Zheng Tingxun clasped his fingers in front of his chest, lying on the bed numbly, looking at the top of his head with blank eyes.
He encountered the first setback in his twenty-seven years of life from birth to now.
He's in love with a woman, but the woman doesn't love him.
Just when he had just made up his mind to pursue her sincerely, he encountered a fatal blow from her. In order to reject him, the other party was even willing to reveal his divorced status, in order to warn him not to approach him any further.
If this is a game, he probably has already been killed in seconds, and there is no chance at all.
Fortunately, this is reality, so now he still has the opportunity to think about what to do next. But for a whole day and night, he didn't want to understand anything. His brain seemed to be filled with countless messy things, so that he couldn't make a rational judgment.
There was a scattered resume at the foot of the bed, which was sent by Zheng Tingxun from the HR department.
He has confirmed that the column of marital status is indeed divorced, that is to say, she did not fabricate facts to deceive him.
Someone already got her one step ahead of him.
But what kind of man would abandon such a woman? Zheng Tingxun never thought that she would be at fault, not to mention that he noticed the lonely and sad look in her eyes when she said this, but also because he knew her, she is such a good person... So if it is true In the case of divorce, she must not be at fault, it's just because she met a bad man.
How could someone not cherish her like this.
I couldn't get her favor even though I tried my best, but someone abandoned her like a shoe, and just abandoned it like this.
Zheng Tingxun suddenly felt extremely angry, this kind of anger burned his reason, and at the same time felt extremely frustrated and painful... Only now did he finally understand why she was unwilling to accept him.
She had already suffered such an injury once, so she could only wrap herself in a shell to protect herself in this way. Or maybe she hasn't let go of her last relationship, but even if she let go, she won't like someone like herself, a rotten person with a lot of love and nothing but appearance and wealth.
Yes, she must see herself that way.
Zheng Tingxun was used to flirting, and never felt that there was anything wrong with that, but at this moment, he regretted what he had done, regretted that the first time he met her was at such an inappropriate...breakup scene.
It seemed that from that moment on, their fate was doomed.
When he thought she was not suitable for him, she went too far and sentenced him to death in her heart, leaving no chance.
If he knew that he would fall in love with her one day, he would wait for her wholeheartedly.
... ... ...
Xiao Liu was extremely nervous: [Master, you just told Zheng Tingxun that you are divorced? Will it really scare him away this time?]
Shi Wei sighed helplessly, and looked far away, "Honey, women worry about getting old. Although your system will not get old, it's not good to worry too much, and the data response will slow down, right? Send you In a word: Don’t be surprised by favors or disgraces, just watch the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court; go and stay unintentionally, look at the clouds rolling and relaxing in the sky. Calmness and calmness are the way to longevity and beauty... "
Xiao Liu: Even though that’s the case, I just can’t help thinking about it...
When Shi Wei woke up, it was no different from any other morning on weekdays. She said in a calm voice, "What's more about divorce, if you don't love because of divorce, then it doesn't matter if you don't want this kind of love, and it's not up to him. Besides. …”
Shi Wei raised her eyebrows and smiled lightly, "He won't. After all, we Zheng Shao are not the kind of people who take worldly constraints seriously. He, if he falls in love with someone, he won't give up easily... Or is it too much?" It's romantic."
Xiao Liu: Putting it this way, it seems like he really is this kind of person... orz
Although it was only yesterday that she had a showdown with Zheng Tingxun, Shi Wei still came to work at the company on time the next day.
Zheng Tingxun didn't come over all day, and he couldn't get in touch even by calling. Many people were so anxious that they couldn't find Zheng Tingxun, so they came to Shi Wei to talk cliche. Although Shi Wei knew why, she told others that she didn't know.
After all, this is a private matter between her and Zheng Tingxun, there is no need for everyone to know about it, since I have already said that, Zheng Tingxun will figure it out soon.
Sure enough, on the third day, Zheng Tingxun came to work.
He was dressed in a decent high-end suit, his hair was meticulously done, his appearance was handsome and personable, and he seemed to have completely returned to normal... Seeing him like this, Shi Wei showed a relieved expression, so that she could let go of this matter with peace of mind. thing, continue to work.
