Before the goddess died, she cursed him with a twisted face as a cold-blooded devil. He was not angry. Because he was indeed a devil. Seven years ago, before he went to Penglai Mountain to keep the appointment, he already knew what kind of ending he would face. Everyone was eyeing his Yuanshen, and Yu Zhengzheng was poisoned because of him, and her life was coming to an end. As early as the first day they were stranded in Luancheng, the Emperor had already set his sights on her. Even if she did not go to Penglai Mountain at the beginning, but ran away to other places, the Emperor would have ordered people to capture her. He wanted to keep her safe and wanted to get away unscathed, which was almost impossible. On the fifth day after she left him, he finally made his own choice between the two. He guessed that she would not be able to hold back and sneak into Zhanlu Palace to see Shanshui, so he went to find the Emperor in advance and secretly traded with the Emperor with the goddess' Yuanshen. Before he handed over his Yuanshen, the Emperor would protect her on his behalf. ?He knew that the Emperor of Heaven would not be satisfied with the Goddess's Yuanshen, and he also knew that Xiao Yuqing would rather die than give him the antidote, so he had already made the worst plan. ?At worst, after he settled his personal grudges, he would give the separated consciousness to the Emperor of Heaven, and then give the Yuanshen to Yu Zhengzheng as an antidote. ?When she was detoxified, he could find an opportunity to detonate the consciousness and kill the Emperor of Heaven on the spot when he was caught off guard. ?And when he separated his consciousness, he would no longer be a god, and even if he handed over his Yuanshen, his soul would not be scattered. ?He would die, and die in extreme pain, like being torn apart by a chariot. ?But after his death, he could still be reincarnated. ?He had committed many sins in his life, and when he went to the underworld, he would be thrown into the eighteen levels of hell to suffer reincarnation until he washed away his blood debts and sins in his life, and then he could be reincarnated as a human. ?This was a long and painful process, and he didn't know how many years it would take before he could meet her again. ?But even so, he had to choose to protect her. ?After he made careful arrangements, he rushed back to Guixu Mountain overnight and cleared all obstacles for her in the future. ?On the eighth day after she left, he took a special forbidden drug, and his blind eyes returned to normal for a short time. ?He went to Zhanlu Palace, and in the bedroom where the Emperor of Heaven was temporarily staying, he embraced Yu Zhengzheng. ?She woke up from her sleep, but thought it was just a dream. She hugged him tightly and said she missed him so much. ?After coaxing her to sleep, looking at her sweet sleeping face, he made another selfish decision. ?He wanted her to be kidnapped by Xiang Feng, and then let her watch how he died tragically and heroically for her. ?After his death, she would be awakened by nightmares day and night, and she would firmly imprint him in her heart, and grow an indestructible thorn. ?Even if she met a man she loved in the future, she would not dare to approach him, because this thorn would always remind her how he died in front of her. ?No one else can have the woman he can't have. ?She can only be his. ?Everything was going according to plan. The only variable was probably that he had one more choice in his life. ?He noticed that Lu Renjia had not left, but was still lingering near Zhanlu Palace, so he asked people to search the courtyard where Lu Renjia had lived for a few days. ?He found Lu Renjia's confession in the brazier. Although half of it was burned by the fire, he still found a glimmer of hope for survival through the half piece of letter paper. ?Lu Renjia lied to Yu Zhengzheng and tricked her into eating the problematic cloud cake. ?Lu Renjia wanted to know how she would choose between his life and death. ?The confession said that if she was willing to exchange her life for his, Lu Renjia would use his own life as compensation and extend his life with the life-extending technique. ?He didn't believe Lu Renjia's words, but no matter what, it was always good to have a little more hope. ?He still acted according to the original plan. ?However, when Yu Zhengzheng extended his life without hesitation, he softened his heart. ?He chopped her unconscious with his hand knife. ?After he managed to hold on for a breath and cut off the limbs of Xiao Yuqing and the Queen of Heaven, he fainted beside her. ?When he opened his eyes again, he saw Lu Renjia. ?Lu Renjia said that he was sorry for Yu Zhengzheng, and said that he was willing to extend his life with his own life extension technique to help him survive. ?He was dead, but not completely dead. ?Like an empty shell, he couldn't move at all. ?Lu Renjia took care of his body, taking care of it carefully and thoroughly, even applying medicine to the hideous and winding scars on his back. ?Three years later, Lu Renjia explained some of his funeral affairs and asked him to bury his body next to Xue Xi's grave after his death. ?Lu Renjia died, and he came back to life. ?He lost his memory, and he also had Lu Renjia's indecisive personality. ?But it didn't matter, he had already contacted Pei Qian. Pei Qian spent three years to help him recover his memory and cut off his sudden extra temperament. During these six years, Pei Qian secretly blocked countless bad peach blossoms for her. How dare those young boys covet his woman? In the Dead Sea beside Guixu Mountain, there are more white bones and fewer ignorant fools. In the seventh year of his disappearance, he began to plan how to return to her naturally. He led the homeless monks to Guixu Mountain, and he asked Pei Qian to build the ancestral hall in the human world. Even the so-called apprenticeship ceremony was planned by him. But she was too smart. He was afraid that she would guess that he deliberately gave Xiang Feng the opportunity to kidnap her. He was afraid that she would know that he stripped his consciousness and died with the Emperor of Heaven, and even gave his soul to her to detoxify, not just to save her. ?Even if she was tortured and had a miserable life, he wanted her to remember him for the rest of her life. ?Even if he stopped this selfish idea at the last critical moment, when she knew the truth, would she still believe what he said? ?He couldn't just appear beside her. ?He had to make Yu Zhengzheng believe that he had lost his memory, and he wanted her to know that it was because of Lu Renjia that he was able to survive. ?So when she hugged him and cried about her longing, he could only freeze his body and not respond. ?So when she fell from the eaves of the wall, he could only take two steps back and watch her fall into the snow. ?So when Zhou Shen expressed his feelings to her, he could only hide behind the rockery and hold his cold tea in his arms. ?He is a devil, he came from hell and will eventually return to hell. ?But so what? ?This time, he will never let go of her hand.