"Since when did you fall in love with me?"
This question has been lingering in Yu Zihuan's mind for a while. It is reasonable to say that the more Yu Zhile likes him, the happier he should be, but while he is happy, there is also an unbelievable unease.
It went so well.
Yu Zihuan's rough childhood and tormented teenager made him always feel that what he desires cannot be easily obtained and lasts for a long time. If Yu Zhile didn't respond to him so quickly, it might make him feel normal. Now such a smooth progress and intimate relationship made him both happy and uneasy, and even worried that Yu Zhile didn't like him as much as he showed, and he might just be unbearable if he didn't reject him.
He kept this question deep in his heart, and he was afraid that he couldn't bear the answer. Anyway, as long as Yu Zhile was by his side, it was enough.
However, in the dead of night, I don't know if it was the ghosts' fascination, or the heartbeat and breathing that accompanied each other gave him courage. Yu Zihuan finally decided to stop torturing himself and wanted to hear Yu Zhile's answer.
Yu Zhile was suddenly asked by him, and she couldn't think of an answer for a while, so she thought about it for a while, starting from the time she met Yu Zihuan, until she got along with each other these days, she unconsciously showed a sweet smile.
But Yu Zihuan didn't see her expression clearly in the dark. He didn't wait for her answer for a long time. When he spoke again, his voice was trembling and difficult to detect, "Do you prefer me now? Or me ten years ago?"
Yu Zhile heard this as if Yu Zihuan was arguing with himself when he was a teenager ten years ago, she couldn't help laughing and said, "I like it all, whether it's you ten years ago or you now, it's the same. My favorite is Xiao Huan."
Yu Zihuan's nerves were tense, no matter how he answered, it sounded like he was saying that in Yu Zhile's eyes, there was no difference between him ten years ago and him now, and this was exactly what he was afraid of.
"Did you... fell in love with me ten years ago?" If the answer to this question is yes, Yu Zihuan's heart will feel better, at least it means that Yu Zhile's acceptance of him is not entirely out of sympathy.
"It depends on what kind of liking you are talking about. If it is the kind of love between men and women, and I am not a pedophile, how could I have liked you ten years ago?" Yu Zhile felt Yu Zihuan hugging her. It became more and more stiff, and stopped a little strangely, thinking that he wanted to say something, but he didn't listen to him, so he continued, "Although I said that I like you the same as you were ten years ago, but this is the difference between the two. A different kind of love."
When Yu Zihuan heard this, he realized that he had thought differently. Yu Zhile still clearly separated the boy from him and the current him, and his heart finally began to slowly fall back.
"To you ten years ago, I liked it like a younger brother. You should have known that long ago, but to you now, I am..." Yu Zhile was a little shy and didn't want to continue talking, and wanted Yu Zihuan to know .
But Yu Zihuan didn't want to let go of the opportunity to hear her confession, so he lowered his voice and coaxed her, guiding: "To me now, what are you?"
Yu Zhile lowered his head and wanted to shrink back into the quilt, but Yu Zihuan cut him off halfway and pulled him up.
"Oh, it's not like you don't know, why do you have to tell me." Yu Zhile was pinched by Yu Zihuan's waist, so he could only look at him face to face.
"I want to listen to you, and I'll go to sleep after listening."
His long eyelashes almost swept across her face, but in the dark his twinkling eyes completely attracted her attention, and even made her forget the itch on her face and just kept staring at him. Look.
Yu Zhile couldn't take his pleading tone and eyes, took a deep breath, and said the answer she had thought up just now: "I like you now as an adult man. Actually, when I came back, I watched When you suddenly grow from a thin child to an adult, you really don't adapt well, and you always want to treat you as a younger brother, but then..."
Later, Yu Zihuan coaxed and coaxed her to live under the same roof with him again, and it was hard to say when it started. Yu Zhile found that she could no longer regard him as the lonely little boy back then.
She was really tempted. Unlike the sympathy, love and regret for Yu Zihuan when he was a teenager, he has become a person who can make her rely on and act like a spoiled child without any scruples, and can make her blush and heartbeat. He became better lovers together.
"Afterwards, you came to tease me when you had nothing to do, and you are so good-looking, how can I hold on to it?" Yu Zhile changed the topic, and confidently accused Yu Zihuan of bringing her bad, and then suddenly doubted Yu Zihuan's intentions, "Wait a minute. Wait, don't you want to go back on it now? I asked this kind of question in the middle of the night. I said before to see if we would get along well as boyfriend and girlfriend, and I was worried about whether our relationship would deteriorate because of it, but now I try it. It feels good, so you don't want to go back. The goods will not be returned or exchanged after leaving the container."
Yu Zihuan's smile was extremely happy, and his eyes were as bright as the only star in the dark night. He smiled with white teeth, a rare look of stupidity, but he was still a pretty little fool.
"I don't regret it, I will never regret it in my life."
