Amira Milan, born in 145 BC, was the third princess in the direct line of the royal family at that time. She was intelligent since childhood. At the age of five, she set off to the country of mages, Ain Rodant, to study magic. The identity of the princess serves as a mentor in Yunzhong Tower, and the Baier royal family will always recognize her royal family status, and the current royal family throne succession sequence is sixty-seven.
If you look at the information of the Bayer Empire, there are probably only these meaningless comments about Amyra.
But in fact, there are only two words about her original record - witch.
Ever since she was a child, she was regarded as a freak, not as loud as other children, always sitting alone, neither crying nor laughing, like a puppet.
Even her biological mother and the people around her wondered if she had an intellectual problem, and when she spoke for the first time, it caused countless troubles.
"Mother, why are you killing those cuties in the garden, they screamed so miserably, why are everyone ignoring their advice. Didn't you tell me to help the weak?"
For the young Amyra, she couldn't understand why those murderous adults with large scissors persecuted those little beings who couldn't stop screaming. Even though they screamed so miserably, no one helped them.
"Perhaps they are too young to be heard by no one. Since no one heard it, let me help."
So, she did it herself.
"Uncle Dashu, please help everyone. Clean up the bad guy with the scissors."
While everyone was still ecstatic about Her Royal Highness's sudden voice, misfortune struck.
It was just a child's whisper, and under a small order, the huge oak tree turned into a man-eating tree demon, swallowing the enemies of flowers and trees in the garden in one bite.
"Help! Guard, where is the guard?"
"Ah, there are monsters eating people!"
The tree demons who suddenly appeared in the royal garden created panic. In the chaos, there was only the little princess, who was very eye-catching. She was smiling sweetly at the forest trees in the garden.
"Don't worry, Amyra won't let others bully you."
But the flowers and trees in that garden trembled slightly, and the petals and pine cones fell on the palm of the hand, which seemed to be small gifts, as if to thank Amyra for her kindness.
For Amyra, this was just a voluntary help, but in the eyes of everyone, it was the first time the little princess opened her mouth to cause disaster. Just using words, she summoned the tree demon to eat the poor innocent gardener.
There were at least hundreds of people in the royal garden that day. In the eyes of everyone, Amyra, who stepped on the gardener's corpse and greeted blood and plants, has become the purest alien.
Even with the strict orders of His Majesty the Emperor, rumors that the Third Princess was a witch still spread like wildfire. Every time Amyra walked on the road, she could see the eyes of fear and disgust and criticism.
"Look, that's the cursed witch. The first time she spoke it was a curse."
"What a terrible look, don't look this way..."
"She glared at me, will I be cursed?"
"It's all rumored that I'm a witch too. It's because of this freak that I suffer from His Majesty's disgust." Even the biological mother of the imperial concubine hated her second daughter.
At that time, the royal power of the Baier Empire was not stable. Even, some political opponents used this as a reason to attack the royal family whose regime was unstable at that time, which made the emperor at that time even more upset. He had five children and he didn't like this strangeness. 's daughter, and even had the idea of exile.
Originally, under the pressure from inside and outside, especially under the disgust of her parents, the best result for Amyra was to be sent to the monastery for a lifetime. Candidate for the Holy Maiden, it was a profession destined to be chaste for a lifetime, but fortunately, the then court archmage Antonios made a guarantee.
"She's not a witch, she just has the talent to communicate with plants. This child is a natural mage material. Little Amyra, would you like to go to Ain Rodant with grandpa to learn magic? You will meet many there. A friend like you."
Looking around with fear or disgust, and feeling the kindness of the grandfather in front of her, Amyra nodded without hesitation.
Yes, from the very beginning, everyone underestimated Amyra's ability. She is not simply able to communicate with plants. Her innate ability is only a concept of "communication".
Whether it is a plant or an animal, she can communicate through consciousness, and in the eyes of others, she is a strange child who can't speak or worry. In fact, she is always communicating with everything around her through her own abilities.
This time, the pure god-given ability is too powerful, but it may not be a good thing. The simpler the consciousness of life, the simpler the desire, the more distracting thoughts and evil thoughts of life, which make Amyra feel uncomfortable.
Her ability is not to read minds, but to communicate in an intuitive way. If she insists on explaining, it is probably more appropriate to use "seeing through the desires of the other party".
She hated her maids, their empty brains only had money and gossip, she hated her elder brothers and younger brothers, their undeveloped bodies were full of male desires and ambitions, she even hated her own mother and father, The former only regards her as a prop to gain favor, while the latter is busy with intrigue every day.
The glamorous palace was full of filth, and later, Amyra even began to hate humans, and the creatures full of desires made her hate at first.
