The rain was still falling, and the wet breath permeated through the thin window screens, wrapping two people who were silently looking at each other.
"Please give me some time."
When the voice fell, Shao Mingwei looked at Min Yu and waited for him to respond.
Shao Mingwei looks calm and determined, and his voice is low and calm, but his eyes are full of the dazed youth of the beginning of love, the helpless childishness of young people, and the rampage that pretends to be mature and stable under the panic - things happened so fast, he Not ready yet.
Min Yu, who was slightly drunk on a rainy day, was tempting him and shaking him. Only he knew, not even Min Yu.
His fists were clenched and clenched, and the white feathers in his heart were scratched and scratched, but they were all pressed down by Shao Mingwei and turned into a sentence, "Please give me some time."
Min Yu looked up at him blankly, wondering if she was surprised by Shao Mingwei's kiss on the forehead, or by the loose words.
After a long time, he slowly tasted the taste of keeping the clouds open and seeing the moon and the moon, and the subtle joy emerged from every corner of the body. Min Yu was greedy. He tried to borrow money to help Shao Mingwei's favor in order to get a chance to get close to him. He had the greedy idea of wanting to get this young man. At the same time, he was cautious and inferior to the handsome young man who was a dozen years younger than him. The only thing that is easy to satisfy is to get the signal that there is a possibility and a turning point. All the grievances and urgency in my heart are all healed, and only the boy in front of me is left.
Only Shao Mingwei remained.
His eyes and face were red, but he smiled softly and whispered in the soft sound of rain: "Okay, I'll wait for you. You don't have to worry, I have a lot of time, a lot of time... Waiting for you."
Shao Mingwei was confused and drunk. He didn't drink, but was drunk in Min Yu's words and eyes.
Min Yu treated him sometimes like a gentle, considerate and reliable elder, sometimes like a shy and squeamish lover, but more often he couldn't tell the difference, at least Shao Mingwei couldn't tell, or he didn't realize it. Maybe Min Yu didn't know if she was looking at Shao Mingwei, a younger generation who loved him and needed tolerance and guidance, or a man who was calm and youthful like the rising sun that could warm him and burn him.
But it is undeniable that Shao Mingwei does not reject being treated like this, he is even addicted to it.
After receiving Min Yu's tolerant response, Shao Mingwei's heart was filled with gratitude, relaxation and inexplicable kindness and reliance: "Thank you..." He hesitated for a moment, and before the sentence was finished in his mind, it was because of Min Yu's soft but tolerant attitude And recklessly said: "I don't think it should be... for a long time."
He clumsily comforted Min Yu, not knowing whether it was because he was kind and unbearable, or he was afraid that the other party would wait too long and be impatient or even flustered. He added a deadline for the ambiguity, set a date for the relationship, and gave Min Yu an inconspicuous and obvious right. future promise.
This is not a favor for Min Yu.
Min Yu's eyes curved into a crescent moon, and she laughed.
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The two of them acted in their own love scenes about each other, completely forgetting the Jack and Ennis scenes on TV. When the two of them regained their senses and turned their attention back to the TV, most of the movie had already been played, but no one mentioned finding the place where the plot was lost and jumped back, as if the eyes staring at the screen seriously at this time were just a decoration, and the mind was thinking. I don't know where it went.
Shao Mingwei's mind was a mess at this time, he just watched Jack's mouth open and closed, and he didn't know what the English words he said meant. Suddenly, he felt a slight movement around his left hand on the sofa beside his thigh, and just as he was about to look at it, he felt that his left hand was gently held.
The hand that held him was careful, thin and cool.
Shao Mingwei paused for a while, then turned to look at Min Yu, but the other party didn't look at him, staring at the screen seriously, as if attracted by the plot, as if the right hand with the will was disobedient, and grabbed Shao Mingwei's left hand on his own accord.
Shao Mingwei gave a low laugh, did not pierce, did not point out, lightly held his hand with his backhand, and then proceeded to watch the movie absentmindedly.
After a long while, Min Yucai secretly glanced at Shao Mingwei from the corner of his eye, and smiled silently.
The two adults watched the whole movie holding hands like this. Although they missed half of the movie, Shao Mingwei still watched it by the end of the movie, giving birth to a trace of melancholy.
The room was silent, Shao Mingwei was about to say something when he felt his shoulders sink. He looked down and saw that Min Yu was asleep.
Min Yu drank wine, blushed, was held by his hand, leaned on his shoulder and fell asleep.
The sleeping Min Yu was really well-behaved, her rosy lips were slightly open, her long black eyelashes trembled slightly, and her whole person revealed a soft and tranquil atmosphere that was harmless to humans and animals.
Shao Mingwei looked at his quiet sleeping face and couldn't help asking himself: Why did you refuse
Ask again: Do you really want to accept it
Shao Mingwei couldn't figure out his heart.
He only knew that when he didn't see Min Yu, he would miss him and be absent-minded; when he saw him, he would feel happy, relax naturally, and want to get close to him unconsciously;
He only knew that Min Yu had a special influence on him, holding a soft white feather that could reach into his heart;
He only knows that it must not be the self-righteous conclusion that he originally came to because he wanted to monopolize his liking because of his vanity and because the other party was too good;
He only knew just now that he was really seduced by Min Yu, and he wanted to kiss him regardless and touch his lips;
He only knew how much energy and determination he had used to hold down his agitation and desire.
But Shao Mingwei can't and won't kiss, because he understands and values the meaning of kissing, he doesn't want to start a relationship hastily, it is irresponsible and perfunctory to him and Min Yu. sincere sincerity.
Because it is true that Min Yu helped him in every detail, Shao Mingwei is true to him, and it is true to trust him.
So Shao Mingwei wonders: Does he really like him, instead of being confused by complex emotions such as gratitude, guilt, desire, etc. because of various factors
He needs some time to figure out his heart, or rather, he is willing to work hard to let such a good Min Yu, who he is unwilling to live up to, really enter his heart.
Not because of messy emotions and things, just because it was Min Yu.
He is willing to like Min Yu - as long as he can.
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It had been raining for a long time, and the windows of the house were not closed. Shao Mingwei felt a little cool and pulled him back from his distraction.
He secretly laughed at himself being hypocritical and cautious, but he did not regret or hesitate at all.
Then, Shao Mingwei carefully turned off the TV with the remote control, pulled the blanket folded beside him with one hand and gently covered the two of them, and fell asleep on the sofa in the murmur of rain and the dim sky.
Autumn has come.
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