Sure enough, Zheng Tingxun didn't show any difference to Shi Wei, because he was delayed for a day, and he had a lot of work to do, so he was busy all day.
It wasn't until night, when Shi Wei was about to leave work, that Zheng Tingxun came to her and said, "Wait a minute."
Shi Wei was slightly taken aback, turned her head and smiled and said, "Is there anything else I can do?"
Zheng Tingxun looked at her deeply, with complex expressions in his eyes, and finally said slowly: "I like you."
Shi Wei finally showed a look of astonishment. She thought that if she told about her divorce, for a person like Zheng Tingxun who is proud and conceited and has no shortage of women, he would definitely give up pestering her, but she didn't expect him to still insist on liking her. Frowning, he said again, "I've been divorced before."
Zheng Tingxun lowered his eyes slightly, his eyes were affectionate and gentle, and the corners of his lips slightly raised: "I know."
Shi Wei opened her mouth, not knowing what else to say.
"I know..." Zheng Tingxun strode forward, stretched out his hand to gently stroke her cheek, his eyes were gentle and compassionate, "I know what you are worried about, but I will never make you sad, I am different from him."
Because I will not be like that man and not cherish you, I will be ten thousand times better than him.
I will always love you this way.
[Ding, Zheng Tingxun's favorability value +5, current favorability value is 90]
Shi Wei looked at Zheng Tingxun's serious eyes. For a long time, there seemed to be some warm liquid accumulating in her eyes. She didn't dare to blink, for fear of breaking her emotions... Zheng Tingxun really likes her.
Even though he rejected him repeatedly and even divorced, his liking for her didn't change at all.
And when she was by Han Jin's side, she never felt this kind of love...
She was suddenly a little scared, afraid that she would fall into a hopeless abyss again because of the other party's tenderness for a while, and finally when the other party pulled away, she would stay where she was and feel sad.
Shi Wei turned her head away suddenly, turned around and said softly, "Don't like me anymore."
Zheng Tingxun felt the loss of temperature in his hands, and looked at the back of the woman who turned and left in embarrassment, but there was only pity in his heart, as if a hand was holding his heart tightly. What kind of hurt have you suffered to avoid love so much, because you once loved someone deeply...but not cherished
Zheng Tingxun suddenly became extremely jealous of that person, jealous that he got her heart first.
But he won't give up because of that, because he's not like that person.
... ... ...
Since that day, Zheng Tingxun really changed his previous style. Not only did he completely cut off contact with all ambiguous objects, he even rarely attended outside party invitations, and he refused any woman who fell in his arms without hesitation. Don't give half a chance.
The once famous playboy Zheng Tingxun, the prodigal son turned back.
He pursued Shi Wei wholeheartedly, and in order to take Shi Wei's feelings into consideration, he never publicized it in the company, to prevent others from discovering his differences with Shi Wei, and to let those inquiries and rumors dissipate. Take good care of her. For a person like Zheng Tingxun, if he is willing to love someone, he will be the most perfect lover in the world.
Not long after, the whole circle knew that Zheng Tingxun had met his destined true love.
However, Zheng Tingxun kept her identity secret and protected her very well. Only a few people vaguely guessed Shi Wei's identity.
Even Ye Shaorui didn't make fun of him anymore, looking at himself as a romantic brother who met true love for the first time in 27 years and had such a bumpy road, he had no choice but to bless him in his heart.
On weekends, Zheng Tingxun went home to have dinner with his parents as usual.
Zheng's mother looked at Zheng Tingxun with probing eyes. After a long time of inner struggle, she finally couldn't help asking: "Tingxun, I heard that you have someone you like recently?"
Zheng Tingxun paused while eating, then raised his head and said with a calm smile, "Yes."
Mama Zheng was so moved that she almost burst into tears. She thought it was rumors from the outside world. After all, her son’s heart has never settled down. It’s not easy for him to finally like someone. So is there hope for him to hold a grandson? ? In the blink of an eye, she even thought of proposing marriage.
She said enthusiastically: "Ting Xun, don't be embarrassed to take her home if you have a chance, it doesn't matter even if you come from an ordinary background, as long as you like it."
Father Zheng couldn't bear to watch it any longer, and glared at Mother Zheng: "Don't rush, it's said that you haven't caught up yet, what if you scare the girl away."
