Xichang Diji couldn't remember how long she had slept, but when she opened her eyes faintly, she felt lazy and sore that she didn't want to move.
Those cicada wing-like eyelashes trembled, and the water vapor filled eyes showed alienation and confusion, and I didn't know what year and month I was in.
The setting sun outside sprinkled mottled golden shadows inside the house, and the tree shadow outside the window swayed loosely under the autumn wind. Emperor Ji of Xichang listened carefully, and could faintly hear the rustling of leaves and the sound of the wind... Heaven and earth are lonely, As if she was the only one left in the world.
She expended too much energy and strength before falling asleep, and the newly awakened Xichang Emperor Ji didn't even realize why she was lying here.
When she recalled the memory before going to bed, she remembered that she was giving birth before she fell into a coma...
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Xichang Di Ji was taken aback for a moment, and her hand under the quilt couldn't help but caress her shriveled stomach.
It feels very soft to the touch, and you can pinch a lump of soft meat with a little pinch.
Her belly still looked big, and she lost her slender waist before she was pregnant, but she knew that the feeling of being connected to her child by blood for several months was gone. When the child was still there, the belly was tense and poked hard, and now it feels soft to the touch.
This fact made Xichang Emperor Ji forget those ugly stretch marks on her stomach, and there was only one thought in her mind—
What about the child
Although this child is not what she expected, it is undeniable that the child is the closest thing to her blood in the world. No matter how unbearable his existence was, it was the child she gave birth to after a long pregnancy. It's better to have such a child than nothing.
"Come, come here..."
Just as she was about to speak, Xichang Diji realized that her throat was so dry that she was about to catch fire, and the thought of drinking water was stronger than ever.
She endured the discomfort in her throat, and tried to call the maid in a hoarse voice to serve her.
The time when Xichang Diji woke up was very coincidental. The maid went out on the front foot to do errands, and she woke up on the back foot, so it took a while for someone to take care of her. When the maid saw that Emperor Ji of Xichang woke up, she almost knocked over the water basin in shock, and hurriedly brought her hot water and called a doctor.
When the glass of water went down, the fire in his throat seemed to be extinguished, making Di Ji unable to help let out a comfortable sigh.
"What about the child?"
Di Ji asked a little apprehensively, thousands of thoughts were entangled together, it was the scissors that kept making things out of order.
She hopes that the child will live well, but she feels that the child has little hope of surviving.
Before Di Ji fell into a coma, she heard from the midwife that she had just opened her three fingers, and it was far from the time of giving birth, but by then she was already in so much pain that she could not give birth. When she woke up after being in a coma, her belly was empty, and there was no child crying beside her...
What this meant, Di Ji knew very well, and felt a little despair in her heart.
Humans are complex creatures, and Di Ji was vaguely relieved while feeling hopeless for her child's departure.
Outsiders thought that the child was An Ying's posthumous son, only she and the emperor knew that the child in her womb was the product of their rebellion against humanity.
She and the royal brother are the brothers and sisters of the same mother, and the children born of rebellion are very likely to be strange-looking monsters!
Xichang was still in the process of destroying the country, and when the royal family was still at its peak, the royal family had news that a certain elder, Emperor Ji and his uncle, came to be pregnant. Fall to death hastily buried, cover up this scandal.
There are still many similar rumors about the royal family.
If the child is a monster, will she be in danger as the woman who gave birth to the monster
Will outsiders suspect that this child is not An Ying's posthumous son, and then find out that she and her imperial brother have given An Ying a green hat
Even if the green hat was not intentionally made by the two of them, it was Hua Yuan's persecution...
But, who would believe it
Based on various considerations, Xichang Emperor Ji hopes that the child can live to be a companion for him, and at the same time hopes that he will not be implicated.
From her question to the maid's answer, but a breath or two of congratulations, countless thoughts flashed through her mind.
Di Ji clenched her hand under the quilt and stared at the maid's mouth.
The maid said, "Xiao, Xiao Langjun just got milk at the nurse's place."
When it came to the child's name, the maid was a little confused.
Born to be castrated, midwives say that such a child will never be met in a lifetime.
Whether it's male or female, it's all a matter of name.
The handmaiden thought a little sadly, with such a mutilated body, she was so beautiful, and she didn't know how much trouble and suffering she would cause in the future. In this world, not only good-looking women will attract competition, but also good-looking men will be the prey in the eyes of the strong.
A crippled born eunuch is neither a man nor a woman. To a certain extent, his existence is a kind of "magic", and he is good-looking, and will inevitably attract those perverts who like to be curious. Alas, it would be great if Xiao Langjun was a girl through and through. With the identity of An Yin's posthumous son and the identity of a non-threatening daughter, perhaps Lord Lanting is willing to favor one or two.
With the care of golden thighs, even if he looks like a disaster for the country and the people, Xiaolangjun can grow up in peace.
It's a pity-
He is a jerk.
The maid's answer was beyond Di Ji's expectations, because she was so shocked that she ignored the embarrassment that flashed across the maid's face.
"Quick, hold the child over and let me see."
The good news temporarily overshadowed the doubts in her heart - she clearly remembered that she fainted and could not continue to give birth, so how did this difficult child give birth smoothly - this question was temporarily suppressed, she waited for the child until her neck was numb. long.
The maid looked surprised.
She asked, "Miss, don't you remember?"
Di Ji asked, "Remember what?"
The maid said, "You gave birth to a child and met Xiao Langjun, but you don't like him very much..."
I didn't like the euphemisms. Listening to the maid in the delivery room at the time, Di Ji was frightened by the child's disability. Where did the eggs go?”…
How can a newborn child withstand such a toss
This mother-in-law clearly wants to kill this son.
Di Ji didn't have the slightest impression of the maid's words, she didn't even remember how she gave birth to a child.
"That's my son, how can I not like it?"
A man in one fell swoop, Di Ji has relied on for the rest of his life, and it seems that he is still healthy, thank God!
Um…
It is true that the limbs are sound, but unfortunately there is something wrong with the fifth limb.
The maid was suspicious, but still carried the child over.
Under the desperate eyes of the maid, Di Ji still found the child's abnormality.
Looking at the child's abnormal body, her originally rosy face was completely whitened.
The maid looked worried and was ready to come forward to rescue the child at any time.