In the dimly lit bar, Zhou Zebei sat at a table in the corner, and the table was full of wine bottles that were tilted to and fro.
His friend sat across from him, looked at him helplessly, and finally couldn't help but hold his hand and said, "Don't drink." After all, sending a drunk home is not a very comfortable job, and friends are also very happy. Sad, I could have a harmonious love event with my girlfriend tonight, but now I want to drink with a guy who is broken in love.
Zhou Zebei glanced at his friend, let go of the wine glass in his hand, and then sat down on the chair slumped. He didn't know why he did this.
He thought that Xie Lan liked him, but after yesterday, he was not sure. If she really liked him, how could she be with someone else so soon, and how could she be willing to use such heart-piercing words to deal with it? he
Such ruthlessness made him unable to believe that conclusion...
What the hell are you thinking
Looking at Zhou Zebei's dying look, his friend probably won't be able to go home for a while, and his girlfriend is going to be angry... He can't wait to grab Zhou Zebei's collar and shake it desperately, saying what do you want? What the hell is going to happen!
But in reality, he still said the comforting words that he thought were perfunctory in a pleasant manner, like an old lady selling chicken soup: "There is nothing difficult to overcome, just sleep after the sky falls, or I will send you back to rest ?”
Zhou Zebei suddenly reached out and grabbed his friend, "Tell me, does Xie Lan like me?"
My friend was taken aback. Looking at Zhou Zebei's bloodshot eyes, they were extremely ferocious and terrifying. He thought he had suddenly thought of something, but when he asked such a sentence, he was going crazy, so he said... you You've been sleeping with her for several years, and now you think about it
Brother, is your reflex arc too long? ?
The friend took a deep breath, and in order to go home as soon as possible, he said earnestly: "What do you think a woman is willing to sleep with you for three years without asking for money, profit or status?"
Zhou Zebei frowned and thought for a long time, why? Isn't it the same as him, just because we are happy together...
The friend felt that his rhetorical question was very profound and forceful, and he had the demeanor that everyone was intoxicated and sober, and looked at Zhou Zebei expectantly.
Zhou Zebei paused: "To relieve desire?"
Friend: "..." Let him kill him!
Calm down, calm down, calm down, calm down.
Friend: "Let me put it another way, a big star with countless suitors can wave to a group of flower protectors whenever he wants, tall, short, fat, thin, and of all styles, and he can sleep in a different one every day. Such a woman , rejected everyone, and only slept with you, for what?"
"What about you? Have you ever slept with her alone and rejected everyone else? Is she like you?"
He looked at Zhou Zebei with contempt and a little pride. Although you, Zhou Zebei, are indeed first-class in figure and appearance, you can't be said to be the most handsome in the universe. You can make all women fall for you, right? So a little self-aware yet
Zhou Zebei was taken aback.
In fact, apart from Zhou Zebei who is a fan of the authorities, after so many years, who knows the two of them doesn't know what Xie Lan is thinking? Although Xie Lan is very good at pretending, but if you think about all the reasons for an unreasonable thing, then the only impossible reason is the answer.
These days, there are fewer people who are so infatuated.
The friend sighed, not knowing whether it was for Xie Lan or Zhou Zebei, and said earnestly, "Aside from loving you, what else could it be?"
He really can't stand it anymore!
Zhou Zebei's face was pale, and his expression was a little dazed. Looking at his friend's face, he felt that everything in front of him was a little blurry. Why... When he didn't even know the reason, others gave this answer so easily, as if This question is so simple that you don't need to think about it at all.
Is it true that everyone knows, only he doesn't know
only him...
Do not know her mind.
Zhou Zebei's voice was a bit bitter, he couldn't believe it, he seemed to want to find an excuse for his stupidity and cowardice, but he was so weak, he said: "But she never said it... and she doesn't care if I'm with you or not." others together."
The friend looked at him, and finally got a little angry. I really had a bad luck today and wanted to talk about relationship issues with this bastard, but I really can't stand this way, and I have to break it up with him today!
Although Zhou Zebei is his friend, but in the past ten years, no one can be indifferent to Xie Lan's contribution, even the bystanders will feel it is a pity.
He said, "What would you do if she said she liked you?"
Zhou Zebei was taken aback, his heart fluttered like numbness.
