When these sincere words penetrated from her eardrums and went straight to the bottom of her heart, Chi Ying could no longer ignore the bursts of pain they brought.
After forcing herself to swallow them like glass, Chi Ying was enlightened.
Is she playing a role
no.
She plays herself.
I still remember that when she was a child, she went to the city to participate in a competition on behalf of her kindergarten drama troupe. The role she played was a little girl who lived on the streets, was hungry and cold.
At a young age, she was still ignorant. She usually liked to listen to her grandma telling fairy tales because the stories were clever, interesting and colorful.
Due to the limitations of age and experience, she was unable to understand the deeper connotation behind the concise words.
The teacher of the drama troupe said that at the end of the show, she would cry and shed tears.
Xiao Chiying knew that the girl in the story was very pitiful.
But she is not pitiful.
Even though she has no father or mother and her family is poor, her grandmother is kind to her.
Even if she is financially strapped, she will never lack the lollipops and dolls she wants in her life.
Xiao Chiying felt very happy.
Not only does she not cry, but she smiles brightly every day, as warm as the little sun.
The teacher asked her: "Do you know how to make yourself cry?"
She shook her head blankly.
The teacher said seriously: "Imagine that one day mom leaves and never comes back."
Xiao Chiying nodded, and soon she shook her head again.
She has no memory of her mother.
How can I be sad when my mother is gone
Not sad, not at all.
The teacher was a little confused and distressed, but soon she patted her head, as if she suddenly remembered something.
"Chi Ying, who do you like most in this world?"
Her voice was childish but sure, and extremely loud: "Grandma."
"Then when you come on stage, just imagine that your favorite grandma has left you forever, okay?"
On the day of the performance, Xiao Chiying stood alone on the huge stage. Looking down, she saw a dark crowd.
I can't see where grandma is.
She felt helpless and helpless.
What would she do if her grandmother left her
Grandma was so kind to her and she didn't want her to leave.
Uncontrollable grievance and sadness exploded in her chest, and tears rolled down her milky white cheeks.
When he spoke again, his soft voice began to choke.
The audience burst into applause.
After the performance, the teacher rubbed her head and said, "It's great."
That day, she was spotted by a talent scout.
Later, Chi Ying systematically studied acting and was fortunate enough to meet a highly respected master with a strong craftsman spirit.
The old master told her: "The way you cry is wrong."
"It may be easy for beginners to get started, but if you want to become a real actor, you must strive for excellence, including grasping and controlling subtle emotions."
Although they all cry and shed tears, the emotions they express are different.
The eyes are the windows that show all this.
Chi Ying is used to imagining the scene of "losing her grandmother", and her emotions are more of a sadness of life and death, as well as fear of the unknown life.
But the emotions required to be expressed in the script are not always like this.
The old master said: "The tears you shed should be the tears of the character."
"You have to be her, feel her, guide her, express her."
"That night of the play, you cried, not because you lost a loved one, but because you were living on the streets, hungry and cold."
In the future of her acting career, it will be difficult for Chi Ying to meet a director as meticulous as the old master.
The vast majority of film and television works have gradually degenerated into fast food culture, and they will not dig out or criticize your eyes.
Even so, Chi Ying still did not relax.
However, the mistake she had not made for so many years was repeated in the audition just now.
What she takes on is not the character, but herself.
The character's experience is not the same as hers, and the emotions cannot be exactly the same.
There will be similarities, but also different concentrations and shades.
No wonder the audition teacher said: "There are some emotions that could be more prominent, but you didn't catch them."
Does the protagonist have regrets
Pity.
Desperate? Depressed
No.
His death was swift and without prolonged mental anguish.
He never lost faith in pursuing his ideals, and he was even content with it.
Chi Ying thought that it was the surface of the story that easily aroused her emotions, causing her to fall deeply into inappropriate self-movement. For a moment, she forgot whether this was the hospital bed or the stage in her previous life.
We must strengthen our emotional management in the future. How could we lose control so easily
Quan Zuo is a lesson.
Chi Ying's eyes, which had been absent for a moment, brightened again.
She clenched her fists and bowed seriously, "Thank you, teacher."
Chi Ying turned sideways and was about to leave, but Gu Yuanchen called out to her.
"etc."
"I'll give you another question."
Gu Yuanchen stared at her.
The lake is beautiful when it's clear and clear, that's what Chi Ying's eyes look like at this moment.
He was moved by it.
The protagonist of the next character card is also suffering from a terminal illness, but because he has lived a life of humiliation, he only feels deep relief and joy at this moment.
Chi Ying quickly returned to a normal state, even better than usual. In her eyes, there was not only the relief that the dust had cleared, but also the exhaustion after the storm.
A sudden burst of spirituality.
The judges' bench gasped in amazement and unexpectedly burst into applause.
Gu Yuanchen said in a deep voice: "Next question."
He was a mute man in a wheelchair who watched his beloved being killed by Ling Chi but was unable to call for help.
The woman's eyes were red and her eyes were about to burst.
"next question."
The protagonist is pushed into the fire by someone he saved at all costs, a farmer and a snake.
Chi Ying's painful eyes were even full of thoughts about human nature.
