She really can't be like that anymore, she can't live like a ghost anymore, she can't live a life where she even despises herself.
Although. Letting go is easier said than done.
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While crying silently, Xiao An ate candied fruit with big mouthfuls. Toothless candied fruit that is obviously sweet, but tastes astringent today.
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In the evening, I ate big stick bone stew. The four of them ate in full swing on the kang. Mei Ya stewed a whole pot of big stick bones, and they were eaten up in a blink of an eye. Mei Ya was facing a small table full of bones. While thinking about whether the family needs to change to a larger pot, he was even more shocked by Gu Changlin's appetite, despite the thinness of this old man. How come you start eating. Just like a wolf that has been hungry for a week? After gnawing on a small pot of bones, he was able to drink more than a catty of wine "thump, boom, boom." Meiya was really eye-opening.
After dinner. Gu Changlin went back to the side room to rest. Pang Yi stayed to clean up the dishes. Where does Meiya need him to clean up? She hurriedly went to grab it with Pang Yi, but she definitely couldn't grab Pang Yi. Watching helplessly as Pang Yi cleaned up the pots and bowls, Pang Yi was about to clean up the bones on the table in a blink of an eye. Meiya was a little unhappy, so she went over to stop her and said, "Pang Yi, don't be too busy. Let me do it..."
"Ma'am, this matter will be covered by property from now on, so don't..." Pang Yi said in a hurry, while talking, he quickly packed Gu Changlin and the pile of bones in front of him into it. Then he went to clean up the big bones in front of Zhong Mingwei, and then Zhong Mingwei slapped his hand very rudely, and Pang Yi immediately felt aggrieved, "Master, what are you doing?" What do you mean? I’m so diligent and capable, so it’s fine if you don’t praise me, but beat me!”
"You are not needed here, go out," Zhong Mingwei waved at Pang Yi with disgust on his face, "Hurry up!"
Pang Yi looked at the few big bones left on the table, feeling a bit embarrassed: "Then these bones..."
"I already said I don't need you!" Zhong Mingwei had never seen such a blind person, and while slapping Pang Yi again, he pointed to the big bag of walnuts in the corner and said to Pang Yi, "Then A bag is filled with the elixir that Mr. Gu prescribed for you, take it back and nourish your brain well, don't leave it here to be an eyesore!"
Pang Yi: "..."
"By the way, Pang Yi, where did you go today? Why did you come back so late?" Afraid of Pang Yi's embarrassment, Meiya hurriedly changed the subject, "Did you go down the mountain?"
"Well, let's go down the mountain." Pang Yi's eyes darkened suddenly, he nodded at Meiya, and then bowed to the two of them, "Master, madam, the subordinates are leaving first, if you have something to say, I will come over .”
At that moment, Pang Yi went out with the basin in his hand.
"Why do I feel that Pang Yi has something on his mind?" Meiya watched Pang Yi go out, then turned around and said to Zhong Mingwei, "He has been depressed all day, and he didn't eat much when he ate just now."
"He hasn't eaten much yet? I wish I could chew three bones with one mouth at the same time, looking like a bandit." Zhong Mingwei looked disgusted, "If I knew he was such a shame in the morning, I wouldn't keep him by my side."
"That's much better than Mr. Gu," Meiya whispered, while thinking about Gu Changlin's appearance just now, she couldn't help covering her mouth and laughing, "Pang Yi has been struggling in the barracks for many years, It is inevitable that his style is a bit bold, but Mr. Gu, look at him, he is simply a glutton."
"Hehe, that's true," Zhong Mingwei also laughed, and while taking the kitchen knife from the stove, he tapped the big bone with the back of the knife, and said to Meiya proudly, "I just picked up bones with marrow. Gnaw, these few sticks, just look at the bone marrow, hehe."
Meiya was sweet in her heart, but her face was full of disgust: "You still have the nerve to call Pang Yi ashamed, but how are you better than him? You are also worthless!"
"It's worth it for the sake of our girl's failure," Zhong Mingwei said with a chuckle, while sending the knocked bones to Meiya, "Hurry up, it's going to be cold."
"Oh," Meiya hurriedly leaned over to suck the white bone marrow. After eating, she licked her lips with special enjoyment. Seeing Zhong Mingwei started to knock another big bone, she felt a little embarrassed again. "You...you don't knock, I, I eat one is enough..."