Warm, soft lips touched together.
It was a very light kiss, a tentative touch.
The first time was at the corner of his mouth, the second time was between his lips, and the third time Liang Sizhe lightly sucked Cao Ye's lower lip.
When the kiss happened, Cao Ye's mind went blank. He could smell the faint smell of red wine in Liang Sizhe's breath, and his heart beat lightly or hard with every touch, completely out of rhythm.
Liang Sizhe backed away a little, and across the thin air, the two of them were restraining their breathing intentionally or unintentionally, and the entangled moist breath seemed to be trembling slightly.
Liang Sizhe looked at Cao Ye, who slowly opened his eyes. Cao Ye still had damp water vapor on his body, his hair was wet, and his eyes were wet. He looked like a small animal that had been lost for a long time in the forest in the rain. .
The kiss could be deeper, but Liang Sizhe was reluctant and dared not. He felt that this was enough. Cao Ye was willing to stick his head out of the shell, and he had rescued him from the hopelessness of the rest of his life. The rest will take his time. Bar.
There were enough surprises tonight. He was prepared that Cao Ye would hesitate for ten days and a half months, and he was prepared to pretend that Cao Ye didn't know how to continue being an ordinary friend with him. No longer contacting his preparations, but he didn't expect that Cao Ye would run over in the rain that night and appear in front of him covered in heavy rain. His teen was braver than he expected.
Enough, past experience tells Liang Sizhe that people can't be too greedy, otherwise everything they get in front of them may be easily lost.
But soon, Cao Ye gave him another surprise.
Cao Ye came over and touched Liang Sizhe with his lips just like he had just touched him.
The kiss was clumsy, like a simple imitation of a response.
After Cao Ye backed away, Liang Sizhe couldn't help but want to laugh. His boy was obviously not ready to kiss, but he was using this clumsy touch that almost didn't look like a kiss to tell him that he didn't dislike the kiss just now. You are too cute Cao Ye...
"I..." Cao Ye lowered his eyes and avoided Liang Sizhe's gaze, the gaze was too deep and heavy, and he couldn't help but want to hide, "Liang Sizhe, give me some time, I may not be able to do so quickly. Accept..." He said halfway through, as if he didn't know what word to choose, then paused before continuing, "Going further..."
Before he finished speaking, Liang Sizhe interrupted him in a low voice: "I know, don't be afraid, there is a lot of time, let's take your time."
"Yeah." Cao Ye replied in a low voice.
Liang Sizhe looked at Cao Ye for a while, then turned his face to look out the window. There was still no sign that the rain was about to stop. There seemed to be a rush of rain in the sky and the earth. He suddenly said in a low voice: "That cloud floated over."
"Huh?" Cao Ye looked at him. In his memory, Liang Sizhe seemed to have said the same ten years ago. At this moment, the profile of Liang Sizhe's side face seemed to be the same as the night he whistled, but with a little less sadness and a little more tenderness.
The heart beat a little faster. Cao Ye now knows that this feeling is called heartbeat. They have known each other for ten years, and they are no longer the teenagers they used to be, but even so, he still can't control his heartbeat towards Liang Sizhe.
"It's nothing," Liang Sizhe smiled and turned to look at Cao Ye, "It's raining so hard, how did you get here? Do you want to be a high-speed rail?"
"Well, the plane is grounded." Cao Ye raised his hand and rubbed the bridge of his nose. When Liang Sizhe asked this question, he also felt that he was a little rash and impulsive this time, but at that time he had a sense of anxiety that he had to see Liang Sizhe tonight. Liang Sizhe hadn't let go yet, he was still waiting for him in place, and it was too late.
"Are you hungry?" Liang Sizhe looked at him, "Should I call the hotel to deliver the meal?"
"Oh... good." Cao Ye said. I didn't realize it on the way here, and now I think about breakfast and lunch because I was going to send Xiaobai to euthanize. Hungry a little uncomfortable.
Liang Sizhe called the hotel restaurant and ordered seafood porridge.
When the meal came, he went to the bathroom to get a clean towel, and snorted twice on Cao Ye's head through the towel: "Wipe your hair again, it's still dripping with water."
"Oh..." Cao Ye took it, pressed the towel to wipe the water from his hair, wiped it twice and asked, "Did you just take the opportunity to touch my head."
"You found it." Liang Sizhe smiled.
"I knew it." Cao Ye muttered.
During the meal, Liang Sizhe asked about the situation when Xiao Xiaobai left. Cao Ye didn't elaborate. He thought it was fortunate that Liang Sizhe was not in Beijing. .
"It went quite peacefully," Cao Ye swallowed a mouthful of porridge and said after a while, "I feel a sense of relief, after all, I have been very sick for half a month."
"Alright." Liang Sizhe lowered his eyes.
Cao Ye took the spoon and drank two more mouthfuls of porridge.
The breakup five years ago was also the night of Liang Sizhe's birthday. He said in a panic that two men together were as disgusting as two dogs. This should have caused a lot of damage to Liang Sizhe, otherwise he would not have remembered it for so long.
"I was speechless at that time," Cao Ye stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, "Forget that."
Liang Sizhe looked up at him.
"That's it," Cao Ye said vaguely, "you know."
"Okay." Liang Sizhe didn't ask any further, just answered.
The only sound left in the room was the screeching sound of the spoon and the rim of the bowl colliding from time to time, and the rest of the sound was drowned out by the sound of rain outside the window.
Cao Ye drank the porridge one by one, and he felt that Liang Sizhe was sitting across from him, and his eyes kept falling on his face.