Mother Zheng thought about it, and turned her head to tell Zheng Tingxun earnestly: "You, since you like him, don't be the same as before. Do you know him well?" She was still afraid that her son was just playing around again this time.
Zheng Tingxun looked at his parents' expectant and concerned eyes, and felt that their instructions were not so impatient for the first time, so he smiled and said, "I see."
... ... ...
Everyone said that Zheng Tingxun met his true love, and everyone in the circle was curious as to who could accept Zheng Tingxun.
This matter is such a big deal, it's hard for Han Jin not to know.
Chen Luan also knew that he had always paid more attention to Qi Jing's news. After learning all this, he was really happy for Qi Jing. Unexpectedly, in just a few months, she met someone who liked her, and he said, who wouldn't like a good person like Qi Jing
Even my boss, who didn't like her so much before, regrets it now? I was also worried that she was not doing well, so I asked myself to find out.
Chen Luan excitedly went back to report to Han Jin: "Boss, Ms. Qi seems to be doing well recently. Mrs. Zheng is showing off that she is going to have a daughter-in-law soon. It seems that Zheng Tingxun is sincere this time. You don't have to worry about it anymore." She's worried."
It was the first time that Han Jin felt that his assistant was so indifferent, and said coldly, "Are the materials for next week's merger and acquisition ready?"
Chen Luan said, "Not yet, still sorting out."
Han Jin said lightly: "Then go and sort it out, I will see the materials at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."
Chen Luan was dumbfounded: "..." Isn't there still a week left? Why is there such a hurry? And it's going to be at eight o'clock tomorrow morning, so I'm afraid I'll be busy all night...
He, did he mess with his boss? The boss didn't like Qi Jing, but he cared a little because he was afraid that she would have a bad life after the divorce, and it was just out of the psychology of making up for it. He must not be, he still likes Miss Qi...
Han Jin looked at Chen Luan's back as he left dejectedly, retracted his gaze, clenched his hands, and a trace of repressed complexity appeared in his eyes.
What is that emotion that seems to be gushing out of my chest? What is that unwillingness and pain? Obviously they have separated, and he doesn't love her, why should he suffer because she has a new relationship.
Could it be that what I hope is not enough for her to live a good life? That way I won't blame myself for hurting her.
but no...
Not at all! How long are you going to lie to yourself
Han Jin's eyes fell on the mobile phone on the table. He stretched out his hand to open the mobile phone, and his thumb landed on the place where the name of 'Qi Jing' was. With just one tap, he could dial this number and hear her voice.
He was so eager to hear a few words from her again...
But even if he did this, what could he say to her? Do you want to ask her why she is with Zheng Tingxun
She is no longer his wife.
It was he who sent someone the divorce agreement with his own hands, and asked her to move out of the house, completely out of his sight and out of his world. At that time, he thought this was what he wanted.
Han Jin's fingers trembled slightly. After a long time, he put down his phone and only sent a text message: Are you okay
Those thousands of words were finally condensed in these four words.
It seems to use this method to get confirmation from her personally, so that I can let myself give up.
After Han Jin sent the text message, he just sat there motionless.
The lights were not turned on in the office, the moon was hanging high outside, and it was dark and cold inside. Han Jin didn't know how long it had passed, maybe a few hours... It was probably midnight.
Suddenly... The phone turned on, and a text message came in.
very good.
There are only two words.
Looking at those two words, Han Jin rattled his hand holding the phone, his knuckles turned white, and a bitter smile slowly appeared on his lips.
Yes, you are living a good life now, you have a new life, you have someone who loves you, and you have a bright future, so you shouldn't miss me any more.
I understand all this so clearly and rationally, I know that I should give up, let go of those ridiculous and inexplicable unwillingness, and let you go.
But why, my heart is so painful.
For the first time, Han Jin felt regret. He regretted not cherishing the person around him, and regretted letting her leave his side.
He finally understood why he couldn't let go.
It's not the so-called guilt, it's not the so-called compensation... and it's not any other inexplicable reasons.
He doesn't want to lose her, just because he loves her.
Before he knew it, he fell in love with her.
[Ding, Han Jin's favorability value +10, current favorability value is 80]