The friend sneered: "Look, even now, you don't know how to face her feelings. What did you ask her to say before? According to your personality, wouldn't you just leave her if you find it troublesome? You have always been Isn't that what you do?"
Zhou Zebei's face turned paler.
The friend said again: "If she controls you and doesn't let you associate with other women, what will you do?"
Zhou Zebei understood a little now, and his expression became even uglier.
The friend answered directly for him: "You will think she is troublesome, meddling in her own business, and you don't love her, her feelings will only be a burden to you, she knows this so she doesn't say it, but now you ask , why didn't she say it?"
Zhou Zebei's voice was difficult: "I..."
The friend sighed and said, "Because she loves you and doesn't want to lose you, she didn't say anything. But you don't love her. Since you don't love her, why bother with these things? Isn't it good to let her go?"
In today's entertainment industry, there are no such women. Those who appear to be beautiful but are actually sluts can be found everywhere. They are all duplicity guys.
But there is another woman who has come to this position in the materialistic world, but still maintains her original intention, loving someone and waiting for someone. Now she finally sees it, because the person she loves is about to become someone else's lover … She finally decided to let go.
He really felt fine.
Can't we get together and get together
Therefore, Zhou Zebei's confusion and pain at this moment made him feel extremely ridiculous. He would rather Zhou Zebei never understand and let go frankly. Then he would look at him high and think he is scumbag and cruel, but why... Zhou Zebei looked confused and unwilling to give up.
It's as if I just now understand my feelings.
You already have someone you like, and you are about to start a new life with someone else, but you still refuse to let go of Xie Lan. Is it possible that you want her to be like a "confidante girl" like you for the rest of her life.
That would be a little too selfish.
Zhou Zebei's mind went blank. He looked at his friend's face and listened to what he said. The truth that had always been in the cloud was lifted, revealing the cruel truth, which immediately defeated him.
Such a simple truth, everyone understands the truth.
Only myself, after using it for so many years, I still haven't understood it.
Now he finally understood.
But she no longer loves him.
Zhou Zebei stared blankly at the front, suddenly grabbed a bottle of wine on the table, and poured it down! The alcohol was a bit strong, and he coughed violently after drinking it!
The friend crossed his arms and looked at him. He was a little annoyed. Why did he drink with this bastard here
Wouldn't it be good if he wakes up by himself
Zhou Zebei coughed, coughing and coughing and suddenly felt a little sore in his eyes.
He thought of the years he was with her, the little things, and her companionship without complaint or regret. She gave him the best of herself...but she didn't talk about love.
Since he didn't want to lose her, he should have been happy when he got this answer.
But now he feels that the pain is infinitely more painful than before. When you are ignorant, you can use ignorance to cover up your cruelty, and it doesn't matter if you hurt others as it should be. He has always been like this before.
But now he knows, he knows how painful it is for Xie Lan when he talks about other women in front of her.
He knew how painful it was for her when he told her that he was in love with Feng Siyan.
he knows...
But no matter how painful she was, she didn't show it from the beginning to the end. She just smiled and encouraged him, comforted him, and even helped him make suggestions. She loved him so much that she didn't even want her own dignity.
But after all, he broke her heart, so she didn't want to love him anymore, and finally wanted to let go.
But he was like a fool, asking her again and again, accusing her, thinking that she was not enough friends, continuing to do cruel things ignorantly, but still thinking that she was too cruel to him.
He waved his hand violently, and the wine bottle fell to the ground, smashing into pieces!
Just like before him and her, the shattered false illusion.
There is no such friend!
She loves him.
He can't lose her either.
This is not a friend at all!
The friend looked at Zhou Zebei, he was very angry just now, but now he felt a little pity, after all, this guy has always been used to flirting, and it may be difficult to accept such a fact for a while, and it seems that he has no feelings for Xie Lan.
He sighed slowly: "If you think about it, don't go to her again. It's good for you and her."
In his opinion, Zhou Zebei was guilty before because he didn't understand Xie Lan's feelings. Now that he understands, he naturally knows how to avoid suspicion. After all, it is impossible to have the best of both worlds in this world. Since you have chosen someone else, don't bother Xie Lan is gone, and she is also entitled to her own happiness.
But the next moment, he heard Zhou Zebei roar, his eyes were red: "No!"
