Shi Wei closed her eyes, new memories flooded her mind.
In this world, her name is Xie Lan. She is a well-known actress. She has the status of a singer in the entertainment industry. winner in life.
But everything is always difficult to be perfect.
No one knows that such a woman who is loved by thousands of people is actually a loser in love.
As we all know, Diva Xie Lan has a good friend named Zhou Zebei.
And her success trajectory, from the very beginning, is inseparable from Zhou Zebei's figure, throughout.
Zhou Zebei is a famous talented composer, handsome, romantic and passionate.
When he met Xie Lan, Xie Lan was just a newcomer who had just entered the entertainment circle, walking on thin ice carefully, even though he worked hard in filming, he never became popular, and could only play some inconspicuous supporting roles or secondary roles.
But after a chance encounter, Zhou Zebei took a fancy to her aura and wrote a song for her.
Xie Lan, who has always been tepid in acting, became popular because of Zhou Zebei's songs. Her ethereal voice and exquisite, beautiful and recognizable appearance made her instantly become popular. It made her become a national goddess overnight!
Zhou Zebei has always been a gamer in life, and he only looks for inspiration when writing songs for anyone. Many people don’t hesitate to spend a lot of money to ask for songs, but he has never dismissed it. If he is in a good mood, he is willing to write songs for others even if he doesn’t need money , only doing things according to his own mind, many people are proud to invite him.
The first song he gave to Xie Lan was for free.
That song not only turned Xie Lan into a successful turnaround, but also became her most famous masterpiece, and it was her first step on the ladder of success.
After she became famous, she was very grateful to Zhou Zebei, and she expressed that she would give money compensation, but Zhou Zebei didn't want it. He just felt that Xie Lan was the most suitable person for his song. She was born to sing, and her song was destined to be What she sang, he loves music, and nothing can make him care more than hearing the most beautiful movement.
When she sings, she is more beautiful and charming than ever.
And she was his constant source of inspiration.
For many years since then, Zhou Zebei has been Xie Lan's queen composer.
Also her best friend.
In the blink of an eye, seven years have passed, and because of Zhou Zebei's full support, Xie Lan's position in the entertainment industry has been untouchable. The young girl has grown into a charming woman, and she always treats Zhou Zebei differently. Everyone knew that Zhou Zebei was the most important person around her.
Such a relationship, and being in the entertainment circle, of course can make people fantasize.
Many people have fabricated or gossip about their scandals, but they have always denied them. The two have been together for many years, but there has never been a report that there is a relationship beyond friendship. They are really model friends in the entertainment industry!
Gradually, even in the chaotic entertainment industry, no one talked about their scandal anymore.
But no one knows their real relationship.
Not a couple, but friends with benefits.
The kind of best friend who would go to bed.
Zhou Zebei was talented, gentle, affectionate, handsome, charming and considerate. To Xie Lan at that time, he seemed to have a halo of existence. How could she resist his charm? Without knowing it, I fell in love with him and fell in love with him deeply.
But Xie Lan never said this love.
At the beginning, Zhou Zebei was a long-established composer, Xie Lan felt inferior, and felt that the gap was too great and trembling to speak. Later... when they got to know each other well, Xie Lan couldn't speak.
Because at that time, Xie Lan was no longer the innocent girl who loved fantasy. She gradually understood that the best way to keep Zhou Zebei was to be his friend, not his lover.
A lover is fleeting to Zhou Zebei, but the friend who can let him write songs has not changed for many years, but she is the only one.
Even though he did a lot of things for her and stayed by her side all the time, it was never because of love, just because she happened to be the one he wanted to write songs for.
After Xie Lan realized this point, it was impossible not to be disappointed, but she couldn't help but love him.
She's already stuck in the mud and can't extricate herself.
Finally, Xie Lan planned an accident and slept with Zhou Zebei.
On that day, how much she wanted to express her feelings, that she loved him... But when she saw the annoyance and hesitation in Zhou Zebei's eyes after waking up, she still didn't dare to speak out.
Saying it, she would most likely lose this person, and their relationship would never be the same.
Without saying it, he will always be her best friend.
One and only, the muse.
He doesn't love her, but treats her better than any lover.
So this is enough, right
She didn't dare to gamble, and she didn't dare to accept the slightest possibility of losing Zhou Zebei, so she could humble herself into the dust for this reason.
So she pretended not to care, saying it was just an accident.
Looking at Zhou Zebei's relieved appearance, she could hardly breathe because of the pain in her heart, but she acted nonchalantly and wildly.
From that day on, besides being friends, they occasionally slept together.
They agreed not to interfere with each other's emotional life, and once either of them finds true love, the relationship will end. They are such a fit, and everything is perfect, but neither of them will say that the other is a lover, nor will they regard each other as a couple.