"Okay." Gu Yuanchen nodded, "Let's wait for the notification."
Chi Ying has a pair of eyes that can speak.
At this moment, her eyes were filled with joy and gratitude.
Gu Yuanchen met her eyes.
It was already one o'clock in the afternoon after the audition, and the sunshine outside was very harsh.
Chi Ying was not in a hurry to leave. She went to the dressing room to apply some sunscreen.
The experience of the dinner party made her wary, and she held her phone tightly in her hand.
When she came out of the dressing room, Chi Ying saw Shu Bai pacing anxiously in the corridor.
She was surprised, "Shu Bai, why are you back?"
Shu Bai raised his eyes and saw her, and said a little embarrassedly: "The manager asked me to give my director Gu two cigarettes."
Looking down, she was holding a delicately wrapped gift bag in her hand.
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The company really didn't pay attention to little stars, so they sent Shu Bai away with just one sentence.
Although it is common for actors to give gifts to directors, this is too insincere.
If the director was not Gu Yuanchen, but a violent maniac like Cheng Huan, the consequences would be unimaginable.
However, they often seem to do it regardless of the cost.
Chi Ying told the truth: "I think Director Gu doesn't like receiving gifts."
It would be a bit exaggerated to describe him as "immortal spirit", but Gu Yuanchen does give people the impression that he has little to do with worldly things.
Shu Bai frowned, "But the manager asked me to give it away. These cigarettes are very expensive."
She suddenly remembered something again: "Senior sister, have you finished auditioning for the show?"
"Yeah." Chi Ying nodded.
The door to the audition room was locked.
"Director Gu has left."
Shu Bai said "Ah" in frustration: "Then I can only go back."
They walked for a while in silence.
There is a safe passage on one side of the corridor with an open door.
Suddenly, Chi Ying pulled Shu Bai behind the door and leaned against the wall.
"Shhh."
Through the crack in the door, he could vaguely see Gu Yuanchen standing tall, leaning on the stairs, his long legs slightly bent.
As if he had something on his mind, a smoke suddenly went out between his fingers.
Gu Yuanchen also has a cold temperament and is not easy to get along with, but he is indeed one of the few men Chi Ying has ever seen who is thoughtful and meaningful.
As expected, soon another beautiful little star appeared in the corridor.
She has bright makeup and a low-cut collar.
The beautiful starlet straightened her back and walked up to Gu Yuanchen, calling "Director Gu" softly and charmingly.
The two peaks squeezed out are particularly eye-catching, and they can be seen clearly even from such a distance.
Chi Ying had an impression of her and was one of the audition team.
The next second, the little star stretched out his arms, naturally wrapped his arms around Gu Yuanchen's neck, and prepared to press his lips directly.
Shu Bai said "Ah, it's her" and looked away with a blush.
Chi Ying signaled her to be silent.
Gu Yuanchen quickly pushed away the little star, frowning tightly.
"You don't have to attend my auditions anymore."
The little star's face turned pale for a moment, then quickly returned to normal.
She left along the stairs to the fire escape.
The head is still held high and the back is straight.
One thing that people in this circle must not lack is pride.
Shu Bai was shy, "Thank you, senior sister, I was the one who almost lost the opportunity."
"You know that girl just now?"
"She's a girl from the next class in the acting department. I'm not familiar with her."
Chi Ying didn't say much, and Shu Bai couldn't say much and fell silent.
They took the elevator without saying a word and quickly went down to the first floor.
The assistant waiting at the elevator entrance immediately greeted him: "How about Bai Bai, have you sent it out yet?"
Shu Bai lowered his eyes: "No."
The assistant looked unhappy, even sullen in his brows.
Shu Bai panicked: "When I went up, the audition had just ended, and Director Gu had already left."
The assistant was aggressive: "Then what were you doing for so long?"
Thinking of the scene he just saw, Shu Bai's words were stuck in his throat.
The assistant's frown deepened: "You should hide these two cigarettes. If you can't, you can throw them away. We will tell Sister Liu that we have given them away later."
Chi Ying listened silently to the conversation between Shu Bai and his assistant.
Ahead is the exit of the building. After leaving here, she will walk in the opposite direction with them.
In the entertainment industry, it’s not big or small, it’s not small. However, Chi Ying hoped that they would not meet again.
She said goodbye to Shu Bai politely.
Before he even took a step forward, he saw a black Bentley driving slowly not far away and stopping at the door of the skyscraper.
Three middle-aged men in suits and ties quickly got out of the car, walked to the rear right-seat door in a few steps, and greeted another man.
Lu Jingyan's slender body leaned out, his eyes were cold and his thin lips pursed into an indifferent line.
The crowd around him briefly boiled for a few seconds, then fell silent due to the man's powerful aura.
But no one could look away.
The air seemed to be frozen, and the girls who took the candid photos almost forgot to press the shutter.
Lu Jingyan took a long step, and the three men followed closely, striding towards their direction.
Chi Ying glanced at Shu Bai out of the corner of her eye, and then at Lu Jingyan.
Thinking of the experience of the past two days, she knew for the first time what it means to meet on a narrow road and meet on a narrow road.