The friend was stunned and almost frightened.
Zhou Zebei's eyes were red, fierce and decisive, as if he had finally made a painful decision.
If Xie Lan and Feng Siyan can only choose one of the two...
He already has an answer.
That is a person who cannot be lost...
The one who is always by his side.
Can't bless her, can't see her with someone else, can't lose her, can't live without her...
She is him, the most important person!
He couldn't lose her at all!
[Ding, Zhou Zebei's favorability value is 10, and the current favorability value is 90]
... ... ...
A few days have passed since the dinner.
Zhou Zebei hasn't contacted Feng Siyan in the past few days. Feng Siyan didn't care about the thick lines at first, but after two days, he felt that something was wrong. Thinking back to Zhou Zebei's abnormality that day, he had a faint premonition in his heart.
Although she has a rough mind, she is not a fool. A woman's intuition is still a little...
So Feng Siyan called Zhou Zebei.
This time the call was connected quickly, but Zhou Zebei did not speak.
Feng Siyan couldn't stand the silence, and said, "Are you busy recently?"
Zhou Zebei's hoarse voice came: "Fortunately, Siyan, let's meet up."
Feng Siyan was startled: "What's the matter?"
Zhou Zebei said, "I have something to say to you face to face."
Feng Siyan frowned, she realized that something was wrong, that bad intuition reached its peak at this time, she agreed decisively, "Okay, see you in an hour."
Zhou Zebei said yes.
An hour later, the two made an appointment to meet at a coffee shop they frequented.
Zhou Zebei had already waited there, the same as countless times before, but this time, Feng Siyan knew that the content of the conversation might be different from before.
Zhou Zebei sat there, looking at the youthful girl sitting in front of him, the girl's beautiful eyes were full of doubts.
Thinking of what he was about to say, he felt very guilty and painful, but...he would not regret it, nor would he back down.
In the past few days... He has confirmed his mind countless times. Even without Feng Siyan's call, he originally planned to ask her out and make it clear in person.
It was he who was sorry for her, so he made it clear in person that this was due respect for her.
And I can no longer continue to escape.
He used to like this girl very much, but until now, he didn't understand that this is not love. To love someone is to never lose her. But now that he and Feng Siyan are sitting here, there is no reluctance in their hearts, only guilt and self-blame.
so…
Zhou Zebei closed his eyes and said, "Let's break up."
Feng Siyan was a little shocked, but he didn't seem to be that shocked. It was probably rational that Zhou Zebei would not be able to do this, but he had a premonition in his sensibility, and he was not as sad as he imagined. Maybe her feelings for him were not that deep. ...but that didn't stop her from being angry.
Because she was dumped out of nowhere!
Anyone would be pissed!
Feng Siyan took a deep breath and said, "Why?"
Zhou Zebei looked at her apologetically, but he didn't back down, and faced his mistake calmly: "Because, I love someone else."
Feng Siyan finally got angry! She suddenly stood up, staring and said: "You love someone else, but you still come after me? Is there something wrong with you?!"
Zhou Zebei looked pained.
I'm sorry because I didn't know my mind before.
It is only now that I know that I love her.
It's my fault for letting innocent people suffer.
Zhou Zebei was even more sad in his heart, he pursed his lips tightly, and said hoarsely: "I'm sorry..."
snap!
Feng Siyan raised his hand high and slapped Zhou Zebei! She is going crazy!
This scumbag pretends to be someone else but still comes after her! What do you think of her? What a shame! Feng Siyan was so angry that he was almost speechless.
Zhou Zebei turned his face sideways after being beaten, and slowly turned his head, as if he would not fight back when he was beaten or scolded.
Feng Siyan suddenly felt as if he had hit the cotton with his fist, and he was even more angry! She wanted to turn around and leave, but after thinking about it, she felt unwilling. She still didn't know who that person was in Zhou Zebei's heart! Thinking of this, there is a feeling of ignorance, no way! Be sure to figure it out!
Feng Siyan said coldly: "Who is she?"
Zhou Zebei's lips moved, but no sound came out.
He looked at Feng Siyan's bright and angry eyes, and after a long while, he finally showed a bitter smile.
Yes, you are entitled to know the answer.
Zhou Zebei tightened his hands, slowly opened his lips, and said two words: "Xie Lan."