But no matter how obscure it is, it still cannot change the reality.
Xichang Emperor Ji took a deep breath and tried to calm down, "Could Master Hua and other senior officials have any countermeasures?"
Two-thirds of Nansheng fell into the hands of the enemy, leaving only one-third of the territory left for her and the child in her womb plus the barren land of the southern barbarians. At this time, there is still a situation in which the enemy is under heavy pressure. Whether this site can be preserved or not is a matter of choice.
The current situation is all set up by Hua Yuan, he should have left behind, right
Xichang Emperor Ji was uneasy in her heart.
She sacrificed everything in exchange for a few months of stability, and she never wanted to go back to the days when she used to be displaced.
As an imperial concubine of a country, she was born in a noble family and was born to be a nobleman. How could she live a life worse than a pariah
An Yin died, and the only person she could rely on was Hua Yuan.
As everyone knows, the outside world has also turned into a pot of porridge, and the complexity of the situation is simply beyond what she, a woman trapped in the inner courtyard, can imagine.
In order to eradicate dissidents, Hua Yuan secretly forced many people to death.
These people found out that the food and grass were abnormal, but they couldn't find the culprit, so they were shocked by the grass, and they were listed on the death list of Huayuan. Everyone may not know that Hua Yuan's temperament has changed a lot recently, and it is not just as simple as being irritable and irritable, whipping to death and committing mistakes.
On the day the young master committed suicide, Hua Yuan's master was sober for a short time, but was quickly suppressed by the split "Liu Xi".
Since that time, the frequency of the main character's awakening has increased a lot, but the time of existence is still very short, not short enough for the main character to commit suicide.
The sub-personality discovered this and began to doubt himself uncontrollably, which further aggravated the condition.
In the end, there were even auditory hallucinations, vision hallucinations, hallucinations, smell hallucinations, hallucinations, and hallucinations, which were so severe that they could not distinguish between reality and hallucinations, sometimes excited and laughing, sometimes irritable, sometimes depressed and sad, sometimes restless and depressed... Hegemony lost the motivation to fight and plan, as if there was a voice in his heart telling him over and over again that this world is boring, and it's useless to fight for hegemony...
Even though he was alone, he could hear chaotic voices.
A woman called him, a man laughed and scolded him in his ear, the deceased young master happily called him "teacher" with a milky voice, and he could hear An Xing calling his name in a majestic voice in a dream at midnight, do you know him? The people chattered endlessly in his ear.
In a trance, he might see a familiar person waving at him at the end of the road, wash his hands with cold water, but feel the flames burning himself...
He insisted that the pot of cold water was not cold water but a pot of charcoal fire, that there were other people in the room besides him and his servants, and that the outside was not sunny but torrential rain and lightning... But the servant who served him showed a look of shock and fear, as if he had said something Terrible words.
Hua Yuan insisted that he was right, so it was naturally wrong for his servant to refute him.
An unreasonable anger dyed his eyes red, and when he regained his senses again, the attendant lay on the ground in a bloody mess, without a sound. In his hand, he was holding the whip that had whipped the attendant to the point of tearing his skin to pieces, with deep red blood flowing down his feet.
The socks under his feet were full of the blood of the attendants, leaving a pair of bloody footprints with every step they took.
Hua Yuan resisted such an unfamiliar self, he was "Liu Xi", "Liu Xi" in Hejian County, not a lunatic with an unclear mind.
The more denial, the more frequent the hallucinations.
Once when he was dealing with government affairs, he suddenly smelled the smell of burning, and when he looked up, the house was engulfed by red flames.
He shouted "the water is gone" and hurriedly escaped from the fire, but everyone who heard the news said that there was no fire.
It was still daytime, the candles for lighting were not lit, and it was raining heavily outside, how could there be a fire
Hua Yuan was stunned for a moment, his face was pale, and he bluntly fooled this matter, inferring that he was frightened by a nightmare.
Said that the nightmare was really a nightmare. That night, he dreamed of a person he hadn't thought of for a long time - Lu Zheng.
In the dream, he and Lu Zheng were quarreling fiercely, recreating the scene of the confrontation back then.
Lu Zheng questioned him, every word and every sentence was loud and clear.
[Do you really think you are Liu Xi? You are just a figure imagined by Hua Yuan after he lost his mind.]
Hua Yuan was so angry that he could not wait to draw a knife and chop off Lu Zheng's mouth.
[If you are really Liu Xi, you might as well recall your experiences from childhood to adulthood...]
Hua Yuan didn't admit it, although his past memories were blurred, he thought it was because he woke up in a stranger's body.
As long as he takes back his body and his identity, everything will be fine.
[You said you were Liu Xi, then do you still remember when I was studying in Langya County and I had a conversation with you at Wangshan Pavilion? What did you and I say in that booth? You can't answer at all, because you are not Liu Xi! You are Huayuan, from Nansheng Ningzhou!]
no! ! !
Hua Yuan clenched his back molars and silently refuted Lu Zheng's bewitching words.
[In your family, there are parents, elder brothers, twin brothers... who died at a young age, parents... passed away from the epidemic... property was taken away by uncles and aunts... you were abandoned... you... cowardly, married... a slut, this woman... secretly gave birth to a son Female…]
The other party was reluctant, his voice was like the ubiquitous air and the most vicious curse, firmly occupying Hua Yuan's ears.
[You are not Liu Xi at all! You are a lunatic who has lost his mind and doesn't know who he is!]
"I'm not!"
Hua Yuan roared and sat up straight, the pajamas on her body were already wet with sweat, and her long hair seemed to be pulled out of the water.
"I'm not! I'm not! I'm not!"
He grabbed the saber on the shelf, drew it out with a swipe, and slashed everywhere like crazy.
The servants on the vigil outside did not dare to enter the house to take a look when they heard the movement.
The sun rose the next day, and the servants stopped after hearing the movement in the house, and then opened the door tremblingly.
Hua Yuan's bedroom was cut into pieces by him, and almost no utensils in the house were intact. The servant's heart trembled as he carefully searched for Huayuan, and finally found that the other party was walking out of the corner in a moon-white bedclothes fluttering, almost making him roll his eyes in fright.
"When is it?"
Hua Yuan's expression was sluggish and his voice was hoarse, like the overindulgence of Ye Yu's daughters.
Seeing that Hua Yuan's consciousness was still sober, the servant whispered, "Just now."
In the beginning
That's still early.
Hua Yuan asked the servants to prepare hot water to wash and change clothes, and after having breakfast, he went out to work.
Before the mat was hot, he received the news that An Yin had passed away.
Ann passed away...
It stands to reason that An Ying is Hua Yuan's imaginary enemy. When the other party died, he did not show joy on his face, but he should cheer in his heart.
result-
"Is the house leaking?"
Looking up, the roof is fine,
Raising his hand to his face, it turned out that he was crying.