"Girl," Zhong Mingwei suddenly said after a while. He turned his face to look at Meiya, and said slowly, "That night. What did my cousin tell you?"
"She said..." Meiya paused as soon as she opened her mouth. Jinghui's soft and relieved smile was in her mind. Jinghui's faint voice is in my ears—
"In his world, there is no shortage of an infatuated and stupid woman, but there should always be a relative who grows up with him and overcomes difficulties with him. Girl, I will always be your and Ming Wei's cousin."
Meiya knew the meaning of Jinghui's words, and also knew that Jinghui had been there for so many years. Try to keep this hidden joy, bitterness and despair. Today, Jinghui has found her sustenance and her destination. Even if it wasn't her best home. And Zhong Mingwei. For so many years, as the most tender and bitter tie in Jinghui's heart. Up to now, Jinghui has chosen to let go of it completely. Of course, Meiya has to help Jinghui, and she will do her best to let Jinghui remain at ease in Zhong Mingwei's heart, because Jinghui is also her cousin. They are also the relatives she wants to protect with all her heart.
"Cousin, she said that she wants to open up, wants to leave the capital, wants to go back to Wutai Mountain, and live a quiet life." Meiya smiled and continued what she had just said, "She also said that she will always be our My cousin will always be our relative, let you remember her kindness, and don't feel sorry for her."
"I will always remember her kindness..." Zhong Mingwei said in a deep voice, leaning forward, leaning his head against Meiya's body, and then closing his eyes wearily. He didn't say the last half of the sentence, but He knew that Meiya would be able to guess.
"Ming Wei, don't be sad," as expected, Meiya said, wrapping her arms around the man's back, and said softly, "My cousin knows herself better than us, she knows what kind of life she wants to live, Knowing what kind of lifestyle is most suitable for me," Meiya said softly after a pause, "Actually, we are sad because we know that my cousin has paid a lot for us, but we can't do more for her. thing."
Yes, how much sadness is out of guilt, and how much compensation is out of debt, Jinghui sees it very clearly, so she chose to leave and leave the sadness to Zhong Mingwei. Did she intend to punish Zhong Mingwei? There is no way to accept the compensation from Zhong Mingwei. In this half of her life, she has suffered so much blood and rain for a man. Now, she has finally jumped out of that quagmire. She just wants to find a quiet place to live in peace. Living the second half of her life, she is no longer young, she no longer has extravagant dreams and pursuits, she just wants to be herself once again.
Yes, to be herself, no longer someone's illegitimate daughter, no longer someone's shadow, and no longer someone's cousin, she just wants to be herself.
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When Kong Wenmin returned to the small courtyard, Chen Qingxuan was reading a book by the window, seeing that he was soaking wet and walking leisurely in the rain, Chen Qingxuan couldn't help but frowned.
"Qingxuan, let me tell you, you are very famous now. In the past few days, I have been outside, and my ears have been filled with your name and your article... Oh, it's called "True Dragon" The Son of Heaven said," Kong Wenmin came into the room and unbuttoned his buttons loudly without raising his head, and said, "Now when your name is mentioned, who doesn't give a thumbs up? Who doesn't praise you for being a big brother?" The backbone of the Zhou Dynasty? Some people say that you, the number one scholar, can rival Mr. Ding, tsk tsk tsk... what are you doing?"
Kong Wenmin was talking vigorously when someone threw a handkerchief over him, so busy he reached out and took it in his hand, he looked at the small puddle of water on the bottom of his feet with disgust, turned around and said When Chen Qingxuan left, Kong Wenmin felt unhappy immediately, and muttered, "You despise me just after returning home? Who is it?"