Drunk Liang Sizhe's eyes will always be a little different, just like the night he hit the producer a few years ago, they were sitting on the wooden bench on Yin 4th Street, Liang Sizhe also looked at him deeply and for a long time. , said Cao Ye, why am I so happy to see you.
At that time, Cao Ye felt upset, but now he realizes that it wasn't Liang Sizhe who upset him, but he was also happy to see Liang Sizhe, and he was upset about himself who couldn't help but be happy.
While washing up, Cao Ye couldn't help thinking for a while how he and Liang Sizhe should sleep.
Liang Sizhe lived in a suite with one bedroom and one living room, either two of them would sleep on the bed, or one would sleep on the sofa.
They're both adults, just kissed again, and they all know what it means to sleep together.
Cao Ye put down the cup and looked at himself in the mirror, there was still some red around his eye frame. I was so useless just now that I cried without warning. When Li You passed away, he cried once, but he never cried again after that, why did he cry in front of Liang Sizhe...
I can't tell the feeling of that moment, it seems that I have endured it for many years, and suddenly I encounter someone who treats me so tenderly, and he likes this person in front of him, this person has liked him for many years, and suddenly he was ignored in the past The grievances and sadness of and patience came out of my head, and I couldn't help it.
Is this... together? Are you going to get along as a couple in the future? I have been in love many times, but I feel overwhelmed when I think of falling in love with Liang Sizhe.
Feeling a little happy, a little overwhelmed, a little unprepared, a little… subtle embarrassment.
That very light kiss didn't seem so unacceptable, it didn't make people sick, on the contrary, the warm, a little soft touch made him feel pretty good.
He suddenly realized that he hadn't kissed much in all these years. He didn't like kissing. He always felt that exchanging saliva with another person was an unbearable thing, so he always resisted kissing.
Cao Ye raised his hand and touched his lower lip, then subconsciously licked it again, and licked his lower lip with the tip of his tongue, Liang Sizhe's lightly sucking seemed to leave a bit of wetness with the smell of wine. Saliva, but... it seems to feel pretty good too.
Pushing the door out, Liang Sizhe sat by the bed and read the script. Cao Ye felt that the scene in front of him seemed to be back to Lanyan. It's a bit awkward, so let's pretend it's still in Lanyan, and I slept in a bed at that time, and I didn't feel uncomfortable.
But when they got closer, they felt different from Lan Yan—there was only one bed in front of them, and they had kissed each other just now.
Liang Sizhe put down the script and looked at him.
"How... how do we sleep?" Cao Ye still asked.
"If you want me to sleep on the sofa," Liang Sizhe said, "then I'll go over there."
"What you said," Cao Ye sat next to him and whispered, "It seems that I want to be a wicked person, should I also go to sleep on the sofa..."
"Oh, yes, I forgot, you like to sleep on the sofa." Liang Sizhe turned his face and looked at him with a smile, "The sofa in the living room is quite comfortable, otherwise..."
Cao Ye turned to look at him. If I really want to sleep on the sofa, it doesn't seem like I feel good in my heart, and it's not because I don't like sleeping on the sofa... That is, I can't tell, it's awkward anyway.
"Let's sleep together." Liang Sizhe replied.
Cao Ye was stunned for a while, but the words suddenly reversed, and he didn't react for a while.
"Haven't we slept together before," Liang Sizhe observed his reaction and laughed, "Just like before, Cao Ye, don't be nervous, do I look so anxious?"
"Hey, don't..." When Cao Ye heard this, he opened his mouth like a conditioned reflex, then stopped halfway through.
"Don't what?" Liang Sizhe asked.
"Don't keep teasing me..." Cao Ye lowered his voice, "It's awkward, give me some time to get used to it."
"Sure." Liang Sizhe said with a nice smile, "Then I'll tease you when you get used to it."
The lights were turned off, the rain was still pouring outside the window, the night was quiet, and the room was pitch black.
Liang Sizhe's hand groped over and placed it on Cao Ye's hand. He first held it lightly, and then the strength in his hand became heavier and heavier.
Cao Ye felt that he was holding it so hard that it almost hurt the bones of his fingers, but he didn't break free and let Liang Sizhe hold himself like this.
Liang Sizhe held it for a long time before releasing it. Cao Ye's hand moved and fumbled for Liang Sizhe's finger. It was Liang Sizhe's left hand. He remembered that his left hand was injured.
"Cao Ye."
"Um."
"You just said that your mother once said that she regretted giving birth to you. What happened?" Liang Sizhe asked in a low voice.
"I overheard," Cao Ye said. "She was sick at that time. I heard her calling someone outside the ward."
"I don't think your mother meant that."
"Well," Cao Ye said after being silent for a while, "there were too many things at that time, and I was in a bad state. I was very negative and extreme. After she died, it took me a long time to recover my emotions before I felt that I should Ask her well, ask her what happened back then, she should also have her own difficulties."
Liang Sizhe turned around and turned to Cao Ye: "Cao Ye, turn around."
Cao Ye turned around and lay face to face with him.
Liang Sizhe raised his hand and hugged him, the distance was too close, Cao Ye's body froze for a moment because of the discomfort, but he quickly relaxed, his forehead lowered, and rested on Liang Sizhe's shoulder.
They hugged for an unknown time before Liang Sizhe lowered his head and leaned over to kiss Cao Ye.
The night was very dark, they couldn't see each other, they could only feel each other's moist breath, Liang Sizhe groped to find Cao Ye's lips. Then he stopped, the distance between them seemed to be only a millimeter, and the breath was on the tip of each other's nose, a little itchy.
Cao Ye got closer and took the initiative to kiss Liang Sizhe.