Zhou Zebei doesn't love Xie Lan.
Xie Lan also pretended not to love him.
Maybe this kind of friendship seems absurd and ridiculous in the eyes of many people, but it really exists between them. They will help each other, accompany each other, talk about their thoughts, and have sex in bed... It's like having a meal together usually.
But just friends.
Three years passed like this.
No matter how high status Xie Lan achieved, and how many people admired her and pursued her, there was only one person in her heart.
Always carefully maintain their 'best friend' relationship.
Zhou Zebei also likes the relaxed and harmonious relationship between him and Xie Lan, which has no constraints or demands. There is no one who makes him feel more comfortable physically and mentally than Xie Lan. Xie Lan will never make any demands on him, and will not act like a baby She wants this and that, and won't get angry for no reason. She is understanding and gentle, and she fits him very well in that matter.
By Xie Lan's side, he is relaxed and comfortable from body to heart.
He is an unmarriageist, and he doesn't believe in so-called love. A lover is just an occasional adjustment and inspiration. He even thinks that he can go on like this with Xie Lan forever.
They are not lovers, but they know that each other is very important to each other, and they are unique existences.
Until he met her.
Her innocence, simplicity, beauty, and even coquettishness made his eyes shine, and for the first time, he felt his heart flutter.
From the moment he met Feng Siyan, he wanted someone for the first time.
He began to worry about a girl, and tried his best to pursue a person.
Zhou Zebei thought he had finally found love.
But Feng Siyan was different from any woman he had ever met before, which made him frustrated repeatedly, but the more he was like this, the more he wanted to get her, so he poured out his troubles to Xie Lan in distress.
As his confidante, Xie Lan, women understand women better, so she might be able to give him some different advice.
Xie Lan really gave him advice. Not only was she not angry, but as usual, she helped him with advice when he was in trouble or unhappy, and she was very serious about helping him pursue Feng Siyan, treating it as her own business.
But Zhou Zebei didn't know the real pain in her heart.
In order to keep the one she loved, she did not hesitate to help him pursue other women, and sent him to other women, but she could only face it with a smile, suppressing all the sadness and sourness in her heart.
She used to think that at least she was unique, but now she finally understands, no... After all, she is just a supporting role in Zhou Zebei's life, the kind of sad character who, with a secret love, tells him to find true love.
With the help of Xie Lan, Zhou Zebei finally pursued Feng Siyan.
On this day, he happily told Xie Lan that he proposed to Feng Siyan, and Feng Siyan agreed, and they were getting married.
That day, Zhou Zebei was so happy, radiant and affectionate, telling her the moving love stories between him and other women, and said with great anticipation that they were about to enter the palace of marriage.
The Zhou Zebei who seemed to never change, the seemingly sentimental and ruthless Zhou Zebei, finally changed for a woman.
There is still such a woman in this world...
But that woman was not her.
Xie Lan smiled and said congratulations, but she couldn't control her tears. She drank desperately, trying to find excuses for the gaffe that she might not be able to control. They drank a lot that night until they lost consciousness .
She was very scared, afraid that she would become a resentful woman, reveal her thoughts, and lose this man completely.
How nice it would be to forget everything.
It would be great if I could not love this person.
It would be nice if they were really just friends.
... ... ...
Shi Wei's eyelashes trembled, and the memory came to an abrupt end here.
She moved a little, but accidentally touched a piece of warm skin, then she was taken aback, narrowed her eyes and looked to the side.
The handsome man lay beside her with his eyes closed. His eyelashes were long, his nose bridge was high, and his side face seemed to be carved out by a knife and axe. He was handsome and charming. The quilt was casually covering his waist, revealing his naked upper body. , strong chest muscles and extended mermaid lines...
It seems that after a drunk, the two went to bed again.
Shi Wei rubbed her head and sighed: [A man who can't control his lower body and a woman who can't control his heart are really a perfect match.]
little six:[…]
Shi Wei glanced down at the man on the bed, twitched the corner of her mouth, and let out a faint sneer.
Xiao Liu said cautiously: [You seem to be dissatisfied with him.]
Shi Wei lazily said: [It's okay, actually he and Xie Lan are quite a match, a natural couple.]
little six:[…]
Shi Wei said: [One is passionate but not lucky, the other dares to love but dare not speak, if Xie Lan dares to take the initiative to pursue her once, I would still give her a high look, but she keeps it in her heart without saying anything, while doing Zhou Ze Bei's confidante, while helping Zhou Zebei pursue the woman he loves... Do you know who is the most pitiful?]
Xiao Liu: [Who?]
Shi Wei: [Of course it is the woman who is being pursued. If she knows that her fiancé is such a person, and has a confidante who can go to bed at any time, even those things that move her are the result of Zhou Zebei and others. The woman discussed it out, I am afraid that I will have a heart attack? hehe.]
