Two or three days after the final exam results came out, the Academic Affairs Office announced the ranking of the top 30 in the grade.
The counselor finished the large class meeting and asked everyone to take a group photo before going back. Shao Mingwei and Liu Yang walked out of the classroom talking and laughing. On the way, they passed Zhao Sheng, who was sitting in his seat and staring at his mobile phone, motionless. Liu Yang glanced at it—it was the ranking table.
Walking outside the door, Liu Yang couldn't help but complain to Shao Mingwei, "Do you think Zhao Sheng is tired all day?"
Shao Mingwei glanced at him: "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing," Liu Yang recalled that Zhao Sheng was expressionless just now, but his face was faintly blue. He shook his head and said, "I just think this person is funny."
In his opinion, Zhao Sheng is too cola. In the past, he would not be used to what Zhao Sheng did, but now he has learned not to take it to heart like Shao Mingwei, and even sometimes treats it as a joke. The conflict between Zhao Sheng and Shao Mingwei, no, is purely a unilateral conflict between Zhao Sheng and Shao Mingwei, and Shao Mingwei probably never took it to heart. As for why Liu Yang is like watching a joke, it is because Liu Yang thinks that Zhao Sheng is a good-looking person, except that he looks mean because of his preoccupations, he is thin and tall; he studies very well, often in the top three of the grade, and Like Shao Mingwei, he is in Professor Xue's laboratory; he is also a student union cadre. His family is in good condition, he has some connections with the school, he has a good relationship with the counselors and teachers, and his popularity is also good. Mean Well, Mean Well himself, and people other than himself who have a good relationship with him can rarely feel it... All in all, Zhao Sheng is already good enough by his standards, of course he can't compare to Mean Well, but why? It's better than that. After that, he would always do some small gestures or look cold and angry. He even provokes Ming Wei directly in the restaurant because Xi Zi was too careful.
For nearly three years as a classmate, Zhao Sheng felt that he and Shao Mingwei were evenly matched, and regarded him as an opponent, but they were always unable to compete. Therefore, he never had a good face towards Shao Mingwei, and he always found some presence in front of him to make a little stumbling block. He thought that Shao Mingwei regarded him as a thorn in the eye like him, and thought that the two were in a state where the king did not see the king, but he didn't want Shao Mingwei to compare with him at all, and didn't care about him at all. The reason is that Shao Mingwei took a year off from school before entering school. He was one year older than most of his classmates. In addition, he took up the responsibility of the family early, matured and calm, and looked at his carefree classmates with him. Like younger brothers and sisters, even if some people are confused and worried about their youth, in the eyes of Shao Mingwei, who has encountered tricks of fate and sudden changes in life, it is like a petty mess. Moreover, he is busy working around to make money. Apart from studying and working as a cadre in school I often can't find people outside, and I really can't tell the energy to deal with time-consuming classmate relationships.
At first, he didn't notice Zhao Sheng at all, and slowly he felt that someone seemed to be targeting him, but he was mild-mannered and low-key, and didn't want to have a conflict with Zhao Sheng. melted. However, Zhao Sheng probably didn't realize his good intentions, and again and again, Shao Mingwei had a good temper and was a little impatient. He always felt that Zhao Sheng was flying around like a fly, and he also saw that Zhao Sheng was the best Can't tolerate being ignored by others, turning a blind eye to Zhao Sheng with a bit of a deliberate mentality. Sure enough, Zhao Sheng was so angry that he wanted to vomit blood after feeling the smell. He hated seeing Shao Mingwei more and more, and his attitude became more and more bad. Even a few close classmates in the class could vaguely see it, but both of them were excellent. In the class, they are also very open, and none of the classmates want to offend, and the conflict between the two of them has not come to the surface, and everyone pretends to not see it.
This time, Zhao Sheng's average score was two points lower than Shao Mingwei's, ranking second. It was clearly listed in the Excel table, and Shao Mingwei also saw it. When he passed by Zhao Sheng, he naturally saw that his face was not good. He didn't expect it to be elsewhere. When Liu Yang mentioned it, he realized that Zhao Sheng was probably resentful because of the ranking. However, Shao Mingwei was not touched, neither schadenfreude, nor the anger of being hated by others, what he had to say was only a little helpless.
Still too few things to do, idle. Shao Mingwei thought blankly.
Spring in Beijing is like a post station for travelers to rest between winter and summer journeys. It is in disrepair and has a rough taste of the north. In the face of the whirring wind that raised dust and sand, people were busy running their own ways, and before they could feel the gentle spring described in the book, in the blink of an eye, they suddenly found that summer had come quietly.
The weather is getting warmer, and the students seem to be in the freshman year and sophomore far away from graduation yesterday. The school was filled with the smell of the students trying to find a way out, and the sense of anxiety and urgency came like the heat in the air.
The people around Shao Mingwei are preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and there are many people who are planning to go abroad. There are only a small number of students who have grades and do not have the willpower to persist in the postgraduate entrance examination and do not plan to go abroad. They began to try to find internships and submit their resumes. There is a saying in their majors that "you will be unemployed after you leave school". Even if it is a little exaggerated, it shows some reality: there are very few reliable jobs that undergraduates can find. On the one hand, there are few corresponding positions, but the number of competitors is unknown how many times; Fundamentally dispels the idea of undergraduates joining the company. There are only cheap but very enthusiastic and talent-wasting jobs released by some unknown small companies, and this group of proud students from the most famous universities can’t be like ordinary one or two. People in this school feel wronged as well, and gradually the embarrassing situation of “graduation is unemployment” has gradually formed, and fewer people choose to work directly.
If everyone is on the road of confusion, panic and urgency to study and seek employment, then Shao Mingwei is the most enviable existence in their eyes. Excellent grades can completely get the guaranteed places in the bag, and even the tutors are ready-made, or Professionals, you should prepare materials with a clear goal, leisurely and calmly at this time, and at the same time laugh at their classmates who are devastated.
However, this is not the case. As the days go by, Shao Mingwei still has not figured out whether he wants to continue his studies or work after graduation. He didn't tell Min Yu, because he knew that the other party would definitely let him go to graduate school and plan everything for him. He didn't want to do that - like being raised by Min Yu, he was the other party's lover, not a child who needed to be taken care of everywhere.
Shao Mingwei has always been a person with clear goals and strong action. Whenever he decides what to do, he will quickly plan and start. This is the first time in his life that he hesitated for such a long time, as if being chased by time and moving forward. , I know where the deadline is, but I can't make up my mind.
He laughed at himself, after all, he was too greedy. Not only want to maintain inexplicable self-esteem, but also do not want to give up the love of study.
In the end, before the announcement of Q University's insurance research plan, Shao Mingwei searched for materials and prepared various materials usually required for insurance research. On the other hand, he sent a lot of resumes to various companies, and participated in several online and offline written tests and interviews. Most of the resumes are in the dark, and there are positions that have been obtained, but they are not suitable at first sight.
He was getting tired, his self-confidence was hit, and he was a little more silent than before. Min Yu was as careful as a hair, living with him, and seeing these things in his eyes. He thoughtfully did not ask, but only cared more about Shao Mingwei in various details of life. Min Yu has always reserved privacy for others, and is confident that no matter what troubles the other party encounters, even if he really can't deal with him in the end, he can solve it, so he never talks much. But in the end, it was about the people he cared about, and Min Yu felt a little worried and distressed, and decided to ask him when Shao Mingwei was still in such distress for a while.
On this day, Shao Mingwei finished talking with Professor Xue in the office of Professor Xue, and was ready to pack up the materials and leave.
"Ming Wei." The professor stopped him.