"Sometimes I also think that after all, there are many external factors in this world that we ordinary people cannot contend with, such as the choices of parents, such as worldly concepts, such as the balance of feelings." Qin Chu laughed softly, Youyou said: "Although I am only a few years older than you, I have watched you grow up. Jing Xia, do you know why I always bullied you when I was young?"
The dizzy yellow light seemed to be a little brighter because it was turned on for a long time, but because it was erected on the bedside table at Jingxia's side, it still couldn't shine on Qin Chu's side, so it could only barely touch the hem of her white coat. It shines a hazy warm color.
Jing Xia was stunned, and raised her head to look at Qin Chu who was opposite, but she could only see the faint smile on the other's lips in the dim light, but couldn't see clearly.
"Why? I always thought... this is your way of showing concern?"
Nodding his head lightly, shaking his head again, Qin Chu sighed, "It is true that I am not very good at expressing my emotions like the young master, but... there is another reason: Jingxia, I am actually very jealous of you .”
These words are like a dividing line, dividing the atmosphere of the entire room into two halves.
Jing Xia's heart trembled slightly, and he could hear the faint breathing of the three in the quiet environment. He was not irritated by Qin Chu's words, but calmly analyzed: "Sister Qin lost her parents since she was a child and grew up in Ji's family. The reason why you are jealous of me is probably because you think that I am loved by many people and can do whatever I want You don’t have the freedom to do your own thing, the strict grandfather, the loving father.”
Not surprised that the other party said his words suddenly, Qin Chu raised his eyes and looked at Jingxia for a long time, then nodded with satisfaction: "Yes, and the care of the young master. You have obtained a lot of things that I did not have. These made me when I was young Very jealous." After a pause, she continued: "But later, when I grew up, I realized that I have more than you."
Jing Xia silently lowered her eyes, quietly looking at the pale and thin hand on the hospital bed, without saying a word.
Qin Chu was right.
She lost her parents and family, and she lived in a sojourn since she was a child, but the Ji family took good care of her, and it can be said that it is not an exaggeration to raise her as a daughter. On the contrary, Jing Xia's mother was pissed off, and there was a hypocritical illegitimate brother at home. Although he seemed to be loved and cared for on the surface, in fact, his life was not as comfortable as Qin Chu's.
"So after I understood it later, I slowly discovered...why the young master would do so many things for you." Qin Chu brushed back a lock of hair that was blocking his sight and pinched it behind his head, his fair and delicate face was revealed, and he raised his eyebrow Smiled: "I remember when you were seventeen years old, you were brought back to Ji's house in the middle of the night by the young master, and I gave you the hangover tea. I knew it at that time. If there is no accident, we will face today's scene sooner or later. .”
Jing Xia's whole body trembled suddenly, as if recalling something unbearable, he swallowed, and asked tentatively: "The hangover tea... is made by Sister Qin?"
Qin Chu raised his eyebrows and nodded slightly: "Well, I added some Polygonum weeds without affecting the properties of the medicine, which can be regarded as reducing your fire."
"..."
Polygonum chinensis and bitter grass, bitter, warm, non-toxic.
As if thinking of something interesting, Qin Chu smiled slightly, and looked at Jing Xia helplessly, with a bit of blame: "You don't have to worry too much about it, the sobering tea given to you was drunk first by the young master. , He made sure there was no major problem before feeding it to you."
There was some heat on her cheeks, Jing Xia shyly looked away.
"I just wanted to punish you at that time, and made the young master sad all night. I never thought that the first person to be recruited would be the young master." Qin Chu sighed lightly and shook his head, and said, "You are happy outside. Asking you, you are like a wild horse that has run out of rein, having a good time outside, if there is no young master to pull you back, you don't know what will happen to you in those few years."
Qin Chu's tone was very relaxed and ordinary, as if he was just talking about a very common thing, but Jing Xia's complexion became more and more gloomy. In the end, he slowly raised the corners of his lips, shook his head helplessly and said, "I So lucky to know you guys. So lucky to be here and say these things."
For a while, no one spoke.
After an unknown amount of time, the dark clouds that had been covering the bright moon were slowly dispersed by the wind, revealing the long-lost bright moonlight. Through the bright and transparent glass windows, the bright and clear moonlight shone on the floor of the room, breaking the gloomy and depressing atmosphere.
Qin Chu chuckled softly. She started from the chair, walked to the opposite side, rubbed Jing Xia's soft hair vigorously, and said, "You patient, are you still lingering? Since you are injured, why don't you leave?" Take a good rest. If you really want to watch the young master, I will ask them to set up another bed in this room tomorrow, but now... it's time to go back and rest, you little bastard!"
Jing Xia reluctantly allowed the other party to ravage her hair, and finally, with the help of Qin Chu, she walked to the door with her crutches and said, "I think with my current recovery speed, I should be able to return to normal within a few days." Discharged'."
Qin Chu looked at Jing Xia's bent back due to lameness, and raised his eyebrows: "Before you recover, you have to give me a rest!"
When Jing Xia completely disappeared at the corner of the corridor with the help of the medical staff, Qin Chu reluctantly returned to the previous room. She had just closed the door before turning around, when she heard a deep and magnetic male voice behind her.
"Today, you seem to talk a little too much."
There is a hint of hoarseness in the voice, as if it has been rubbed with sandpaper, which is a bit unpleasant. But at this moment, Qin Chu heard this voice, but felt it was the most moving voice in the world, so she ran to the hospital bed in surprise.
"Master, are you awake?!"
The pale man narrowed his eyes, and gave a soft "hmm" as an answer.