Xiao Liu: [Cough, what are you going to do now?]
Shi Wei rested her chin, admiring Zhou Zebei's handsome face, and made sure that he was quite decent, and said righteously: [Of course it is to attack him, to do justice for the heavens, and not to let him harm other innocent women!]
little six:[…]
Shi Wei asked: [What is his favorability now?]
Xiao Liu: [60...]
Shi Wei nodded, and lightly brushed Zhou Zebei's face with her fingertips, with a deep smile in her eyes, [Very good, the foundation is pretty good.]
Shi Wei didn't wake up Zhou Zebei either, she just lay aside and dozed off, admiring Zhou Zebei in leisure time.
No matter how scumbag the other party is emotionally, but this face is still very attractive, and judging from the songs he wrote, he is indeed very talented. No wonder the obsessed Xie Lan is dizzy... Even though he has everything now, he still does not change his mind.
... ... ...
Zhou Zebei drank a lot last night, and he can't remember what happened afterwards.
He opened his eyes dimly, looked at the familiar roof and decorations, his reason gradually came back to his mind, he sat up suddenly from the bed, looked at the woman beside him, and a look of embarrassment suddenly appeared on his face.
Although they did maintain such a relationship before, since he decided to pursue Feng Siyan, he made it clear that he would end the physical relationship with Xie Lan, and Xie Lan understood very well.
So speaking of it, they haven't been like this for a long time.
But yesterday, after drinking and having sex, they went to bed again.
Zhou Zebei coughed lightly, he got off the bed with his lips pursed, took the scattered clothes and put them on, trying to make everything look natural, but suddenly... the woman behind him reached out and grabbed his arm.
Zhou Zebei turned his head.
Suddenly she met her pair of black eyes that could almost speak. Her long hair was slightly messy, and there was a trace of laziness in the corners of her eyes, but this time, looking at him... seemed a little different from before, as if wanting to The language is still resting.
At that moment, Zhou Zebei always felt that something was out of control.
But this illusion was fleeting, and soon the woman let go of her hand, like countless times in the past, looked at him as if nothing had happened, and said softly: "You shouldn't have stayed yesterday, go back quickly."
As always, she is tolerant, she will never be like other women, she will not be jealous, or cause trouble. By her side, she has no pressure and can be absolutely trusted.
No worries.
And she would always put herself in his shoes and think about problems.
Zhou Zebei breathed a sigh of relief, he also wanted to end this mistake as soon as possible, he stood up and smiled at the woman: "Then I'm leaving."
As he spoke, he picked up his coat and opened the door to leave, as if he was familiar with entering and leaving his own home.
Shi Wei squinted her eyes to see him leave, then sat up and started playing with her mobile phone.
You can always find a lot of useful information on your phone.
For example, one of the rich second-generation suitors has always been a super fan of Xie Lan. He has pursued Xie Lan persistently for many years, but Xie Lan has only Zhou Zebei in his heart, and has never accepted other people's pursuit. cold.
Shi Wei doesn't have such worries, she enjoys being pursued by others.
Of course, the more suitors, the better.
Shi Wei dismissed Xie Lan's behavior of rejecting everyone wholeheartedly and wanting to be a "confidante" for Zhou Zebei. What women fear most is that they are being cheap, and they can't be stopped...
Since Zhou Zebei only wanted to be her friend, let him be her friend forever, wouldn't it just make him get the best of both worlds
Shi Wei raised the corners of her mouth, smiled and sent back a message to her suitor, Sun Tao: "Okay, let's meet up then."
... ... ...
Zhou Zebei left Xie Lan's house in a hurry. Although Xie Lan's behavior was very normal, he still felt a little unnatural when he thought of what happened just now. After all—he was a man who was about to get married.
After all, it is still not suitable.
Because of this, Zhou Zebei didn't contact Xie Lan for a while after he left. Although everyone treated that night as if it didn't happen, what happened happened.
The little girlfriend is very enthusiastic and needs to be coaxed, Zhou Zebei is busy coaxing her every day, and has no time to think about Xie Lan.
time flies.
Half a month passed in the blink of an eye.
Zhou Zebei took Feng Siyan home as usual this day and then left. On the way, his phone buzzed, and a WeChat came in. He quickly opened it, and a look of disappointment flashed across his eyes... It was a credit card activity of XX Bank Advertisement, he put the phone back in a bit of annoyance.
At this time, I will be inexplicably thinking, why am I disappointed
Then he thought for a while, and finally remembered that Xie Lan hadn't contacted him for half a month, and he thought it was Xie Lan's message.
And this has never happened before.
