Cao Ye pinched the note written by Liang Sizhe many years ago and stared at it for a while.
After Li You's death, he has been unhappy, largely due to a sense of loneliness being abandoned. Sometimes when I look back on the first 20 years of life, I always feel that it was an illusion that everyone performed their own duties - Cao Xiuyuan played the role of a majestic father, Li You played the role of a gentle mother, Zheng Yin played the role of a doting uncle, all of them. The adults who have passed through his world are all cooperating with the group performance of this scene.
But now he suddenly discovered that Liang Sizhe, who had been inexplicably upset over the years, had been secretly loving him. In fact, he wasn't really alone.
Cao Ye put the photo and note back in the DVD box, and picked up the plate of "The River of Wangchuan".
Let's visit Wangchuan first. He wanted to see Liang Sizhe who he had missed in the past five years.
The projector made a slight operating sound, and a truck appeared on the screen, galloping on the highway in the dark, and the man sitting in the driver's seat was Lu Hechuan played by Liang Sizhe.
If it wasn't for Liang Sizhe's face that was recognizable enough, the sudden change from Li Nian to Lu Hechuan would probably be unrecognizable.
Cao Ye recalled Liang Sizhe five years ago. In fact, Liang Sizhe is not very similar to every character he has played, but when he actually appears on the screen, it will not make people feel disobedient at all.
Lu Hechuan shaved his hair very short, wearing a washed-out white undershirt, holding the steering wheel with one hand, and reaching out the window with the other to blow air.
In the passenger seat, Guo Zhen leaned his head on the seat, the road was uneven, the truck ran into the pit, and shook for a while, Guo Zhen opened his eyes, woke up, he yawned and asked Lu Hechuan: "Sleepy or not? I have a meeting?"
"You can drive at night?" Lu Hechuan gave him a look.
"You'll have to let me try to find out."
"Forget it, I'm afraid of death, help me light a cigarette."
Guo Zhen leaned over to Lu Hechuan and touched the cigarette case in his trousers pocket. He didn't touch it. Lu Hechuan said "hey" in a rogue tone: "Where are you touching?"
"Touch the cigarette." Guo Zhen didn't answer him, looked down, bent down and picked up the cigarette case, took out one and handed it to Lu Hechuan's mouth, and when he bit it, he lit it with a lighter. cigarette.
Lu Hechuan parked the car on the side of the road, smoked a cigarette and chatted with Guo Zhen. At first, he complained that the car was too broken, there was no air conditioner, it was too hot, and he said that when the bill was settled, they would rent a car with air conditioning. truck.
Guo Zhen was sleepy, leaning on the seat and going to sleep again. Lu Hechuan jumped out of the truck, walked to the co-pilot's side, reached out and lowered Guo Zhen's seat back, and stepped on the car to help him get into the car.
A voice came from the car: "It's too hot, I don't want to do it... Let's find a hotel."
"Where does this hotel come from in the wilderness? It's okay."
The camera turned to the cramped compartment, the light was dim, and it could be vaguely seen that Guo Zhen was sitting on Lu Hechuan, with his back lying on Lu Hechuan's shoulder. In the sultry summer night, the two of them were sweating, the suppressed humming was hidden in the noisy cicadas, and the car seat made a creaking sound.
Cao Ye didn't feel particularly disgusted, probably because this scene was very subtle, but it was hidden and not revealed, but it made people daydream.
There are a lot of passionate scenes in the first half of the film, one in the car and the other in their rural hometown. These two scenes were very subtle, with a secret atmosphere but not too explicit, and they were within the acceptable range of Cao Ye.
The third session was still in the car, when Guo Zhen suddenly said that he was going back to his hometown to get married and would not run long distances with Lu Hechuan in the future.
Lu Hechuan was expressionless at first, then he suddenly stepped on the accelerator and drove for a few kilometers. The car stopped, he smoked a cigarette, chatted with Guo Zhen, and then suddenly got out of the car and dragged Guo Zhen. His arms pulled him into the woods.
