The two were sitting on the ground leaning against a tree trunk. The twilight is completely shrouded, and the moonlight casts through the mottled tree shadows on the ground in front of you. When the wind blows, the light and shadow sway.
Cao Ye suddenly felt a little dazed. With Liang Sizhe's explanation, the anger that he had just surged up all came to nothing, and it seemed inexplicable and ridiculous.
The girl walking with Liang Sizhe on the video is Qin Zhenzhen? He only focused on identifying Liang Sizhe's back, and didn't notice whether the back next to him was familiar. In fact, he had long forgotten that Qin Zhenzhen was also arranged by him in the same crew. These days, he has been entangled in Liang Sizhe's troubles with himself.
Liang Sizhe asked him to think about why he was angry, but at the moment his mind was empty, staring at the swaying tree shadow on the ground, thinking nothing.
He was afraid to follow this clue and think deeply, always feeling that it would involve the fact that he had been avoiding all these years. He lowered his head and rested his forehead on his knees. He thought he was an ostrich. When he was in danger, he buried his head in the sand and never dared to face it. But there is nothing wrong with being an ostrich. He has been safe and sound for so many years, and he is very happy most of the time.
But since he reconnected with Liang Sizhe, Cao Ye could feel that he was always forcing himself consciously or not, trying to lead him into things he didn't want to face.
"It's the same as before," Liang Sizhe asked from the side, "When did you mean before?"
"When Yin Si," Cao Ye said with his head down, "don't you want to go back to that time?"
Liang Sizhe was noncommittal and smiled lightly: "Can you go back?"
"Yes." Cao Ye whispered.
His tone was firm, and Liang Sizhe felt that he really had nothing to do with him.
He thought that Cao Ye seemed to have matured faster than any of his peers, but there was such a small part that he stubbornly did not grow up. There was his willfulness, innocence, stubbornness and withdrawal. This small part he did not For anyone to see, Liang Sizhe showed it most vividly.
But now his little boy is like a tactile beast. Although he has sealed off his feelings, he is so smart that he can sense that he is forcing him, and that their current relationship has gone beyond the scope of normal friendship. , he knew everything, but he just hid in his own shell, unwilling to think deeply, unwilling to nod his head out.
It's really hard to do, you can't wake up someone who's pretending to be asleep. And Cao Ye pretended so thoroughly that even he himself believed it.
Back to Yin Si, why don't you want to? Cao Ye is still a carefree young master, and he has walked out of the drastic changes in his life peacefully. They are very close and talk about everything. He has to admit that it was the best time in his life.
But ten years ago, his feelings for Cao Ye were still very hazy. After ten years of fermentation, sometimes even he himself felt that he would be swallowed up at any time. Going back ten years ago, how can it be so easy to be a friend without any grudges
Cao Ye wanted to hide, why didn't he want to hide himself? In the screening room that day, he really wanted to test Cao Ye's reaction. He made a gesture of wanting to kiss him, trying to see Cao Ye's reaction. Cao Ye's step back was expected, but he didn't. Thinking that he had dinner with Cao Xiuyuan and Zheng Yin that night, he suddenly wanted to take a look at Yinsi, but he witnessed a drunk Cao Ye walking out of the bar with a girl in his arms.
This was not enough, he persuaded himself not to think about it, and concentrated on reading the project book and script handed over by Cao Ye. After all, they were completely free before they were together, but when the project book was opened, Qin Zhenzhen's name was Impressively in the column - Liang Sizhe dropped the project book at that time, so Cao Ye really felt that he was invulnerable to all kinds of poisons, didn't he
But he had to take this film, otherwise the reconciliation would be too insincere. He had to take this film, and he had to play with his ex-girlfriend to make the film well, as he said, get another actor together.
When I read the script, I kept thinking about it, and I always couldn't sink into the role. He has been an actor for ten years, and he knew that this was not the state of being able to perform well, so he could only try not to think about Cao Ye. After getting drunk for a while, he wanted to force Cao Ye with his heart, but he suddenly cooled down and couldn't contact him. Cao Ye should think along the way, right? Maybe I suddenly figured out and no longer run away.
This move was also very effective. Cao Ye took the initiative to send a message to ask him to climb the mountain. After the meeting, he seemed to have changed back to the Cao Ye of ten years ago, touching and getting close to him intentionally or unintentionally.
Is it possible to force him once more to completely force him out of the shell? Liang Sizhe turned his face and glanced at Cao Ye. Cao Ye buried his face in his knees, and was silent at the moment, and he seemed to be in a state of passive avoidance.
He couldn't help himself, and he was afraid that if he forced him again, Cao Ye would really retract his slightly protruding head back deeper. Five years ago, Cao Ye was able to completely cut off contact with him, and it is the same now. After finally getting to the point where he can reconcile, Liang Sizhe thinks that he really does not dare to take another risk.
Not far away, Lin Yan came over and shouted, "Have you coaxed my brother?"
