When he was young, he never understood why his father didn't like him no matter what he did.
I will be very obedient, not noisy, not crying, eating very little food, no snacks and toys, and no hugs. I can take care of myself and grow up well.
I just want, you don't hate me.
I just want to get your response when I call "Dad".
But never.
He will always be greeted by beatings and insults with punches and kicks. He called him a bastard born to a bitch, called him a money-losing broom star, and even wanted to kill him when he was just born.
Cen Feng was also a few years old, and he probably knew his origin from the curses he babbled after he was drunk and the discussions with neighbors in the neighborhood.
He is a child born to a little girl in a hairdressing salon from a casual gangster. After being pregnant with him, the mother he had never seen before had also thought about marrying his father and settled down.
For the first time, his father, who had no job and ate and died, had the idea of a good life and borrowed a large sum of money to get married, but on the day he gave birth, his mother threw him in the hospital and fled the town overnight.
Before I left, I took away the money I was going to use to get married, and there was nothing left.
When a man who played an all-night card didn't even know his child was born, he returned home with nothing.
Only one baby who could only cry was left.
At that time, he really planned to strangle the child. He couldn't even support himself, and the borrowed money was taken away by the woman. This child was a disgusting burden to him.
Only when it was put into action, it was discovered by the nurse.
The nurse called the police, and the police took the person to the police station to give a strict warning and education. If the child died, he would commit the crime of intentional homicide. Neighbors in the neighbourhood and the police station of the neighborhood committee supervised that he was not allowed to discard the injured baby, so he had to live with this oil bottle.
When he started to think, Cen Feng would always think, on that day, in that gloomy corridor, why couldn't he move faster, hide deeper, and choke himself to death before the nurse stopped the call
Why should he survive
It would be great if you died at that time.
He has never seen the world with his eyes open, and even if he died, there would be no memories or sadness.
He always felt that in his whole life, he came to this world to suffer.
At first, I naively looked forward to the love of my father, but later I just hoped not to be beaten, because it was really too painful. Later, I thought about it, just stay alive.
But in the end, he couldn't even be alive.
No one knew that he had longed for the light that way.
It all ended that summer, and he left with a smile.
Close your eyes and make a wish to God. If there is an afterlife, I would like to turn into a stone and into a wind. As long as it is not a human being, everything is fine.
As a result, he opened his eyes again, and he was still him, the one he was ten years ago.
It's ridiculous to make people laugh.
He always felt that God was playing him. He hid all the softness, hid the sunny side, and silently resisted the play of the sky with cold thorns.
Even if I encounter the warm light, I can't believe that it will truly belong to me. He didn't want to experience the feeling of hope that it was shattered again and again.
But the light has been on all the time, no matter when he looks back, he can see it.
He didn't even know when his cold heart was knocked open.
He had read a sentence before, saying that everything in this world has phototaxis, wherever there is light, other light will flood in one after another.
A little girl lit up the light in his heart, so other warm lights in the world also shone in.
The car drove quietly on the street at night.
Cen Feng looked at Ying Xuze with red eyes and Jing Xiangbai with a sad face, smiled and punched the shoulders of the two of them, "It's all over, I don't care."
Neither boy will comfort people.
Jing Xiangbai returned him with a shoulder pounding: "Come on, Bro."
Ying Xuze choked and said, "Brother Feng, I have nothing to give you. If you don't mind, I will be your father in the future..."
He was beaten by Cen Feng.
The low atmosphere in the car was swept away, and there was a clamor again. Ying Xuze screamed for mercy: "Brother Feng, I was wrong, I was really wrong! You are my father, you are my father!"
He wouldn't comfort people, but seeing Cen Feng beat him with a smile made him feel less uncomfortable.
It was almost twelve o'clock before the car took them back to the recording camp. After saying goodbye to the staff who were shooting together today, the three of them walked to the dormitory.
When I passed the training building, I saw that the lights in the multi-story classroom were still on.
Ying Xuze said: "Zhou Mingyu's rookie must still be training upstairs, do you want to go and see?"
So the three people moved to the training building. When they arrived in the classroom, they saw not only Zhou Mingyu, but most of the trainees were there. Everyone was joking, sitting on the ground and resting. They were very excited to see the three coming back.
"Brother Feng, have you finished recording the show? Come on, come on! Whose home did you go to?!"
"We all guessed it was Teacher Jinjin! Is it right?"
"Wow, you have the smell of barbecue!!!"
"Fuck, your dog nose is so good?"
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After three days of training, the remaining fifty trainees ushered in the recording again. This time there is no solo stage, and the fifty people are still divided into ten groups, with five people in each group.
The number of people in the group dropped sharply, and the performance part of each person increased accordingly, and the chance of being seen by the audience increased. In this performance, the top three trainees with the highest number of votes will get exclusive individual singles jointly produced by the program team and the instructor.