Yu Zhile nodded to indicate that she understood. The drowsiness that had been driven away made a comeback. She yawned, slowly closed her eyes, and said, "Go to sleep when you feel at ease."
Yu Zihuan also nodded, approached her, found a comfortable position and closed his eyes.
Sometimes Yu Zhile really felt that he was still the very insecure young man back then, but she didn't dare to say this, and she managed to coax Yu Zihuan to close her eyes to sleep. She didn't want to deliberately stimulate his nerves and let him fight again. some time.
Yu Zhile's stunt is that she can fall asleep in as little as 30 seconds after her brain is emptied. There is a white light in front of her, and she is about to meet Duke Zhou, and suddenly there is a warm itching in her ear, and at the same time, Yu Zihuan's gentle velvet voice comes." Lele, I love you."
The corners of Yu Zhile's mouth rose naturally between half-dreaming and half-awake, and he answered vaguely, "Me too."
After this night, the relationship between the two was further confirmed and sublimated. Yu Zhile felt that the matter of obtaining the certificate could probably be put on the agenda. She thought that Yu Zihuan should also think so, but she could not wait for him to propose it, so she only He had the cheek to express this to him politely.
"This year's Chinese New Year, will you come back to my hometown with me?" When watching TV at night, Yu Zhile said as naturally as possible to Yu Zihuan, who was watching TV with her while handling official business.
"Of course, I have long wanted to accompany you back to your hometown, visit your parents, and get to know your relatives." Yu Zihuan didn't stop his fingers flying on the keyboard and responded without hesitation at all. Yu Zhile suspected him Have you separated to think about what she said
"You know what that means?"
Yu Zihuan heard the apprehension and doubts in her words, and stopped working in a funny way, and asked, "What do you mean?"
"That's it..." Yu Zhile thought that he really didn't understand, and anxiously wanted to say that it was her handsome man who wanted to take his ugly daughter-in-law back to see her in-laws.
"I know what it means." Seeing this, Yu Zihuan quickly put away his pretended daze, and looked at Yu Zhile with a smile.
"You're making fun of me again... Are you okay with that?" Yu Zhile couldn't help asking when he saw his presence of an old god.
"Why have an opinion?"
"You and I go back, then we're set, right... That knot... "
Yu Zihuan suddenly reached out and squeezed Yu Zhile's mouth, and said seriously, "Don't say it, this kind of thing should be up to me."
Yu Zhile was actually looking forward to proposing, but Yu Zihuan never showed any intention to propose, so she thought that he probably didn't care about such formalized things, so she didn't plan to force it. Anyway, they had already made it a matter of course, so she was about to speak out and settle the matter. Come down, so although it's not very reserved for the girl to say this, she doesn't mind it being brought up by her.
But now it seems that Yu Zhile is a little anxious, Yu Zihuan still has plans to propose, she can't help but feel a little embarrassed, "I'm not urging you..."
"I know, I've actually thought about it for a long time... But there is one thing I want to solve first, can you wait for me for a while? It won't be too long, there will be results before the new year."
Yu Zhile pursed his lips shyly and happily and nodded, not wanting to be too impatient, but after a few seconds, he still couldn't help asking, "Can you tell me what's going on?"
"It's not a bad thing, you'll know when the time comes." Yu Zihuan pulled her into his arms and sat down, looking a little low and relaxed.
It's not a bad thing for them, but it's not for the people in Yu Yanglin. But only after this is done, can Yu Zihuan start a new life without distractions. He doesn't want other things to interfere with his wedding with Yu Zhile, let alone bring the unhappiness of the past to his marriage with Yu Zhile.
With Yu Zihuan's promise, Yu Zhile didn't plan to get to the bottom of it. Anyway, the Chinese New Year would be less than four months away, so she could afford it.
"But when it comes to going back to your hometown for the New Year, will your parents dislike me? Should I prepare first?" Yu Zihuan was still a little nervous about this, worried that he would not be able to satisfy his mother-in-law and his father-in-law.
"What are you going to prepare?" Yu Zhile, who thought that this topic had already been turned over, sat on Yu Zihuan's lap and watched TV again. He looked very comfortable and leisurely. He didn't take Yu Zihuan back to his hometown as a difficult thing at all. It's a little strange to ask.
"For example, what is your parents' ideal son-in-law? What should I pay attention to? What gifts should I bring them? Can you mention that we have already lived together... There are many things that need to be prepared, don't look at it first. TV." Yu Zihuan turned Yu Zhile's small face towards the TV to face him, looking very serious and nervous.
Yu Zhile was distracted from the plot of the TV series, and when he looked back to see him in such a state that he was facing a great enemy, he couldn't help laughing, and said with a smile in a childish tone: "My little Huan is the best in the world. Man, why are my parents dissatisfied?"
"I'm serious." Yu Zihuan squeezed her waist.
"I'm serious too." She wrapped her arms around Yu Zihuan's neck, her smiling eyes soft and solemn, "As long as I like it, my parents will like it, so don't worry, they will definitely like you. No. , they'll love you to death."