Neither of them answered, Cao Ye raised his head from his knees.
Lin Yan came over: "Yezi, take you to the racing car, can you go?"
"How many cars?" Cao Ye asked. He returned to his normal voice, and seemed to have recovered from the emotion he had just been in.
"Yo, it'll be all right so soon?" Lin Yan squatted down and looked at the expression on his face, "How did Liang Sizhe lie to you? Let's hear it."
Cao Ye ignored him: "How many cars are there?"
"A total of four cars came up, can you? Don't get too excited and overturn."
"Go away," Cao Ye forced a smile and scolded, "Don't curse me."
After Lin Yan left, Cao Ye stood up against the ground, looked at Liang Sizhe and asked, "I also want to go for a while, are you going?"
"Do you want me to go?" Liang Sizhe also looked up at him.
They looked at Cao Ye and looked away, silent for a moment, and stretched out a hand to him: "Let's go together."
Liang Sizhe held his hand, Cao Ye pulled him up hard, but quickly withdrew his hand.
Liang Sizhe followed him towards the parking place, and slowly put away the hand that had just been held, grabbing the heat from Cao Ye's palm.
As he guessed, he took a step forward when he explained the scandal, and now Cao Ye took another step back. Compared with the unscrupulous touch when he was climbing the mountain, the hand that Cao Ye had just quickly retracted was exposed. His heart was uneasy and uncomfortable.
Two of the four off-road vehicles were driven away. Cao Ye took the key from the driver, opened the door and sat in the driver's seat, while Liang Sizhe sat in the co-pilot's seat.
Cao Ye started the car: "You don't get motion sickness, do you?"
"Don't be dizzy, you can just drive."
"The road is a little narrow, I will drive a little faster, but..." The huge engine sounded loudly, completely drowning his second half of the sentence, the car suddenly accelerated, and rushed towards the steep winding mountain road not far away.
The road is really narrow, one side is against a steep cliff, and the other side is an unobstructed cliff. The driver must pay full attention, otherwise the car will overturn and fall if he is not careful. The car's searchlights were shining straight ahead, reflecting the mountains in the distance that melted into the night.
"But what?" Liang Sizhe asked.
"But don't be afraid," Cao Ye said as he drove the car, "I drive very steadily."
Liang Sizhe smiled. It is very strange that the turning point of his life started with a car accident, but he did not feel flustered by taking this dangerous road with Cao Ye.
The winding mountain road is not easy to walk. The narrow place can only accommodate the width of a car. Sitting in the car, looking at the bottomless cliff outside, there is a thrilling feeling of dying on the cliff at any time.
But Cao Ye's driving skills are not bad. He turned a few steep turns with skill and beauty. When the car drove through the bend and roared towards a steep slope, Cao Ye sang a song, the jazz rock of "The Darkest Choice". , with a wild and fearless tone.
He seems to be in a good mood, completely different from the state of passive escape from sitting under the tree half an hour ago. Seeing that he was in a good mood, Liang Sizhe's mood also improved.
Cao Ye concentrates on driving. He likes this state of concentration, the road is too narrow, and the whole process has to be tense, which is why he can't free up excess energy to think about other things.
When he first returned to China, Lomon started a new business. He had a lot of things in his heart. He would drive for a while after a while. After driving for half an hour, his nerves were stretched to the extreme, and his palms would sweat. On the way back, the driver drove, He can get a good night's sleep in the back row.
The steepest part of the road passed, and his tense nerves relaxed. Cao Ye turned to look at Liang Sizhe and joked with him, "You think if we roll over, how many days will we be in the headlines?"
Liang Sizhe thought about it cooperatively and said, "It will take a week from the accident to the end of the accident investigation."
"How will the news headline be written?" Cao Ye seemed to be very interested in this topic, and quickly thought of a headline, "The actor Liang Sizhe and the son of Cao Xiuyuan were racing late at night, and both fell off the cliff."
Liang Sizhe smiled, shook his head and said, "No, you don't understand the style of the media too much."
"Then what do you think they would write?"
"According to my experience, they will write more gimmicks, such as..." Liang Sizhe said slowly, "The son of the actor Liang Sizhe and Cao Xiuyuan drove off a cliff in the middle of the night.
Cao Ye didn't speak, the inside of the car became quiet, the road became smoother, the night wind poured into the speeding car, and the sound of wind whistling past his ears, the ambiguous atmosphere was as strong as silence, and it couldn't be blown away by the wind for a long time.
"So you have to be careful." Liang Sizhe said again, adding some jokes to this test, making a not-so-excessive ending.
Started to shrink back again. Liang Sizhe sighed in the bottom of his heart, when is he a head
Want it or not. As Cao Ye said, go back to Yin Si and end this tug of war. As long as Cao Ye can change back to the innocent young man in the Yin Si period, he can do as he pleases himself.
The young master wants to play Plato with himself, so let's play with him. Maybe one day I will be exhausted and I can't go on, so it's easy to get together and leave, and it's a big dream that never ends.
