"It must be," Xiao An said, sobbing, with a look of loneliness and sadness on her face. "He just doesn't want me to get to Ninggu Tower alive, so of course I have to do something on the way."
Pang Yi frowned, and turned to look at Xiao An: "But why did he insist on killing you?"
In fact, Pang Yi had vaguely guessed the reason. But he really couldn't believe that An Zi was Xiao An's biological father after all.
"Since the accident happened in the East Palace at the beginning of last year. I'm afraid he has the intention to get rid of me. It's just that I didn't know it in my heart at the time. After His Highness was deposed to Ninggu Tower, when he took me home from the East Palace. I I don’t know how grateful I am to him. I’m grateful that he didn’t abandon my useless daughter, and he didn’t complain that An’s family was implicated by the deposed prince because of me. At that time, I was really grateful to him. In his heart, I have long been a thorn in the flesh." Xiao An sighed softly. After a pause, he said slowly. "When I first returned to my mother's house, my wife ignored me at first. At that time, I was still thinking in my heart that my wife is not my biological mother, but I grew up in front of my wife since I was a child. Rao, my wife has always been lukewarm to me. , but I have always regarded it as my wife and my mother. At that time, I only felt that I was ashamed of An's family, and my wife treated me so coldly. Not long after that, my wife took care of me again, and treated me more than before. I am very close, I am grateful to Dade, I made up my mind at that time, I will serve my father and wife well in the future, and I will never marry in this life, so I will stay in my mother's family to fulfill my filial piety."
"If it wasn't for the elder sister's return that day, I'm afraid I still have such filial piety, but if it wasn't for the elder sister's return that day, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to live today," said Xiao An bitterly. Cursing my lips, I continued, "Back then, because I married into the East Palace, my eldest sister and I had a birth share. I have always felt guilty for my eldest sister, so I am very happy when my eldest sister returns. Liang went to the small kitchen to work together, made the pastries that his wife and elder sister loved, and sent them to them. I don’t know if it was a destiny. Talking behind the rockery, I was about to go forward to salute, when I heard my wife say to the eldest sister, the master has agreed to execute that little bitch, I was startled, knowing that they were whispering, so I dared not salute. I had to hide to the side, and then I heard the eldest sister say harshly, that little bitch should have died a long time ago, if it wasn't for her marrying into the East Palace, how could her daughter have been separated from the third prince for so many years? Now that the East Palace has collapsed, the three The prince finally changed his mind about his daughter again, but Concubine Zhao is still dissatisfied with our An family, killing that little bitch, it can be regarded as a show of loyalty by our An family, so that the An family and the third prince The government has no complaints."
"I didn't know until I heard this that I turned out to be the damned little slut they said. It turned out that in the eyes of my wife and eldest sister, I was always an outsider and a damned little slut. Even my father thought I deserved to die," Speaking of this, Xiao An's tears burst out again, but this time she didn't cry aloud. She wiped her tears and continued, "I know that family I will stay with you again." If I can't go on, if I stay any longer, my life will be gone, but where can I go as a weak woman? An's family and the third prince's house are all eager to put me to death, how can I do that? Can I escape? In those days, I really couldn’t eat and couldn’t sleep. I kept staring at night, afraid that once I fell asleep, I wouldn’t be able to wake up again, and soon it would be the sacrifice ceremony of Empress Zhenxian. According to the rules, I I have to enter the palace with Madam to participate in the sacrificial ceremony, so I came up with such an idea, that day, while Madam was not paying attention, I sneaked to the Palace of Compassion and Ning, and begged the Queen Mother to send me to Ninggu Pagoda to serve Your Highness."
"I know I'm using the Queen Mother and Your Highness, but... But I really can't find a better way, and I really don't want to die," Xiao An sniffed, and looked up Pang Yi said slowly, "I know you are His Highness's confidant, and you naturally hate people who use His Highness like me, so... so even if you kill me, you should, and I won't hate you to death, But… "
Having said that, Xiao An couldn't go on talking anymore, she buried her face in her hands, and began to cry again.