When Qin Mu went out, she suddenly thought that she didn't ask Tuobayan for Zhou Menghuai's contact information and address.
However, it's probably still in the old home...
She was sitting in the back seat of the taxi, the night scene of the imperial city flashed quickly through the window, and the driver hummed to the music:
"…put on your wedding dress, join hands in the hall, exchange rings in the presence of relatives and friends, you laugh more than diamonds shine... The hardships and hardships in the future, we will go through together... the sweetness and warmth of the future, let's imagine together... "
The driver's voice was not good, and the high notes of the song could not be sung perfectly, but Qin Mu felt his eyes wet.
When he put a cheap ring on her finger, he made a promise that he would hold a grand wedding for her in the future.
Two people put on the most beautiful wedding dress, in the rain of petals and melodious music, in the blessing and applause of all relatives and friends, kiss each other, and then join hands for the rest of their lives to be the happiest lovers in the world.
But what did he give her
Qin Mu closed his eyes.
Arriving at the destination, Qin Mu got out of the car. The old residential buildings were arranged in a messy order, both familiar and unfamiliar. She followed the path in her memory and stopped at the building in the northwest corner.
Cowardly, she took a deep breath and moved on.
Unit 1… Unit 2…
Unit Four, 301.
The lights in the bedroom were on, dimly lit, and the naive Mickey Mouse cartoon curtains seemed to be no different from the past, and even the brightness of the lights was the same as in my mind.
Qin Mu grabbed the collar on her chest and tried to calm herself down. Her fingers were shaking and her feet were soft like noodles. She had to hold on to the wall of the storage room so that she would not fall to the ground.
waste! She cursed herself in her heart, Tuobayan was right, you are a waste! Cowardly and not responsible, run away when encountering difficulties, no shame!
Qin Mu moved desperately and came to the old telephone booth in the corner. She took a few breaths, put the prepared coin in, and dialed the string of phone numbers she knew in her heart.
"Which one?"
Zhou Menghuai's soft and doubtful voice sounded deafening to Qin Mu's ears, like the explosion of spring thunder, and she covered her mouth to prevent the rapid breathing sound of her losing her mind from spreading.
She had not heard this voice for nearly four years.
Zhou Menghuai on the other end of the phone muttered something. Seeing that she was about to hang up, Qin Mu couldn't delay any longer. She gathered up all her courage and blurted out, "Menghuai, it's me."
"... Qin Mu?"
"it's me."
Qin Mu was suddenly able to control her body. She no longer trembled or hesitated. Although it might be too late, if she didn't face it because of fear, she would regret it for the rest of her life: "I'm back."
Zhou Menghuai was silent for a while, then sighed: "How are you all these years?"
Qin Mu thought about how Zhou Menghuai would react. Maybe it was an angry scolding, or he just hung up the phone indifferently... But he never expected that Zhou Menghuai would be so calm and indifferent, neither reprimanding nor accusing, just asking, have you ever been? How are you doing
Is there really no room for recovery
But even so, Qin Mu had to bear the consequences of his arbitrary actions.
How did Zhou Menghuai spend the past four years, living alone in their shared home, cooking and eating alone, sleeping alone on a double bed, meeting their old friends and teachers every day, and bearing all the criticism alone …
Qin Mu figured out, all of this, even if the retribution is doubled on herself, she will persist until the day when Meng Huai is in her arms again.
Even if that day never comes.
Qin Mu said, "Meng Huai, I'm sorry for you."
Zhou Menghuai smiled softly, her laughter was gentle: "What else is wrong? We are still best friends after all, so don't be so polite."
This sentence was like a knife stabbed in Qin Mu's heart, her heart was bleeding and twitching, Qin Mu even felt that the hand holding the neckline could feel the blood gushing out, she said dryly: "I don't want to I only want to be friends with you, I just want to have a chance to make amends... Can you give me another chance, a chance to start over."
Zhou Menghuai said, "No."
Qin Mu laughed and burst into tears. She said, "You are still as direct as before."
Zhou Menghuai said: "Maybe, but people always change, who can predict what will happen next second?"
Qin Mu snorted: "Yes, life is changeable, and plans can never keep up with the changes."
Zhou Menghuai's voice was gentle: "I'm preparing the courseware for tomorrow's class. I'll contact you another day, okay?"
Qin Mu said: "Okay, goodbye, Meng Huai. Rest early."
"You too."
Qin Mu hung up the phone, she couldn't hold back the surging tears, she covered her face and crouched on the ground trembling and crying, trying not to let herself speak out, for fear that Zhou Menghuai would find out and make her worry about herself.
She huddled into a ball, hugged her knees, leaned against the railing of the phone booth, and flashed messily in her mind.
Zhou Menghuai stood in front of the window, looking at the desperate figure over the phone booth, and she burst into tears at some point.
What are you crying for? Zhou Menghuai wiped away her tears and pulled the curtains tightly. This is her retribution! She deserves it!
However, listening to the faint sobbing from time to time in the dark night, Zhou Menghuai's tears still fell unsatisfactorily.