It's just ridiculous, Liang Sizhe thought, how many girls Cao Ye has slept with may not even count him, but now he wants to play Plato with him in a whimsical way.
You are too naive, Cao Ye, do you know what I want to do to you
He thought that Cao Ye was probably the fate of his life. He appeared at the lowest point in his life, starting from Yin Si, and every step he took after that could not be completely separated from Cao Ye.
What is his relationship with Cao Ye? He was a child who became famous at a young age and experienced ups and downs together. He was a friend who could talk to each other. He was the only son of his mentor who made him the best actor, and he was also a benefactor who was kind to him.
Maybe he should return to whatever position he wants so that he can be friends with Cao Ye as easily as Lin Yan and Chi Mingyao, get together every once in a while and make some harmless jokes.
He has played the protagonist of many stories, and the only supporting role was in a film cast by Cao Ye. Perhaps fate had predicted to him early in the morning that he had overdrawn the lead role in his life in other people's plays, and in Cao Ye's film In his life, he can only become a supporting role that is not the only one, but only with some weight. How sad.
Okay, Cao Ye, then according to what you said, Liang Sizhe leaned his head on the back seat a little tiredly, looked out the window and said in his heart, returned to Yinsi Street, and got along as before. My first actor was you. Give it to me, if you want to hide, then I will accompany you to perform.
On the way back, the two didn't speak. Cao Ye didn't drive the car so fast this time. Maybe he was so preoccupied that he couldn't even concentrate on driving.
Parked the car to its original location, and the two walked over to set up the tent together. Straightening up, Cao Ye saw lights lit up in several other tents, and he thought of Chi Mingyao and Li Yangxiao, as well as the association on the way, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.
Lin Yan was in another tent, sticking his head out of the small window and calling him over.
"Would you like to go together?" Cao Ye asked Liang Sizhe.
"You go." Liang Sizhe said.
Cao Ye knew that he was not dealing with Lin Yan, so he responded, raised his chin toward the RV not far away, and said, "There is a car over there where you can wash."
"Know."
Cao Ye walked towards Lin Yan's tent: "What's the matter?"
"Are you ready?" Lin Yan asked.
"What to prepare?"
"Pretend to be stupid." Lin Yan smiled meaningfully, "If you're not prepared, my brother has prepared it for you here. Say whatever you want, don't be shy, ah."
"...You're sick, Lin Yan!" Cao Ye reacted to what he was saying, his expression changed, he scolded, got up and walked back.
"Hey, hey—don't go, don't go!" Lin Yan leaned over and held him, "Just kidding, I'm looking for you on business!"
"What's the matter?"
"What's the matter with Chi Mingyao and his Xiaoqinger?"
"You ask him to go."
"He didn't tell me, you'll know the situation right away," Lin Yan approached with a gossip face, "Quick, quick, tell me why he suddenly bent?"
"I still want to know." Cao Ye said.
Lin Yan kept pulling him and didn't let him go. After a while, Dabai also came over to gossip, or at least he wanted Cao Ye to reveal some truth, but Cao Ye was very strict and didn't let them out.
Seeing that the cliché was fruitless, the two discussed going to the corner of Chi Mingyao's tent to listen to the corner, and they also wanted to pull Cao Ye as a backer.
"I'm not going," Cao Ye smiled. "You two are both boring." After he finished speaking, he really got up and wanted to leave this time.
"Just say whatever you need!" Lin Yan shouted behind him.
Walking towards the tent, the small window of the tent is open, and there is a warm orange light inside.
He approached the tent lightly, but did not enter through the main entrance, but leaned down to look in through the small window, wanting to see what Liang Sizhe was doing in the tent. But Liang Sizhe was not in the tent. Both sleeping bags are empty.
"Liang Sizhe." Cao Ye called out, but he didn't respond. He went in from the front door to see that Liang Sizhe was really not in the tent.
He got up and swept around, but didn't see Liang Sizhe, and called him again with his cell phone. His cell phone was turned off.
Cao Ye went to wash up in the car, thinking that Liang Sizhe might be back in a while, but after he washed up, he lay in the sleeping bag for a while, but Liang Sizhe still didn't come back.
Will it go down the mountain? Cao Ye sat up, although he felt a little uncomfortable thinking about living with Liang Sizhe tonight, but now that Liang Sizhe didn't come back, it was even more difficult for him to fall asleep.
He got up from his sleeping bag and went to look for Liang Sizhe aimlessly. There were not many trees on the mountain. After walking for a few minutes, he saw Liang Sizhe. The trunks of the trees were not too thick and could not stop his straight shoulders.
Cao Ye walked over and stood a few steps away from Liang Sizhe. He saw Liang Sizhe sitting against the root of a tree in the dark night, the golden sparks were looming, Liang Sizhe was smoking, the night was windy, and the white smoke was exhaled by him. , and then quickly drifted away with the wind.