Qin Chu never thought about getting the answer she wanted from the patient. She raised her hand and touched Ji Chuancheng's wrist, feeling the gradually steady and healthy pulse. Slowly heaving a sigh of relief, Qin Chu smiled: "At last there is really no big problem, it's just that I woke up earlier than I thought."
The left cheek is still handsome and indifferent from before, and although the wound on the right cheek has been greatly improved by Qin Chu's treatment, it is still a whole piece of distorted scar, as if after a burn, it looks a little bit fear. But at this moment, Qin Chu looked at this face indifferently, and put down the big stone in his heart.
Ji Chuancheng obviously didn't care about his appearance, he raised his eyes and asked, "Why did you say those things to him just now?"
Qin Chu was taken aback: "... When did you wake up?"
"When you said... I don't want to leave city b, I probably heard your voices, and after a while, I basically woke up."
Qin Chu asked in surprise: "Then why didn't you just wake up, young master, and pretended to be unconscious..." The voice stopped abruptly, Qin Chu stared blankly at Ji Chuan with deep and dark eyes, and an answer appeared her heart-
He was afraid to accept that answer.
Sighing heavily, Qin Chu said: "Master, maybe the answer may not necessarily be rejection, why don't you ask yourself..."
"He said sorry."
"That's what if!"
Ji Chuancheng slowly closed his eyes, as if implying his answer with silent silence.
Looking at such an unfamiliar Ji Chuancheng, Qin Chu frowned slightly. This kind of Ji Chuancheng is completely unfamiliar to her, cowardly and afraid to move forward, fearful but not courageous, even unwilling to grab an opportunity to ask in person, with that resolute and decisive Major Ji was completely different.
No matter how powerful a person is, when they encounter emotional problems, they are still the most ordinary mortals.
And the one who fell in love first, after all, lacked the affirmation of victory in the emotional game.
"Although I am not as good as you in many aspects, in terms of feelings, I am still a normal woman with a sixth sense and intuition." Qin Chu sighed: "I am very clear, clear, sure, and responsible. Said, in the few tens of minutes just now, he revealed a fact all the time—”
"Jingxia likes Ji Chuancheng."
The man on the bed froze suddenly, but he still refused to open his eyes as if he still wanted to pretend he didn't hear anything.
Qin Chu waited for a long time without waiting for the other party's answer, so she had no choice but to put her chair back in place, and after confirming that all the windows in the room were locked, she turned off the small lamp on the bedside table.
The whole room suddenly fell into a silent darkness.
Stepping on those stiletto heels, Qin Chu walked slowly towards the door. The stiletto heels and the floor made a "tack-tack" sound, echoing in the quiet room. She walked to the door step by step, stopped suddenly, and said without looking back: "Major, have I ever told you that I liked you?"
He didn't call the young master anymore, it seemed that he was deliberately trying to shorten those distances.
However, what answered her was a long silence without ups and downs.
The corners of Qin Chu's bright lips curled up slowly, revealing a bitter smile. Just when she thought that she would never get an answer in her life, a mellow voice slowly sounded: "How long ago did that happen to you?"
Hearing this, Qin Chu froze. After a long time, she turned around with a smile and said, "I didn't expect to be discovered by you. It must have been when I was fourteen or fifteen years old. At that time, I was in adolescence, but I have never Confession, now I really want to add something.”
The tone of this sentence is very calm and comfortable, with a slightly joking tone, as if it is really just reminiscing about my lost youth. Even Ji Chuancheng, who was as careful as Ji Chuancheng, didn't find anything abnormal after contemplating for a while.
Qin Chu said helplessly: "Of course, I found out later that this should be just a little girl's inevitable throbbing, and now it's fine. But young master, I suddenly remembered that I am two years older than you."
"..."
After a long silence, Ji Chuancheng suddenly said, "I'm sorry."
The smile on his face froze slowly, but under the cover of darkness, no one could detect the expression on Qin Chu's face at this moment. She nodded with a smile, and said: "That was a long time ago, and now I have long forgotten why I had such a ridiculous idea at that time." After a pause, she quickly changed the subject: "Master, tomorrow morning I will first Come to heal the scar on your back, it is more serious there, and I may come back to treat the scar on the face after a while, after all, there have been a lot of casualties recently, so I can't use too many abilities."
Ji Chuancheng nodded lightly and said, "Thank you for your hard work."
Qin Chu nodded with a smile, and opened the door after giving some instructions.
When the crisp and pleasant sound of the lock and key sounded softly behind her, the tears that had already filled her eyes finally couldn't help but flow down from her eyes, wet her beautiful and bright face, and flow down along the smooth lines of her face to the corners of the lips.
It is a bitter taste.
Qin Chu tightly covered his lips with his right hand, and buried all the sobs of crying in his throat. Hot tears dripped down the crevices between her fingers, and silently dripped onto the ground, forming drops of dark water.
Although she was crying helplessly, she kept raising the corners of her lips, smiling bitterly and sadly.
She knew that this man was excellent, and there was almost nothing to be picky about, but he was still not proficient in feelings.
The secret love that has been hidden for more than ten years, the heart that beat violently for the first time in adolescence, finally at this time, will return to normal and calm forever. It is said to be a mistake, but it is not easy to correct it.
But her only choice is to give up.
The clear and transparent moonlight seemed to be a pair of gentle hands gently stroking Qin Chu's trembling shoulders. She finally picked up her steps, gradually moved away from the ward, turned around and went downstairs.
Walk very slowly, but the pace is not disorderly.
To move decisively and sadly away from that which was once dreamed of.