Qin Mu cried alone for a while, but her emotions finally calmed down. She stood up, and she lost consciousness after squatting on her legs for too long. She limped out slowly, her back was lonely.
After walking out of the residential area, Qin Mu wandered aimlessly on the street, and the pedestrians around were deliberately avoiding her.
Qin Mu wanted to cry as she walked. From time to time, she stretched out her hand to wipe the tears that fell, her face was a mess, and her cuffs were also stained with mascara, eyeshadow, etc. that had fallen off.
A crazy woman who lost her love with makeup.
On the day of May, Qin Mu felt cold all over and walked all the way.
In the distance, a stylishly dressed girl was arguing with her boyfriend.
The hipster girl cried and said, "You go away, I hate you, I don't want to see you again."
The difference between the two is that Qin Mu had no one to comfort him, while the girl's boyfriend ran after the girl in a hurry and kept apologizing: "I was wrong, I was wrong, please forgive me..."
The girl shook his hand: "Why are you so annoying, I'm done with you! You go away quickly, or your friends won't have to do it!"
She said this, but her voice was obviously crying, her whole body was shaking, she looked pitiful, and she was obviously just playing with her bravado.
Her boyfriend coaxed her: "I don't want you to be a friend, I just want to be with you."
The girl shoved her boyfriend: "Who is your partner, shame on you!"
The boy let his girlfriend beat him and said with a bitter face, "Okay, I'm shameless. If you can forgive me if I'm shameless, I'll always be shameless."
The girl's fist floated lightly on the boy's chest, and she couldn't help but burst into tears.
The boy smiled: "You are so beautiful, I like your smile."
The girl didn't realize what the hell her face had been made of with the smudged makeup, she snorted shyly, and walked forward with her smudged makeup on.
The boy chased after him: "Wait for me!"
Qin Mu: "..."
People walk on the street, and food comes from the sky.
I don't want to eat this dog food at all.
Qin Mu was in a weird mood by the couple, both funny and sad, her face was contorted, and finally she kicked the trash can angrily.
With an audible sound, a black stray cat jumped out of the trash can and roared at Qin Mu.
Qin Mu and Cat's big eyes met small eyes, both of them were startled.
The stray cat and Qin Mu looked at each other for a while, and the black cat flicked the tip of its tail, walked away cautiously, and jumped back into the trash can, pouting its butt to plan food.
Qin Mu looked at the cat's bulging belly and obvious nipples. It was estimated that it was a female cat with a milk cat. She felt a little pity for her. She felt the money from Tuobayan in her pocket and walked to the side of the road. small supermarket.
When the clerk saw her coming in, she was startled as if she saw a ghost. Qin Mu scratched his head and asked, "Where's the cat food?"
The supermarket is too small, and there is only one type of cat food in the cat food area. Qin Mu also knows that a lot of things have happened in his house, but for emergency, he has no choice but to choose a pack of 1.2kg adult cat food. After thinking about it, he took two more Packed a wonderful fresh bag, and bought a box of baby wipes by the way.
After paying the bill at the cashier, Qin Mu opened the wet wipes box and carefully wiped off the makeup on his face.
She was slapped twice by this girl Tuoba Yan just now, and she used a thick concealer to cover it up. Finally, she was crying again. At this time, her face was swollen and painful, and she could only clean it up gently.
Strange to say, Tuobayan is only twenty years old, so where did she get so much power...
Qin Mu recalled the look of Tuobayan's glaring eyes, but his back was still a little cold.
But Tuoba Yan played right, played well!
If it weren't for her two ruthless attacks, she would still be in a daze, not knowing when she would realize it!
Qin Mu took the cat food and walked back to the trash can. The black cat was still digging hard from the garbage heap, crunching some broken bones. Qin Mu called it: "Huahua, Huahua."
The black cat turned around and looked at Qin Mu suspiciously.
Qin Mu approached slowly and stopped when he saw the black cat folded its ears again. He squatted down and spread a wet towel on the ground, tore open the Miao Xian Bao and poured it on top.
Weijiamiao Xianbao is famous for its many food attractants, and a fragrant meat smell wafts out, and the black cat's pink nose moved, with a look of hesitation.
Qin Mu hunched back a few steps and said, "Huahua, eat."
The black cat jumped down from the trash can. It was slim and light. Although it was dirty, it must be a good cat after washing it. It walked to the side of the Miao Xian Bao and sniffed greedily, and then gave Qin Mu a whimper:
"Miu-"
Qin Mu said with a smile: "Eat."
The black cat lowered its head and chewed, purring in its throat, and the tip of its happy tail was shaking.
Qin Mu watched it gobble down a pack of Miao Xian Bao, and then opened another pack for it. The starving black cat licked the soup cleanly and had a round belly, and then trotted to Qin Mu's side. Rubbing Qin Mu's legs from his body.
The author has something to say: I don't have time to finish it today, so I'll put a chapter of 3,000 words first, and then I'll continue to code words. There should be another chapter of 3,000 words at two o'clock. 3000 will be added tomorrow afternoon or evening.
I also remind you little angels to continue to be anti-theft from the next chapter, thank you for supporting the genuine version! づ￣ 3￣)づ