The simple consciousness of plants that only need sunlight, water, and nutrients to survive has become her safe haven. She often avoids the left or right wandering in the botanical garden, and does not return home until late at night, but instead consolidates her identity as a witch.
When Amyra decided to leave her homeland and become a mage in the country of mages, the feelings of "fortunate", "joy" and "joy" from the relatives around her made her have no plans to return to her homeland.
"Perhaps, it will be a little different when I arrive in the country of mages. At least, I am not the only outlier."
But unfortunately, human beings are always human, with more mottled desires, more ambitions and expectations, for Amyra, it is like an incomprehensible alien, but this time, with age, the mind gradually gradually Mature, she has learned to hide herself, so that she is not too alien.
And that communication talent has made her go a long way in plant magic. Magic is a process of seeking truth. Her growth rate with the "communication" talent is simply cheating. Soon, before she was twenty years old, she became a The youngest senior mentor at the time.
The experience of serving as a candidate for the Holy Maiden in the Sidrian Earth God Cult not only made her have one more enemy who killed her adoptive mother, but also made her hate the creatures such as men even more.
But no matter how far she has gone, there is actually no change at all. She is still the witch who hates humans. The so-called "storm mood" can't be her moodiness when facing strangers, and it's just because she You can see through the maliciousness of the opponent at a glance.
The disgust for human beings and the love for simple life made her values deviate a little. In her impression, the survival value of simple and lovely plants is far greater than that of dirty humans, and she even began to hate her own Human identity, so, in order to get closer to her perfect existence, she also did not hesitate to use colleagues and apprentices to conduct experiments as the basic data for her transformation.
Most of the real lunatics think that the world is crazy and that they are normal people. If evaluated according to this standard, Amyra is undoubtedly a complete lunatic. She has always believed that she is the only normal person.
"No friends, no foes (all dead), no lovers... What a delightful life without that nasty bipedal creature."
And just when she closed herself in her own world, thinking that this was the whole picture of life, a new student entered her line of sight, he was Roland back then.
"Ah, there are such pure people."
Don't get me wrong, Roland had just crawled out of the tomb that year. He was definitely not good-natured. He who had just been betrayed by the entire human society was pure hatred and hatred for the entire world.
"He is smiling so brightly, but his desire is just pure destruction and revenge, and it is not against one person, but against all human beings. Ah, it's so beautiful." Human beings don't live in the world at all The world doesn’t need a savior, just let everything be destroyed’ is a brilliant insight.”
In a sense, it was Roland who created this crazy witch. Roland, who regarded humans as dying ants, had no idea that he had become a source of pollution that radiated hatred.
And when Amira chose Roland as her apprentice, two guys who also hated humans came together. On the surface, one was studying ice magic, the other was studying plant magic, but in fact one was studying the structure of the undead, and the other was studying The more prohibited animals and plants are merged and transformed, both of them have no lower limit and moral restrictions, and they influence each other and get deeper and deeper.
For Amyra that year, Roland was a once-in-a-lifetime confidant and friend, and the only existence in this world who could communicate calmly. Before she knew it, she fell deeper than she expected.
Although plants are simple, they lack intelligence after all. It is good to be able to listen to their own words. It is absolutely impossible to respond. Human beings are naturally social animals. They are eager to communicate and to be recognized by others. , recognition, trust, even Amyra who thought she was used to enjoying solitude was no exception.
Once Amyra, who had been lonely for more than a hundred years, opened her heart, she was really good to her "blue-faced confidant", and she was willing to teach magic knowledge. She even seemed a little nagging and crazy, and Roland really benefited a lot from it. .
And when Roland got what he needed, gained the power to take revenge, and decided to start his own revenge journey, he sold Amyra without hesitation before leaving.
On the way to school, in the tower in the cloud, Roland also made some real friends. Although the idea of revenge never wavered, but just for the safety of the buddies like Cayid, he did not hesitate to report it. Amyra.
Of course, such feelings are incomprehensible to Amyra, she is just strange, strange to the point of incomprehension.
"Why did you betray me, why did you betray me with no worries, no anger, no hatred, no ambition, or even the possibility of gaining benefits, just wanted to say 'the sun rises in the east, it's about to rain, I'm in a good mood today , just go and report Amyra', you betrayed me with such a natural mentality... Is it because I am also a human? I am also a part of his hatred."
Roland's departure and despair made Amyra completely lost in confusion. Perhaps, after a while, she completely abandoned her human identity, which had something to do with this idea.
When Amira resolved her troubles, she confidently planned to go to Roland for revenge, but what she got was the news of her "apprentice"'s death.
For the first time, Amyra, who has always been cold-talking, encountered a frenzy of emotions, but it was not the joy she expected, anger, unwillingness, despair, loss, and sadness. She was surprised to find that she was in heartache, not because of the pain of being betrayed, but It was the pain of losing her only confidant, and the pain of digging flesh had tormented her for a long time.
