Han Jin hugged the woman in his arms tightly, and gently kissed her hair lovingly, hoping that time could stop at this moment.
Desperate and impulsive, he came here uncontrollably, thinking that he would only get rejected again, but... Shi Wei didn't reject him, she accepted him.
He couldn't forget that they were so compatible just now.
Does this mean that she still has him in her heart
Han Jin's arms were slowly closed, and a look of hope finally appeared in his eyes. His voice was gentle and hoarse, as if it contained countless affection: "Go back with me, okay?"
From now on, I will cherish you well, and will never make you sad again, and will never make the mistakes of the past again.
I will make up for everything I have missed.
What others can give you, I can give you all.
Shi Wei slowly opened her eyes, her eyes gradually regained her calm, she slightly opened her lips, and said in a light voice: "No, you should go back."
Han Jin froze, his expression froze in disbelief.
Just now, they also...
"This is my home, so it's you who should go back." Shi Wei slowly and firmly pulled away Han Jin's hand, picked up the clothes and put them on calmly, staring back at him with distant and indifferent eyes: "Today is my No, but you should go."
Han Jin looked at her for a long time, with a shy smile on his lips, and said slowly, "You want me to go?"
Shi Wei bit her lip lightly, and turned her eyes away.
Today is her fault, she failed to resist the temptation, this was the person she really loved, he had all the sides she loved... At that moment, it seemed that something bewitched her and made her lose her mind, so she Instead of saying no, she admits at that moment that she wants him too.
However, this is not true.
In fact, she didn't blame Han Jin anymore. Han Jin was not alone in that incident. If I had been more determined and hadn't agreed to Mrs. Han's proposal to marry Han Jin, maybe they wouldn't have come to this point, and they wouldn't have had to change everything beyond recognition...
She has forgiven him, without love or hate.
But not blaming Han Jin doesn't mean they can start over.
She was already tired of the hopeless waiting, and she didn't want to easily fall into the tender trap of the other party again and fall into her own trap. This man was like poison, someone she could not and should not love.
So I'm sorry, I know you love me, but I don't want to love you anymore.
"We can't go back." Shi Wei's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she looked at Han Jin with Rushui eyes. She smiled lightly, but said nothing, got up and left the room, leaving only a slender figure behind.
Not once did I look back.
Han Jin looked at her back, and the flame that had just ignited in his chest was extinguished, leaving only ice cold.
He couldn't remember how many times he watched her leave him helplessly... But what he knew was that he would probably never be able to bring this woman back.
Even if one moment was still lingering to death, the next moment you can turn around and leave without nostalgia.
It turns out that once some mistakes are made, there is no possibility of making up for them. It doesn't matter whether there are others, Zheng Tingxun or not... it's all the same.
... ... ...
Shi Wei turned on the shower in the bathroom, and it didn't take long for Xiao Liu to tell her that Han Jin had left.
Shi Wei squinted her eyes, showing a peaceful look, and smiled lazily: "Let me just say that he has good skills, and his body is also very good. From the first time I came to this world, I could see it. He almost passed out just now." Willing to let him go."
Xiao Liu was silent for a long while: [So, are you still thinking about the things that he didn't get to sleep when you first came to this world?]
Shi Wei curled up her mouth, with a smile in her eyes: "How could there be a man in this world who I want to sleep but can't? Look at this, and he will obediently deliver it to my door."
So, you really came back to sleep on purpose because you wanted to sleep with him but didn't succeed at first, and then you left him after sleeping with an eye for an eye? Wouldn't this be a bit too vengeful
After Xiaoliu's demonstration, he came to a conclusion: no one can offend his host if he offends anyone.
Fortunately, he has always been a system who knows how to flatter and has a strong desire to survive.
But... isn't there more important things now? ! Although you are happy, but the favorability value is not full yet!
Xiao Liu thought about it for a while and reminded tactfully: [Master, Han Jin's favorability value is still one point away...] With your way of abusing him, how can this favorability be full...
Shi Wei smiled: "No rush, it's simple."
little six:[…]
After finishing speaking, Shi Wei went out to have a comfortable sleep, and started to pack up the next day. Fortunately, she didn't have much to pack up. With 200 million cash in hand, she didn't need to bring anything.
The big deal is to buy, buy, buy.
Xiao Liu looked at her host curiously, not knowing where she was coming from: [Are you planning to travel far away?]
Shi Wei said leisurely while putting away her things: "Of course, it's normal for a beautiful girl like me who wants to leave here and start over after experiencing such a complicated love story. And it's logical."
Xiao Liu: No, I think you just want to take a casual trip.
"It's done!" Shi Wei, the 'beautiful girl who does not compete with the world', patted her backpack, raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Before I leave, there is only one farewell left."
little six:…
... ... ...
Han Jin couldn't remember how he got home.
He thought that maybe he should give up, if his love would only embarrass Shi Wei, then he would be willing to keep this love in his heart, so that he didn't have to show it to bother her.
Just why, the bottom of my heart feels so painful
With his eyes closed, Han Jin inexplicably thought of his mother, his childhood, and many, many things.
