She couldn't help thinking of Lu Zheng's previous words.
[It is easy to live, but difficult to live with dignity.]
Kang Xintong couldn't imagine that he would fall into this situation after many years.
After she vomited, she squatted down and hugged her knees and cried a lot, resenting her gender, Kang Xintong choked, "Sir... all women in the world are like this, they are born with pain, why should there be women? Come and die!"
Even if the mother is for her good so what
How could her mother forcefully impose so much harsh treatment and torture regardless of her wishes and thoughts for her good
What she thought was good, was she really good
Why doesn't she ask herself, which is better, a decent death without pain or a decent life full of oppressive violence
Isn't violence and torture in the name of love not abuse
Lu Zheng interrupted her cranky thoughts at the right time.
"You have too little knowledge to have these messy thoughts. It's like you only saw your mother's evil before. You don't know that all living beings are suffering. Whether it is these women in the dark alley, or other refugees who have never been full all the year round, treat them The most painful thing is not the torture imposed on the body, such as starvation and poverty, but this torture is never-ending until death can be relieved. People live without seeing the slightest hope, and can only live like a walking dead. I don't even understand why I live, I only know that one day is a day... This kind of dignified suffering is often more unbearable than physical suffering."
People can often endure physical torment, but not mental torment.
The result of not being able to bear it is that, like Kang Xintong, the idea of escaping by death emerges.
It's just going from a bull's-eye to another dead end.
"What's the use of knowing more?"
After all, Kang Xintong was still a little girl who had just turned twelve.
Although her life was bumpy, she did not face the most cruel purgatory on earth, and the world was still black and white.
Lu Zheng wanted to teach her what "grey" was.
"It's not that all women in the world are like this, it's just that the world is unstable, and anyone can fall into that situation." Lu Zhengdao, "Serving Israel is a shortcut, but not every 'shortcut' can reach the same height. It is also a 'servant of Israel', and the target of 'servant' is also divided into high and low. If your target is your stepfather, most of the prostitutes in the dark alley are the portrayal of you in the rest of your life. The hegemon who owns the world is another situation. Isn't this a lack of knowledge?"
Kang Xintong was speechless.
After a while, she bowed her head in embarrassment.
"The slave family didn't think they had the ability."
Kang Xintong knows that he has a good foundation and inherits the best side of his biological parents. This can be seen from the hotter and weirder eyes of his stepfather in the past two years. Although she has no personnel, she knows the other person's mind, it is an undisguised look full of predatory beasts. The mother panics every time, and abuses her more vigorously, which makes her have an illusion
If that man was obedient to her, her mother would not dare to abuse her again.
Repeated hints made her come up with such an equation in her mind.
By exchanging her body for the rights in the hands of a man to suppress and bully her mother, life will be better.
As Lu Zheng said, she has little knowledge, and her vision limits her imagination.
The best choice she could imagine was this, and the goal was only her stepfather.
Under such circumstances, how could she possibly think that her posture could attract someone more powerful than her stepfather
Lu Zheng sighed and shook his head.
"Do you know who Liu Xi is?"
Kang Xintong shook his head.
Although Jiang Ji is a powerful prince known all over the world, not many people at the bottom know her. Dongqing is not bad, Jiang Ji's popularity is quite high, many people know who the prince's surname is, where he is from, and whether he is male or female. The people here in Nansheng are more ignorant. They know that there are other countries in the world besides Nansheng, not to mention the princes of other countries.
They can't even maintain their lives, how can they have time to understand these things
Even if they want to, they don't have the corresponding channels.
"Liu Xi is a woman."
Kang Xintong blinked in confusion and guessed, "Stunning beauty?"
Lu Zheng recalled the face of his little friend back then and shook his head in veto.
That guy is quite liked by the little girl in Langya County, but I have never heard of any man who would like her.
On the contrary, Zixiao, who is known as a flower in Langya, has a much better relationship with a man than that authentic woman.
"She is not a peerless beauty. It is true that she looks like a dog, but few people will pay attention to her face. In fact, no matter how ugly or beautiful she looks, whether she is healthy or disabled, she and the people around her will be very important to her. It doesn't make any sense.”
Kang Xintong asked, "Why is this?"
"Because there are not many people in the world who are qualified to look directly at her face. People bow their heads to her, and they see her feet first, not her face."
Kang Xintong asked again, "Who's the empress?"
"Niangniang?" Lu Zheng hooked his lips sarcastically, "No matter how noble the niangniang is, she still has to rely on her husband and her natal family. Once the country is destroyed and the family is destroyed, the husband does not favor it, and the natal family abandons it, and the maiden who is less than one person and more than 10,000 people will also fall into the dark alleys. How can I compare to her when I am."
Kang Xintong couldn't figure out who was "Liu Xi" in the mouth of Mr.
"Liu Xi" is a woman, but she has a more honorable status than "Niangniang". Could it be that she is the emperor
She asked timidly, "The one who is more noble than the empress is either the emperor or the gods in the sky..."
Lu Zhengdao said, "The emperor is not. After all, he did not announce that the world would ascend to the top, but it is almost the same. There is an emperor who is not named."
The land of Dongqing can establish a dynasty, and Jiang Ji, who occupies a territory larger than Dongqing, is naturally qualified to be emperor.
However, her ambition is obviously not something a Dongqing can accommodate.
Nan Sheng is also the target pointed by the tip of her sword.
Kang Xintong opened his mouth when he heard it, and his face was full of shock.
"If you go higher, you will naturally be able to see farther. Although you can't do her level, but looking at her, you can remember that a woman's appearance is neither a blessing nor a curse, it's just a gift from her parents. A part of everything. Although she is a daughter, she is not born to crawl into dust." Lu Zheng flicked her forehead with a smile and said, "As long as you stand in a higher position than others, your appearance is only They praise your capital in their mouths, otherwise they are their coveted prey, just like your mother, just prey."
Kang Xintong's lips were pale.
"Your mother was wrong, but she really wanted you to live with dignity."
It was rare for Lu Zheng to have the patience to say so much, and even he himself was surprised.
If Wei Ci is also a salted fish in the live broadcast room, the mood at this time can only be expressed by double-clicking 666.
Lu Zheng would never know how his remarks turned Kang Xintong's fate.