This is equivalent to having a personal work before debut. And who is the program group? It's Chenxing. Who is the mentor? It's the time for talented singers to sing and dance, Liu Ning Sile, iron-lung singer Yao Sheng, and top rapper Chu Xinyang.
These few people wrote custom songs for the first three trainees together, and finally Chenxing promoted and distributed them. Think about it and know how powerful it is.
And this time the rule is that the top ten trainees are each in a group, and the remaining forty trainees choose which group to join. If the number of people in this group exceeds five, the trainees at the head of the group are inversely selected.
Ying Xuze immediately wailed: "Ah, why! Why, as the second in the audience, I can't even be in a group with the person I admire!!! What's the use of this second?!"
Fuxing gave him a disgusting look: "Don't give it to me."
This time 302, except for Zhou Mingyu, was in the top ten, but Zhou Mingyu was so excited, plus Ying Xuze, he had four choices at once!
Pick no one at a loss!
When it was his turn, all three except Cen Feng shouted: "Zhou Mingyu, don't come over! Don't look for me, look for them!"
Zhou Mingyu: "?"
I'm so angry that I won't go to your place! He angrily ran behind Cen Feng, holding the corner of Cen Feng's clothes and making faces at the other three.
But he is not the only one who wants to be in the same group as the gods.
Especially the trainees at the bottom of this ranking, in fact, know in their hearts that this performance may be their last stage in "Young Puppet".
The last chance, of course, must be immersed in the light of the gods and complete a super high-quality stage of the gods! Do not leave any regrets for this journey.
So a dozen people stood behind Cen Feng.
Shi Ran and He Sinian had just stood full behind as the ninth and tenth, but they were second to sixth, and they were still empty behind them.
This is different from the concept of Cen Feng on the same stage. Being on the same stage as a god does not care about the number of votes.
But the popularity of the other top rankings is too high, and the number of votes with them will definitely be affected, and those who choose the bottom may have a chance to stand out.
So Cen Feng reversed the election. Zhou Mingyu was afraid that he would not want himself, so he quickly said: "Brother Feng, if you don't choose me, you will have to learn my group of dances and then teach me again. What a waste of time!"
Cen Feng: "..."
Finally, Zhou Mingyu was added, and three people who matched his own style were selected to form this team.
Next is rehearsal.
As the trainees were training for the third performance, the sixth issue of "Young Idol" was also launched on time. The content of this issue is the release of the solo stage. The kites have long heard from the little sisters who went to the scene how amazing the idol stage is this time. When this issue is not online yet, #岑风绝美solo平台# The topic is on the list.
With the broadcast of the show, this term has been hotly searched. After the feature film went live, the pen-hold shooting of ten solo stages was also released. The official blog of "Young Puppet" also specially released Cen Feng's pen-hold video, which was quickly turned into a hot spot by Kite.
Less than half an hour after the sixth episode, #岑风绝美solo平台# reached the top of the most searched.
The teenagers astounded the whole network.
Even professional music critics who have always been unwelcome to idol music have expressed their opinions on "The Fight", saying that this song is bound to break the prejudice of musicians against idols and become a landmark musical work.
Overnight, Cen Feng's total number of votes appeared to be in the lead, more than double that of Ying Xuze, who ranked second.
His light was finally seen by the world.
And when all the netizens and passers-by were talking about Cen Feng's amazing strength, the kites who were most worried about the idol's strength before turned out to be Buddha.
Oh, a group of mortals, who are not really strong, are there anyway, and they can't run.
Isn’t the costume style of this solo stage worthy of your careful consideration? !
Look at this almost transparent white shirt, look at this one with only half of the corner exposed, look at this two-buttoned neckline, look at this noble and cold tasseled coat, look at this package Black pants with long legs.
Look at this eye makeup again! This lip color! This handsome hairstyle that shows his forehead!
What kind of fairy is this stylist, how can I show the beauty of idols so vividly? !
What should be exposed, what should be received, what is faintly visible is never more leaking, sexy and abstinent. Oh my god, did the stylist get into the minds of fans and peek at our thoughts
Who is the stylist of the solo stage! ! ! Come out and boast! ! !
Xu Jiexing, who followed the stream and forwarded it calmly: Come out and boast!
By the way, I will collect the kites' thoughts about the next modeling in Chaohua.
Bib pants with big black frame glasses, two bunches of dull hair with his hair turned up? This is so cute that he vomits blood! Think about it, maternal love is overwhelming! You can give it a try!
Black suit and bow tie, meticulously dressed beast. This is great too!
Hooded sweatshirt and sweatpants, sneakers and laces are tied at will, campus male theology has a long wind, ah, this is the appearance of first love!
Long silk pajamas, with a half-tied belt and a V on the chest, which is lazy and sexy. Ah, why do you think more than me, a designer! Stay tuned, the nosebleed is about to come out again!
Hehehe, look at the next one... Huh
Don't wear anything? ?
This is not possible! ! ! Cross it out!