Thinking of never seeing that hateful person again, never seeing that smirk that doesn't smile, never finding a look that understands me, thinking that I can no longer open my heart to talk to others, thinking that Losing this only place to stay forever, for the first time, Amyra felt heartache, but she didn't know where her heart was. That year, Amyra regretted for the first time that she had given up her human body and lost her The right to tears.
From that day on, Amyra's time was stopped... She was still alive, but only alive, she put herself again in the box where no one else existed, and used a false mask to deal with everyone.
But after more than three hundred years, fate brought the happy couple to meet again, and Amyra's time gear began to turn again, but when they met this time, Amyra was at a loss again.
She expected that when Roland saw her, she would be surprised, frightened, or simply start to run away, but although Roland really wanted to run away, and he never stopped complaining in face, but her ability told herself that he was happy, He is very happy to see himself, he loves to see himself, he is very happy to see himself again!
At that moment, more than a hundred years of resentment and dissatisfaction turned into a flash of smoke, and the girl who was in love almost laughed out loud, and the last toughness and threat only stayed on her lips. At that moment, Amyra finally had After realizing it, she saw her heart clearly.
"It turns out that I like him..."
What about studying plant magic, everything is an excuse and a hypocritical reason, and "wanting to be by his side" is the root cause.
"Does he already have a girlfriend... Anyway, I just want a friend, well, it's enough to be comfortable around him."
Strong self-esteem, she gave up the option of intervening in the competition, and even made her unwilling to express her feelings. "Being a confidant" is enough, which is the reason she uses to anesthetize herself.
And the act of learning to cook can't be an alternative expression of her unwillingness to admit defeat.
But that reason that he didn't even believe in himself was shattered by a reckless person.
The street bouquets and courtships could not confuse Amyra from the beginning. It only took her a second to understand everything, but in the face of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, Amyra herself was shaken.
"As long as we accept it, no, as long as we don't reject it harshly, we are a couple, and it's me who he actively pursued..."
In the end, she made a choice. She even had a share in the high-speed gossip. At least the rumors that reached Eliza with wings had something to do with her... Even if she didn't even know why she was To do this, probably, she could only find a reason—she instinctively declared war in her own way, hoping for an upright decisive battle.
But after that battle, her heart that was too shaken made her fall into hesitation and confusion.
"I don't even have a normal body, and I can't have a normal child. Will he mind?"
"My reputation is so bad and I have done a lot of bad things. Will he hate me when he finds out?"
"Although he only sees me as a friend, he is at least better than that Eliza. Roland sees that girl as only family, just like his own daughter. At least Roland still sees me as a woman."
"I… "
Countless thoughts are entangled in my mind. The injury in Red Maple City is not good, and I have experienced the hard battle of Ermu Diloken. In order to exert the ultimate ability in this earth element plane lacking water and air, Amy La Yuan worked harder and paid more than she showed.
When she was at her weakest, she encountered a period of psychological chaos, which led to the loss of control of her entire body. The runaway body showed its truest appearance and turned into a dark forest, but her own consciousness was like a The ostrich, whose head was inserted into the ground, fell into the deepest slumber of consciousness.
"Just go to sleep like this, don't have to worry about anything... What is Roland doing? Will he be sad when he finds out that I'm not talking? Will he still be with that little girlfriend? Will he forget me? Forgetting me is even a confession. Stupid woman who doesn't dare. Forget about me, a stupid woman who can't do any housework."
She has been floating in this ocean of consciousness for an unknown time. It is not that she has no way to control the situation, but the self-repentant Amyra subconsciously gave up the dominance of her body and plunged herself into the inner wall, but finally, that The familiar knock on the door came to my ears.
"Hey, my Sleeping Beauty, it's time to wake up. If you go back to sleep, you'll miss my birthday party. It's a great party. You'll definitely regret it if you miss it."
Is it a hallucination again? Why is the hallucination in front of him so realistic, and the familiar smile is rarely sincere, but from seeing his joy and happiness yet so familiar, it is as if in the past, this unscrupulous apprentice made breakfast and prepared Wake up the tutor who stayed up all night experimenting again.
"Good morning, Roland."
Amyla, who blushed, didn't know why she said these unhealthy words, but Roland was stunned when he heard the greeting, and then smiled as before.
"Good morning, Amyra. It's a pleasure to see you again."
The witch's cheeks became red and hot, but the arc of the smile unknowingly hung up, she nodded slightly with a scale that could not be separated, but the corner of her mouth was complaining with a voice that only she could hear.
"This intention is really cunning, this is simply a foul..."