He bent his legs and pushed Guo Zhen's knees, then roughly pressed his head down, making him crouch under him. Guo Zhen made a whimper in his throat, and the camera stopped on Lu Hechuan's face. He frowned, unable to tell whether the expression was due to pain or pleasure, or maybe both.
After a while, Guo Zhen appeared in the camera awkwardly, leaning against the tree trunk with Lu Hechuan. Guo Zhen gasped and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. Lu Hechuan closed his eyes, his eyebrows still didn't stretch, his neck was sweating, and his Adam's apple rolled.
After the delivery of this trip, Guo Zhen didn't show up for a long time. According to his parents' request, he stayed at home to prepare for the happy event and congratulated his father. Lu Hechuan made several long-distance runs alone. He kept smoking. A woman was on the road. After getting in the car, the woman joked that she thought the car was on fire. The woman is very beautiful. They slept for a while. After the end, Lu Hechuan asked her how she was feeling, and then asked her if she wanted to marry him. The woman smiled and asked if he was crazy.
After more than half a month, Guo Zhen appeared again, and they made another long trip. Lu Hechuan didn't discuss it with him, and parked his car at the door of the small hotel where they used to go.
They all knew what was going to happen, Guo Zhen said let it go, but Lu Hechuan grabbed him by the collar and dragged him into the room. His strength was so great that Guo Zhen couldn't resist.
Lu Hechuan made Guo Zhen lie in front of him like a dog, then pinched his waist and rammed it hard, as if to vent his animal desires. He said that he had done it with a woman a few days ago, and it really tasted much better than with a man. Guo Zhen suddenly burst into tears, and the cry was suppressed, and was knocked out by Lu Hechuan.
Lu Hechuan's movements stopped, the shaking head fan in the room was humming, Guo Zhen's suppressed crying came over, and then Lu Hechuan released Guo Zhen, leaned over and pressed Guo Zhen under him, he seemed to have a sudden personality. It became similar, he pulled Guo Zhen's face to kiss him, his movements became less rude, he pressed Guo Zhen all the time, bit his earlobe, and asked him in a low voice if he had sex with his bride. , When do you plan to get married, what kind of person the other party is, and what are your plans in the future.
The passionate scene of this scene lasted for a few minutes. At first, Cao Ye thought of the scene where Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin overlapped ten years ago. Although he still felt uncomfortable, the picture on the screen made him move quickly. attention.
It was shot...very realistic.
The sound of the flesh colliding and the muffled groan in the throat are all very real.
So much so that Cao Ye felt a little uncomfortable when he saw Liang Sizhe hug Guo Zhen tightly and kiss him.
It wasn't because of the discomfort of same-sex physical contact, but because the kiss was so real that Cao Ye felt a little appetizing. Liang Sizhe's acting is so good, it seems that he is in love with the person under him, with both force and pity, as if he wants to vent all his love and hatred through touching and hitting.
The kiss seemed to be deeper than any kiss between him and Liang Sizhe. Cao Ye stared at the picture on the screen and thought, so would Liang Sizhe be in the play at that moment, and thus briefly fell in love with He Xinze? Otherwise, how could it be so real
After the passionate scene, Lu Hechuan and Guo Zhen left the small hotel and went on the road again. Cao Ye then pulled away from his own thoughts and continued to follow the story.
After that, Lu Hechuan and Guo Zhen never met again. When Lu Hechuan saw Guo Zhen again, it was at Guo Zhen's wedding. Everyone in the village came to make trouble for the bridal chamber. A few malicious hands reached under her skirt.
Lu Hechuan couldn't see, so he pulled Guo Zhen out of their hands and threw it on the bride. He didn't look good, didn't look like he was joking, and hit people, annoyed a group of people in the bridal chamber. Someone was drunk and scolded that Guo Zhen was the second chair, Lu Hechuan's parallel head, and said that he saw Lu Hechuan fuck Guo Zhen like a dog by the river.
This happy event turned into a farce. It failed to "come happy" as the great god said, but made Guo Zhen's father angry. The happy event followed the white event, and the people in the village pointed at Lu Hechuan and Guo Zhen.
