Pach's so-called parents are really lackluster. To put it more harshly, they are more like adoptees than parents. Except for an old manor, an old housekeeper and a few servants with eyes on the top of their heads, they don't give Oswald any normal parenting. Something to give, such as closeness and concern, comfort and teaching.
Not to mention these, even sticks and yelling don't exist.
As for Master Pach's appearance, he could still recall it when he thought about it carefully. After all, during some festivals, Pach would occasionally remember that there was a son in the old manor and bring someone over to take a look. However, even though he came to see his son in name, he was actually just asking the housekeeper Ian about the situation, and he had nothing to say to Oswald.
As for Mrs. Pach, Oswald couldn't even recall her appearance. After all, Mrs. Pach had been ill for a long time during those years and was bedridden all year round. He had very little contact with her, and the number of times he met her could be counted on one hand, and the longest time was her funeral.
But even so, Oswald has no hatred for them. After all, hatred requires deep feelings as a premise, and he does not have such a premise. It's just that when he was a child, he occasionally couldn't figure out why Pakhov had such an attitude towards him. Compared with Pach's other children, he doesn't have more heads and less eyes. Why is he alone treated differently
Children don't know how to analyze love and hatred, and it is difficult to distinguish the subtle differences between feelings. But he can also tell by relying on his ability, at least the way Pakhov treats him is not like treating his son.
If you treat your son, whether you like it or hate it, you will express it more confidently. And not like Pach, who always has a sense of hesitation and repetition.
Later, when Emperor Nuoer sent someone to take him into the Ugin Suspended Palace, he did not understand what Pakhfu's attitude towards him was—it was the attitude towards a hot potato, and he dared not lose it too much. Don't dare to take it too close, it's human nature, it's really normal.
At first, when he heard someone from the royal family say that he was the son of Emperor Nuoer, his first reaction was: Whether it was the person sent here or Emperor Nuoer himself, they were all crazy!
In his perception, Emperor Nuoer was not someone worthy of liking and admiration. There are many rumors about the emperor. Even though he lived in the old manor all year round and was almost isolated from the outside world, Oswald heard a few sporadic ones from the naughty servant.
The emperor was a prodigal son when he was young, with too much energy, and he was a scumbag who changed women like clothes. Of course, the emperor never admits that he is a scumbag, and always emphasizes that he is deeply in love with every woman in office.
It's just that his love river has always been the size of a ditch, and it will end after three or two strokes, and it will disappear when he lands. When he jumped into the next ditch of love, he always said when he mentioned the previous paragraph: At that time, he was too young to understand his feelings.
He has been "young" for more than thirty years, and finally he is too lazy to raise the banner of love. After middle age, he is more prodigal than before.
I don't know whether it was God's eyes or some other reason. When he finally got tired of playing and started thinking about the next generation, he suddenly realized that there were not many children left by his side. Tragically, the remaining children died young one after another, leaving only one daughter in the end.
It's a pity that the emperor was almost crazy paranoid about his son, thinking that the only remaining daughter was not enough to inherit the entire Golden Lion Kingdom. Thus, Emperor Nuoer, who was over fifty years old, started his profligate career again, working hard for several years but getting nothing.
He finally began to resign himself to his fate, thinking back on the sins he committed when he was young, trying to find a few more sons.
After thinking about it, only one came to mind—that was Oswald, whom he let the Pach family raise on his behalf.
Oswald didn't have any affection for the emperor who claimed to be his father, and likewise, he didn't have the slightest yearning for a place like Ugin Hanging Palace, which represented power and status.
To be precise, those were actually the two years he was in the worst mood—first he learned that Kevin Fassbinder, who was the commander-in-chief of the Bronze Army, had died on the battlefield, and he would never have the chance to see him again. Then the Pach family was wiped out, and the old manor where he had lived for many years was also destroyed. If he hadn't brought Ian to the palace, then all the people involved in his childhood and youth memories would really be gone.
It was as if all his past had been erased.
Under such circumstances, the relationship between Oswald and Emperor Noel could be good. At that time, Oswald was only ten years old, and he devoted himself to killing the emperor every day,