With Tuobayan's height of 1.67 meters, 105 pounds is not fat, but she is unlucky and has a high quality, and her skeleton is slightly larger than the petite and cute standard required by idol admissions. With pointed chin and big eyes as beauty, the oval face with a classical temperament is not popular, so I didn't pass the primary election and was hastily dismissed.
After being humiliated and battered, Tuobayan became seriously ill after returning home, and then she began to lose weight frantically before she could recover.
Qiao Chunyi didn't dare to stop her when she was on a diet at first, but after about half a month, Tuobayan, who lost ten pounds and was not satisfied, joined an extreme weight loss class on the Internet, claiming to fast for two weeks!
Qiao Chunyi couldn't sit still, she repeatedly persuaded her daughter hard and earnestly to buy a lot of food that Tuobayan liked, but Tuobayan didn't even look at it. She thought Qiao Chunyi was annoying, so she installed three large mirrors in the bedroom. Every day she woke up, she would look at her body shape in the mirror, practice walking, analyze facial expressions carefully, smile at the mirror from various angles, and anyone could look at it. All feel appalling.
Tuoba Jiao took the sweet and innocent path, but this was not suitable for the tall and plump Tuoba Yan, but Tuoba Yan had the obsession to surpass her sister, so she bought a professional broadcasting textbook to practice pronunciation, and even downloaded it. In many idol dramas, the heroine's lines are reproduced in various tones and pronunciations sentence by sentence, and in dreams at night, they constantly change their voices and talk in their dreams.
Seeing that her daughter was losing weight day by day, her face was yellow and ugly, but her eyes were shining and she was almost crazy. Qiao Chunyi couldn't let it develop no matter how big her heart was. , severe schizophrenia.
When Tuoba Yan first woke up, she knew that she would be obedient and take her medicine, crying that she would no longer compare herself to Tuoba Jiao, and that she would no longer make her mother angry, but she was still the same when she fell ill. She secretly checked on the Internet that taking risperidone, one of the drugs, would make people fat, so Tuobayan appeared to be honest and well-behaved to confuse Qiao Chunyi, and after she left, she poked her throat with her finger to induce vomiting, Spit up food and medicine.
The diary records that Tuobayan was gone a week before she committed suicide. The content of the second half is upside down, some parts are soaked with tears, and some paragraphs are extremely excited and happy.
Tuoba Yan buckled the diary and rubbed his temples with a headache. Tuobayan is also pitiful... but also really selfish.
She has such a loving mother, but she doesn't know how to cherish it. Tuoba Yan was so eager for family affection in her previous life, but her mother died young, and her father was ignorant and loyal to the faint-hearted monarch. She entered the palace at the beginning of her father's plan. Later, she was wronged and wanted to announce him to meet him. She wanted to tell her plight and difficulties, but she was reprimanded by her father with the righteousness of the monarch, the minister and the husband, and gradually there was no hope.
However, the deceased has passed away, and all Tuoba Yan can do is to continue Tuoba Yan's life well, to honor Qiao Chunyi instead of Tuoba Yan, so that this hard-working woman can live the stable life she dreamed of.
Tuobayan's body has improved a lot. Seeing Qiao Chunyi's absence, she put the food pad on the bed with one hand, holding a tube of ordinary hero brand pen to concentrate on writing.
She is a strong-willed person who pursues perfection, so when she picked up the hard pen and started to write, she felt uncomfortable, and the words she wrote were crooked like insects crawling. Although no one blamed or laughed at her bad-looking words, Tuobayan still felt extremely ashamed, and asked Qiao Chunyi for a stack of cheap workbooks and a few copybooks with simplified characters of different styles, and insisted on practicing for at least three hours a day.
In just one week, the extremely intelligent Tuobayan regained her former sturdy character. Qiao Chunyi was amazed by her strong pen writing. This silly mother did not see the big change in her daughter at all, so she specially let Tuobayan Write a few inspirational words and show them off. Now the nurses and patients on the entire floor know that there is a beautiful girl in Ward 23 who is good at hard pen calligraphy.