At that time, he was just a little child, looking helplessly at his seemingly incompatible parents, but he couldn't do anything. It took him a long time to understand that his father probably loved his mother, because he loved her so he couldn't bear her ruthlessness, so he gave up on himself and chose to degenerate, and finally lost his life...
But when he was a child, he didn't understand this truth. He worked desperately, always hoping that his mother would take another look at him because of this...
When he grows up, he realizes that there are some things in this world that cannot be forced, and if it is not for him, it is destined not to be his. He has learned not to expect his mother's love anymore, he knows that only he can love himself, but that is not his choice... If possible, he also hopes that someone can love him.
And now.
After many years, Han Jin seemed to have returned to the hopeless and helpless situation at the beginning. This time, he hoped that Shi Wei would love him.
But he was still doomed not to get it.
What's even more tragic is that this time, he lost it with his own hands.
Han Jin didn't go to the company for two days, so he stayed at home.
He didn't talk much and seemed more silent than before. Aunt Liu was very worried and couldn't help asking: "Ajin, you..."
Han Jin raised his eyes and smiled softly, his voice was low: "I'm fine, it's just that I've figured out something recently."
"How are you and Xiaojing?" Aunt Liu said hesitantly, "She hasn't come here these days."
The bitterness in Han Jin's eyes flashed, and his voice contained a hint of self-deprecation, and he said slowly: "Maybe I have troubled her. Next time I am not at home, you can let her come over."
Aunt Liu saw Han Jin's look of seeing it away and no longer being reluctant. For some reason, she felt even more worried and hesitated to speak. At this moment, the servant outside came and said that Miss Qi had come.
Aunt Liu was taken aback, and was about to welcome her out, but she seemed to have thought of something, and turned her head to look at Han Jin worriedly.
Han Jin stood up calmly, his voice low and hoarse: "I'm going out first."
Leave here after speaking.
But when Shi Wei came suddenly, Han Jin ran into her outside when he was going out. He stared at the woman in front of him, his lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just nodded and continued. Go forward.
Even if you are not reconciled, you should learn how to give up.
Shi Wei looked at Han Jin, seeing that he was about to pass by, but suddenly said softly, "I'm leaving."
Han Jin's footsteps stopped, and the hand hanging by his side was slowly clenched.
For a moment, the brain was even a little blank.
Then he realized that he instinctively wanted to keep him, but what qualifications did he have to do so? Countless words in his chest wanted to blurt out, but in the end, when they reached his lips, there were only a few extremely simple words: "Are you coming back?"
Shi Wei looked at Han Jin's deep and dark eyes, listened to his deep and hoarse voice, recalled the changes in him during this period, and seemed to be faintly touched in her heart.
Now she is about to leave this city, and maybe she will not see each other again for a long, long time. The scenes that happened during this period of time flashed before her eyes, her eyes fluctuated slightly, she was at a loss, and suddenly sighed in a low voice: "If, It would be nice if you could fall in love with me sooner... "
If you can fall in love with me earlier, then I will love you as always, there will be no twists and turns between us, no regrets.
All of this helplessness will not happen.
It's a pity that there are no ifs in this world.
After Han Jin understood her words, there was a dense pain in his heart, yes, it would be great if he could fall in love with her sooner.
The truth buried in the past like that will never have to see the light of day again, he can also get her flawless love forever, and the story of the prince and Cinderella can continue perfectly.
He once had a right to happiness too.
Now that I can get this sentence, I should be satisfied.
[Ding, Han Jin's favorability value is 1, and the current favorability value is 100]
After Shi Wei said that sentence, she seemed a little uncomfortable and turned her head away. She didn't answer whether she would come back, and Han Jin didn't ask again, because it was unnecessary.
A trace of tenderness slowly appeared in Han Jin's eyes, and finally said: "When you want to come back, I will still wait for you here."
Although it's late, but this time it's me who loves you, I'm the one who waits for you, waits for the day when you can start again, and waits for that illusory possibility.
My promise never changes.
... ... ...
Shi Wei went to Han's house that day, said goodbye to Mrs. Han and Aunt Liu, and left the city.
Han Jin lives a step-by-step life alone.
Although Shi Wei is not by his side, as long as he knows that she may be fine somewhere, Han Jin feels at ease. The feeling of waiting for someone may be long, but the feeling of loving someone is not bad.
A month passed in the blink of an eye.
That day, Han Jin got off work from the company, and when he was leaving, he suddenly saw Zheng Tingxun coming to his company.
Zheng Tingxun's expression was very ferocious. He strode over and grabbed Han Jin's collar, staring at him with red eyes, his fists raised high and trembling uncontrollably, as if he wanted to hit him, but he didn't strike for a long time .
Han Jin's eyes turned cold. Because of Shi Wei, he didn't take action against Zheng Tingxun before, which doesn't mean he can tolerate his repeated offenses.
"Let go." Han Jinhan said in a voice.
Zheng Tingxun stared at him, and suddenly, he really let go, and said with a wry smile, "Why didn't you stop her, why did you let her go?"
