choose to forget?"
"You can't forget!"
"… "
"Perhaps you haven't realized that you have a pair of eyes that can see the past and the future. Even if you temporarily seal this memory, it won't take long for you to remember them again."
Su Youwei pondered and said: "So, if I want to forget all this, I can only choose death?"
"No, you can choose to accept it all, what you have to do is not deny yourself, but make yourself a whole person!"
A trace of confusion flashed in Su Youwei's eyes.
She suddenly felt that what the demon said was very reasonable.
The reason why a demon was born in her heart was because there was a hole in her heart.
If she chooses to accept everything about her inner demon, wouldn't that void be blocked
But…
Su Youwei shook his head.
She has become a monster, how can she still be qualified to stay with Senior Sister Bai.
Another Su Youwei continued: "It's not a difficult thing to accept, isn't it? You shouldn't forget what protected you during that difficult time. If you give up even this layer of protection, what are you left with? ?"
Lonely.
The word popped up automatically in Su Youwei's mind.
Under the clear sky, she walked alone, no one would care about her.
It was supposed to be like this, as "she" thought.
but…
"The rest of me will be a life I've never experienced!"
Su Youwei interrupted the other her with a firm voice.