Three days later, Guo Zhen's father held a funeral, and Guo Zhen and Lu Hechuan did not show up. Many people said that they were going to "do that" again, but suddenly someone ran over and said that Guo Zhen jumped into the river.
After that wedding, Guo Zhen was busy with his father's affairs, and Lu Hechuan went to deliver the goods again. He wanted Guo Zhen to divorce the woman and take him out of the village. But when he returned to the village, he learned that Guo Zhen committed suicide by jumping into the river.
Guo Zhen's family couldn't raise their heads in the village, they didn't hold a funeral for him, they just found a place on the mountain to bury him.
Lu Hechuan, hiding from everyone, went to the mountain late at night to dig up Guo Zhen's body and sent it to cremation. He also spent money to buy a cemetery in the city. After the matter was settled, he bought Guo Zhen a bunch of fresh flowers.
On the way back, it rained heavily, and the water level of the Wangchuan River leading to the village rose so high that the bridge was flooded, making it difficult for people to cross. Lu Hechuan took off his shoes, stepped into the river, and the water flowed over his calf. Then the movie ends.
The second half of the story was so depressing and heavy that after watching the whole film, Cao Ye recalled the previous passionate scenes, and only felt a kind of blocked heart that could not be vented.
Cao Xiuyuan is undoubtedly ambitious, and he knows what kind of stories get the most attention from international film festivals. So he shows the plight of homosexuality in the countryside, and shows the ignorant and absurd reality of "chasing happiness" and "making a bridal chamber". No wonder some people say that being banned for five years made Cao Xiuyuan a reality. If not, Cao Xiuyuan would not have chosen such a cruel and realistic subject for filming. Even if it was filmed, under the domestic environment, this film would not be able to win the Dragon Biao to participate in Cannes.
The uncensored version of the film lasted for nearly three hours. Cao Ye was very uncomfortable. He walked over and opened the curtains and blinds in the room, trying to get some air. When he saw the sky outside, he realized that it was already bright.
He looked around in Liang Sizhe's house, but couldn't find any cigarettes. Liang Sizhe should have really decided to quit smoking before. After all, only people who don't smoke and quit smoking can't find a cigarette at home.
Cao Ye squatted at the door and watched the dawning sky. After smoking a cigarette one by one, he gradually recovered from his heavy emotions.
After entering the room, he thought that he should sleep for a while, but he was not sleepy, so he took out his mobile phone and brushed up absentmindedly, thinking about reading the film review of "The River of Wangchuan".
He typed the words "Wangchuan Zhichuan" into the search engine, and a series of keywords appeared immediately below:
"The River of Wangchuan Cuts the Fragment"
"Wang Chuan Zhi Chuan full version download"
"Watching Wangchuan Zhichuan Bed Play Online"
"Is the river of Wangchuan really made?"
Cao Ye: "..." Who searched this? How could it be true
Rao was thinking like this, he still opened the "Wang Chuan Zhi Chuan", and when he opened it, he spat at himself. It was really boring...
The first search result that popped up was a forum post: "I heard from friends in the circle that Liang Sizhe and He Xinze in Wangchuanzhichuan really did it!"
Cao Ye clicked on the post while contemptuous, and there were actually many people who echoed:
"Ah, I'll say it! It looks like it's real, and the sound of the collision sounds too real!"
"I also think it's true, Liang Sizhe's waist is moving... It's too sexy."
"Upstairs... Is it just the waist? Isn't the back sexy? Don't you dare to expose the little half of the butt? Isn't the Adam's apple sexy?!"
"How could it be true? You think too much, and Liang Sizhe is not shooting GV in the sea."
"Is it true... There is a side shot where you can actually see a little bit of Liang Sizhe's stuff."
"Which side shot? How many minutes? I'm going to watch it again!"
"I forgot for a few minutes. It was the back entry in the small hotel. Guo Zhen was lying on his stomach, and a side shot passed quickly. You can see it after a pause."
This man spoke with nose and eyes. Cao Ye got up from the sofa and walked upstairs.
He absolutely did not believe that Wang Chuan would actually do it, but this man's words were so convincing that he couldn't help but read it again.
