The long-lost feeling of embarrassment and embarrassment, surrounded by gossip and being misunderstood by people who misbelieve the rumors, came back to his mind again. Although now Yu Zhile admits that he no longer cares about the past that was maliciously slandered, it is still habitual. There was a few seconds of flustered brain blank period.
Yu Zhile's stunned performance was understood by Gao Bingqi as a shock when she heard this. Her mood was also very complicated. , she thought it was worth a try.
While observing Yu Zhile's expression, Gao Bingqi continued: "Not many people know about this matter, although most people in our class know that Zihuan has been looking for a woman named Yu Zhile all these years..."
She paused for a while, as if to remind Yu Zhile kindly, but her tone couldn't hide her sense of superiority, "Oh, I forgot to tell you, the last time everyone took care of your feelings, I didn't tell you why Zihuan was with you. , it should also be because your name is the same as that woman."
Yu Zhile had recovered from the shadows of the past at this time. Aside from the grievances that she had been attacked and couldn't argue, she only found it funny when she heard Gao Bingqi's words, just like Yang Xiaozhen had distorted Yu Zihuan's mother in front of her before. It's just that Yang Xiaozhen knew the facts but deliberately smeared it, and Gao Bingqi probably really believed that Yu Zihuan was "bred/raised" back then.
"so what?"
Yu Zhile returned to a calm and indifferent attitude again. Gao Bingqi didn't believe that she could really ignore the fact that Yu Zihuan used her as a substitute and was kept in captivity by a woman many years older than him when she was a teenager. She thought that Yu Zhile just didn't want to show her cowardice in front of her. Just being brave.
So Gao Bingqi changed from being careful with Yu Zihuan's face at first, to a state of irritating Yu Zhile, tearing off her disguise and disregarding her disregard. The content of anger in her words increased significantly, "So you still don't understand? You are just a substitute. It's just, if you weren't called Yu Zhile, he wouldn't be able to be with you at all, he liked that old woman back then."
"I knew for a long time that he had been looking for Yu Zhile, but I don't care." Yu Zhile is definitely a good player when it comes to pretending to be stupid. She raised the corner of her mouth and smiled brightly, looking particularly ill-fated, "So I'm sorry, You came here to tell me this, it won't help you except to show that you are not even qualified to be a substitute."
Gao Bingqi was pointed out by her sharply, the blood on her face faded immediately, and her tongue seemed to be taken away by a kid. She stared at Yu Zhile with a pale face, unable to spit out a word.
What Gao Bingqi was most dissatisfied with was that Yu Zihuan would rather find a girl with the same name as the old woman who he had known for a few days as his girlfriend, rather than look back at himself who had been by his side for eight years. This is also the most incomprehensible place for her. Even compared to that old woman, she has been with Yu Zihuan for longer. Why can't he just accept him? For him to restrain her temper, to deal with him and his difficult relatives, to stay by his side, she didn't even dare to show unreasonable thoughts, and only dared to care about him as a friend. Gao Bingqi thought that even if she couldn't get into Yu Zihuan's heart, other women could not, so she was willing to wait and believed that one day she would be able to influence Yu Zihuan.
However, the appearance of Yu Zhile shattered the illusion that Gao Bingqi created for herself, and also made her lose her patience. She thought she had finally woken up, and it was useless to wait silently. If she waited any longer, she would only hand over Yu Zihuan to a third party like Yu Zhile, who was enjoying the success. If she wanted to get Yu Zihuan back, she had to take the initiative to attack.
Gao Bingqi tried her best to smile with a pale face, but she was still struggling, "Don't be brave, how could you not care that he treats you as a substitute? Even if you think time can help you slowly replace that old woman in his heart status, but can you not care that he was taken up/raised? They lived together for two whole years. After she disappeared, Zihuan remembered her until now. Wouldn't this be a thorn in your heart?"
"What about you? Can you?" Gao Bingqi kept saying that Yu Zhile couldn't let go, so she couldn't help but retort.
"I can." Gao Bingqi replied decisively, "If I can't accept all of him, I won't stay by his side for eight years. So I advise you not to be brave. You are with him just because of his appearance. Or money, you don't understand his dark side, don't understand his dedication over the years, you are not suitable for him."
Yu Zhile couldn't help laughing at Gao Bingqi's shameless words. She really wanted to tell her directly that she was the old woman she said she had raised Yu Zihuan for two years, but in this situation, Gao Bingqi was decisive. If you don't believe it, you probably think that Yu Zhile is perfunctory to her.
"I'm not suitable for him? Where can you be compatible with him? You also said that you have been with him for eight years, and he has been indifferent to you. Can't he explain the problem? The person in history is you!" Yu Zhile bluntly pointed out the problems that Gao Bingqi kept emphasizing but revealed, with a bit of cruelty in her light-hearted smile, "Because you care, you think I should care too. , I thought telling me these things would stimulate me and let me break up with Xiao Huan. But I'm sorry, this is a thorn in your heart, not mine. "
"You..." Gao Bingqi didn't want to admit that Yu Zhile was talking about the central thing, she just opened her mouth and suddenly looked behind her with round eyes.
