30.
Song Ning only felt a "hum" in his head, and the pen in his hand fell vertically to the floor, making a crisp sound.
Liang Rong, who was in the hypnotic state, was awakened by the sound, opened his eyes and asked confusedly, "What's wrong?"
Song Ning's heart was beating fast, his face was filled with enthusiasm, he hurriedly bent down to pick up the pen, and said, "You just dreamed and talked nonsense."
While speaking, he did not dare to look directly at Liang Rong.
Liang Rong quietly watched him squatting on the ground with his back to him for a long time.
"I'm not talking nonsense, I'm telling the truth."
Song Ning's back froze. After a while, he stood up from the floor and said to him with a serious expression, "I can pretend I didn't hear it."
31.
Song Ning didn't stay any longer and fled back home.
I didn't go to see Liang Rong or go to the clinic for the next week.
He lay down on the sofa at his house, buried his head under the pillow, and let the phone beside him vibrate continuously.
He knew that it must have been another WeChat message from Liang Rong, and that guy had been sending it for several days.
"I'm sorry, Ah Ning, I was impulsive."
"But I really like you."
"Can you just ignore me?"
"A Ning..."
"I miss you."
and so on.
There were also a few pitiful selfies in between, Song Ning's heart softened when he saw it, and he simply stopped touching his phone.
32.
In fact, Song Ning knew in his heart that he cared about Liang Rong more than a psychiatrist should do.
After all, who psychiatrist would take a patient home to see their parents
It's just that he never thought about what it meant.
Song Ning hadn't been in a relationship very much. The crush in high school ended without incident. After college, she only spent time with a senior in the senior year.
At that time, the two were well-known academic bullies in the academy. When discussing academics together, they found that they had similar temperaments, and they gradually developed a campus romance.
It was a Platonic love affair that focused on academics. In the two-year relationship, he gained a total of one SCI and two core journals. In the end, the relationship between the two gradually became estranged as he went abroad for further studies.
Song Ning originally thought that adult love should be like this, plain and rational.
It wasn't until he met Liang Rong that he knew that there was a feeling called sudden heartbeat.
33.
Song Mama called over the weekend, and Song Ning answered it uneasy.
"Are you going home this weekend?" Song Ma asked.
"No, I didn't just come back last week."
"Oops, bring your partner back to see more."
Song Ning was startled: "When did I have a partner?"
"Isn't it?" Song Ma said suspiciously, "But I think that Xiao Liang is very interesting to you."
Song Ning hurriedly interrupted her: "Don't talk nonsense, we're not suitable. And I'm just in charge of helping him treat his illness. After a while, his illness will heal, and it'll have nothing to do with me at all..."
When he said the last sentence, Song Ning's heart suddenly tightened unconsciously, and a slight pain appeared.
There was silence on the other end of the receiver for a while, then came Song Ma's heartfelt consolation: "Son, how do you know if it's suitable if you don't try things like this? Besides, he's a movie star, and it's him who suffers if you're with him. What are you afraid of?"
34.
Song's mother was a Chinese teacher before she retired. She spent more than half an hour explaining the importance of "destiny" to her son. Song Ning finally found an excuse to prevaricate and hang up.
However, it was undeniable that Song Ning was really persuaded by his mother.
He sat for a while, suddenly jumped up from the sofa, grabbed the car keys and hurried downstairs.
Song Ning considers herself to be a person who lacks passion for life. She is only in her twenties and has no special expectations for love.
In his life plan, in the future, he may meet a relatively good person through a friend's introduction, and live his life in a normal way.
You may also be alone all your life, and find a remote nursing home to grow old alone after retirement.
But life would always suddenly deviate from the predetermined track, so that he met a man named Liang Rong inexplicably.
Although he knew that this absurd love would have no results, he still wanted to give himself a chance.
In the future, when sitting at the entrance of the nursing home and basking in the sun, I can show off to other old men: I once had a romantic relationship with an actor.