Shao Qing saw Er Dai shrink into a ball, and her heart hurts terribly when she was trembling in the corner because of her body.
Perhaps when Shao Qing first saw Erdai as a child, if she hadn't just become a mother at that time, if it wasn't for Erdai, which is different from ordinary zombies, perhaps she would kill Erdai when she met on the first day of the new year. shocked.
But after getting along for a long time, the relationship between them has deteriorated long ago, the life and death of each other, and the special circumstances that happened at that time, have made their relationship impure.
If Erdai is an ordinary person, a normal person, who can be responsible for his own choices and decisions, Shao Qing might choose to be with him.
But not now. He has no memory. He is purely like a child. Everything is from Shao Qing's church.
If Shao Qing is with him now, what will happen to Erdai's memory in the future? Will he regret it? Do you think she is taking advantage of others
It can be said that the relationship between her and Erdai is really chaotic.
As for Yan Qiyue, sometimes Shao Qing spit on herself. When Yan Qiyue confessed to her, she refused his feelings on the one hand, but did not refuse his approach, it was like being a bitch and still wanting Standing archway.
Every one of the men who followed her was very kind to her, so she couldn't make a choice and could only pretend not to know.
But this can't work. Sooner or later, she will have to make a choice, choose one of the men, give up the others, or choose none of them, and leave with the child far away.
After thinking about it for a long time, Shao Qing looked at Er Dui in the corner and whispered to Yan Qiyue: "It's cold at night. I forgot to bring a quilt when I went out."
Yan Qiyue watched Shao Qing for a while, then smiled lightly, and then said: "I'll look for it outside and find a few beds and come back clean."
Yan Qiyue must know what she was going to do. Shao Qing's mouth was a little bitter. She asked Shao Tong to hold the little bun to play at the door, and then approached Erdai.
Er Dai lowered his head without saying a word, and there were still blue veins on his neck that were tightened because of patience. He didn't know what the hardship and pain came from, and how to relieve him, and he didn't want to make Shao Qing embarrassed, so he preferred himself. Continue to be patient.
Shao Qing touched his neck and whispered: "Look up and look at me."
Erdai raised her head obediently, with some grievances in her eyes, looking pitiful, Shao Qing lowered her head, kissed Erdai's eyes lightly, and said, "Close your eyes, don't look."
She would feel disgusting when she was watched by such pure eyes, but she was dull and stubborn, but she refused to close her eyes. He looked at Shao Qing obsessively, and the grievance in his eyes became more and more intense.
Shao Qing sighed softly, and finally stretched out his hand, holding the source of evil, and said helplessly: "If you can remember everything, it would be great."
Then she doesn't need to feel guilty, she doesn't need to carry such a burden, and she can make her own decision clearly and decisively.
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Yan Qiyue seriously went out to find several new quilts, and then sat at the door holding the soft quilt for a long time, occasionally a low gasp or two, and Er Dao's depressive roar came out.
Whenever this time, he grasped the quilt's fingers, because of the tight grip and excessive force, the knuckles appeared white.
Why not be jealous? He went mad with jealousy, why he was not sad, he was dying of sadness, why he did not resent, his hatred, spleen and lungs were all mixed up.
The woman he cherished, the woman who was willing to be the queen, was doing the most intimate thing with other men at this moment, and he couldn't do anything, but could only swallow the sweetness that was constantly rising in his throat.