Yu Zhile also heard footsteps coming towards them, and following Gao Bingqi's gaze, he saw Yu Zihuan with a calm face and Yuan Yuan with a slightly flustered expression.
Yuan Yuan stepped up to Yu Zhile's side and whispered, "I was afraid she would embarrass you, so I called Brother Yu when I went back."
Yu Zhile smiled gratefully at Yuan Yuan. Although she could handle Gao Bingqi herself, Yuan Yuan's fear of losing her was still very touching.
Before Yu Zhile could talk to Yu Zihuan, Gao Bingqi took the lead and said, "I just want to talk to Zhile alone, so you don't have to be so nervous, right?"
The implication is that Yuan Yuan is nosy, while Yu Zihuan is hypersensitive and thinks her too badly.
"It's okay that you want to talk to me alone, but what you said to me..."
"What I said is actually not very important." Gao Bingqi quickly interrupted Yu Zhile, as if she was afraid that she would say the content of their conversation, and at the same time gave Yu Zihuan a careful smile, and asked tentatively, "You... you listen. What were we talking about before? It's just a small matter, I want to communicate with Zhile."
In the end, Gao Bingqi still remembered to take Yuan Yuan along with her, although Yuan Yuan huddled beside Yu Zhile and looked at her very unfriendly and didn't mean to pay any attention to her. But Gao Bingqi's focus is on Yu Zihuan. She needs to know if he has heard what she told Yu Zhile. She doesn't want him to feel that she looks down on his past.
Yu Zihuan looked at Gao Bingqi for a while, without showing any emotion, but it made her feel guilty.
Yu Zihuan smiled suddenly. Gao Bingqi had not seen such a bright and pure smile for many years. She should be happy that he could show such a smile, but it actually made her feel creepy.
"Since it's not very important, why do you have to talk about it alone? It's just a small matter, why don't I join you and have a chat?" Yu Zihuan's tone was also very relaxed, but as smart as Gao Bingqi, he couldn't hear the irony in his words. In the past, although he had always been indifferent to her and kept a distance of friends, at least they were still friends, but now, Gao Bingqi realized that all her dark scheming and scheming were invisible under his gaze, and the image she had worked so hard for for many years was about to happen. Destroyed.
"You heard it all." Gao Bingqi smiled bitterly, knowing that she had nothing to defend, nor the need to defend herself, and she didn't want to worsen her image in Yu Zihuan's heart.
Yu Zihuan saw that Gao Bingqi had no intention of arguing, so he didn't say anything, and stretched out his hand to greet Yu Zhile and Yuan Yuan to come back with him.
Gao Bingqi was still standing there in a daze, looking at the backs of the three of them and wondering what they were thinking, Yu Zihuan felt her gaze and turned to look at her. This glance somewhat ignited Gao Bingqi's hope. She saw Yu Zihuan and Yu Zhile say something, and they left first, and Yu Zihuan came over to her again.
Although reason is roaring at Gao Bingqi that it is definitely not a good thing for him to turn back, but his emotions are like a poisonous snake spitting out letters, using false but sweet language to confuse her into believing in the possibility of miracles.
Yu Zihuan stopped five steps away from Gao Bingqi. She couldn't help but want to step forward to shorten the distance between them, but Yu Zihuan's two words froze her movements.
"Whether you believe it or not, Lele is the old woman you call it."
This was the first sentence, which convinced Gao Bingqi that Yu Zihuan had heard her conversation with Yu Zhile, but the literal meaning made her mind unable to turn around for a while.
Yu Zihuan looked at Gao Bingqi with blank eyes for a few seconds, with concern and persuasion in his eyes from a friend's standpoint, "I said when I graduated from high school, you are a good opponent and friend, but we can only be friend."
The second sentence Gao Bingqi had heard when she confessed to Yu Zihuan after the college entrance examination, but she at that time, even after so many years, thought things would turn around.
Yu Zihuan finally smiled politely and genuinely at Gao Bingqi, "I have found where I belong, and I hope you can find it soon."
Gao Bingqi walked back to her from him to when he turned and left. She didn't answer the whole time, but she could clearly hear the voice of hope that was broken little by little in her heart. She looked at Yu Zihuan's back and took a deep breath, until there was no more room in her lungs, and then she slowly exhaled the turbid breath with trembling all over her body. 's delusion.
Gao Bingqi felt a little cold on her face, so she reached out and wiped it. It turned out that she didn't know when to cry. She looked at the tears at her fingertips, and suddenly laughed out loud, and she burst into tears while laughing.
Jiang Manman was right, she had been dreaming for a long time, and it was time to wake up.