Zhou Zebei's expression froze for a moment, and he stopped. He thought, maybe Xie Lan was the same as him, and didn't want to contact him. She actually still cared about that matter.
Ever since I announced my marriage to Xie Lan, to that drunken affair, some problems that never existed between them still faintly exist... It's like the two of them have always maintained a certain code and never crossed the threshold , you can live in peace.
Until, one day they crossed the line.
Then the balance will be upset...
Zhou Zebei put his hands in his trouser pockets. In fact, he wanted to contact Xie Lan a little bit. After all, he didn't want to lose this friend, but he didn't want to speak before the other party. No one wants to break this calm first, tacitly not to contact each other...
That's why this situation happened.
Forget it... It's good to be cold for a while.
Maybe she's been busy lately too.
Zhou Zebei walked back slowly and passed by a commercial center. Suddenly, an entertainment news rang out from above. The host's voice was so clear that everyone around could hear it: The queen of music, Xie Lan, was photographed having a late-night tryst with a mysterious man. An insider broke the news that the man is Sun Tao, the young owner of Haohan Entertainment, who has been pursuing Xie Lan for many years. He once publicly stated that as long as Xie Lan is willing, he can marry her, but Xie Lan has not been moved. Could it be that Sun Tao finally touched Xie Lan's heart after so many years
Zhou Zebei instinctively turned his head to look over.
On the huge screen, a woman wearing sunglasses was hugged vaguely by a man and escorted into a club. She was concealed but was still photographed.
Although the photo is blurry and the woman is still wearing sunglasses, it does not prevent others from identifying her.
Paparazzi always have the ability to take photos that others can't.
Not to mention a big star like Xie Lan
Zhou Zebei didn't know why, but felt inexplicably unhappy in his heart. He thought that Xie Lan felt embarrassed because of what happened that day, so he didn't contact him. After all, they crossed the line in that incident, which shouldn't have happened, and he could understand it, because he was also a little uncomfortable.
But in fact, maybe it's just because Xie Lan has a new love, so there is no time to contact him
Although they once agreed that each other has the right to pursue true love, now that Xie Lan finally has someone he likes, why not
However, it doesn't seem very interesting to let myself know about such a thing as having a boyfriend without notifying myself, and letting myself know about it from the news.
After all, I told her what happened back then, and I didn't hide anything.
Thinking of this, Zhou Zebei finally understood why he was unhappy. No matter what happened to them that night or not, they were still best friends, but Xie Lan didn't seem to consider him a friend anymore.
Her behavior alienated him.
Zhou Zebei took out his mobile phone and dialed the other party's number.
The call was quickly connected, and even though the woman's voice was transmitted through the microphone, it was still soothing and ethereal, refreshing, "Hello?"
Hearing this familiar voice, Zhou Zebei seemed to have washed his soul, and the displeasure in his heart was instantly smoothed away. He opened his mouth and said in a teasing voice pretending to be displeased: "I don't want to say anything when I have a boyfriend. One sound, isn't it a bit ignorant?"
In fact, he is not that angry and stingy, this sentence is just like countless friends joking with each other.
But this time, the woman on the other side of the microphone did not come back with a smile and joke as usual, but fell silent for a moment and said, "We shouldn't be in touch anymore."
These words fell into Zhou Zebei's ears, which made him slightly startled, and said, "What did you say?"
Shi Wei repeated: "We shouldn't be in touch anymore."
Zhou Zebei's expression slowly became serious, his eyes darkened slightly, but he still didn't want to let the topic become too rigid and lead to an irreversible situation... It's not face to face, but the advantage of using the mobile phone is that you can prevent the other party from seeing When it comes to your face, in many cases, it can often act as a buffer, giving each other more room for maneuver.
He continued to smile in a nonchalant tone: "Why? I didn't stop treating you as a friend just because I had a girlfriend. Now that you have a boyfriend, why are you so impatient to draw a line with me? "
Shi Wei sighed softly, "It's not because of him...but because you keep in touch with me like this, so you're not afraid of your girlfriend misunderstanding? Things like that shouldn't happen again, I don't want to ruin your relationship."
Zhou Zebei was silent for a long time this time. He was a little unhappy. For the first time, he felt that Xie Lan was a little fussy. He felt that she had magnified a small matter. It could have been treated as if it hadn't happened. The incident would never happen again...but if it had to be brought up solemnly, it would become a problem that had to be solved.
However, he still didn't want to get to that point with her.
Zhou Zebei said slowly: "We are just friends, what is there to misunderstand?"
But Shi Wei obviously didn't want to let this matter continue to be fooled, she smiled lowly, her tone was slightly raised, with a hint of sarcasm, and asked softly: "What kind of friend? The kind of friend who will go to bed together?"
Zhou Zebei's expression finally changed.