Entering the screening room, Cao Ye held the mouse and dragged the progress bar to the scene in the middle hotel.
It's no wonder that some people doubt it's true. When he watched it himself, he was also entangled in the kiss between Liang Sizhe and He Xinze.
In the previous time, Cao Ye watched Lu Hechuan from the perspective of the audience most of the time, but this time he watched Liang Sizhe who played Lu Hechuan as his boyfriend.
Cao Ye found the paragraph mentioned by the person in the post. There was indeed a side shot, but Liang Sizhe didn't reveal anything. Cao Ye held the mouse and dragged the progress bar forward for a while, and read it again, he was sure that the man's words were false.
Then he noticed that Liang Sizhe had taken off half of his jeans and had the zipper open, revealing a hidden waist, and the mermaid line next to his hip bone, extending down to the shadow position covered by his pants.
Really... very sexy, Cao Ye looked at Liang Sizhe's tight back muscles and sturdy waist on the screen, as well as a small buttocks, covered with a thin layer of sweat, faintly reflecting the luster in the dark hotel .
Cao Ye didn't regain his senses until the scene was over. He picked up the remote control, turned off the projector, and closed his eyes to sleep for a while.
It was probably because he had just watched the pictures of the small hotel twice, and his mind was full of half-naked Liang Sizhe, flashing like a movie scene, first the back, then the waist, and then under the half-faded jeans, beautiful. Mermaid lines and looming ass.
But then he thought of Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin uncontrollably, perhaps because he fell in love with Liang Sizhe. Now that he thinks of them again, he doesn't seem to be so disgusted.
Looking back ten years later, Zheng Yin was only 29 years old, only one year older than Liang Sizhe, and Cao Xiuyuan was just 38 years old. Putting aside the relationship between father and son, if it was true as Li You said, they separated early in the morning. Then Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin went to bed... Actually, it's not that disgusting, right
It was only when he was young, he was protected in an ivory tower, and when he saw his most admired father and his most trusted uncle go to bed, he felt that the whole world was about to collapse.
He never dared to think about these things, but since he took that step and was with Liang Sizhe, many things that he didn't dare to think deeply seemed to be less daunting.
Cao Ye slowly fell into a dream, and then he dreamed of the door again, and he walked in.
About seven or eight years ago, he had seen this door countless times in countless dreams. At first, he pushed the door in and saw Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin overlapped, and he would wake up immediately. If you dream of that door, you will wake up automatically, because you don't want to see the scene that happened next.
The last time he dreamed of this scene was in Yin Si's small theater. After more than a month, he dreamed again this time.
Subconsciously, he thought that he should turn his head and walk away. If he didn't see the scene where Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin overlapped, maybe he could still be kept in the dark and continue his innocent and false happy time.
—I have to admit, there was a time when he really regretted opening the door. Sometimes he would lie to himself that it was just a dream and that nothing had happened. Thinking this way would make him feel better. Over time, he developed Habit of self-deception.
But this time he seemed unable to control himself in the dream.
Intellectually, he advised himself that he should stop immediately, but in the dream he pushed open the door and walked in, and then he heard gasps and muffled noises in the room. ear.
In the dream, Cao Ye stretched out his hand to push the door, and then froze at the door.
- It's not Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin in the door, it's Liang Sizhe and himself.
They kissed in the bathroom, as if they were kissing deeply like in Wangchuan, as if they were going to devour each other.
He saw himself in the dream with his back to him and Liang Sizhe's face facing him. They were both naked. His hand reached down, unzipped his belt and jeans, and went to unzip Liang Sizhe's. Liang Sizhe leaned his head against the wall, frowned slightly, his Adam's apple rolled, and he was terribly sexy.
He pushed Liang Sizhe against the wall, lowered his head and bit his Adam's apple, then he gathered his fingers and held Liang Sizhe. The scene in the dream was very chaotic. He pressed Liang Sizhe onto the bed and kissed the sweat on his back.
The phone in his hand suddenly vibrated, interrupting this charming dream. Cao Ye opened his eyes and woke up.