"Miss Gu," Meiya walked to Gu Qingtong's side, and sat on the ground beside her. Gu Qingtong kept his head down all the time, wearing a black man's cloak, it should belong to Kong Wenmin. But at this moment, the cloak that tightly wrapped Gu Qingtong from top to bottom was trembling slightly with Gu Qingtong. Meiya couldn't bear to look at it. He stretched out his hand and shook off the robe in his hand, and then put it on Gu Qingtong's body, whispering to Gu Qingtong. "Miss Gu, don't be afraid, there are no villains here. You are very safe now."
Gu Qingtong didn't seem to hear it. Still leaning against the corner of the wall and sitting with his head down, his body was still trembling, falling down suddenly. Trembling very lightly. But it couldn't stop at all.
Before coming in. Meiya thought about comforting words to tell Gu Qingtong, but at this time. Meiya couldn't say anything, she felt those words were weak. It doesn't matter if you don't talk, it's better to just sit quietly and accompany Gu Qingtong. So, she didn't say anything anymore, and just sat quietly with Gu Qingtong.
Speaking of which, Meiya used to envy Gu Qingtong. She envied that Gu Qingtong had parents, Grandma Chen, and Chen Qingxuan's family who loved him so much. She envied that Gu Qingtong had a nice name and also envied Gu Qingtong's appearance. During that time, she always felt very inferior to Gu Qingtong whom she envied. Sometimes, she would think, if only she could be like Gu Qingtong. It would be nice to have smooth sailing, but now, the girl she thought was always smooth sailed, just sitting on the ground, trembling, Meiya felt unspeakable pain in her heart, she took out a small paper bag from her bosom and opened it , revealing a small piece of sesame candy, and then sent it to Gu Qingtong.
Once upon a time, such a piece of sesame candy was delivered to her. Under Gu Qingtong's concerned eyes, she ate that sweet and greasy sesame candy. Although her heart was bitter, but the sweet taste made her I still remember that she really likes this kind of sweetness, so she always wears a piece of sesame candy on her body from time to time.
"Try it, I made it myself, and put more sesame seeds than the ones in the sugar shop outside," Meiya said softly, "Miss Gu, do you still remember that I was staying at Grandma Chen's house and I was very sick?" Light, you brought me the medicine and brought me a few sesame candies by the way?"
Gu Qingtong didn't speak, but blinked her eyelids, and looked at the piece of sesame candy that was handed to her. She stared fixedly at the piece of sesame candy, and finally opened her mouth after a long while: "When you threw yourself into the river, your heart was full of tears. What were you thinking about?"
Her voice was very hoarse, totally different from her usual sweetness. Meiya was startled for a moment, and then she realized what Gu Qingtong was asking. She couldn't help feeling a sense of loss, and then said softly: "Scared."
"Are you afraid of death?" Gu Qingtong asked again.
"Yeah, I'm only seventeen years old, I haven't lived enough, there are too many places I want to go, things I want to do, and too many people I can't bear to part with, and... I like him so much , I like to do nothing all day long, just cling to him all the time, like to wash and cook for him, and treat him like a child." Having said that, Meiya hooked her lips, showing a gentle arc, and then Turning to look at Gu Qingtong again, "The premise of all this is that I have to live."
"But what if life is meaningless?" Gu Qingtong said softly.