Feeling baffled, Han Jin said coldly, "Wherever she is going, that is her freedom."
Zheng Tingxun suddenly burst out laughing, with a look of madness in his eyes, as if he was desperate to destroy everything, and his voice was hoarse: "Why did you let her go!" He suddenly turned around and punched the wall hard, turning back with a pitiful and pathetic expression Looking at Han Jin with his eyes, he smiled lowly: "What's the use of me telling you this."
Because the person who regrets more will only be you.
After finishing speaking, Zheng Tingxun turned around and left from here.
Han Jin faintly felt something was wrong, did something happen? Before he could make a call to inquire, Chen Luan's phone call came in first, and Chen Luan's voice was trembling: "Boss, I just, just got the news that there was an accident on the flight to country H this morning. No one was spared, Miss Qi was on that plane..."
Han Jin felt his eyes darken, as if the world was spinning, Zheng Tingxun's ferocious expression just now appeared in front of him again, holding the phone tightly, his voice became fierce and urgent: "What did you say?!"
Chen Luan was also very sad: "It's true, I just had someone verify it again before I dared to tell you..."
Later, what Chen Luan said, Han Jin couldn't hear clearly. His world seemed to be distorted, and Zheng Tingxun's words kept repeating in his ears.
Why didn't you stop her, why did you let her go
Yeah, why did I let her go
Why not stop her
Why
If at that time I stopped her at all costs and kept her, wouldn't the accident happen? Even if she hates him and hates him, at least she is still alive...
Han Jin staggered and rushed out. He couldn't see or hear clearly, and his vision was blurred.
So that farewell turned out to be a forever farewell
No. He doesn't believe it!
There was a piercing sound of brakes, and it seemed that a favorable wind blew across his cheeks, and the driver's curse sounded in his ears, but Han Jin didn't realize it.
He only understands one thing.
It turns out that some people, once lost, are lost forever and will never come back.
... ... ...
two years later.
Han Jin's life has become more and more regular in recent years, and his life is more dull and abstinent than before. Not to mention the women who can get close to him, even the scandals have disappeared.
Because any woman who tried to have an affair with him, or the media who tried to spread rumors about his private life, would receive his lawyer's letter without exception. He used a high price to let some people know that some things can be said, some things can not say.
Since then, no one dared to write about his scandals.
Gradually, Han Jin faded out of the media's attention and became a forbidden zone that the media dared not touch. Except for some serious commercial activities, it was difficult for the public to see him anymore.
As for Zheng Tingxun, his personality has also changed a lot in the past few years, and he seems to be much calmer than before.
But this is not something Han Jin would care about.
When Han Jin came home that day, he looked at the empty and lonely hall, and went upstairs expressionlessly. When he passed the second floor, he couldn't help but look at the closed door in the corner, and stopped in his tracks.
He stood there motionless, even though he passed by here every day, he always had an illusion, as if he could see the gentle and elegant woman pushing the door out with a smile, raising her eyes to show him a nostalgic and admiring smile, and walking over Said to him: You are back.
When she was his wife, she always waited for him like this.
Han Jin smiled at the empty place, and hummed lightly: "I'm going home."
After he finished speaking, he seemed to think of something worth remembering again. He gave a low laugh, and then went back to the room and changed his clothes. He has been busy with work recently, and he is really a little tired.
After resting for a while, he went to visit his mother.
In the past two years, my mother's health has become worse and worse, and she can't get up, so she hired a nurse to take care of her.
At this time, Aunt Liu just came back. Seeing Han Jin there, she hesitated and said, "Ajin, I have something to say to you."
Han Jin smiled: "Okay, let's go out and talk."
Aunt Liu put down the things in her hands and left the room with Han Jin. After a moment of silence, she finally said: "You are not young anymore, when will you find someone who knows the cold and hot, I know you can't let go... But you can’t go on like this forever, you can start over.”
Aunt Liu was very sad for Qi Jing's death, but...it's not Han Jin's fault that people can't be resurrected after death. She still hopes that Han Jin can also gain her own happiness. He has lost too much.
The smile on Han Jin's face slowly disappeared, and after a while, he said, "Thank you for your concern, but there is no suitable person for the time being."
Aunt Liu is a little anxious. You don't give anyone a chance to approach you, so how can you find the right person? But before she opened her mouth to persuade her, Han Jin said in a hoarse voice: "Sorry, I still have something to do, let's go first."
"Hey..." Aunt Liu looked at Han Jin's back and sighed helplessly.
Han Jin was actually fine. When he walked up to the second floor, he was silent for a moment, as if he had made up his mind, he turned and went to the empty room.
The room was empty, when she left for the first time, she took everything that could be taken away, leaving nothing for him.
So much so that now he wants to miss it, only to realize that there are very few things that can be used to miss it.
In the end, Han Jin could only sit on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand and gently stroked the empty place, his eyes were extremely gentle, and he lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "I promised, I will wait for you to go home."
I will definitely do what I promised you, so I will always wait for you.
But when are you coming back