Tuobayan is somewhat helpless, but it doesn't matter if this can make Qiao Chunyi's mother happy.
She recalled the boxing notation she had learned in the past, and she copied it on paper word by word in traditional Chinese. Qiao Chun Yixing rushed in with a paper bag, his face full of joy: "Yanyan, what did your mother buy for you?"
Tuobayan fastened the pen cap, and as if nothing happened, she put away the workbook that recorded the secrets of boxing, and dragged out a plastic stool for Qiao Chunyi from under the bed:
"No brains, how can I guess."
Qiao Chunyi sat on the stool, took the water cup that Tuoba Yan handed over and poured it vigorously: "See for yourself." Then he stuffed the paper bag into Tuoba Yan.
Tuobayan opened the kraft paper bag. Inside was a small and exquisite white box. When she took it apart, she found that it was a pink and white smartphone, which was very delicate and cute.
This time I was really sleepy and someone handed a pillow. The cell phone that Tuobayan used in the past was broken when she was sick, and Qiao Chunyi used an outdated flip phone. Tuobayan watched the nurses and patients coming and going every day. Almost every family member who accompanies the bed has a smartphone, which can be said to have been coveted for a long time. She has long heard about the magical functions of mobile phones, such as high-definition photos and videos, downloading books and videos, and communicating with people thousands of miles away on social software...
Under the guidance of Qiao Chunyi, Tuobayan awkwardly installed the mobile phone. Seeing that her daughter's face finally had a sincere look of joy, Qiao Chunyi felt that the money was worth it. Her daughter's temperament has changed drastically since she committed suicide. She is also a little worried in addition to her joy, worried that this will be a short period of tranquility before the storm.
Qiao Chunyi was full of joy when she finally showed her childlike appearance.
Tuobayan installed the phone card and pressed the power button to turn on the phone. The clear and delicate screen made her fall in love with it, and she groped and checked it over and over. Qiao Chunyi was not very clear about the operation of the smartphone, so the mother and daughter got together and connected to the hospital's free wifi by referring to the manual.
Now Tuobayan's original owner's boring magazines have fallen out of favor. Tuobayan heard from a patient that she could download e-books on her smartphone. She first came into contact with the various Mary Suwen and Stallion articles that were pushed. , was blown apart by Lei's three views, and later slowly learned how to find a reliable download of history books.
Tuoba Yan could not find the name of the Dayan Dynasty on the search engine, and the downloaded history book did not mention the existence of this dynasty. But I was relieved after a few days of loss, so why should I think about that sad place again.
This morning Qiao Chunyi bought Tuobayan breakfast and went to work. Tuobayan finished the bottle and asked the nurse to give her an injection, and went downstairs slowly in her hospital gown.
Yuchuan Hospital is the most famous hospital in Yuchuan City. The backyard of the hospital is very green, with more than a dozen towering trees that are old, and the environment is like a bird’s song and flowers.
All the way to the destination, several elderly people who were recuperating in the hospital saw her coming, and their eyes suddenly lit up: "Little girl, why are you here so late today?"
Tuobayan smiled and said, "I came late, it's Grandpa Li, you came too early. Have you eaten yet?"
Old Li Tou said angrily: "I'm still eating, and I'm full of anger from those little bastards."
"Isn't your old Li capable? Don't you manage your family like in the army? Don't you brag all day that the juniors dare not speak the west? There is today!" The flushed grandpa Lin laughed at him with schadenfreude, "Wait a minute. Come on, you will suffer in the future. Let you be a dictator, beat children, it's time!"
Several old people made fun of Lao Li's head, and Lao Li's head rolled his eyes angrily, not bothering to care about these bad friends: "Yan girl, should you teach me the next style today?"
Tuobayan said: "Then I have to test you."
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